now that i've found You everything is changing, nothing will be the same now that You've saved me
ilovemyJesus!!

first thing first.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERLYNN! XD
u survived another yr in ur life.AHAHAHA.of course you can survive, since u've got GREAT friends.like me? TEEHEE.

second thing.
i'm kinda happy now cuz i'm chatting with zhiying (to the suakus: hiying is my sec 1 clsmate who migrated to holland) now.she finished her olvls alrdy.took the june paper.and now she has 3mths brk or sth.pretty cool.anywhows, i thought abt sth.zhiying wasnt rly like close to me or wht when she was in spore, yet i kinda miss her and stuff.imagine..think of those tht i'm close to.SIGH.i dun wanna talk abt it.AGAIN.

third thing.
tdy's been pretty..________.LOL.sry, cheryl.i ripped u off.anw, tdy is _________ because ps daniel is away and we have NO bible study! *SULKS* and i wanted to help out at cafe BUT tdy thr's alot of people doing cafe duty alrdy.SOOOOO.sigh sigh sigh.

had some kinda talk thing with my brother.mm.wun post abt it here because i dun rly knw wht to say. (X

OH WELLS.i need to get back on doing my stuff.i have less thn 2 wks. )X

lastly: countdown to nationals: 1o DAYS

open up the heavens let Your glory fall
ilovemyJesus!!

and i love the people i see.
just read a tag on dreey's blog.frm cheryl
it says "5mths more to december"
of course i cnt wait for dec to come so i can go fro mission trip.
BUT.
5 mths to december..i wish it passes slowly.so little time.and each of them mean so much to me.i'm giving special attention to my canoeists.afterall, we've been through thick and thin together.
5MTHS TO DEC
olvls dun bthr me much.its the friends i treasure so much.
my teammates, my coach.
i'm rly vry sad.everday whn i'm happy, i cnt be fully happy.
bcause such thoughts keep flooding in, welling my eyes up with tears.
i nvr felt SOOOOOO strongly for anyone else bfore apart frm JESUS.
i'm vry sad. )X

tdy is a bad day.i burnt my skirt while ironing it.and i burnt my shirt evn worse after i ironed my skirt.and i dropped the iron on a bag of plastic bags/u can guess thr rest.

I LOVE YOU!

shout out to God with a voice of triumph
ilovemyJesus!!

mm.went to sch late because my sis overslept.LOL.before holidays she depended on me.after holidays i depend on her.ANYHOWS.rushed to sch for fear of missing chem.bus came fast, but it broke down when it was near APSN Tanglin Special Sch.ran t sch frm thr.saw ALICE[new security guard] sitting by the gate, observing me enticingly.
me:(thinking)i dun thnk she's going to do anything right?nvm, i'll just run in.
*running in but suddenly*
alice: HOI! stop stop stop..
me: *continue running*
alice: (chasing after me for 2 metres, i stopped) i need your name and class
me: (in a very very face pace) i'm late for chemistry in the lab and i cant go for chem if i dun go back to class first bcause i need to put down my bag and take my test tube and they're gg t lock up the classroom so i need to go. *tries to run off*
alice: *grapping my hand* I NEED, YOUR NAME AND CLASS.
me: alright.*embarrassed*
tragic huh.

chemistry was quite funny.did titration with the purple solution agn.potassium permanganate i think.shucks.tht doesnt evn look like a chemistry term.SIGH.thn anw, i spilled it on my shirt.AND IT LEAVES UGLY STAINS.but smart me..guess what?i used to solution we were supposed to titrate it with and rubbed it on my shirt with a tissue.and because the end product of the two chemicals reacting is a colourless and harmless salt, THERE WAS NO MORE STAIN! smart eh? to think i see so many crescentians with those ugly stains.HA.i'm the smartest. (:
thn gwen spilled the purple solution on the table and i conveniently just splashed the other reacting solution on the table and used it to wipe sherilyn's shirt since her shirt got some too.LOL XD

trng tdy was pretty ok.but thr were some "moodiness".people here and thr, jnrs + snrs + snrest snrs crying.SIGH.i wish i could do something for the team.i love my lil nincompoops so much i dun like to see them cry.rly rly.i rly wish thr was sth i cld do t make thm feel better.DEAR CUTE CANOEING MONCHICHIS! DONT BE SAD ANYMORE OK? IF THR'S ANYTHING BIG JIE JIE HERE CAN DO FOR YOU TELL ME OK? I'LD BE MORE THAN GLAD TO.I LOVE YOU ALL A ZILLIONBILLIONMILLION RED M&MS.

