yoyoyo! ytd din blog. too tired. reached hm at arnd 10.20++. was out for more thn 12hrs. frm morning. hahaha. morning went sch. so fun. got our class performers!!! cool right. n i braided most of their hair. i left esp early ytd morning to go sch. cuz jamie asked me to go early to braid all the dancer's hair. n when i reached, no one was there. reached at abt 6+++ liddat. thn had this um... weird experience. if i write it out here... thn some ppl will be too freaked out.
had our ACES exercise too. we did kick-boxing. hahaha. but thn me n sherilyn were REALLY boxing each other. n stepping on each other's foot. hahaha. thn i went to "kajiao" zhixin also. steppd on her foot. n thn she beat me. haha. thn went on to attack maznah, maxie, yiyuan, yi ling, xiao min... n who else? um. huixian and jq. n basically, those ppl in front lah. thn sherilyn n i got 2 times went bonkers. n we started to punch the air... with real strenght. thn i swing swing swing... n zx was in front of me... n *arbish!* i really punched her. accident. hahaha. so she hit me back. n i tell u.... i think sherilyn n i sweat the most in the whole sch. some ppl not even sweating. sherilyn's whole shirt bcame wet. n her beautifully braided hair(by me) became all mess like some mad woman. hahahaha. in the end all those whom i attacked came back to attack me. hahahahahahahaha...
after tt had some dumb house leader erection. whoops. i meant. election. thn the concert. thn went back. zx, lydia n i took taxi back to rv cuz zx was late. hahahahaha. cuz our sch supposed to let us off at 11.30. delay until 12.15++.
thn visited teachers. n waited for yenbing. she so late lor! her sch supposed to let thm off at 12.30. but... hahah. delayed. thn went for another round off visitation with yb. hahaha. n "kajiao"-ed ms teng's class. n i pretended to teach her p5 class. n they started shouting BOOO....!!! hahahaha. n ms teng so mean. she said this:"tt's the spirit, 5B. chase off all unwanted ppl! hahahaha" n i was like... "aye! aye!" after tt i continued to pretend to teach... ignoring all their protests! hahaha. thn ms teng pulled me out. hahahahahahaha. so yb n i went in by the back door and sat at the back of the class. cool eh? n thn the ppl arnd so mean. keep trying to chase me out. yb n i were determined to sit there until ms teng notices us. haha. so i went :"MS TENG!!! HAVE U NOTICED US?!?!?!" n she said:"no..." n i said:"SO I SHALL SIT HERE UNTIL U DO SO..." n she said:"ah....now tt u've mentioned. i noticed u....!" ahahahha. thn yb n i decided it was time for us to leave. so we left her class. n looked for other tchers. thn went canteen to sit a while. thn lydia n i went field. n did some exercise. HAHAHAHAHA. oh yah. b4 tt, we went to run around the track. but run awhile only. cuz got some police there... dun noe doing wad. thn kenneth chua n kelvin chong were so extra. EXTRA EXTRA EXTRA EXTRA EXTRA EXTRA EXTRA EXTRA. arghs! kelvin sucks! nvm. kenneth... the idiotic moron. hahaha. thn i was like... chasing him... to kick his cock. i did so in the end. hahahahahahaha. he cut hair liao. the NS sort of hairstyle. nearly bald. hahaha. looks good on him. makes him look like wad he really is- an idiot. hahaha. oh yah. he's in NCC. so cool right? but an insult to NCC. he should just quit n join choir. since he has such a big mouth. nvm.
after tt, me lydia n benjamin went orchard. hahaha. benjamin like... matured alot liao. last time he like little boy liddat... very childish. got one time...frm the other side of the road, he crossed over the overhead bridge just to tell me tt michael got stomachache. wow. thn he cross back. hahahaahahahaha. thn now he like.. talk very matured liddat. behaving crazily in front of him makes me feel weird. hahahahahaha. nvm. so anw, he left for tuition. thn left lydia n i. hahaha. we stayed in town until 9.50 liddat. hahaha. actually wanted to stay until 10. but number one, too tired. number 2, lydia's bus came alrdy. hahaha. we did alot of stupid things. but i cannt say wad we did... lydia warned me not to. haahhaahahahhahaha. but it was really really stupid. fun though. doubt anyone ever did it before. n we took neoprint at heeren. arghs! the stupid machine. we see no one use so we went to use! lousy machine. we did know tt i was taking the pic liao. so we were not ready. and all the pics... but very fun lah. spent alot of money. made another anklet. made one for lydia too. oh yah. we met sherilyn at 'flash splash'. b4 tt i heard her voice calling to me. but dun noe where she was. hahaha. there now got sale. got this very very very very very nice wallet... $26. got 50% sale. only $13 ok... i want to buy...!! but ytd forgot to bring atm card out. HRMPH! thn want to buy alot alot of things ytd. but. oh well. n lydia n i gained alot of fats ytd. hahahahahahaha. n we saw irene gan at centrepoint. n i saw what a girl wants the VCD at cine. arghs. nv bring card out. no money!! sob sob. thn at taka mac, we saw germaine n her jerome, jan n ena. thn we walked arnd... n walked n walked. lydia's leg very tired. but i not. hahaha. lydia kept complaining tt she v tired. hahahahaha. she like jq n my sis liddat. everytime go out will complain leg tired. hahahaha. thn walk walk walk walk. n walk. n did alot of fun things. hahahaha. thn after tt went home. nearly fell aslp in the bus. too tired. fianlly felt tired. thn i walked extra slowy whn i got off the bus. was smsing lydia. first sms i sent, i just got off the bus... at one end of tbp. 2nd sms, i was only barely walking out of tbp. thrid sms... was at about 15metres away frm tbp. thn hp batt died. hahaha. walked really slowly. normally took 3-5mins to walk hm. ytd night took abt... 15-20 min. like dead man walking. hahahahaha. got home. bathed n went to slp. this morning 2pm thn wake up. hahahahahahaha. wanted to go town with lydia today. but thn my whole body aching. n abt feverish too. hahahaha. oh btw. my bro's back frm ns. cool eh? hahahahaha. he gg back tonight i think. so sad. dun miss him tt much now. cuz i know i'll be seeing him every week. kekeke. ok. tt's all for now. bye bye!

