or paint a million stars that i may know Your majesty
You make me move, Jesus!

yesterday, after training, lejing and i decided to go home first & meet up later to shop. but it rained heavily so i went home in the rain, looking very unglamorous.






















wonglejing(few months ago)

reached home, put down my bag, grabbed my guitar, bible, notebook, handphone charger, pullover & wallet then rushed out to cab so i wont be late. (i didnt even change)

no cab stopped for me though i was sure i saw empty cabs zoooom past me. dislike singaporean cab uncles. i was grunting in anger, cause my poor guitar was getting wet and i was drenched, head to toe. when i met lejing, i was hot (feverish hot, not sexy hot) and my hair was horrid. i looked like a crazy housewife.

& so, we shopped. my guitar knocked alot of people/things.


says it all

i left for cell at 6.40pm, thinking i would only take 30mins at max. i was supposed to meet weisheng at 7.30pm, but at 7.25pm, i was lost in jurong. i then realised, i was on the wrong bus.


yes, lost in jurong

finally, while i approached my stop at about 7.40pm, there was a jam. got off 1 stop earlier and ran. i remember hearing one guy say to his girlfriend/wife/mother (couldnt see carefully) who happened to me in my way, "eh eh, move away, people late for lesson, need to run like mad."

he was wrong about me going for lesson (cause carrying a guitar doesnt mean i'm going for lessons) but he was right that i was running like mad. anyhow, i reached at 7.46pm on my watch.

my point being very simple, yesterday was a messy day.





















messy messy

so has my room been lately. 2 days ago, i cleared some ancient thrash in my room, releasing dust & dirt from behind & below cupboards. it felt like my room was snowing, but it just wasnt that great because it wasnt snow. i sneezed alot and had a tummyache later on. i intended to change my bedsheet cause the dust would have polluted it somehow, but i didnt.

yesterday, without bathing (just showering with water instead) after training, and without bathing after being caught in the rain, i (a 20400 cubic metres full of sweat & rain) fell asleep on my bed. those who know me would agree in unison that i'm a hygiene freak & dirty things (that includes bodies) are not allowed to come into contact with my precious bed.





















the i'm-sleeping-on-a-dirty-bed-look (actually its not, it was taken on another sleepy day but just to decorate the post with more photos)

as of now, i havent changed my bedsheet & can foresee myself sleeping in it tonight.

my table IS really messy. the laptop is diagonally slanted because of some re-wiring i did a few days ago. alot of paper on my table, i cant even see the wood. the floor is full of newspapers/economist i told myself i would read but never got down to. they're really outdated.

the pizza box from the pizza i ate ytd night is still here, and the empty green tea can which i drank from this morning accompanies it. i went to church without combing my hair today. my training kit (with wet towels etc) is still in my fred perry bag.

the teddy bear biscuit crumbs i ate a few minutes ago are all over my bed & table. my fingers are greasy because of the teddy bear biscuits but i'm typing.


teddy bear biscuits. they actually have names. you might wanna try guessing, maybe i'll give u a prize if you guess it right.

my bags and shopping bags from previous shopping trips are sprawled on the floor, and so is the camera case, missing its camera.

the camera's on the bed (which i am sitting on now without changing out first). my jackets and shirts are well hidden between my blanket folds and under my pillows/bolster. my files are sooo many that they're stacking up on top of the shelf.

its all so messy, and i'm too lazy to do anything now.

Till we meet again, my dearest blog (:

voices calling out to me, i will choose to listen & believe the Voice of Truth
You make me move, Jesus!

howdy! i woke up 1.5hrs ago, and my eyes hurt alot. think i need more sleep. anw, i planned to leave the house at 10am today to go to school for a meeting, but look, my blog is more important and so i'm blogging.

that leaves you obliged to read this entry, haha!
no, i'm kidding. i actually like blogging whether anyone reads or not.

a few things we achieved yesterday's SD3 girl's hangout at grace's:
-more than 5kg increase in mass (you know, when girls set tgt, they pig out)
-higher risk of death due to excessive ammonia inhaled (we dyed grace's hair)
-risk of diabetes from all the cookies/cakes/ice-cream
-death of tastebuds due to SPICY (but neverthelss yummy!) green curry!
-risk of cancer cause cookies were, ahem, burnt completely black
-but most of all fun, fun, Fun, FUn, FUN, FUN!

for more details, visit the class blog soon! candice will blog about it, with photos!

alright, i rly need to rush & prepare myself to go to school. i'll be back to blog later! (hopefully)

living Breath of Life come fiill me up
You make me move, Jesus!

