though my heart is torn,
i'll praise You in the storm

Dear God,
What is happening?
I am so frustrated with all these thoughts and emotions after so long.
How did we end up here?
Where are we heading now?
I want to go back.
I dont like it here.
But let me submit to Your will, and let me love Your ways.
And though my heart is torn, I will praise You in this storm.