Wednesday, May 25, 2005

i'll never know how much it costs to see my sin upon that cross
ilovemyJesus!!


somethings bothers me.
what i hear is right, because its what i see.
BUT.what i hear but do not see, but sounds logical, seems right too.
alright.i've concluded.
the Bible is mt ONLY authority.
what may seem right may not be right after all.
and the Bible cannot be against itself.

and why seven times?mm.wanted t ask zibing alot of times but keep forgetting.why must the blood of the offering be dripped 7 times in the old old old church in the Old Testament.what's the significance of 7?

and i figured what's an ephod and its significance.*chomp chomp*

the bible is a great read.
no, its more than a read.
its..mm.no words can describe a book mighty.

anyway.i seriously have doubts on my ability to discipline my thoughts and FINGERS!
i cant seem to hold a pen when i'm out of class, and sometimes, even in class.the ten long (actually short and stumpy) things sticking out are 90% of the time on the keyboard or handphone number pad!

or the remote controller.

speaks alot huh?and its a few more day's to chi o's!

NO MORE BLOGGING OR ONLINING AFTER THIS.
maybe i should self-confiscate my handphone.i'll lock it to my fingers.
NO.i mean, lock it somewhere lah.preferably somewhere i wont knw.but it can bt possible since i'm going to SELF confiscate it.

so i'm not making sense.

alright.i'm stressed.

AHAHAHAHA.isnt that funny?

maybe i'm not stressed lah.i dun feel pressured.really.mm.or maybe hitting my head on the sch pillar has made me go cuckoo.well..i cant be sure.

ok.God has been a really good God.because i dun feel stressed.i know this sounds funny lah.but i nvr felt stressed for exams bfore.well, maybe a couple of times, but seldom.and strangely, without studying much, i perform considerably well.i believe if i put in more effort and aim higher, i can do much better.

since i think i did quite well for emath but was LABELLED as "under-performing".well.i still got a prize.so it doesnt matter.heh.as long as i'm still amongst the stronger ones, i'm content.i dun have to be the best.

WAIT.that's the wrong attitude.i just learnt last sat! how can i forget?! OKAY.I'M GOING TO BE THE BEST.

I WANNA BE A BIG BANG FOR JESUS!
*inspired by wanling.

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