YeeelloW, spongebob fans!
yellow is the colour of today.
why?
because i wore my AC pe shirt today.

anw, i just finished my eleventh hour Project Work (if ure not in JC yet, let me predict that you'll hate this notorious 2 letters to the core) Oral Presentation preparations. hate, why am i still not sleeping? i have to arrive in school at 7.30am tomorrow morning! oh, make that 7.25am because dear aiyun wants to meet to to borrow my school badge.

oh i need to introduce this new (not so, actually) blog layout!

read -> my blog entries which are a real read :D
my -> about me therefore, its "my".
friends -> my links and i only link my friends
messages -> tag messages which are messages
? -> anything random, but for now, its a poll.

its a very dumb question, but it makes sense. i dont know why you would wanna read my friends' messages, actually. haha! i actually think i'm quite creative. (or should i use a question mark, ?)

& its already like my trademark- the 'wheel of fortune'-like run over thing. no need to explain. heh.

KELVIN CHEN JUST MSN-ED ME.
i need to announce this: kelvin chen is amazing! (no, not that i-have-a-crush-on-him kinda amazing). but look what he did to the class blog (linked as ac sd3 07 under 'friends', go read after you read my blog, haha!) he did this awesome banner thing for the class bloggers under the "links" section of the class blog. its really cool, though a leeeeettle bit too big for my liking. great work, kchen! (kitchen. hahaha!)

i had in mind to post about 2 rather serious things today, but i'm suddenly flooded by msn messaging. and check this out! from grace:


introducing, pon and Zi. they are the origins of broken english, look.
"i made you a cookie but i eated it."

dont see the error?
"i made you a cookie but i EATED it."

and due to the fact that _________________, i am willingly going to end the blog entry here.

sigh sigh, to complete this very impromptu post, i'll leave you all to think about this:
"Women's problems always start with Men, like Mensus, Menopause, Mental problems..."

goodbye, and goodnight.
and may i score for OP tomorrow.
:D

every move i make, i make in You
You make me move, Jesus!

hello FELLOW PATRIOTS,
this will be a looong entry
so please bring along a bookmark (:
-your _______ blogger.

okay,forgive my irresponsible soul for going on a hiatus despite promising to do a Thank You post for those who did something for me on my birthday. i had thoughts about deleteing the previous post (7 sept) because that's where i made that promise. but no, i'm not dirty. i bath everyday.

*smells myself*

yes, i bath everyday. reason for going on a hiatus is because of that promise. see, i wanted the next post to be the Thank You post. but Utterly Unfortunately (alliteration!), i lost all the information in my handphone ex-handphone & cannot recall who text messaged me. i sent it to the repair man who eloped with my handphone, ex-handphone. (due to the fact that its stupid to keep typing handphone, ex-handphone, i will call my handphone ex-handphone Jerry)

i will not go into details about the journey of locating Jerry.

anyhow, Jerry finally returned to me. but, fortunately or unfortunately, in his old state. in other words, it was still spoilt. \:

there was no hope of resurrecting Jerry and no hope for this blog as well.

but i took up the role of the brave warrior & fought a 3-hour long battle with STM. (STM- Short Term Memory. secretive and very cunning, strong opponent to fight against) it was tough, it was tiring, but i invaded the STM kingdom and set some of the captives free eventually. yes, i generated a not-so-accurate list of people who text messaged me.

SUDDENLY
there was a knock on the door. followed by anothe knock. and another knock.

LYDIA HO WEI WEN CRASHED MY HOUSE.
AND (i dont know how either but) MY LAPTOP CRASHED!

yes, slap me. so, that 3-hours spent on the fanciful blog post became futile. bewildered with grief and depression, i went on a hiatus. i had thoughts of creating a new blog, but i couldnt bear to part with my currently 553 posts blog. muahahahahahahaha! :D

mm. its 3.43am now. i feel like singing 3am by Busted. but its not the right time, get it?
hahahahahaha, laugh, its funny.

i actually spent 8pm - 3.43am to do this blog. wow, but considering the fact that i created 4 blogskins (without the use of photoshop) only to finally decide i prefer it plain & simple again.

