hey ha bloggie! keke. today was fun. kept singing in sch. taking my pencil case as a microphone... hahaha. n jq took zx's pencil case, pretended tt it was a hp.. n called woodbridge. zhen you zhi! muahahahahaha.
after sch went town to buy gracie macie's presnt. hehehehehehe. budden we end up buying our own stuff... n left with v little money to buy her presnt. so we bought sth rather cheap... not very cheap lah... reasonable lah... n we gg to add somemore things... hahahahahaha. oh well. i spoil all the surprise. muahahahahahaha
thn ate at pizzahut. hahaha. xing tong... money fly away. so guilty. i spent abt $400-$500++ this mth n august leh. so scary. i really feel so guilty... n my rich aunty is not in singapore. so she wun give me ang pao for my bday this yr. sigh. i so.... nvm... just have to hide my bankbook frm my mum n think of a way to get back the money. hahahaha. maz smsed me at pizza hut. disturb my lunch. but nvm. happy to see her sms. hahaha. she so ke lian. her poor eye. hope she'll be ok tmr. take care, mazzie! mama xing tong for u k.... thn after tt went home. ah... home... sweety tweety home. ah lalalalalallalalalalalalla.
so suay today. yiling broke my shoe. i broke my comb... sigh... everything destroyed. my bag tt time torn by zx. my mum promised to get me a dueter bag... but i can forget abt it liao. spending nearly $500? no way will she give it to me liao. thn my sch uniform... let lydia n zx create a hole liao.. hahahaha. n i broke... my... pimple. sigh... tt big big pimple. so sad. i wanna cry liao. its a pimple gone wrong...!! nvm. hahaha.
hm... just uploaded chocolate's pics in my photo album. hahaha. chocolate is my dog lah. but its chocolate n my sis. hahahahaha. i miss chocolate.... sob sob sob
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
i m such a total bitch! wad has gotten into me?!?!?! i feel so guilty now.... but i cant say sorry. i still have my bloody pride ok... shucks! wad's wrong with u?!?!?!?! arghs! i actually called my mum a fucking asshole... n now she's like... so angry. n she's venting her anger on everything. arghs! i feel so guilty! i want to say sorry.... but i dare not!! arghs! guily....guilty!!! GUILTY!!! guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty.
sigh. anw. today after sch i sent zx to mrt station. thn ate there. n talk talk awhile. bought my LIME. n zx browsed thru. thn she went hm n i walked back to sch. on my way back, met yiyuan n XiAoMiN at the busstop. n they din let me off. kept holding me back. n yiyuan held n hand n refused to let go. hahahaha. n i was like... "yiyuan, wo zhi dao ni shi heng ai wo de... dan shi, ai qing shi bu neng mian qiang de... fang shou ba...." MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! n she went:"bu yao...bu yao..." hahahahahahahaa. we are LaMeRs!! =P. speaking of which, yiyuan, where's my new lamer label? hahahahahahha.
finally escaped frm the evil woman's clutches. tt eveil woman with evil dimples. she better not smile in front of me. muahahahaha. kidding. thn got back to sch. talked to tiffany n MAZZIE a while. thn left. sat with grace n huiqin. thn huiqin disappear to dun noe where. so went to class with gracie macie. haha. sat the talk talk. oh yah. talked to qiqi. she passed me the rugby ball... telling me she not gg for training... hahaha. n in the end, she turned up... n nihaad was so confused. muahahahaha. thn train train train as usual. but not so usual. cuz i had my menses. n there was a cramp. sigh... pain like siao. n i had to bear with it...n blood tickling down when u're running, is definitely not a comfortable feeling. yuck! n the cramp... now still pain... ahhhhhhh. hahahaha. celebrated stella's bday. got her a banana cake. hahahahahaha. n she went mad. muahahahahahahhaha. after training went hm. intended to go qnsway with huiqin to see the aquasock. budden she had to rush home. hahaha.
oh yah. I'M GG TO CELEBRATE MY BDAY WITH GRACE!! YAY! grace's idea. cool eh? at sentosa this sat!! yay!!!! dun worry. maznah's coming. hahaha. my daughter... celebrating my bday with me! yay! my conversation with mazzie in the com lab today:
me: mazzie. if u go right, n u give grace a present. n u dun give me... dun u find it very weird?!?!
