because of You its all brand new, my life is now worthwhile
ilovemyJesus!!

i have no time to do ANYTHING else.not even reply tags etc.by the way, i havent came online for a long time.the person accepting testimonials and checking emails for me is not me.thank you very much anyhow.

who is the islamic prophet muhammad?
its a serious distraction.i'm not very prepared for tmr's bio paper yet after reading something abt this man.i am very distracted.confused.i went to Yahoo and typed "muhammad" and they brought me to an islamic website which...well.the more i find out, the more i realized i dun know.

Holy Spirit, teach me.

and to the rest reading this, have a great week ahead.God bless. [=

Jesus, will You light up my way?
ilovemyJesus!!

the amazing thing about Jesus is, i feel joyful at times like this knowing He is here for me.

yet.i am terribly upset about a certain matter.its affecting me in every way except my spiritual walk with God.but this is no good.

i promised my sis not to come online until after prelims.this afternoon, i even promised her tht i'll not post a last post to tell you (avid readers) about my leave.BUT.i must come.i have been bearing frm 9pm+ until now.i need to blog.about this.

i am awfully depressed.i lost all my farewell cards from my fellow canoeists.they gave it to me during the camp.yet i lost it at FOP.the whole envelope containing my cards/letters and other stuff which i do not deem as important.because these things mean much more to me.i rather a hundred dollar bill be inside the lost envelope than my little gifts.

ANYONE WHO WAS AT INDOOR STADIUM ON 7TH AUG 2005 FOR FESTIVAL OF PRAISE (FOP) AND WAS SITTING AROUND THE WEST WING AT THE SEATS AT B31(IF I RMB CORRECTLY) QUITE NEAR THE STAGE.. PLEASE RETURN TO ME MY TRANSLUCENT WHITE ENVELOPE! IT'S ABOUT A4 SIZE, ABIT BIGGER AND HAS ALOT OF CARDS/LETTERS/SMALL PRESENTS/OTHER ELECTRONICS INSIDE.PLEASE RETURN ME MY ENVELOPE.EVEN IF U WNA KEEP THE ELECTRONICS, GO AHEAD.PLEASE RETURN ME MY MEMORIES.PLEASE.PLEASE.I'M WILLING TO SACRIFICE MY ONE WEEK WORTH OF LUNCH MONEY IF U RETURN IT TO ME.

and about 1 hr ago..i broke my last significant gift.the glass candle from the whole team.it was still in its box.lying on my table.i wanted to keep it in my cupboard.but i dropped it accidentally.it broke.but it didnt just break.it shattered completely.i am in great despair.i dno what else to say.

please please please please please please please return to owner.please please please please please please.

and any CITY HARVEST people, especially ushers, pleas ehelp me find my envelope.please.go find the person in charge.or the lost and found or something.please do something.please.

i will not be back til after prelims.

on our knees we pray that Father You would, You would open the way
ilovemyJesus!!

i have a boyfriend.
his name starts wit J.
its five letters.
J _ _ _ _
he is from my church.
and i love HIM because HE first loved me.
guess who?
XD
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there are so many things to blog about that i feel lazy to blog.oh well.
i'll just keep it to the farewell.not literally though.

so anyhow, canoeing chalet/camp was awesome indeed.i must say the canoeists did a rly grt job.i rmb a fews weeks ago (i think was the last day of nationals), i told shoee to "make it memorable" while we were walking pass tiong bahru park.and they did.i had alot of fun, and was touched by many things.all the efforts they put in, and the love they showed and stuff.i cant express the kind of feeling i felt when i walked out of my room to the hall (where they were working, where i was forbiddened but..) and saw them all doing something for my farewell.amongst all the mess, the strings, banner, ribbons etc, i saw a special kind of love and bonding.i rly dun knw how to put these in words.i love you.

tears and smiles.

canoeing has taught me so many things and developed in me strength and character.each race taught me how to fight and humble myself.each stroke brought me hope and destiny.each training showed me who i really was.each member moulded me into what i am today.i am eternally grateful to crescent canoeing.you made my life so colourful.thr's really alot alot of emotions i have twards this team.and i finally see my efforts come to something.hardwork does pay off indeed.everything was worth the sweat and blood.seeing everyone grow and become something.. the feelings are so deep.as i type this, i am thinking rly hard what the next word should be.

ufhaifhehglshfhgjslkfhsjhgfnjxfnslfhuhfsuhgu
fjwhflhlffuhsjkfhajsfhiurjsbvfhbvlkzhcdycirh
fjslahfuilrhafiojksfxnjkbfufuiwhaufwgytehguf
aslfuxhfulxeajfhxurxgkahfyaehgxahfafifwoiafz
qpqwjrxfmklevmjkxnbengfyzyouihjksaglfiowjkls
axoifuwoafhxawhfmiuhklhfuiagoiwuoaxj,wfuhgai
axwxfauwfhmxaefhiauhfowioqjpozwfjirfjoafjoif
axjwhiodjuwopijfoqjiowfjirjgnhuihgkjmfunfhio
aifuxfhiwajfizrouijowaijfwuhfoiwajrpqjrpjrqo

this is how i'ld describe my joy and gratitude.its inexplicable.
I LOVE YOU CRESCENT CANOEING.and my glory, my honour in future, i dedicate to YOU.of course to GOD first, next, to YOU.
do me proud, canoeists, do crescent proud.
once a crescent canoeist, forever a crescent canoeist.

oh the Wonderful Cross, oh the Wonderful Cross
ilovemyJesus!!

siao! i overslept and missed bible study because i slept late last night because i reached home late last night because we celebrated amanda/mellimoo bday late last night because the pizza man took a long time last night.LAST NIGHT.
(oh.i didnt go home alone of course since it was so late.my very nice brother happend to just end cell grp at 10.50pm and so he went home with me.<3)

i have alot to blog about.street-e, amanda/mel bday, family bonding and the CHALET.i shall start with the CHALET since its convenient.u know what i mean?no.u dun.(:

Nestled among the lush greens & rustic beauty of Changi Village, aloha changi is a haven for those who desire a break from the hectic urban drone of city life.
Sprouted along the peaceful lanes & tranquil stretch of changi beach, we have 39 colonial-styled bungalows & chalets, each standing with its own unique character & charm that come with age & time. Our accommodation comes with full kitchen facilities, a BBQ pit, dining- and living- rooms, and 3 to 6 bedrooms.

A definite must-experience for those who want to retreat into the quiet and be one with nature. As for the adventurous & energetic, Singapore’s out-backs of Pulau Ubin is just a bum boat ride away!

There are 12 different chalet clusters at aloha changi. Each chalet is fully furnished with the following: living room set with TV & games table, dining room, bedrooms - air-conditioned and furnished with beds and a ceiling fan, wardrobe, dresser, bedside table, toilet & bathroom with shower heater, BBQ pit, fully equipped kitchen with the following inventory items.

Dinner plates
• Dessert plates
• Side plates
• Oval plates
• Sauce plates
• Salad bowls
• Rice bowls
• Soup bowls
• Soup spoon
• Chopsticks

**information above KOPED from shoee.well, u didnt have to read that.LOL.
so that's where i'll be for the weekend next week.CANOEING FAFEWELL CHALET!much as i am excited, i'm sad that 1.) i'm guest and can only come on the 2nd day night when thr's only 3 days and we're checking out in the morning on the 3rd day and 2.)its a FAREWELL alright.): honestly, i rather spend time with the canoeists thn get any surprises at all.i'ld rather be part of the team working tgt to plan the party thn be the one who enjoys the party.well..penny ang doesnt understand.

family bonding:today.i was bored as i did not go for bible study! revelations OKAY! i've been waiting and so excited about this book YET i had woken at 1.46pm.well, i digress.anyhow, mum called later on asking me to go to tiong to meet her so i can buy my ezlink concession.thn we went for dinner.
mum: let's go eat dinner la (usually she wun suggest)
me: ok lorh.where?
mum: actually i cooked at home..
me: thn we go home lorh.
mum: no lah.eat out, got atmosphere.more feelings.
hahaha.i guess, when we eat out, thr's more communication.at home, we dun dine tgt, we eat at diff times.the food's just at the kitchen.anyhow, later on jiejie joined us and she bought me button choc!though it had all melted into one big disgusting play-doh-like chunk because she opened the pack and took ONE to give to eleen, I DUN MIND AT ALL.its the thought that counts.chunky button choc exposed to air tasted horrid.but i finished every bit of it.oh.we had desert frm kopitiam(its a high-class foodcourt.not the hawker..) and the aunty was so grumpy.tried to cheat our money.luckiee mummy and i sho smart lehxzx.but i'm glad.we did abit of shopping after that and i was shocked when i heard mum say to jiejie:"belle, what do u want for ur bday? pick something lah." because mummy NEVER gave ur presents for our bdays unless we request.and she'll at most give us money to buy it.what was even more shocking was that jiejie used her OWN money and bought korkor an MP3 player.wow.tht's what i call love.i can see things turning for the better.ALOT ALOT better.i'm glad.(: thank You,Jesus.

and and.amanda/mel bday:we had GREAT fun! and miracle happened.cuz we wanted to push amanda into the pool but when she fell, she dragged mel along with her.and mel's hp was like..totally wet.we tried to rescue it (like the E.R style.LOL.) with me as the great surgeon but to no avail.we try all means and methods, wiping with cloth, hand-dryer, shaking out water frm keypad etc etc etc.everything we tried.to no avail.but tdy, mel smsed me.her hp is now perfectly fine.oh well.so anyhow, i'll not rly update much on this here.go to crezalive/i4c's blog to check out the update soon.i'll update the blog as soon as i get the pics frm karyn. (: BE PATIENT.anyhow, IT WAS FUN LIKE SIAO. XD thank You,Jesus.

lastly, street-e: i'm rly happy for the souls saved on the streets.alogether, 20+ people received Christ! AMEN! and i shared the full gospel to 5 muslims, of which, 2 of thm were very interested and found what i said very true and making alot of sense.the only problem is they believe tht they cannot receive Christ as muslims.YET, i have confidence tht when they go home and think about what i said, i know they will be saved.the other 3 were totally against me.oh well.at least i did my job in presenting the gospel to them.its up to them to accpet or not.and thn altogether 6 people received Christ frm my cell grp.i'm so happy.now i know the feeling of evangelism.its feels so good to know that one more soul is added unto God's kingdom.AMEN AMEN AMEN! i wanna share to more people! i wanna be like Jesus! He brought so many to LIFE when he was on earth.everyone He came across He shared.AMEN AMEN! i'm so happy.especially when i heard those girls who sai "yes" when i asked "do u want to receive Jesus into your life?".i am so so happy.to think i thought street-e doesnt work and was so inconfident of me sharing to others.AMEN! thank You,Jesus.

there's just soooooooo many things to thank God for.

i cant resist this cuz its rly funny! i laughed like SIAO to the laptop for almost half an hour thinking of it.JIAYI and AMANDA just MAKES ME LAUGH.HAHAHAHA!


`canoeistLYNETTE(: still You forgive, if only i ask cookie + nuts + i4c* ! says:
POCHAHONTAS.i watched pocahontas! and it gave me courage!

R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
pochahintas jumped off a cliff

¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
YEA

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
which lunatic would do tat

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
does TAT give u COURAGE??

§¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
puts suicidal thots in the youth of nowadays

§¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
hahha

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
TO JUMP OFF A CLIFF?

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
IS THERE EVEN A CLIFF IN S'PORE???

§¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
great courage

§¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
bukit timah hill?

