I'm so amazingly good at one thing:
Being distracted.
Asset or liability?
I think both.

THIS IS TO DIE FOR ):

"Actually there are a lot of better things to die for la, seriously. Like the gospel." -Christine the Martyr

Dance, liberates the soul.

How queer. I got here without meaning to, and without knowing how to.

When I was stuck in a rut, I picked up all sorts of rather pessimistic attitudes to get me through. The only one thing that I held on to that was "right" if I may say, was the belief that since God has not decided to take me away yet, I shall remain. Perhaps I was just existing, not living. Yet, it was this small little teeny weeny mustard-seed faith in God that "if I would just be around, He could - and if I had more faith, would - do something" that saved me.

I lacked the faith to expect or even hope. All I could believe in was mere existence for the sake of God. In fact, I was so defeated for an apparently long period that I honestly thought I'd never escape such artful desolation of the innermost. But (cliche as it is), I did.

Where I am now is the sum of all the experiences I've ever been through, multiplied by God's grace infinitely. I feel like I've matured in my relationship with God, despite not knowing how that happened. The only thing I did was to start with a little faith. And faith increased. And God did it. And faith increased. And God did it. And faith increased. And God did it. Now I look back to the not so historical past, and I can very confidently say, "God did it."

Catch on fire with enthusiasm and people will come for miles to watch you burn says:
well if i m a fisherman or a lumberjack i b happy
and juz becos jesus told us to be fishes of men
it means i m going to be 1
lynette says:
uhm
im quite sure Jesus didn't tell us to be fishes of men
i think He said "fishers" of men.
cause if we were fishes, we would get eaten.

After sending Steph a very heart-warming text about our friendship
Me: [text text text]
Steph: Awww, thanks Lynette. I love you too and I believe we will continue til marriage and kids.
Me: DID YOU SAY WE WILL GET MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS?
Steph: ?!

Anyway, OHMIGOSH, Year 2 Semester 2 has started!

I can't really remember now why I'm online because I have a recurring disease. Yes, I tend to switch on the laptop with a purpose in mind, and when I log on to the internet, I forget (or sometimes get distracted) and wander off somewhere else in the virtual land. When I feel its time to switch off the laptop, I do. Right after the laptop fully shuts down, I suddenly recall what I was supposed to do. Under such circumstance, I usually 1)procrastinate or 2)switch on the laptop..and the cycle repeats itself. Either way, I don't get things done on time.

I'm very sure I have something to do here, just that I can't recall now.