maz: of cuz i'll give u lah... YOU'RE MY MOTHER!!!!!!
i so gan dong k. hahahahahahahahhahahhahaha. hahaha. okok. chills. happy happy. happy happy happy. nth but happiness. plain joy! wahahahahahahahhahahaha!
hm... my sis just got a new hp. nokia 2100. so cool right? not fair..... =(. sigh. nvm. 8250 is just as good.... i guess. muahahahahahah. =)
sigh. anw. today after sch i sent zx to mrt station. thn ate there. n talk talk awhile. bought my LIME. n zx browsed thru. thn she went hm n i walked back to sch. on my way back, met yiyuan n XiAoMiN at the busstop. n they din let me off. kept holding me back. n yiyuan held n hand n refused to let go. hahahaha. n i was like... "yiyuan, wo zhi dao ni shi heng ai wo de... dan shi, ai qing shi bu neng mian qiang de... fang shou ba...." MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! n she went:"bu yao...bu yao..." hahahahahahahaa. we are LaMeRs!! =P. speaking of which, yiyuan, where's my new lamer label? hahahahahahha.
finally escaped frm the evil woman's clutches. tt eveil woman with evil dimples. she better not smile in front of me. muahahahaha. kidding. thn got back to sch. talked to tiffany n MAZZIE a while. thn left. sat with grace n huiqin. thn huiqin disappear to dun noe where. so went to class with gracie macie. haha. sat the talk talk. oh yah. talked to qiqi. she passed me the rugby ball... telling me she not gg for training... hahaha. n in the end, she turned up... n nihaad was so confused. muahahahaha. thn train train train as usual. but not so usual. cuz i had my menses. n there was a cramp. sigh... pain like siao. n i had to bear with it...n blood tickling down when u're running, is definitely not a comfortable feeling. yuck! n the cramp... now still pain... ahhhhhhh. hahahaha. celebrated stella's bday. got her a banana cake. hahahahahaha. n she went mad. muahahahahahahhaha. after training went hm. intended to go qnsway with huiqin to see the aquasock. budden she had to rush home. hahaha.
oh yah. I'M GG TO CELEBRATE MY BDAY WITH GRACE!! YAY! grace's idea. cool eh? at sentosa this sat!! yay!!!! dun worry. maznah's coming. hahaha. my daughter... celebrating my bday with me! yay! my conversation with mazzie in the com lab today:
me: mazzie. if u go right, n u give grace a present. n u dun give me... dun u find it very weird?!?!
maz: of cuz i'll give u lah... YOU'RE MY MOTHER!!!!!!
i so gan dong k. hahahahahahahahhahahhahaha. hahaha. okok. chills. happy happy. happy happy happy. nth but happiness. plain joy! wahahahahahahahhahahaha!
hm... my sis just got a new hp. nokia 2100. so cool right? not fair..... =(. sigh. nvm. 8250 is just as good.... i guess. muahahahahahah. =)
ok. she doesnt suck. i just dislike her.... n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her . FULLSTOP!
Monday, September 01, 2003
Letter From the Devil :
This can really make you think. It actually made me mad while I was reading it,but I had to send it because of the P.S. This is deep... and I wasn't going to forward or share it, but that last line... you'll see.
