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Hello world,
Things are looking a tad bleak for me because I sprained my ankle.
Its quite a bad sprain this time, hurts even when I rest.
I'm mildly chapfallen because I wont be able to play water-polo this Friday,
and its the last PE of the year, and my life. ):
But this doesnt put me to the wringer :D

I want to thank God because He's timing is so perfect.
I wasnt supposed to do my napfa until August but Mdm let me complete it last week.
God knew that I would sprain my ankle this week, and he knew how badly I wanted to do napfa. :D

You may ask why God let me sprain my ankle (especially for a cause no one should ever sprain an ankle for, ask me for details) but I'll tell you, its for my good.
Romans 8:28 "All things work for the good of those who love Him"
I dont really know why, but my faith convoys me to believe that good things are going to come out of this. Afterall, His ways are far higher than my ways, amen?

I received a text from Azel ytd night:
"Hello sister, this morning I was praying for the rain to pour only when I reach church, yet it rained heavier as I approached my bus stop. I was puzzled. Why God stopped the rain for me previously and not this time. But I realized He wanted to show me how much my sisters love me. Thank you very much for offering to save me from the rain. I really feel loved by your immediate response :-D May God fill your week ahead! Love you lots too!"

I bear the same comparison. I sprained my ankle just today, and I've received text messages from JQ, zee, Lyd and people in school who were concerned (Ari and candy). I can feel the love :D

Anyway, in case you wanted to LOOK at my ankle and pray..

I RECEIVED AN EMAIL ALL THE WAY FROM...


THIS MYSTERIOUS BAKER IN AUSSIE :D
<3<3

sweet Spirit of God, come and reign in this temple

I was in hysteria half an hour ago.

Vexed that my belongings simply vanished climaterically, I trudged around the house like The Terminator and wrecked about everything in sight, in furious hope to find those items.

While I despaired and ranted to WK, I suddenly awoke in my imprisoned spirit. How did it slip my mind- that God is bigger than my frustruations?

As you would expect a typical "God-story" to end up with "happily-ever-after", well, it did. No, I didnt find any of the things that went missing, and they are in fact, still, missing. But it doesnt matter.

My happy ending is the love & peace from God, that calmed me. That administered discipline to subordinate myself from yelling at the top of my voice. That granted me courage to apologize. That lavished me with wisdom and serenity.

God is Awesome, what else can I say?

Saviour, He can move the mountains

Q: Why am I up at such an unearthly hour?
A: I napped for 11hours by accident, and I have Econs Mock later.

Photos from 17July :D

PS: This is bimbotic, but I need to justfy myself, as a girl. My hair was messy cause I ran out of the house with wet hair ):

worship You Lord, all of my might

got this from Kee's lj, :D

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Musician   Doo doo de doo waaaa doo de doo! (<-- That's you playing something.) Everyone appreciates the band/orchestra geeks and the pretty voices. Whether you sing in the choir, participate in a school/local band, or sit at home writing music, you contribute a joy to society that everyone can agree on. Yay! Welcome to actually doing something for poor, pathetic human souls. (Just kidding.)
Social Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
Drama Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Anime Nerd
Literature Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quizzes for MySpace

so take me as You find me,
all my fears and failures,
fill my life with You.

The peek period of the year is coming
:D D: :D D:
Smile :D because its the birthdays of the best friends!
Frown D: because I'm afraid I'm so broke I cant give them the best.

17JULY ZEE
7 AUG DEE
19 AUG JEE/KEE
5 SEPT GEE
8 SEPT MEEEE!
(whoops, I mean, LEE, which is me essentially)

We finally met up after four hundred years of drought.

and shout it Hey, this is the day my God has made

1. I played basketball touched, bounced and threw a basketball in a court with churchies today
2. JR/Shawn didnt stay to supervise me during today's PKC practise, but I managed to make the electric guitar sound like an electric guitar
3. Sweet Mommie went to fetch me from the bus stop cause it was raining
4. PKC spring-cleaning made me feel relieved and happy somehow
5. I love my sister even though I've said things that upset/hurt her
6. Jac (who means so much to me) is going for Uni camp, so exciting!
7. I love Bryan :D
8. Someone just asked me the silliest question on MSN: "Why ure skin so tanned?"
9. Fei Siong Restaurant at Bukit Timah has "promplet" instead of "promphet" on their menu
10. Tiffany/Lindy can play basketball in heels. And when I say play, I mean, Play.

hello everyone!
this is jac.
not lynette.
(sorry lynette!)

now usually,
i wouldn't invade lynette's blog unnecessarily.
but this is serious.
i am being blackmailed.

so if you stumble upon my blog,
and see a sooooo not jac entry,
please be reassured that that is NOT my sentiments.

anyhow,
i wish to marry a hairstylist.

ok on to happier things in life!
lynette visited jac in the Nike shop today and we had a BLAST.
(erm...a long chat. my definition of a blast.)
it was really fun and we made a lot of noise (and i made money) and it really has been a long time since our last cousin reunion!
no worries lynette,
shall see you again on saturday at ah ma's place.

i love you girl!
great seeing you again!
=)).
toodles lynette blog readers!

everything's okay & everything's alright,
i've got Jesus in my life

Can you hate without hurting?

Often, people encourage you to forgive others by saying things like, "Dont be stupid. You think she cares? You get angry with her, you make yourself upset only. She just go on doing whatever she wants, it doesnt affect her!"

Hate was known to me previously as a burden carried by myself, and I didnt mind if I were the only one suffering. I didnt mind being grumpy, but I thought it was too much if the target was going to be hurt. I wouldnt intentionally do things to hurt him/her.

Not true at all. Hate is powerful, hate can affect others. You cant hate without hurting the person. Obviously, when you hate someone, much as you try to hide, your attitude, words and actions towards that person changes, and he/she can sense it.

More importantly, you're depriving the person of his/her deserved love from God. God died for all, God forgave all, God loved all. Who are we to steal this love? We trade-off God's love for them to us. In layman terms, because we love ourselves and are unwilling to forgive, the person we hate receives less love. We are stealing the love God gave them, and loving ourselves more. That is not right. Even non-Christians know that stealing is wrong.

I thank God for opening my eyes about this last night, after resolving a similar problem with Le. Really helps me open my heart to love and forgive. And coincidentally God-planned, I read 1 John 3-4 yesterday and today for quiet time, which talked about the same issue. He is speaking to me.

To people whom I've hated, and hurt. I'm sorry. Give me some time to learn to love. But for now, forgive me.