hahaha. so coincidential. i was supposed to go get my busary award ytd. but i didnt. thn engkeong told me just now tt if i went, i would be sitting next to him. cuz the seat beside him was empty. and he saw my name stuck on the seat. haha. so coincidential. i should have went. haha. thn can see him in long pants. hehehehehehe. thn i will look even even more like his younger sis. bwahahaha.

went to my cousin's bday party ytd. shall skip tt part. too much to write.

school was fine today. audrey lim is one cute person. hahaha. she's full of crap too. and she is as friendly as i am. but i think i am more friendly. bwahaha. tt ego person. kayyx. hopped around the class for all time. haha. like one moment i'm with vithiya shobah etc etc. the next i'm with maisie, yingtze. and ltr with sherilyn* gwen cherlynn. thn with charmaine. thn yuxiu. thn yiyuan. etc etc etc. hahaha. mainly crapped around. interrupting their conversation for nth. hehx.

i still think the payashri or whatever her name is. i forgot. looks totally like wanxian. haha. just tt the darker version.

mr loh is one super dooper divert king lorhx. can talk about this. thn suddenly talk abt tt. thn ltr ask us:"what were we talking about just now ah?" haha. pro manx.

after sch had lunch with lydia* grace* etc. two S three peepx mainly. actually. not really considered have lunch. zx n i just put our bags with thm while they ate. n i went to look for mrs khan to give her my book list. and zx had to look for ms penny ang. haha. n i was warned by ms toto chan. haha. okok. ms chan not to wear ankle socks. n zx was caught too later on. but i was still friendly to her. bwaha. i even shouted "bye ms chan! have a nice day!" bwahahaha. see how frenly i am? i said hello to everyone i knew and greeted all the teachers loud and clearly. bwaha. n zx asked me not to be so frenly cuz she felt tt it was strange. hahaha. for me to go around saying hello here n there.

after tt went tbp. ate crepe with zx. went to popular. saw this lady. in pain. it was scary. her whole lips were white like sheet. and i nearly cried. went up to help her. carried her stuffs n held her hand. she sat down n rest for a while. zx bought gummies for her. she needed it. she was diabetic. after tt sent her home in a taxi. wanted to take the taxi with her. to see tt she was safe. but she insisted tt there wasnt a need to. so anyway. i gave her my number so she could contact me. after she left we supposed to go music junction. i left. i wasnt in the mood. on the way home. i cried. and this guy came and ask me if i was okayy. i told him i was and sat by the pavillon and started crying. i think life is so unfair. why do some people have to suffer? why cant everyone be the same? all happy n healthy. i think its so unfair. and i cant live with such an unhealthy fact. i hate it! i totally hate it! i will never ever forget the look of that lady in pain. it hurt so much. i know. when i helped her. it was becuz i know she wasnt as blessed as i was. she wasnt as fortunate as i was. i am lucky and bcuz i am, i should do whatever i can to help those who are not as lucky. i will forever be reminded that i am a fortunate person. that i should not complain in the future. bcuz there are many many others who are not as lucky as i am.