A LETTER TO YOU FROM SATAN
I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores. You awoke without kneeling to pray.As a matter of fact, you didn't even bless your meals, or pray before going to bed last night.You are so unthankful, I like that about you. I cannot tell you how glad I am that you have not changed your way of living, Fool, you are mine. Remember, you and I have been going steady for years, and I still don't love you yet.As a matter of fact, I hate you, because I hate God. I am only using you to get even with God.He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long as possible to pay him back. You see, Fool, GOD LOVES YOU and HE has great plans in store for you. But you have yielded your life to me, and I'm going to make your life a living hell. That way, we'll be together twice. This will really hurt God!Thanks to you, I'm really showing Him who's boss in your life with all of the good times we've had.We have been watching dirty movies, cursing people out,stealing, lying, being hypocritical, fornicating, overeating, telling dirty jokes, gossiping, being judgmental, back stabbing people, disrespecting adults, and those in leadership positions, no respect for the Church,bad attitudes. SURELY you don't want to give all this up.Come on, Fool, let's burn together forever. I've got some hot plans for us. This is just a letter of appreciation from me to you. I'd like to say "THANKS" for letting me use you for most of your foolish life. You are so gullible, I laugh at you. When you are tempted to sin, you give in HA HA HA, you make me sick. Sin is beginning to take it's toll on your life. You look 20 years older, and now, I need new blood. So go ahead and teach some children how to sin. All you have to do is smoke, get drunk or drink while under-aged, cheat, gamble, gossip, fornicate, and live being as selfish as possible.Do all of this in the presence of children and they will do it too. Kids are like that. Well, Fool, I have to let you go for now. I'll be back in a couple of seconds to tempt you again. If you were smart, you would run somewhere, confess your sins, and live for God with what little bit of life that you have left. It's not my nature to warn anyone, but to be your age and still sinning, it's becoming a bit ridiculous. Don't get me wrong, I still hate you. IT'S JUST THAT YOU'D MAKE A BETTER FOOL FOR CHRIST.
P.S. If you really love me, you won't share this letter with anyone.
This can really make you think. It actually made me mad while I was reading it,but I had to send it because of the P.S. This is deep... and I wasn't going to forward or share it, but that last line... you'll see.
A LETTER TO YOU FROM SATAN
I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores. You awoke without kneeling to pray.As a matter of fact, you didn't even bless your meals, or pray before going to bed last night.You are so unthankful, I like that about you. I cannot tell you how glad I am that you have not changed your way of living, Fool, you are mine. Remember, you and I have been going steady for years, and I still don't love you yet.As a matter of fact, I hate you, because I hate God. I am only using you to get even with God.He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long as possible to pay him back. You see, Fool, GOD LOVES YOU and HE has great plans in store for you. But you have yielded your life to me, and I'm going to make your life a living hell. That way, we'll be together twice. This will really hurt God!Thanks to you, I'm really showing Him who's boss in your life with all of the good times we've had.We have been watching dirty movies, cursing people out,stealing, lying, being hypocritical, fornicating, overeating, telling dirty jokes, gossiping, being judgmental, back stabbing people, disrespecting adults, and those in leadership positions, no respect for the Church,bad attitudes. SURELY you don't want to give all this up.Come on, Fool, let's burn together forever. I've got some hot plans for us. This is just a letter of appreciation from me to you. I'd like to say "THANKS" for letting me use you for most of your foolish life. You are so gullible, I laugh at you. When you are tempted to sin, you give in HA HA HA, you make me sick. Sin is beginning to take it's toll on your life. You look 20 years older, and now, I need new blood. So go ahead and teach some children how to sin. All you have to do is smoke, get drunk or drink while under-aged, cheat, gamble, gossip, fornicate, and live being as selfish as possible.Do all of this in the presence of children and they will do it too. Kids are like that. Well, Fool, I have to let you go for now. I'll be back in a couple of seconds to tempt you again. If you were smart, you would run somewhere, confess your sins, and live for God with what little bit of life that you have left. It's not my nature to warn anyone, but to be your age and still sinning, it's becoming a bit ridiculous. Don't get me wrong, I still hate you. IT'S JUST THAT YOU'D MAKE A BETTER FOOL FOR CHRIST.
P.S. If you really love me, you won't share this letter with anyone.
