okayy. lydia just smsed. she is back. yeppx. after so long. haha. so anw. WELCOME BACK, LYDIA!!

lolx. my two baby cousins staying here tonight. cuz their parents wun be free tmr. so my mum, as the usual nice person, decided to help. samuel's sick. sad. he keeps crying. and very loudly. hehx. k. today woke up at 2pm++. quite pro. ate. and ate. watched tv. did a teeny weeny bit of hw. thn went out with my sis. thn went to cut her hair. it looks much better now. more sporty. short crop. lalalal. saw cheryl. she giving out pamphlets. spoke to her for a while. haha. she asked me to take more pamphlets frm her. hahaha. lalalalala. typing this as i am on the double-decker bed. the top level. in a very awkard position. hard to type. k. shall end here. heheheh

heh-loh. bwahaha. today.hahahaha. very unforgettable. anywayx. wad happened was. went church with grace as usual. thn after tt rushed of for my pri sch thing. thn waited for 3274t6176432174817418 years for thm. hehehe. thn left for sentosa. everyone at first not talking to each other. at all. absolute silence. but thn after awhile. started to talk liao. haha. i was sort of like the ice breaker. cuz i started to throw sand at brandon. thn dun noe wad happen. we nearly got into a 'sand-ball' fight. haha. but didnt. thn aiyah. slowly slowly everyone opend up. hahaha. thn aiyah. dun want to go into details. hehe. um. pushed each other into the water. n brandon pushed me 7247461o46918364986187417 times lorhx. i honestly dun noe wad is his problem. everytime 'zhen dui' me one. haha. i think is cuz i throw sand at him. thn tried to push weiyue n engkeong down. aiyah. etc etc. cuz i very lazy to type up everything. but in short, it was fun. yepp. =) thn after tt went to harbour frnt to eat cuz i was dying of hunger. ate. brandon as usual, was being a. um. loser. haha. aiyah. no larhx. actually he is quite nice one. i was abit mean to him though. n he was like asking practically everyone on the bus:"am i really a loser?" i didnt know. until eng keong told me. hehe. thn. haha. um. ate. walked arnd. bickerd with brandon. etc etc. after tt went to suntec. played truth or dare. haha. i think when playing i was really abit guo fen to brandon. although i meant it as a joke larhx. but still. haha. abit guilty. thn after tt alot of ppl left. so end up. only me weiyue, eng keong and kenneth. wanted to go watch movie. but thn. i think no show. is it? i forgot. so wanted to go another theatre. thn when we leaving. there's this statue like thing there. which is actually a human. it moved. n it was walking behind engkeong. thn when i turn back n saw it. i screamed very very very very loudly and frequency very high also. n ran away. n i scratched weiyue. haha. accident. thn everyone looked at weiyue n eng keong n kenneth cuz i ran away liao. hahahahaha. so scary lorhx. actually, engkeong alrdy told me tt was a human liao. but thn ah. hahahaha. aiyah. i just. dun noe larhx. hehehe. thn went to tbp. no show also. went to great world. no show also. so walked arnd. n kenneth kept complaining his leg what. jelly. very tired. etc etc. thn haha. i was walking around. thn he kept complaining cuz i couldnt make up my mind. hehehehe. thn in the end. after walking all around. settled at mac. n kenneth kept complainng. say want to change place. cuz mac. the colors "very boring". he was facing the pale brown wall. hahaha. really very boring. weiyue n i facing the bright side. hehe. talk talk talk. n more talking. thn. until 1030++. wanted to go 7eleven. could go out cuz the door was locked. thn walked one big round back to where we came from to go finally go out. wow. haha. engkeong's great idea. haha. thn. um. so. went out. sent weiyue home. haha. walked to her house. it was further thn i expected. haha. thn engkeong n kenneth walked me home. haha. like my bodyguards liddat. at first i thot engkeong is very shy one. in the end. he's not very lah. just a teeny weeny bit. haha. he younger thn me by about a month. but he said tt i was like. his younger sister liddat. bwahahaha. i know i very short larhx. but ah. only difference of 5cm frm him. haha. nvm. so anw. he talked. i listend. thn like tt lorhx. sent me home. by foot. thn they walked home. hahaha. i reached home at nearly 12. hahahaha. thn bathed and came online. hehehehe. k. enough. shall end here. yeppx. toodles!

