every move i make, i make in You
You make me move, Jesus!

hello FELLOW PATRIOTS,
this will be a looong entry
so please bring along a bookmark (:
-your _______ blogger.

okay,forgive my irresponsible soul for going on a hiatus despite promising to do a Thank You post for those who did something for me on my birthday. i had thoughts about deleteing the previous post (7 sept) because that's where i made that promise. but no, i'm not dirty. i bath everyday.

*smells myself*

yes, i bath everyday. reason for going on a hiatus is because of that promise. see, i wanted the next post to be the Thank You post. but Utterly Unfortunately (alliteration!), i lost all the information in my handphone ex-handphone & cannot recall who text messaged me. i sent it to the repair man who eloped with my handphone, ex-handphone. (due to the fact that its stupid to keep typing handphone, ex-handphone, i will call my handphone ex-handphone Jerry)

i will not go into details about the journey of locating Jerry.

anyhow, Jerry finally returned to me. but, fortunately or unfortunately, in his old state. in other words, it was still spoilt. \:

there was no hope of resurrecting Jerry and no hope for this blog as well.

but i took up the role of the brave warrior & fought a 3-hour long battle with STM. (STM- Short Term Memory. secretive and very cunning, strong opponent to fight against) it was tough, it was tiring, but i invaded the STM kingdom and set some of the captives free eventually. yes, i generated a not-so-accurate list of people who text messaged me.

SUDDENLY
there was a knock on the door. followed by anothe knock. and another knock.

LYDIA HO WEI WEN CRASHED MY HOUSE.
AND (i dont know how either but) MY LAPTOP CRASHED!

yes, slap me. so, that 3-hours spent on the fanciful blog post became futile. bewildered with grief and depression, i went on a hiatus. i had thoughts of creating a new blog, but i couldnt bear to part with my currently 553 posts blog. muahahahahahahaha! :D

mm. its 3.43am now. i feel like singing 3am by Busted. but its not the right time, get it?
hahahahahaha, laugh, its funny.

i actually spent 8pm - 3.43am to do this blog. wow, but considering the fact that i created 4 blogskins (without the use of photoshop) only to finally decide i prefer it plain & simple again.

i dont feel like blogging, cause i really hate long blog entries. and since no blog entry is complete without pictures, FEAST YOUR EYES :D





alright,in case you're wondering the rationale behind thesepictures, they're actually some of the many many pictures i wanted to use for my blogskin. but i figured that too many pictures on a blogskin is quite an eyesore. gives people headache. haha! so what the hell, might as well post it and brighten up my entry.

adios! :D

give You my praise, because i believe in You
ilovemyJesus!!

this year for my birthday, i'm doing something different.
i'm going to receive by giving. ironic? not at all.
Acts 20:35
'It is more blessed to give than to receive'
so surprise surprise! you might just receive something from me soon!

i'm content. of cs i do have a looong 'want-list', but if u ask me, i rly dont expect anything from anyone. if it had been me 2 yrs ago, i might have. but this yr, i realise i'm given more thn enough. my Jesus loves me, what else matters? :D
i'm being extremely honest: i cant be more grateful.

i'm inspired by Matthew 6:25-34(linked). u know, God feeds even the birds, and dresses the flowers so beautifully. how much more would He give us, given that we are, to Him, more precious than the angels around Him?

i have alot of thoughts now, but i dont really know how i want to express them or if i even want to. hmm. let's just say, i'm reflecting how blessed i am again.

i'll save the thanking of people when my bday is over so i can dedicate one "thank you for remembering my bday" post to all those sweet people all at a go.so, if u text me/emailed me/gave me a present early, and have been visiting my blog to see if i published your big name, be patient.haha! it'll come soon. heh! :D

tmr's the big day, but i'm not in the mood yet. i wonder why too. i guess, everyday feels like a bday to me. heh.


ms.tay(cgs) emailed this to me upon my mom's request. so embarassing!

tell me how gay this is!



really freaked out i tell u. i had no idea, i thought it was a virus!

thn i noticed a very strange thing- stingray.everyone was talking about stingrays.for a moment, i thot the world celebrated elaine tay's bday with us.

oh speaking of which, i forgot. need to publish this in HUGE, coloured, bold font:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE TAY! ;D

why did i think that way? because coincidentally, tdy is that bimbo panda's bday and we gave her this huge turtle soft-toy. plus we treated her to lunch, and guess what we had? yes, u got it- stingray. how odd!

thn i got really worked up and questioned a few ppl online. of which, only 3 entertained me.

conversation with z:


conversation with m:


conversation with aa:


























besides, u know how people always try to lie to me cause they try so hard and they nvr get me to believe thm. so i thought they may all be in cahoots, even though they obviously dont know each other. so i checked:


there you have it.

i'm at peace with the turtles and stingrays now. just abit freaky that its exactly what we did for elaine's bday today. oh well, whatever that's supposed to be. heh. happy birthday elaine! ;D

need to be transformed into Your likeness oh Lord
ilovemyJesus!!