bernice said sth which i went home to think abt and felt rly sad.at 8.37pm, i tried to sleep because i was sooooo tired.YET, i couldnt.it was just bothering."no more".it just kept ringing in my head, reminding me tht as nationals near, canoeing sec 4 farewell party is nearing.tht isnt good.i love my smelly things alot and i cnt bear to part with them."no more".we may still keep in contact, but things would be different.i'm rly vry vry vry vry sad.i msged bernice and her reply made me cry evn evn evn more.thn i cldnt take it and i went t my mummy and told her how sad i was.and mummy was quite nice.tried to make me feel better, but to no avail.i love mummy.i think the education system is cruel.in pri sch, whn u are almost emotionless, they give u 6 whole yrs to be with ur friends.and when u part after 6 yrs,it doesnt hurt so much since ure still young and immature.thn in sec sch, when u have more feelings, they only give u 4 yrs to be with ur friends.and in JC, the time whr u understand LOVE and develop the MOST feelings, they give u a MERE 2 yrs.i think its very very saddenning.WHY? why must like that?! )X i'm very very sad now.

i love you all and i love you all.my canoeists, my classmates, my sch friends.i love you all.not forgetting my church mates, whom i'll nvr miss so much since i'll see thm till eternity.

in the future, i may not even knw whr YOU [you as in my friend, you] are.as small as singapore is, even my mum dunno whr her pri sch bestie is now.i dno wht is going to happen in the future.and i love the people around so much i dun wna imagine.can we still remain close? possibility is soooooo low.even zhixin and lijing, they tried to remain besties.but its still crescentians zhixin faces everyday, while its NJ-ians lijing face everyday.i'll miss YOU.i'll miss YOU alot even if we dun talk to each other.you'll nvr be forgotten, i promise.I LOVE YOU!

i'm very very sad.i knw this sounds cliched.but i rly am very very sad.
)X

nations will roar, mountains will tremble at the sound of Your name
ilovemyJesus!!

THANK YOU FOOFOO AND YEWYEW FOR THE PLANET SHAKERS/HILLSONGS CD!
-smiles-
i'm a happy kid and I CAN ONLY IMAGINE

glutton. )X

OH.almost forgot.
THANK YOU JESUS aka GOD FOR HELPING ME THROUGH YESTERDAY'S ORAL! everything went smoothly and i tao[3] tao[3] bu[4] jue[2] until the teacher cut me off and i left.HA.best oral yet.though thr was still some complains that i was TOO LOUD, giving away the question.HA.oh wells.HEY BUDDY UP THR! I THANK YOU ANYWAY! I THINK URE THE BEST! XD

its plain to see that when i'm praising Him, i cant contain it, just cant hold it

i can only imagine, what my eyes will see, when Your face is before me
ilovemyJesus!!

I CAN ONLY IMAGINE - MERCY ME
I can only imagine what it will be like, when I walk by Your side...
I can only imagine, what my eyes will see, when Your Face is before me!
I can only imagine. I can only imagine.
Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!

I can only imagine, when that day comes, when I find myself standing in the Son!
I can only imagine, when all I will do, is forever, forever worship You!
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!

Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?

Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!

Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?

Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!

I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!! Only imagine!!!
I can only imagine.

I can only imagine, when all I do is forever, forever worship You!
I can only imagine..

please come online and ask me to send you the song or go buy the cd or sth [dun dwl illegally though] because its a rly nice song.*smiles.
mm.i love this song.

anyway, didnt rly do much in sch tdy.only the 2 bio and 1 lit was useful.OH.did i tell you that satan is evil and God is GREAT? [duh!] i didnt do anything for the long weekend when i intended to do emaths and english june hol work.and ytd[mon],i intended to lie on te bed for a while at 8pm, which is btw my usual slping time.so yes, i fell aslp.and i disappointed God alot for not doing wht i was supposed to do.the sin of slothfulness and procrastination.but God always gives chances.i woke up at 2am [which is very unlikely of me] without an alarm.God 'woke' me up so that i had time to complete my dued hmwrk.HOWEVER, i went back to slp and ignored my responsibilities.not because i was tired, but just for the sake of being lazy.the next thing i knw, it was 6.30am and my sis was trying t wake me up.usually i dun wake up so late or i'll have no mood t go to sch.so i told my sis i dun wanna go t sch.and she left la.BUT THEN.i heard God telling me, "GET UP YOU SLOTH!".and thn i realized.God wants me to go to sch bcause thr is a NEED to.[referring to Ps Jeremy's sermon "LOSE YOUR LUNCH" during soul revolution conference].and God is rly awesome.cuz in my bed.hai.easier to show u the conversation:
God: GET UP YOU SLOTH!
me: but its too late to go to sch alrdy.too late for my timing.
God: GET UP!
me: but i havent done my homewrk.i will get in trouble.
God: GET UP!
(so i thought i'll check my time-table first)
(realized tht the subjects i had hmwrk for had no lessons tdy)
God: i provided a way out for you time and again.
me: thank you, God.
me: (calling out to my sis)eh!i will go to sch la! *smiles*
see how devil always tempts us to do the wrong things and how God always gives us chances and opportunities to repent and correct our ways? amen to Jesus!

and i see the need for sch.tdy, charmaine and i shared with chihui and lace.i'm glad.i rly admire charmaine.she's one of the God's heroes i'm pretty inspired by, daring to "talk the walk and walk the talk".i'm rly glad for the opened door.