i. am. so. insaned. madd. busted. no. not tt. but. arghs.. i made appointment with 2 ppl tmr. n plus church with grace, tt would be. 3. wow. i have church. frm 8.30-10.30. i promised to go n support my cousin for her play tmr. 9-11plus. n tt is at kranji. need to add 1hr of travelling time. i have. a. old class gathering tmr. 10am at harbourfront. arghs. n they are all. IN THE MORNING!!!!!! i am so over my head. i want to go to church tmr. becuz it's the first time i'll be gg with grace agn since she came back frm her trip. but i promised. repeat: PROMISED my cousin. to go. andddd. the class outing. arghs!! i cannt not go. which means. i MUST go. bcuz. i just have to. arghsssss!! nvm

anyway. went to lib with zx n grace n her mum n bro today. haha. didnt see her mum n bro. =C but nvm. haha. made alot of noise as usual. =p and the story-teller at the library. was.. sccaarrryyyy. haha. and somemore. after the storytelling session. when all the kids come out of the room. few of them were. crying. *gasps* bwaha. so drama. k larhx. i'm crapping. but got children cry anw. but not cuz of the storyteller. hehehe. thn we 'ban jia' to macdonalds. bwaha. zx trested me lorhx. i dun noe y she suddenly so nice also. hehehehe. anyway. zx. if u EVER get to read this. hehe. THANKS. hehe. n the guy at the counter insisted to give me the happy meal toy. n i was like. dun wan dun wan. keep telling him i dun wan. n he was like. nonono. must take. so i took it anyway. haha. the guy very frenly. not dao like nowadays teens. but nvm. anyway. thn graced fixed the crush gear toy for me. n i started to play with it. hahaha. n grace n zx were like:"macdonalds sure made children happy with their happy meals." thn i saw the balloons. n i said:'aye. got balloons. i want!!" n zx said:"and they sure made children happy with their free balloons." haha. but i didnt take any in the end. sad... haha. n this grace ah. i want to murder her man.. she ah! the world's most unreasonable woman. hahaha. she.. AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. nw as i think of it. i cant stop laughing. BWHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHA. this sure is one of the funniest thing tt every happened in my entire life. funny and fun. anyway. what happend was. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. okayy. i cant write it down. firstly, it would be very long. cuz the si-called 'procedure' itself was alrdy very long. secondly, i cant type properly when i'm laughing. but anyway. i alrdy am. hehe. thirdly. its too complicating to be typed out. but anyway. it all happend cuz grace WOULDNT let me go to the toilet n we sorta fought in macdonald's hehehe. n ppl were looking. no. starrrrrring. to be more exact. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA. zx should know. BWAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. thn alot of funny things happened larhx. considered one of my best moments in life. hahaha. nv been crazier in public. did alot alot of stupid stuffs. cant type everything out here. the list goes on. really alot alot alot of funny things. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHA. kayyx. n zx got my a TIGGER PLUSHIE. yayy. hahaha. n i got her a TIGGER cup. both bought frm same place same shop. same day also. but we didnt go tgt. bwahaahahaha. so cute. the tigger. n she specially bought the ORANGE IKEA box. so sweet right? i was like. 'OMG!' when i saw tt box. n inside the tigger. really reminded me of grace's present. sigh. nvm. what is gone is gone anyway. thn she got me an orange scrunchie also. hehehe. on tht tigger's neck. she tried to strangle it. murderous. hahaha. aiyah. if i really write down every single thing i want to. i write until next yr also havent finish. so. suan le. i shall just rmb it myself. C=

"Why hold someone back... when u know u don't love them...
Why keep them to yourself... when u know you won't wanna have them?
Why let them miss other chances...when they can have them?
If you really don't love someone....let them go...hurt them NOW... not later...for a longer relationship builds stronger emotions..."

ripped tt off grace's brother terry's blog. i dun evn know why i went there. i never went there before. except for once. when grace wanted to show me sth. today... i dun noe. i click wrongly. but didnt decide to stop the page frm loading. thn. i saw tt quote. i'm still trying to understand it actually. but decided to post it here. cuz. i thot this... sounds very familiar. it seem to happen all the time. on tv. at least. shall not write my thots here. haha. ltr atmosphere will seem very 'cheng zhong'. hehx. actually. my blog isnt really fun to read. cuz its. just what i do everyday. its like a video of my life. u can only see it.just see it.yah. hahaha. abit cheng zhong. k. nvm. but anyway. the main purpose of the 2nd post. is. haha. just to share tt quote. yepp.

