omg i think im transiting to the realm-after-life,
or at least it feels so. my hands feel so weak hitting these keyboard keys and i'm like a jellyfish.
i have a skeletal muscle that has ceased to function normally.

my throat is burning and my gut is churning.

i hate vomiting.
i threw up so much that there was undigested noodles (and i'll spare you other details) coming out from my nose.
am i dying?