God i pray that You'll work in the lives of people around me.and Lord i pray for courage to share my faith.Lord i dun wanna be those christians who stop other christians frm sharing for fear of rejection or embarrassment.Lord i wanna be the ones who get stopped, i wanna be Your hands and feet.let Your words fill my mouth, let Your will be done through me.thank You for Your blessings.Lord, prepare the hearts of others that as we work on the outside and speak Your words, You'll work on the inside of them.stir it up in their hearts Lord.dwell among CRESCENT, Lord.Lord be in partnership with me.amen.

You rescued me when i was lost, embraced me like no one else
ilovemyJesus!!

mel's thrid song:
You rescued me when i was lost
embraced me like no one else
when all semmed dark and hopeless
You were the light that shone in my path

now i want to give You praises
for all You've done for me
Lord let Your glory fall

You were the One who first loved me
You were the One who died for me
Your boundless love, so mighty yet tender
who can compare to You?

there is nobody else, nobody else, nobody else
that can love me like You do
there is nobody else, nobody else, nobody else
who compares to You

SWEET XD

mel just has a thing for music.yup.she's the next mich joy.anyway.today is liying's party! YAY! so fun.at first i was contemplationg not to go since it would be mostly nissi 3 people and i'ld feel so out.and bsides, rebecca seems to be drifting and i feel quite distant frm her and liying alrdy.so..
but mel msged me last night telling me she was going.so i went.and i have NO regrets!man!the party was FUN like anything! XD
silvestre and i just have problems with each other.everytime we come near i get hurt.at first was the carpet story, thn the pau story.i think i shall name today's story the rock story.u see.i was walking outside church with sil and thn rebecca came.so he walked in front.and in my attempt to walk faster to tell him something, i kicked a VERY VERY huge and heavy black rock which i dunnoe why it was thr, and OUCH.my toenail hurt for the rest of the day. )X
okay.so alot of people attended her party.her dog is cute!mel was kinda not her usual self.weiwei has a kinder bueno which she didnt share.she gave haribo instead.LOL.mm.food was great!played alot of guitar and sang alot of worship songs.had alot alot alot alot of fun! and rebecca/nic aka victor/rachel's mum spoke to me abt NS and convinced me that NS isnt as attractive as they package it afterall.mm.expectations and requirements are high, and some other stuff which i think i shouldnt type here.well, i'll think twice abt the army now. (:

anyway.i'm kinda sleepy now.so.TA!

mellimoo: I LOVE YOU! though u cant read this since ur internet access is unavailable.well.I STILL LOVE YOU LAH. XD

and sings my soul, my Saviour God to thee, how great Thou art, how great Thou art
ilovemyJesus!!

by the orders of my secret daughter, i am here to update.
well.sch has re-opened.
which is good.i guess.
we're plannin t have stdy sessions on weds.
we = bern, ONEmei, SHOEyun, zakk, siti etc.
sweet.

yesterday was youth day.not rly very fun since JT wasnt thr.*SOBS* JT, if ure reading this, dun get too ego.went out with grace and zhixin after that.LOL.had a great time.hadnt been like that WITH THEM for ages.thn we took silly neoprints which btw, the machine sucked alot.they made us rush t design all 10 pics.in the end, we could only choose 4!? and its like.sigh.sigh sigh.but still.they were pretty nice.simple pleasures in life.

thn went out with my sis and her jc friend [eleen] and her pri sch friend[huishan;legendary tracker + sister of engkeong].went henderson cc t play bball.i WATCH they play.cuz i cnt BAN MEN NONG FU[make hammer infront of the hammer-making class].u know..

tdy is JT's wedding!i must say his bride slimmed down alot since the last time i saw her.was quite horrified when i saw calista and her hair.oh well.the latest trend is t be weird so..yea.adel and the rest's grown prettier.i had a hard time choosing my clothes.i was at first looking in my dad's wardrobe, looking for sth which looked like audrey/adelene's polka dot shirt [which i think is uber nice] but t no avail.turned up in a plain white top and denim skirt with sneakers in the end.OH.my class people were all pretty too! special mention for the hockers who were not only SUPER pretty, but SUPER cute too.HAHA.alee the tai tai.and not to forget my fellow teammates.mm.looking good as well.though i must say shuyun looked exceptionally pretty! love her t bits.OH.SHE DIDNT GET LOST THIS TIME! XD a pity i didnt rly talk much with my teammates tdy.mm.
pity.

thn headed to mel's house whr i spent a great deal of time slacking.thn we headed for cell and church.sigh.i'm gg miss cell for a long long time.bcuz of canoeing and stuff.yea.the month of july and august.WAHLAU.oh well.

i would like to end this by telling..[in random alphabetical order]
[amanda;adelene;audrey.xie;bernice;charmaine;
cherlynn;cheryl;chihui;cynthia;
fayanne;grace.yeo;grace.yew;gwen;jiaqi;karyn;
liying;lydia;mellimoo;michelle.bay;
natania;rachel.teo;rebecca.ken;rosaline;
sarah.kwok;sherilyn;shuyun;siti;steff;sufan;
vivian;wanmei;weiwei;yifang;yiyuan;yixin;
yukee;yuxiu;zakkiyya;zibing;zhixin.teo]
I LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT