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at jq's house now.
i thot i had just swore to the world. okayy. not the world. to myself. tt i will love myself.
oh no.
what did i do today?
I'M SO SORRY! to all of you. everyone.please dont hate me. i didnt ask ms ang to say anything. and its not tt i have her to fall back on or anything. i'm really not. its just that you ppl dun exactly understand what's gg on. i sincerely apologize. and.plz. dun hate me for that. and once agn. i'm really sorry.

i'm sorry, lynette. promise broken. lesson learnt. i'll love myself more

today. i was so scared. i couldnt contrl myself. for the first time. i just couldnt stop shivering. and my legs just kept shivering. i was so scared. really. never had such fear before. i was. so. scared. and for a moment. i hated ms ang. she told the others to stay away form me. saying tt i should learn to overcome myself. and learn to control. and i was so scared. i needed someone. i'm not as strong as she thinks i am. but anyway. i managed to overcome it. thx to all u guys. u know who you are.

oh yah. i just saw mr lee kwan yew about 40mins ago. haha. he went to the CC near jq's house for some event. and i waited there for his arrival. and after. 362452346198476836452795 years. he came. haha. and the distance btwn us was like. only. 3metres or so. my gosh. so anyway. he was wearing a blue shirt and black long pants. and his wife in a pale pink cheongsam. his wife quite small sized. and they went in. and i went home. lala. jq said they would come in a limo. nope. they didnt. normal car.

haha. today while i was on my way to jq's house. BWAHAHAHHAHAHA. i've never seen someone so much older than i love pink more thn me. my gosh. this fat old woman. about 50-60yrs old. fat. really. k. let me estimate. 80kg, 165cm. about. she was enormous. and she was wearing this bright, silky hot pink spaghetti strapped gown. [dOtdOtdOt] and the back of the gown is so low. revealing all her fats. i'm not trying to ostracized fat ppl. bt thn. its like. if she is old, she shouldnt have worn the gown rdy. plus she was fat. all the more she shouldnt have. and her bag was pink too. this small little handbag. and on the other hand, she was carrying the sort of big red plastic bag that ur mum would use when she goes marketing. goshhhh. oh wellx. if she doesnt mind. thn. nvm. lalalalalalala.

kayy. i'm a bad slumber maid. here i am sitting down in front of jq's com using the net. and she is behind me claring up the mess i made. lalalala. oh wellx. i would have cleared up if she didnt. okayy. i wont. lalala. i'm just. another lousy friend. lalalalalala

called in to perfect 10 987656783542847108263812738916487364532764982 times. and i couldnt get thru. tried power 98. and wow. someone picked up. the deejay. she told me today no call-in dedications. [dOtdOtdOt] malu. jq said if she were me, she would have used the paper bag and poked two holes and put it over her head. hahahahahahahaha. called Yes 93.3 493487104701374280971 times too.

-jq just finished clearing.

anyway. she rushing me liao. she needs the table. so i shall rush thru. anyway. and yes 93.3 couldnt get thru also. and class 95. the number doesnt existttt!!! what the.. anyway. i tried dongli 88.8 also. 38946134691263491749 times. nope. couldnt get thru. so anyway, yah. call here call there. thn cannt call thru. so. lalalalala. just wanted to talk to a dj and go on air. oh wellx. anywayy. tt woman ah....