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
ITS NEAR AMANDA'S HSE

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
ARE U CRAZEEEEE

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
even in death u wan to be close to her

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
tsk

§¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
errrrrrrrrr

**parts of this conversation have been edited to keep it short and sweet.sorry for the inconvenience(?!) caused.have a nice day.. (:

i'm living for this cause, i lay down my life into Your hands
ilovemyJesus!!

well, i'm here for one purpose.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA LIM[MELLIMOO] + AMANDA CHOO!!
*throws confetti*

i think both of them are going to get a heart-attack or sth when they see their presents.its BIG.like.BIG BIG.maybe even BIGGER than me.well.i wont say much.though mel's internet is not available at home, i know she still comes online somehow.and i also know amanda reads my blog.so.shhhh!

and since i'm here, i cant resist some blogging! :D
i went to the chi sinseh man today.SIAO one.i paid $20 for a man (who doesnt even looked experienced) to rub my leg up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down.and put alot of smelly ointment and wrap it up.$20 LEHxzx! and then right, he was dressed up so mordernly that he doesnt even look like a shifu or what.HAIYO!shifus must wear those traditional kinda costume.where they were a long skirt outside their pants.and the material is silk.the the collar is high.and the buttons go sideways from the top of the collar to below the right armpit.that is what i call a true-blue shifu.HAI.

looking back over my life, i can see some changes, that You alone have brought
ilovemyJesus!! because He first loved me (:

Blk 92
Nolock Road
#51-651
Singapore 600192
email:@hotmail.com
tel: 67654321

Mrs M Sting
Director of Blood Donations Pte Ltd
Noloack Road
#51-651
Singapore 600192
Under the computer table

26 July 2005

Dear Madam
The pains of Yours Truly
I refer to the bite u gave me 2 seconds ago. I would like to complain that you (and probably YOUR kind) have been giving (and are still giving) me unappreciated mosquito bites which has caused humongous red bumbs on my almost flawless and beautifully tanned skin.I do wish that you would do act upon this matter as quickly as possible.

*scratches right thigh as well as left ankle*

i would also suggest that you BUG OFF before i take my OFF spray and spray you like SIAO or light up a mosquito coil.PLEASE STOP BITING ME AND SHOO LAH! Nobody loves you, mosquito! shoo! shoo!

*sings* calamine calamine calamine lotion..oh, no more calamine lotion..

YOURS TRULY<3 br="br">XD
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ms azlin said to practise for english.well, i just did. (:

sch's been fine so far.alot of chances for me to get away with my pile of incomplete hmwrk.glad.and ytd was half-day only.BUT i didnt know.oh well.

yukee (my very caring partner) has nagged at me many times because i havent gotten a proper doctor/physician to "operate" (?) on my sprained ankle.which, btw, is still swollen and painful.well..

a few days ago i had a dream.and i realized thr's no time to lose.i rly need to buck up on my work and study hard.prelims are SO NEAR.i wna do well and i know its not impossible only if i stop lazing and procrastinating.and yes, I NEED MY TABLE BACK! sigh.thr are no available tables around my house.even the mirror table is messed up with textbooks, and MORE textbooks.oh well.go figure.

first things first:
1. clear undone homework
2. study for chem + bio test (thur and fri)
3. stop getting obsessed over a certain someone and coming online everyday to check his/her *ahem* stuffs.
4. stop sleeping in class! (well, can slp during maths d though)
5. get hold of my sis to teach me stuff
6. do NOT lie on the bed in ANY circumstances before 10pm. (oh yes, i also have to include that my sleeping time shall be postponed frm 8pm everyday to 10pm.weiling(leong) sleeps at 12am everyday and she has a strict time-table which she sticks to.no wonder she does so well in exams.she plans..she plans.every single minute, she plans..what to study etc.oh well.i'll be an aspiring-weiling)
7. do not watch tv shows that are uninteresting just because u dun wna do ur hmwrk =/

OMG OMG OMG OMG! i just saw the mosquito! look how fat its grown sucking my blood! its like..almost 2cm big alrdy? it just landed on my right elbow and i was about to hit it when it flew away.i ended up slapping my own arm for nothing and it hurts alright.see how irritating these INHUMAN things can get? uh.well.they arent rly human to start with anyway.oh well.that explains.

8. do NOT start chatting away when thr is time in class.revise work instead.be productive.
9. rmb to bring laptop to class because there is wireless.
10. FORGET NUMBER 9 YOU WANKER.

sry.i'm a lil OFF today because they sprayed OFF in class! AHAHAHAHAHAHA. no pun intended.

OMG.how lame am i today?!