heyyyyy-
ok. i'm back at home now. just now jq came over. went to play badminton with my sis. after tt went hm. jq watched the LoveHina tapes i recorded while my sis n i went to bath. i mean. we didnt bath tgt. bwahahaha. anyway. after tt. ate. went to tbp. jq got a new pair of converse shoes. n i got the energy poster. bwahahahah. i mean. it came free with the shoes n jq gave it to me. bcuz i wanted it. bwahahahha. actually. y do i want it? bwahahahaha.
i think i'm a really soreloser lorh. today played badminton. it was a realt THRASH k. tt time score was 90:100. today. sigh. 50:100. partly bcuz when i lost by 9 points. i got so fed-up tt i started to vent my anger when i hit the shuttlecock. thn all hit until like shit like tt. i need to learn to control my anger. control myself. more like it. i must learn to accept losing. accept losing. accept losing. winning is NOT everything. i understand that. but thn ah. somehow though i understand it, i dun absorb it. as in. nvm. but anyway. i need more self-control. and learn to accept losing. yepp.