heyyx. today had trng. before anything else. thankx to huiqin, konglam, melissa etc etc for their concern. i'm fine now anyway. and special special thanx to ms penny ang. even though i doubt she'll ever read this. she's really like ms chia. caring. you know. she is soooo nice. she bought me food. and sent me home in a taxi. paid $12 taxi fare. and dun accept my money. its like. u can tell whether someone is hypocrite or not. like sometimes ppl pretend that they dun wan ur money so they appear nice. but. ms ang is not. she is sincere and caring. love her to bitss. haha. will vote her for most caring teacher award. =]
anywayx. todays trng was fine. i was given the new paddle. which was so difficult to use. i could die using it okayy. the whole structure is different. it scoops more water. and therefore u need to use more strength. and the waves were like. woah. after tt i felt very very giddy and the back of my head hurted like nuts. ms ang said it was a migrane. actually. i dun even know wad's a migrane. until i asked my brother, tt is. anyway. so. i rested at the shelter while the rest carried the canoes. thn after tt i had to stand and walk. as in, i couldnt be sitting there forever. right? so anyway. walked. huiqin helped me. stopped a few times. the sun was like killing me. thn konglam came to help. suddenly my vision sort of blurred. so i stopped n squatted down. and my head hurt so much i didnt want to move. n they told me to squat at least in the shade, not under the sun. thn i stood up. and it was like. poof. just suddenly blacked out on the road. i didnt lose consciousness though. i could hear everyone. but i couldnt respond. and i couldnt open my eyes. but i COULD hear everyone. and i knew ms ang dragged me to the side of the road becuz it was dangerous. later got car. i wun be the only one dieing. thn after tt a few other ppl came. other coaches. or whoever they were. anyway. they rubbed ointment on me. can feel the ointment the. the feeling larhx. thn anyway. so. after a while. i 'woke up'. and they helped me back to the. the. the place. haha. i dun noe wad u call tt place. to the trng place larhx. so anyway. i sat down there while the rest washed the canoes. thn ms ang booked a cab. and sent me home. thn the two other coaches. i mean. one of the two other coaches gave me her sandwich. okayy. dun noe whose sandwhich. but she just gave me sandwich. haha. and someone gave my 100plus. i dun noe who also. thn yah. so. packed my stuff and left. and i left my nike bottle there. sad. anywayx. so. came back. ms ang spoke to my dad. shall skip tt part. my dad is such a. i dun noe. he is so. aiyah. he doesnt know how to be a good host. its like. he opened the door. and went back to lie down on the sofa and completely ignored ms ang. until ms ang said tt she was my tcher. thn he went:"oh oh oh.." and smiled. wow. he doesnt know how to be a host. unlike my mum. if my mum was there. she would have 1.) NOT lie down on the sofa and ignore MY teacher. 2.) asked if she wanted to come in 3.) asked if she wanted a drink 4.) insisted tt ms ang takes back the taxie fare and 5.) see her off to tiong bahru mrt. bcuz ms ang came to my house by taxi. she wun have any idea how to go back right? unless she takes a taxi. which would be a waste of money. my dad. bu hui zhuo ren one. [doesnt know how to be a. uh. human]anywayx. so. very grateful to ms ang. yepp. came home. washed up. bathed. and went to slp. woke up to realize i missed 20mins of what i like about you. sigh. nvm. last 10 mins had amanda bynes too. haha. thn yah. watched switching goals. mary kate n ashley so cute!! love them like nuts. haha.

this morning i was in a bad mood. shouted at my mum. and 'tsk'-ed at nearly everyone i walked pass. i hope they do understand i wasnt in exactly a very good mood. i'll smile at them the next time i see thm. that is IF i even do. haha.