shout out to God with a voice of triumph
ilovemyJesus!!

mm.went to sch late because my sis overslept.LOL.before holidays she depended on me.after holidays i depend on her.ANYHOWS.rushed to sch for fear of missing chem.bus came fast, but it broke down when it was near APSN Tanglin Special Sch.ran t sch frm thr.saw ALICE[new security guard] sitting by the gate, observing me enticingly.
me:(thinking)i dun thnk she's going to do anything right?nvm, i'll just run in.
*running in but suddenly*
alice: HOI! stop stop stop..
me: *continue running*
alice: (chasing after me for 2 metres, i stopped) i need your name and class
me: (in a very very face pace) i'm late for chemistry in the lab and i cant go for chem if i dun go back to class first bcause i need to put down my bag and take my test tube and they're gg t lock up the classroom so i need to go. *tries to run off*
alice: *grapping my hand* I NEED, YOUR NAME AND CLASS.
me: alright.*embarrassed*
tragic huh.

chemistry was quite funny.did titration with the purple solution agn.potassium permanganate i think.shucks.tht doesnt evn look like a chemistry term.SIGH.thn anw, i spilled it on my shirt.AND IT LEAVES UGLY STAINS.but smart me..guess what?i used to solution we were supposed to titrate it with and rubbed it on my shirt with a tissue.and because the end product of the two chemicals reacting is a colourless and harmless salt, THERE WAS NO MORE STAIN! smart eh? to think i see so many crescentians with those ugly stains.HA.i'm the smartest. (:
thn gwen spilled the purple solution on the table and i conveniently just splashed the other reacting solution on the table and used it to wipe sherilyn's shirt since her shirt got some too.LOL XD

trng tdy was pretty ok.but thr were some "moodiness".people here and thr, jnrs + snrs + snrest snrs crying.SIGH.i wish i could do something for the team.i love my lil nincompoops so much i dun like to see them cry.rly rly.i rly wish thr was sth i cld do t make thm feel better.DEAR CUTE CANOEING MONCHICHIS! DONT BE SAD ANYMORE OK? IF THR'S ANYTHING BIG JIE JIE HERE CAN DO FOR YOU TELL ME OK? I'LD BE MORE THAN GLAD TO.I LOVE YOU ALL A ZILLIONBILLIONMILLION RED M&MS.

bernice said sth which i went home to think abt and felt rly sad.at 8.37pm, i tried to sleep because i was sooooo tired.YET, i couldnt.it was just bothering."no more".it just kept ringing in my head, reminding me tht as nationals near, canoeing sec 4 farewell party is nearing.tht isnt good.i love my smelly things alot and i cnt bear to part with them."no more".we may still keep in contact, but things would be different.i'm rly vry vry vry vry sad.i msged bernice and her reply made me cry evn evn evn more.thn i cldnt take it and i went t my mummy and told her how sad i was.and mummy was quite nice.tried to make me feel better, but to no avail.i love mummy.i think the education system is cruel.in pri sch, whn u are almost emotionless, they give u 6 whole yrs to be with ur friends.and when u part after 6 yrs,it doesnt hurt so much since ure still young and immature.thn in sec sch, when u have more feelings, they only give u 4 yrs to be with ur friends.and in JC, the time whr u understand LOVE and develop the MOST feelings, they give u a MERE 2 yrs.i think its very very saddenning.WHY? why must like that?! )X i'm very very sad now.

i love you all and i love you all.my canoeists, my classmates, my sch friends.i love you all.not forgetting my church mates, whom i'll nvr miss so much since i'll see thm till eternity.

in the future, i may not even knw whr YOU [you as in my friend, you] are.as small as singapore is, even my mum dunno whr her pri sch bestie is now.i dno wht is going to happen in the future.and i love the people around so much i dun wna imagine.can we still remain close? possibility is soooooo low.even zhixin and lijing, they tried to remain besties.but its still crescentians zhixin faces everyday, while its NJ-ians lijing face everyday.i'll miss YOU.i'll miss YOU alot even if we dun talk to each other.you'll nvr be forgotten, i promise.I LOVE YOU!

i'm very very sad.i knw this sounds cliched.but i rly am very very sad.
)X