hey bloggie! hahaha. reached hm late ytd. cudden blog. this was wad happened ytd:
morning went dragged my mum to church. hahaha. my mama v cute one leh... i drag her to the toilet to brush her teeth n wash up... thn i go to the room to choose my clothes... after tt. i dun noe wad to wear mah... so ask my mum. cldnt find her in the toilet. n wow... i found her on the sofa, sleeping. hahahahahhaa. okok. so anw. went church. good things always happen to me. cant stand it. mrs neo walked pass me in church. she din see me. n she sat DIRECTLY RIGHT BEHIND ME! AHAHAHAHAHHAA. so cool u know.. u know y? cuz i can hear her sing... imagine her singing. wow. hahahahahahaha. it was really v v funny. hahaha. n she sings loud. loud, and clear. hahahahahaha. thn in church half the time was smsing lydia, who was just sitting on the 2nd level with gracie macie. thn after church, my mum went hm. lydia, grace n i went to eat. ate duck noodle. thn ate bur bur cha cha. thn ate grace's meesiam and chendol. hahaha. *keke*. after tt went home. went home n wrote a poem. v lousy poem. haha. cuz this poem write until v serious... normally my poems are crap one... hahaha. so v lousy lah. nvm. y m i telling u this? wahahahahahaha. after tt bathed. changed again. n left for my aunty's hse. gg there to help her make lanterns. so tt her daughter can enter some lantern making competition. ah ha ah ha. she said she would pay me... n i made 3 plastic lanterns. at the end of the day? she paid me... yes she did... SHE PAID ME MY B'DAY PRESENT! wow! she only gave me my bday present. i did so much for nth in return!!! nvm. haha. thn i left her hse, which is at admiralty (so far...), at 10.15 liddat. reached home at like wad? 11++ reaching 12. hahaha. n i took the last train. so lucky. so tired... n lydia had to call my hp when i was slping in the train... hahhahaha. so funny. cuz my hp vibrate... thn my whole body vibrate also. the woman bside looked irritated. hahahahahahahaha..... nvm
today was fun!! sweated ALOT! actually.,... supposed to go to the fun fair at jurong there with my aunty...! i forgot! hrmph! so angry... if go with thm... i can go for free leh!!! they will pay lor... HRMPH! lydia fault lah! n zhixin also! ugh! anyway....morning, early early in the morning, 8am... lydia, zx, zx's bro (kaiqin) and i went jogging. hahaha. me very pro u know. can jog n sms grace at the same time. wahahahahaha. after tt, went to zx's hse to play tennis. only me n kaiqin play. hahaha. zx abit lah. she was the "ball-girl" ah ha ah ha. like some ah-mas... pulling the trolly n picking balls everywhere. HAHAHAHAHHAA> nvm. thn after tt we all went up to her hse. watched tv. zx baked cookies. hahaha. which she threw away almost half cuz she said there were not good. honestly, i think its VERY nice. no kidding! thn set off to queensway. hahaha. looked at AQUASOCK!!! i want to buy! i need it anw. sigh... nvm. thn walked arnd. n another rnd... n another rnd... n many many rounds... thn zx n kaiqin left for her dun noe who's hse. ah ha ah ha. thn lydia n i walked arnd. saw my daughter mazzie. n her mum n sis. thn grace came. 90% of the reason must b bcuz we told her maz was here. sigh. nvm. thn we walked alot of rounds again. n left for holland v. went there cuz lydia wanted to see the WINDMILL?!?!?!?! hahahahahahaha. so walked arnd. and many many rounds again. thn walked arnd. grace said to anyhow take a bus to some unknown place. ah ha ah ha. cool eh. we walkedto the bus stop. on our way there, we saw SWINGS! yay! so we sit n play for v long. hahahaha. brought back alot of memories of cheryl n i. nvm. learn to let go. hahahahahahaha. but anw. she was the one who taught me how to swing high lah... hahaha. so now can swing v high. nvm nvm. anyway. after a long long time, grace wanted to go home. so we took a taxi to redhill mrt... dropped grace.... thn lydia n i went delta swimming complex to swim. but lydia's main reason was to tan herself. hahaha. did alot of sick n stupid things in the pool. hahaha. had a great time... thn after tt walked to tbp. haha. walking half way... crossing the road... got car... we nv see. nearly lost our lives!!! hahahahaha. i still can laugh. lucky i pulled lydia away in time. see... i'm the hero! hahaha. lydia lah! so not alert... nv look left look right! hahahahahaha. nvm. thn went to eat at KFC. gained back all the fats we burned today! sigh. waste of time man. hahahahahaha. thn after tt pei lydia wait for her bus. thn went home. n here i am. hahaha. my ultra-extremely summarised version of my day. evn though still v long. tried to cut down liao. hahaha
morning went dragged my mum to church. hahaha. my mama v cute one leh... i drag her to the toilet to brush her teeth n wash up... thn i go to the room to choose my clothes... after tt. i dun noe wad to wear mah... so ask my mum. cldnt find her in the toilet. n wow... i found her on the sofa, sleeping. hahahahahhaa. okok. so anw. went church. good things always happen to me. cant stand it. mrs neo walked pass me in church. she din see me. n she sat DIRECTLY RIGHT BEHIND ME! AHAHAHAHAHHAA. so cool u know.. u know y? cuz i can hear her sing... imagine her singing. wow. hahahahahahaha. it was really v v funny. hahaha. n she sings loud. loud, and clear. hahahahahaha. thn in church half the time was smsing lydia, who was just sitting on the 2nd level with gracie macie. thn after church, my mum went hm. lydia, grace n i went to eat. ate duck noodle. thn ate bur bur cha cha. thn ate grace's meesiam and chendol. hahaha. *keke*. after tt went home. went home n wrote a poem. v lousy poem. haha. cuz this poem write until v serious... normally my poems are crap one... hahaha. so v lousy lah. nvm. y m i telling u this? wahahahahahaha. after tt bathed. changed again. n left for my aunty's hse. gg there to help her make lanterns. so tt her daughter can enter some lantern making competition. ah ha ah ha. she said she would pay me... n i made 3 plastic lanterns. at the end of the day? she paid me... yes she did... SHE PAID ME MY B'DAY PRESENT! wow! she only gave me my bday present. i did so much for nth in return!!! nvm. haha. thn i left her hse, which is at admiralty (so far...), at 10.15 liddat. reached home at like wad? 11++ reaching 12. hahaha. n i took the last train. so lucky. so tired... n lydia had to call my hp when i was slping in the train... hahhahaha. so funny. cuz my hp vibrate... thn my whole body vibrate also. the woman bside looked irritated. hahahahahahahaha..... nvm
today was fun!! sweated ALOT! actually.,... supposed to go to the fun fair at jurong there with my aunty...! i forgot! hrmph! so angry... if go with thm... i can go for free leh!!! they will pay lor... HRMPH! lydia fault lah! n zhixin also! ugh! anyway....morning, early early in the morning, 8am... lydia, zx, zx's bro (kaiqin) and i went jogging. hahaha. me very pro u know. can jog n sms grace at the same time. wahahahahaha. after tt, went to zx's hse to play tennis. only me n kaiqin play. hahaha. zx abit lah. she was the "ball-girl" ah ha ah ha. like some ah-mas... pulling the trolly n picking balls everywhere. HAHAHAHAHHAA> nvm. thn after tt we all went up to her hse. watched tv. zx baked cookies. hahaha. which she threw away almost half cuz she said there were not good. honestly, i think its VERY nice. no kidding! thn set off to queensway. hahaha. looked at AQUASOCK!!! i want to buy! i need it anw. sigh... nvm. thn walked arnd. n another rnd... n another rnd... n many many rounds... thn zx n kaiqin left for her dun noe who's hse. ah ha ah ha. thn lydia n i walked arnd. saw my daughter mazzie. n her mum n sis. thn grace came. 90% of the reason must b bcuz we told her maz was here. sigh. nvm. thn we walked alot of rounds again. n left for holland v. went there cuz lydia wanted to see the WINDMILL?!?!?!?! hahahahahahaha. so walked arnd. and many many rounds again. thn walked arnd. grace said to anyhow take a bus to some unknown place. ah ha ah ha. cool eh. we walkedto the bus stop. on our way there, we saw SWINGS! yay! so we sit n play for v long. hahahaha. brought back alot of memories of cheryl n i. nvm. learn to let go. hahahahahahaha. but anw. she was the one who taught me how to swing high lah... hahaha. so now can swing v high. nvm nvm. anyway. after a long long time, grace wanted to go home. so we took a taxi to redhill mrt... dropped grace.... thn lydia n i went delta swimming complex to swim. but lydia's main reason was to tan herself. hahaha. did alot of sick n stupid things in the pool. hahaha. had a great time... thn after tt walked to tbp. haha. walking half way... crossing the road... got car... we nv see. nearly lost our lives!!! hahahahaha. i still can laugh. lucky i pulled lydia away in time. see... i'm the hero! hahaha. lydia lah! so not alert... nv look left look right! hahahahahaha. nvm. thn went to eat at KFC. gained back all the fats we burned today! sigh. waste of time man. hahahahahaha. thn after tt pei lydia wait for her bus. thn went home. n here i am. hahaha. my ultra-extremely summarised version of my day. evn though still v long. tried to cut down liao. hahaha