i'm not numb.i can feel stuff.if u want to do it, do it boldly.dun pretend and do little things here and there.it'll only make me despise u more.hypocrite.to think i trusted u so much.u're just another of them.hypocrite.

Hypocrite!

*** the person is not frm my class.dun worry.[= ***

i hate liars.anything but lies.i dun care if u tell me straight in my face that i totally suck n u hate me alot.instead of pretending to be nice.and lying.liar.LIAR!u dun have to use small so-called harmless phrases to attack me,sucker.i know very well u dun like me.and i dun like u very much either.if u had told me u detest me,i wouldnt hate u that much.i wouldnt despise u at all.liar!hypocrite.right now,u must be reading this.since u hate me so much.and i know u do read my blog though u deny it often.and i'm sure.very sure in fact.that you know who u are.very well.i've got a msg for u.i seriously hate everything aout you.everything.thank you very much.

i just regret everything.everything.especially in sec one.i shouldnt have.so many records.so many serious offence.to the principal.to the teachers.and.to the very patient v.p, ms ng.and ms chia.if only all didnt happen.i wouldnt be now.if only.i want back the past.i promise i will be a good student.i promise.

i shouldnt dwell on the past.i should think of what to do to salvage the situation now.

but its all to my disadvantage.all i can do is to be strong.i'm trying to be strong alrdy.evn if i am not,i still will appear to be.but it doesnt help.its just like a treatment for a disease.it doesnt cure.there is no cure.yet.maybe there might be.maybe there wun be.i'ld be glad if things can just remain this way.as long as nothing worsens.and i'll just be wishing better for everything.

to you again:
[i totally dislike u.for now at least.hypocrite!u wun like a hypocrite yourself, would u?cant blame me for hating u then.]

and you:
[u gladly proved yourself.NOT.trust-worthy.just like the hypocrite mentioned above.u're another hypocrite who says something and does another.]