hm... today was fun. kind of. wad ms chia said during class might seem like crap to everyone. i think if i write out what i'm gg to write out now... u ppl are gg to hate me lots! hahaha. but i shall still say it. i feel tt ms chia is very "wei da". honest! ok... well, she DOES discrimate us. but she does it out of concern. its like... in a way, to motivate us. i feel tt our class doesnt respond the right way. nvm. but what she said... really made me feel guilty. i'm gg to work hard for test 6. i swear.

hahaha. bfore sch today went gym with huiqin to train. after sch, went zx's hse gym again. hahaha. see... i so dedicated to canoe. =X . kekekekkeke. thn we spent the after sch time in the gym... exercising. n watching tv. hahaha. oh! i love zhixin's hse security guard! he rocks man! love him lots! he's so cute... the things he say. n everything! n he looks comical too! haahahahahahha. n best of all, he REMEMBERS me!!!! cool eh? hahahahahahahaha. so after tt, jq n i went to tbp the kfc. i wanted to drag zx... but she unwilling to go. so sad right? hahahahahhaa. thn jq n i ate. after tt i went to buy xiao min n yiyuan's presents. hahaha. still thinking of wad else i can add to their presents. gave thm each one can of hershey's choc (the can so cute!!! i'm gg to buy one for myself. haha).. n one kit kat... n i just made one frenship band for them each... n the ice-cream stick with macaroni alphabets... spelling:"Happy Birthday XiaoMin/YiYuan"... n a miserable scrap of paper with contains my miserable msg. which is not very miserable afterall. hahahaha. not funny. keke. wad else...? thinkng of making thm a anklet. the problem is... where can i get the materials now...? hahaha. nvm. oh well. anyway. my sis need to do some stuff on the com liao. bye bye!

ok. yesterday fell aslp. din blog. hahaha. anw. yesterday had training. felt extremely diff yesterday. bcuz of wad zx said... sounded familiar... "its not the first time... it happened many times alrdy...". sigh. nvm. i shant type for in case someone who is not supposed to read it reads it. but. nvm. decided to type it out afterall. since things are as bad as they are now. it makes no diff whether she reads it or not.
things between us cannot never get better again
n before i type anything. let me say this loud n clear. i m straight. totally straight. n she means to me alot as a fren. just. a...fren...

