Jesus, will You light up my way?
ilovemyJesus!!
the amazing thing about Jesus is, i feel joyful at times like this knowing He is here for me.
yet.i am terribly upset about a certain matter.its affecting me in every way except my spiritual walk with God.but this is no good.
i promised my sis not to come online until after prelims.this afternoon, i even promised her tht i'll not post a last post to tell you (avid readers) about my leave.BUT.i must come.i have been bearing frm 9pm+ until now.i need to blog.about this.
i am awfully depressed.i lost all my farewell cards from my fellow canoeists.they gave it to me during the camp.yet i lost it at FOP.the whole envelope containing my cards/letters and other stuff which i do not deem as important.because these things mean much more to me.i rather a hundred dollar bill be inside the lost envelope than my little gifts.
ANYONE WHO WAS AT INDOOR STADIUM ON 7TH AUG 2005 FOR FESTIVAL OF PRAISE (FOP) AND WAS SITTING AROUND THE WEST WING AT THE SEATS AT B31(IF I RMB CORRECTLY) QUITE NEAR THE STAGE.. PLEASE RETURN TO ME MY TRANSLUCENT WHITE ENVELOPE! IT'S ABOUT A4 SIZE, ABIT BIGGER AND HAS ALOT OF CARDS/LETTERS/SMALL PRESENTS/OTHER ELECTRONICS INSIDE.PLEASE RETURN ME MY ENVELOPE.EVEN IF U WNA KEEP THE ELECTRONICS, GO AHEAD.PLEASE RETURN ME MY MEMORIES.PLEASE.PLEASE.I'M WILLING TO SACRIFICE MY ONE WEEK WORTH OF LUNCH MONEY IF U RETURN IT TO ME.
and about 1 hr ago..i broke my last significant gift.the glass candle from the whole team.it was still in its box.lying on my table.i wanted to keep it in my cupboard.but i dropped it accidentally.it broke.but it didnt just break.it shattered completely.i am in great despair.i dno what else to say.
please please please please please please please return to owner.please please please please please please.
and any CITY HARVEST people, especially ushers, pleas ehelp me find my envelope.please.go find the person in charge.or the lost and found or something.please do something.please.
i will not be back til after prelims.
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Monday, August 08, 2005
on our knees we pray that Father You would, You would open the way
ilovemyJesus!!
i have a boyfriend.
his name starts wit J.
its five letters.
J _ _ _ _
he is from my church.
and i love HIM because HE first loved me.
guess who?
XD
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there are so many things to blog about that i feel lazy to blog.oh well.
i'll just keep it to the farewell.not literally though.
so anyhow, canoeing chalet/camp was awesome indeed.i must say the canoeists did a rly grt job.i rmb a fews weeks ago (i think was the last day of nationals), i told shoee to "make it memorable" while we were walking pass tiong bahru park.and they did.i had alot of fun, and was touched by many things.all the efforts they put in, and the love they showed and stuff.i cant express the kind of feeling i felt when i walked out of my room to the hall (where they were working, where i was forbiddened but..) and saw them all doing something for my farewell.amongst all the mess, the strings, banner, ribbons etc, i saw a special kind of love and bonding.i rly dun knw how to put these in words.i love you.
tears and smiles.
canoeing has taught me so many things and developed in me strength and character.each race taught me how to fight and humble myself.each stroke brought me hope and destiny.each training showed me who i really was.each member moulded me into what i am today.i am eternally grateful to crescent canoeing.you made my life so colourful.thr's really alot alot of emotions i have twards this team.and i finally see my efforts come to something.hardwork does pay off indeed.everything was worth the sweat and blood.seeing everyone grow and become something.. the feelings are so deep.as i type this, i am thinking rly hard what the next word should be.
ufhaifhehglshfhgjslkfhsjhgfnjxfnslfhuhfsuhgu
fjwhflhlffuhsjkfhajsfhiurjsbvfhbvlkzhcdycirh
fjslahfuilrhafiojksfxnjkbfufuiwhaufwgytehguf
aslfuxhfulxeajfhxurxgkahfyaehgxahfafifwoiafz
qpqwjrxfmklevmjkxnbengfyzyouihjksaglfiowjkls
axoifuwoafhxawhfmiuhklhfuiagoiwuoaxj,wfuhgai
axwxfauwfhmxaefhiauhfowioqjpozwfjirfjoafjoif
axjwhiodjuwopijfoqjiowfjirjgnhuihgkjmfunfhio
aifuxfhiwajfizrouijowaijfwuhfoiwajrpqjrpjrqo
this is how i'ld describe my joy and gratitude.its inexplicable.
I LOVE YOU CRESCENT CANOEING.and my glory, my honour in future, i dedicate to YOU.of course to GOD first, next, to YOU.
do me proud, canoeists, do crescent proud.
once a crescent canoeist, forever a crescent canoeist.
ilovemyJesus!!
i have a boyfriend.
his name starts wit J.
its five letters.
J _ _ _ _
he is from my church.
and i love HIM because HE first loved me.
guess who?
XD
_________________________________________________________________
there are so many things to blog about that i feel lazy to blog.oh well.
i'll just keep it to the farewell.not literally though.
so anyhow, canoeing chalet/camp was awesome indeed.i must say the canoeists did a rly grt job.i rmb a fews weeks ago (i think was the last day of nationals), i told shoee to "make it memorable" while we were walking pass tiong bahru park.and they did.i had alot of fun, and was touched by many things.all the efforts they put in, and the love they showed and stuff.i cant express the kind of feeling i felt when i walked out of my room to the hall (where they were working, where i was forbiddened but..) and saw them all doing something for my farewell.amongst all the mess, the strings, banner, ribbons etc, i saw a special kind of love and bonding.i rly dun knw how to put these in words.i love you.
tears and smiles.
canoeing has taught me so many things and developed in me strength and character.each race taught me how to fight and humble myself.each stroke brought me hope and destiny.each training showed me who i really was.each member moulded me into what i am today.i am eternally grateful to crescent canoeing.you made my life so colourful.thr's really alot alot of emotions i have twards this team.and i finally see my efforts come to something.hardwork does pay off indeed.everything was worth the sweat and blood.seeing everyone grow and become something.. the feelings are so deep.as i type this, i am thinking rly hard what the next word should be.
ufhaifhehglshfhgjslkfhsjhgfnjxfnslfhuhfsuhgu
fjwhflhlffuhsjkfhajsfhiurjsbvfhbvlkzhcdycirh
fjslahfuilrhafiojksfxnjkbfufuiwhaufwgytehguf
aslfuxhfulxeajfhxurxgkahfyaehgxahfafifwoiafz
qpqwjrxfmklevmjkxnbengfyzyouihjksaglfiowjkls
axoifuwoafhxawhfmiuhklhfuiagoiwuoaxj,wfuhgai
axwxfauwfhmxaefhiauhfowioqjpozwfjirfjoafjoif
axjwhiodjuwopijfoqjiowfjirjgnhuihgkjmfunfhio
aifuxfhiwajfizrouijowaijfwuhfoiwajrpqjrpjrqo
this is how i'ld describe my joy and gratitude.its inexplicable.
I LOVE YOU CRESCENT CANOEING.and my glory, my honour in future, i dedicate to YOU.of course to GOD first, next, to YOU.
do me proud, canoeists, do crescent proud.
once a crescent canoeist, forever a crescent canoeist.