booooooO! kayyx. today. is boxing day. bish bish bish. no. not tt. hahahaha. k. nvm. this is really lame. anywayx.
HAPPY BOXING DAY!
kayyx. ytd's night party at my auntie's house was. ahem. fun. hahahahaha. this yr's christmas is so bugeted. hahahaha. nvm. anwx. my sis n i were NOT paid this yr for the party. sigh. hahahaha. but nvm. we had fun anyway. hehx. watched what a girl wants there. hehehehehe. my idea obviously. C= thn aiyah. too lazy to go into details. thn. went hm late at night. thn. hahahahahaha. got a few ppl on the mrt gave my sis n i strange looks on the mrt. i think they thinking we are crked. cuz i was lying on my sis' shoulders. tired mah. thn my sis dun look like my sis. n she doesnt look older also. in fact, some ppl thot i was the older one. haha. plus ytd i dressed more feminine thn usual n my sis was as usual, tomboyish. hahaha. so funny. we walking hm also. we were holding hands. n ppl were looking. no- STARING. haha. k. thn today supposed to go to my cousin's house. smsed her in the morning telling her i'm not gg anymore. didnt feel like gg out. i dun wanna go out until sch reopens. but thn will be gg out tmr. to lib. sigh. tt one. is MUST go. cuz i need to copy homework frm grace. hahaha. talked to zx on the phone just now. hahahahahaha. we both ah... talk to each other can talk never ending one. cuz we both dun wan to listen to each other. hahahaha. no. we weren't chatting. we were debating. abt nearly everything. hahaha. so funny. kayyx. my brother n i. better liao. but sometimes. still abit. dun noe larhx. but anyway. nvm. n my dad. i dun noe. spoke to him today finally. asked him to help me open the fridge door cuz my hands were full. i dun speak to him often. ytd night on the mrt, my sis told me tt she didnt seem to ever hear my speak to my dad before. hahaha. i dun noe larhx. its not as if i have nth to lose. aiyah. complicated. hahaha. shall not talk abt tt. haha. my sis told me alot of stuffs ytd night. alot of things about myself i didnt realize. honestly, i would have preferred it if she didnt tell me anything at all. tt i didnt realize anything at all. cuz. aiyah. nvm. complicating agn. hahahah. okayy. shall end here. supposed to meet weiyue online. n she is.... hm... after 45mins. she's still NOT online. sigh...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA. i'm so insane. i said merry christmas to everyone on my msn list just now. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. k. actually. its. 11mins and 12,13,14,15 now 17 more secs to christmas. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. anywayx. today went to give tuition with my sis. i need to learn how to. cuz. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i gg to officially have my own student soon!! WHEEEEEEEEE! so excited. n my pay i think higher thn my sis. hehehe. i dun noe larhx. cuz my sis supposedly $240.but thn dun noe y my aunty give her discount. now is $180 only. i think. or $190. mine will be $200. but thn must give my mum some of the money. so i think i left with abt $100++ only. hehe. better thn nth. my student... very tiring. is teach nearly everyday one. cuz my mum sort of taking care of him. somewhat babysit. but he is only one year younger thn me. thn i like his. 24hour teacher liddat. he need me thn come to me one. so i must be ready 24/7. sad right? hehehe. but got money. C= anywayx. so after tt. went out with my cousins and sis. oh yah! on my way there. cuz i joined thm ltr mah... i saw. i saw. gulp* HUGO! bwahahahhaa. so funny. i think he didnt see me. i not sure whether is him anot. but i think so. looks really like him lorhx. and everything else... i dun noe larhx. looks just like him. i think its him anyway. and its at the same place i saw him the other time on esther's birthday. hehehehe. at the same place, same bus. i really think its him lorhx. bwaha. but i think he didnt see me. n even if he did. i dun think he can recognize me. hehehehe. so. nvm. haha. so coincidential lorhx. i mean. its not as if he lives there or sth. okayy. i dun noe. maybe. maybe he does. afterall, i've seen him 2 times there. haha. and u know. in a lifetime. its hard to ever meet someone once coincidentially. much harder to meet someone TWICE. bwahahaha. okayy. nvm. anyway. so. went out ltr. thn went home. celebrated my brother's bday. wanted to eat at a restaurant. but my brother against the idea. he says its expensive. so we just bought KFC the family meal thing. thn got him 3 t shirts and the jeans. thn yah. just simple celebration larhx. thn wrapped up my cousin's presents in. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. mahjong paper. cuz no one wanted to go downstairs to buy the wrapping paper. all very tired and lazy. so i suggested using mahjong paper. hahaha. thn cleared the stuffs. thn came. MY student's mum. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. MY student. my very first official one. last time my mum only let me take over her students part time. not fun one. hahaha. lalalala. i was quite rude. i mean. i didnt mean to. i was watching charmed. thn seemed rude. dun noe if she will let me teach her son. hehehehehehe. but anyway. she seems like a nice person. haha. so. lalala. but thn. for the first time. i'm not feeling very confident. there is alot of pressure. firstly, the guy is ONLY one year younger thn me. he may very well know ALOT ALOT more stuff thn me. since i have very little exposure. secondly, i heard tt the guy is quite smart. and since he is quite smart alrdy, its hard to pull his marks up. i mean. i dun noe larhx. aiyah. somemore his worse area is science. WHICHED I ALMOST FLUNKED THIS YEAR!!! my gosh. but nvm. i shall try. hahaha. let's just... keep our fingers crossed and wish me luck. no. i mean. wish HIM luck. C=