Monday, June 23, 2003

hehehhe. just deleted a blog entry
actually, tt entry was pics of adam lamberg and brenda song
but then. the adam lamberg pic take a LONG time to load
so i deleted it. haha. sorry jiaqi. lol
thn brenda song's pic v difficult to find
sigh. i only found one. one pathetic one
n now, i can't find it again.
so sad. hahahaha. nvm. look for it another day
hehehe. today's topic is: Depression
so now let me start my long boring speech on depression
peeps. dun continue. u wudden wanna read my crap
i'm just typing it out cuz.. i'm feeling bored.
n i'm so pissed off with erm... well... depressed people
no offence
depression is nothing much
in fact everyone suffers frm depression
ppl often tend to think tt their life is
...miserable
...depressing
...sux
...painful
etc
i've heard enough
ppl are telling me everyday how depressed they are
n saying what:"i'm falling into depression"
i also get scolded, i also get grounded, i also have my sad times
just like how u all do
do u see me "falling into depression"? NO WAY!!!
k. so if u're really depressed, tell me, what do u mean by tt?
u being scolded? u quarrelled with ur mom? u were rejected by someone?
come-on! these things happen to many ppl
these are common things.
life is nv smooth-sailing all the way
bad things will be over somehow.
if u're really depressed, y dun u do sth abt it rather than just sit arnd somewhere manipulating urself?
y dun u try to solve matters
n in fact, quarrels n rejections can b avoided
if u want to, that is
do u think cutting urself can do anything?
no way! u think u're trying to let pain out?
thn u r so wrong
u're just inflicting more pain to urself
u r what u r
if u r miserable, then u r miserable
y can't everyone be more optimistic?
if u wanna think ur life is imperfect, thn go ahead
i'm not gg to bother liao
u control ur own life
so if u dun wan it to be depressing, u can easily make it not depressing
depression is sth u bring to urself
n when ppl bring it to themselves,
i dun understand y they have to ask for help
all the help they need is in they themselves.
actually i got alot more to say
but i lazy to type
continue it next time
my conclusion so far:
If u dun wanna be depressed, then dun be

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