before i start, my eyes feel ____ (ouch!) bcs i havent taken out my lenses for a looong time.so i'm going to take 'em out now. one second.
(omg, i cant find my specs. i'm wearing my momma's one now. i look abit auntie.)

count my Blessings:
1. i prayed that i wont be late despite missing 2 buses (usually i would be late) cause i didnt bring enough cash to cab. and i wasnt late surprisingly.
2.on another occasion, 8 empty cabs went pass me and i prayed anxiously. the 9th cab i saw stopped for me.
3.i prayed for the lift to be waiting for me and it did for the past 5 days.
4.i prayed for things to change betwn my dad and i, and on tuesday, he bought me grapes and cut apples for me. i was rly touched.
5.i prayed that my dad would go see a doctor and he did, finally.
my God is more than enough for me

its teachers day today and so,
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ONE & ALL :D

shopped tdy, but i'll spare you the details cause i gather u aint interested in my purchases aye? met z and l, watched lovewreck. i give it 2 thumbs up, think everyone should watch it. (; but wht made it nicer was my company, i love z and l. they rock my world like i rock theirs, haha!

thn met a, wk and j at jurong after tht.
a is nice, very concerned, sincere and brotherly, positively a "D" personality.
wk is hmm, dont know him well but so far, can tell he's very thoughtful and caring, and definitely an "S" personality.
j's some funny chap, very comical, an "I" personality like myself.
j sent me home & the whole time we discussed swimming/lifesaving stuff. abit akward, but could have been worse if it was wk. haha!

what can i say? i've been blessed :D

are my righteousness, You are royalty, so i crown You
ilovemyJesus!!

praise God! one thing i love about ac is that we begin the week praising God (chapel's on monday). & that's how i plan to start my days because i'm grateful.if i had still been that girl who had no God, no hope, i know i wouldnt have been able to do so many things i'm doing now. & that includes going to school.

i love you God.
thank You for giving me so much in life.
help me to know You even better.



you know, i get excited reading the bible. sometimes, i dont know how to read my bible. as in, its quite disorganizes since i skip chapters & go back agn bcs thr are so many things i want to know & learn, & i wish i could finish readg it in a day. its amazing for someone like me who has troubles even reading my sec 4 lit text, and now, (yes, believe me) newspapers.

a few thoughts that went through my mind the past 2 weeks:
1. you cannot impose expectations on people, but you can pray for them
2. confidence starts with humility
3. encouraging words make an impact while criticism is pointless.
there, my 2 cents worth. something to keep you thinking for the next few minutes. (;



that aside, i thought of this during mr kuna's electrochemistry lecture:
you know how some call me "Lerh-nette"
and how others call me "Lee-nerd"
being the accomodating me, i've decided to make the official pronounciation a hybrid:
Learned! (Lerh-nerd)
tadah! :D

anw people, i'm quite upset cause i missed school on wed! i know you wanna call me mad cause everybody loves to miss school. but no, i like school. i havent missed a single lecture/tutorial since day one even if i was sick! but on wed, i had a fever and momma said i should rest. and so, for the record, or rather, to break the record, i missed school D:

mrs roberta tan talked about awards given out for honours night today, and i asked elaine if there was an award for like, the "Most Responsive Student", cause if thr was, i'm going to fight for it with that sconer in maths lecture who always asks ONE more question thn me. fight fight fight fight fight fight fight speaking of which, i've yet to get back with that jason (was it?) guy who opened my bag thinking it was his just bcs we have the same bag. you do not do that, you hear me? huh?



hahahaahahaha, i'm quite amused by myself. and btw, i was just kidding about fighting with the sconer and that jason(?).

this is one looong blog entry.
ps: photos are random

cause i know His eye is on the sparrow
ilovemyJesus!!


lollipop and postcard by snail mail from dreey came as a sweet surprise.
thanks girl! (;
p.s: all the best for prelims/A's!

person of the day for August 15:
TEO ZHI XIN :D
hello dear girl, thanks for being my emotional thrash bin, though most of the things i say really dont make sense. you could chose to just not bother, cause it wont affect you anyhow. but still, you listen and understand. i'm damn grateful for you, and its beyond words. i feel blessed because of you, and yes, i'm very aware that you dont like mushy stuff but i do LOVE you alot. there are countless stuff i appreciate about you.

meeting z today changed my overall mood for today.
z is a lovely person.

YOU are so selfish. its ironic how you believe you are being selfless making that decision, when you made up your mind without our consent first. i ____ you for being so naive and sefish. you have absolutely no idea how many lives youre affecting.

the Darling of heaven crucified, worthy is the Lamb
ilovemyJesus!!

sometimes, i feel so blessed.
though shit happened/happens/will happen around me.
not that i compare with people worse off,
cause i dont see them
(as the saying goes, the grass is always greener on the other side).
i guess, its Your presence.

yup, i know He is.