i cried during canoe training. i had been thinking abt wad zx said the whole day. n until canoe training... i couldnt help it. n went to the toilet to stop crying... n when i came back.... n mr josef asked what happened... somehow or another. i broke down again. i miss her. i shouldnt have been so mean. n bad. i shouldnt have said 'sorry' when i didnt mean it. n... i shouldnt have made her cry. does she mean tt she hates me when she cried? or did she mean... tt.. no. nvm. forget it.

you don't know how much i cried because of this. i'm sorry. for the hundreth time. the thousandth time. the ten thousandth time. i dun know how many. but. i m sorry. i really am. n this time, i mean it.

ppl frm canoe must have thot tt i went to the toilet to thrash things out with huiqin. cuz i dragged her there. n not jiaqi. but no. i dragged huiqin bcuz i din know her well. i dun want to cry in front of someone i know well. esp if tt person is ur best fren. n i DID NOT cry bcuz of huiqin being vice captain. n i DEFINITELY did NOT quarrel with huiqin.

sigh. nvm. anw. so after training. went to mobil to eat. n after tt went home. i bathed. n went out with my sister. n did alot of shopping. bought alot stuff. went home. bathed again. n slept.

as for today. after sch went jq's hse to watch Anastasia. again. liked it so much. love it love it love it love it. i think i can break world record liao! for watching anastasia for more then 10 times in 2 days. hahaha. nvm. anyway. i gtg liao. bye bye!

didnt blog yesterday. too tired. kk. yesterday went with my sis to my cousin's hse to give tuition. my sis give lah. not me. *keke* thn ate alot there cuz my aunty think i'm not fat enough. n she cannt live seeing the table without food. so she kept refilling the potato chips n doritos. *kekekekekeke* thn after tt my cousin treat us to pizza hut. cool eh? she only Pri 5 leh... can qiao zha her. but i din lah. i was too nice. okok. so anw, had a great time at pizza hut. laughed until i sink down my chair n got stuck under the table. hahaha. actually i cld push myself up... but thn i was laughing so badly tt i dun have any strength. thn came this waitress who asked:"can i help?" so malu!! hahahahaa. but fun. really. thn got ppl take photos behind us... so i raise up my hand n did a Victory sign. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA. i think only after they develop the photo will they notice my extra hand in the background. HAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHA. alot of damn funny as well as gross things happened at pizza hut. n let me quote my cousin:"Jie Jie, i think u are the most disgusting eater on earth!" HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA. n becuz we were not shuang tt the pizza hut stuff gave us the wrong pizza, we wasted their cheese. we added alot alot alot alot alot alot of cheese. n the cheese pizza became really CHEESE pizza! hahahahaha. the whole entire thing was like... a snowy mountain. can barely see the crust or the fillings. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA. n the cheese 'shaker' was initially 3/4 full... we shake until left... nearly nth liddat. so u can imagine lah huh. my cousin said she'll nv ever treat me to pizza again. hahahaha. thn when we paying... we kept rushing the counter. so tt we could ZOOM off before anyone clears our messy n gross table. hahaha. lucky enough, we were fast. *kekekekekkekeekeke*

anyway. today was kinda unlucky. after sch went Great World with zx n jq. thn walked arnd. n jq got her doggy stuff. after tt went home. thn jq reminded me tmr got canoe training. so i went to buy my towel. thn i had this pain in the stomach. not the stomach ache sort... but like tt sort which ended me in hospital. n it hurt so much thn i was walking half way... n i stopped... n started to bend my body to a comfortable position. i really looked like an idiot. really. n alot of eyes on me. very very embarassing. but i cldnt help it. hahaha. so after tt the pain was gone. but not for long lah. its like... on, off, on, off liddat. so anw, i made my way to the shop tt sold the towel. n the towel was SOLD OUT. so i had to pay extra 40cents for the Dove one. thn i bought 2 lah. walk half way, i din see the curb n sprained my ankle. i din fall cuz i caught hold on to this outram girl walking pass..she was with her fren. n they were kinda shock. *kekekeke* i think they sec one only. felt very very malu. imagine. spraining ur ankle... n u know... when u sprain ur body will kinda... "swoosh"... n bend... like a wave liddat. so i looked like a complete moron. the outram girls must be thinking :"HAHAHAHAHHA! wad an idiot!". yuck! hate tt! after tt... as if i not sway enough... i saw this dead bird... on the road... n when i saw it... n car went ZOOM... across the bird. gross lor! sick sick sick. all the blood splattered out like some splattering splatter. ok tt's crap. n [best] of all, I STEPPED ONTO ONE OF THE BIRD'S WINGS WHICH FLEW OUT!!!!!! YUCK YUCK!!! gross.... really gross....!!! lucky the wing is like.. not blood n no disgusting substances. very very unlucky. n now my sis got fever. she seen a doctor. doctor say wad virus... i think spread frm my brother. cuz yesterday she was kinda feverish liao. today rose up to 37.9degrees. so she has MC tmr. cool lah. my immune system supposedly very weak one. so should be very prone to catching the virus. n my sis immune system is very strong. everything's so diff. sigh. wish i was the one with the MC. anw. tt made the day. yep. bye bye!

feeling much better now. hahaha. still sad bcuz of the rain. but happy. cuz.... my mum just gave me a Hello Kitty sweet. keke. in front got 2 hello kitty pics. aye....wait...nononono....one is um... called Mimmy? i think tt's hello kitty's sister. hahahahahahha. keke. *opens sweet wrapper n eats the... * wait a min! its not a sweet. keke. its marshmallow. kekeke. just as good.

feeling so sad now. one moment ago. i was sitting by the window... arms crossed on the window sill... chin rested on the back of my palm n starring out at the grey dull sky. raining. sigh. no fun. no mooncake. no birthday.AYE WAIT! CHOI! wad no birthday?! hahahahahahha. oh well. raining... raining...
its raining its pouring
the old man's snoring

rain rain go away
come again another day

its raining man hallelujah
its raining man amen

wait. remove the last song. hahaha. lamer. okok.

i've decided to put a MANUAL countdown to my birthday since those tt i've found are B I G and U G L Y . keke. n as for e wishlist. sigh. cannt find a proper place to add it in. keke. anyway. let me dedicate a NICE song to you. keke. whoever you are. kekekekekek


Aaliyah (Anastacia) - A Journey To The Past

Heart don't fail me now
Courage dont desert me
Don't turn back now that we're here

People always say life is full of choices
No one ever mentions fear
Or how the world can seem so vast
On a journey to the past

Somewhere down this road
know somone's waiting years of dreams just cant be wrong
Arms will open wide
I'll be save and wanted finally home where i belong
Well starting now im learning fast
On this journey to the past

Home, love, family there was once a time i must have had them too
Home, love, family i will never be complete until i found you

One step at a time
one whole then another
Who knows where this road may go
Back to who I was
Own to find my future
Things my heart still needs to know

Yes let this be a sign
Let this road be mine
Let it lead me to my past
And bring me home at last

hehehe. nice right? love this song. from the wonderful fantastic fabulous incredible movie called Anastacia. keke. hm. today went to sch for AAW. not aww but AWW. yep. Arts Awareness Week, that is. keke. quite fun. jq ponned sch. hahaha. zx n lydia did the hair spray. so cool. i wanted to do... the germaine one. germaine's one was very chio!!! but thn. hahaha. anyway, it was very fun in sch lah. after tt went town. n jq joined us. kekekeke. thn went heeren. walk walk. bought my clips n hairband. thn went cine. met jamie there. thn went heeran aGaIn. kekeke. n i helped jamie plate her chio hair. kekeke. n i got a comb. helped zx plate also. but zx only did four. jamie did alot. hahaha. i think 20. thn came germaine. did 2 for her. thn jamie n mainey left. zx n i went Beads etc. to buy beads n string. n zx helped me make this chio chio anklet. geeeee!!! love it! actually got 6 beads one. but at the bus stop, i dropped one. wow! keke. sigh. should have got the translucent purple or pink hairband. or maybe the orange one. hot pink doesnt suit me. hahaha. nvm. still love it. i'm over with pink liao. my new color's orange. keke. still like pink lah. but not THAT much like last time. hehx. ok... zx n lydia must be getting rdy to go for their campfire now. oops. lydia SHOULD b doing guides duty in sch now. hahaha. but thn...i dun noe la. n i should be at jq's hse now staying over. but i decided not to go anw. cuz 1.) i wasnt really keen staying at her hse and 2.) Lydia's not gg. no one gg. keke. hm... brother came back again. kekeke. so happy. he sick. got fever. n the dumn NS ppl say wad got doctor... shit. complete crap. keke. but i still love NS. oh. on our way hm, zx n i took same bus as usual. n i was laughing in the bus again. hahahahaha. tt time laugh frm outram all the way to zx's hse... still laughing. keke. hm. so... rounded up the day. yep. bye bye!