all of my ambitions, hopes and plans,
i surrender these into Your Hands

I had a very good dream which made me feel so upset when I woke up to realize it wasn't real and it isn't going to be either. Then I realized that so many people are walking out of my life. Its probably inevitable that some people who really mean to you just disappear so suddenly and you have no idea what the trigger was.

But I never liked the idea of anyone walking out/pushing anyone out still.

I feel awful today. I wonder if God will let me indulge.