i dont feel like blogging, cause i really hate long blog entries. and since no blog entry is complete without pictures, FEAST YOUR EYES :D





alright,in case you're wondering the rationale behind thesepictures, they're actually some of the many many pictures i wanted to use for my blogskin. but i figured that too many pictures on a blogskin is quite an eyesore. gives people headache. haha! so what the hell, might as well post it and brighten up my entry.

adios! :D

give You my praise, because i believe in You
ilovemyJesus!!

this year for my birthday, i'm doing something different.
i'm going to receive by giving. ironic? not at all.
Acts 20:35
'It is more blessed to give than to receive'
so surprise surprise! you might just receive something from me soon!

i'm content. of cs i do have a looong 'want-list', but if u ask me, i rly dont expect anything from anyone. if it had been me 2 yrs ago, i might have. but this yr, i realise i'm given more thn enough. my Jesus loves me, what else matters? :D
i'm being extremely honest: i cant be more grateful.

i'm inspired by Matthew 6:25-34(linked). u know, God feeds even the birds, and dresses the flowers so beautifully. how much more would He give us, given that we are, to Him, more precious than the angels around Him?

i have alot of thoughts now, but i dont really know how i want to express them or if i even want to. hmm. let's just say, i'm reflecting how blessed i am again.

i'll save the thanking of people when my bday is over so i can dedicate one "thank you for remembering my bday" post to all those sweet people all at a go.so, if u text me/emailed me/gave me a present early, and have been visiting my blog to see if i published your big name, be patient.haha! it'll come soon. heh! :D

tmr's the big day, but i'm not in the mood yet. i wonder why too. i guess, everyday feels like a bday to me. heh.


ms.tay(cgs) emailed this to me upon my mom's request. so embarassing!

tell me how gay this is!



really freaked out i tell u. i had no idea, i thought it was a virus!

thn i noticed a very strange thing- stingray.everyone was talking about stingrays.for a moment, i thot the world celebrated elaine tay's bday with us.

oh speaking of which, i forgot. need to publish this in HUGE, coloured, bold font:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE TAY! ;D

why did i think that way? because coincidentally, tdy is that bimbo panda's bday and we gave her this huge turtle soft-toy. plus we treated her to lunch, and guess what we had? yes, u got it- stingray. how odd!

thn i got really worked up and questioned a few ppl online. of which, only 3 entertained me.

conversation with z:


conversation with m:


conversation with aa:


























besides, u know how people always try to lie to me cause they try so hard and they nvr get me to believe thm. so i thought they may all be in cahoots, even though they obviously dont know each other. so i checked:


there you have it.

i'm at peace with the turtles and stingrays now. just abit freaky that its exactly what we did for elaine's bday today. oh well, whatever that's supposed to be. heh. happy birthday elaine! ;D

need to be transformed into Your likeness oh Lord
ilovemyJesus!!

before i start, my eyes feel ____ (ouch!) bcs i havent taken out my lenses for a looong time.so i'm going to take 'em out now. one second.
(omg, i cant find my specs. i'm wearing my momma's one now. i look abit auntie.)

count my Blessings:
1. i prayed that i wont be late despite missing 2 buses (usually i would be late) cause i didnt bring enough cash to cab. and i wasnt late surprisingly.
2.on another occasion, 8 empty cabs went pass me and i prayed anxiously. the 9th cab i saw stopped for me.
3.i prayed for the lift to be waiting for me and it did for the past 5 days.
4.i prayed for things to change betwn my dad and i, and on tuesday, he bought me grapes and cut apples for me. i was rly touched.
5.i prayed that my dad would go see a doctor and he did, finally.
my God is more than enough for me

its teachers day today and so,
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ONE & ALL :D

shopped tdy, but i'll spare you the details cause i gather u aint interested in my purchases aye? met z and l, watched lovewreck. i give it 2 thumbs up, think everyone should watch it. (; but wht made it nicer was my company, i love z and l. they rock my world like i rock theirs, haha!

thn met a, wk and j at jurong after tht.
a is nice, very concerned, sincere and brotherly, positively a "D" personality.
wk is hmm, dont know him well but so far, can tell he's very thoughtful and caring, and definitely an "S" personality.
j's some funny chap, very comical, an "I" personality like myself.
j sent me home & the whole time we discussed swimming/lifesaving stuff. abit akward, but could have been worse if it was wk. haha!

what can i say? i've been blessed :D