i sing praises to Your name, O Lord.praises to Your name, O Lord.
ilovemyJesus!!

hmms.finally remembered to blog about this:
to zhixin: pls change ur tag board or sth! i cant tag at your board! i always go thr and realize i cant tag and i keep forgetting t tell u.hee.

and right now i'm feeling kinda sad.
the rose wanping gave me is wilting!
someone..help?
whr are u SuperDrey??

OH MY GOSH!
u know when i typed that.."whr are u SuperDrey??"
guess what?
audrey xie just came online!
LOL.

speaking of drey.
the cookies she gave me for christmas taste really great!
i eat one a day.
wanted to just take one bite of one a day.
but its so delicious i cant resist.
so i conveniently put the entire cookie in my mouth.
muahahahahahha.
yumyum.
i still have 3 left.hee.

and my roxy trucker is dirty!
but i dun intend t do anything about it.
YET.

and to end this entry, i shall tell You how good God is.
He brought me to this very inspirational site.
learnt alot of things thr.
until i finally realized.
THE SITE BELONGS TO MY UNCLE!
LOL.MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
ok.chill.go check it ok?
click here
teehee.okie.
5
4
3
2
1
*blast off!*

Holy are You Lord, and so worthy to be praised.
ilovemyJesus!!

hmm.somehow or another, no matter how many entries i add t my blog, the "Number of Posts", which is shown on the 'Dashboard', always says 356.i think its stuck.

anyway.God is good and i'm thankful.
i have something to say everyday.
Lord I'm grateful.and Lord, I LOVE YOU!
teehee.

oh! check this out.
haha.rly cool.it gives u a US NAME!
LOL.i know some of you think its lame.
but i'm KIM BLAIR.
hehh.
and today.i'm feeling gracious.
God gave me the grace to do the things i usually wun do.
gave me a good heart.
partly thanks to grace yew who showed me what grace was.
i mean.grace, the person, showed me what grace, which also means uh generous (?), was.
LOL.gracious grace!
i shant say who or what i'm being gracious to here.
cuz i dun think its nice fer me t do so.
yup!

"ITS A JESUS PARTY!!"
heh.sry.listening to Altered Frequency now.

take me, mould me, use me, fill me.i give my life to The Potter's Hands
ilovemyJesus!!

hm.cant resist the urge t blog abt this.
God is indeed good.
what may seem bad and discouraging, could actually be a great opportunity for God t perform His works!

just now i asked my mom (in the presence of my very backslidden dad) whether we would have enough money t survive new year since new year meant we had t pack angpaos for plenty.

thn mum's reply was,"that you'll have t ask ur father"

dad heard it and said,"i thot ur mom's God was almighty? doesnt ur mom always say that He will provide? so why worry?"

i got a moment anger and wanted t shout back.however, i kept quiet in exchange for peace.but in my heart, i felt not just anger, but also discouragement.thn God sent sth through my mind.it was good that my dad had said that.bcause i know i can trust God t really provide for this new year.and thn dad's eyes will be opend to God.and salvation takes place.i'm not HOPING for these t happen.i'm waiting, because i KNOW it will happen.amen?

in a nutshell, God's plans for our future is far better thn what we see/hear now.just a lil hope for the 'hopeless'.yup!

angels rejoice and the clouds will be filled
ilovemyJesus!!

"i am a new creation, no more in condemnation!"

yup! that's a song i learnt when i was young, in kidschurch. i cant rmb the nxt few lines but this line speaks.ALOT.

today i have been baptized, my funeral day, as well as my birthday.

dead.died to self.died to my sinful nature.died to worldly things.

alive.alive through Christ, in Christ.amen

this step of faith signifies alot to me.

i love you, Jesus.thank You for Your cross.

also thank you to those who gave me stuff.yup! and to pastor daniel, who baptised me and.haha.dived into the water t get my hairband which dropped inside while i was being baptised.teehee. (:

er.last thing.i realized that i like flowers.but i dunno what t do with thm! help! hee. someone, please?

draw me close to You.never let me go
ilovemyJesus!!

alot alot t blog.

1. opportunities
opportunities that God has provided are many.the problem lies with what we do with the opportunities we pray for.for now, i pray that i will make use of the next opportunity God gives me and not dwell on the past.yep.look forward, lynette.and go by faith.

2. patience
waiting for karyn at jurong point for almost 2hrs isnt exactly an easy thing to do.yup!given the old lynette, she would have blown up and got angry with karyn for the rest of her life.strangely, when karyn told me she couldnt come when i was alrdy there for quite long, i didnt feel anything.yes, a lil disappointment.but no anger.none.at all.yup.strange but true.its all because of my Daddy.

3. answered prayers
God answered 5 prayers of mine for the blind man i met at the bus stop in a matter of 1 hour or less.this is definitely NOT any coincidence i tell you.God hears our prayers.its just a matter of God's timing, whether God thinks it should be answered now or He has further plans.so whatever it is, we go by God's timing.and not ours.

4. Christmas bash
Christmas bash was great.better thn i expected.though i hadnt really enjoyed the santa claus part cuz it was kinda lame.rly.a great turn off for a few new comers as i could see.but nevertheless, still entertaining.the guitarist who performed solo at the olympics performed for us too.cant rmb his name.but he was featured in Streats on 24 dec.yup.that indian guy.he was great.rly.truely talented and humble man.he returned back all glory to God.amen! and e'vann walker.ah-hah.that guy! rly anointed and funny.haha.his message wasnt long and draggy and carried much meaning.felt a great calling for a certain someone.however, things turned out kinda disappointing.but like i mentioned earlier, we've got t go by God's timing.yea lynette?

okiedokie.thanks everyone for ur presents! yup.

gotta go now.i'll be baptised into God's family in two and a half hours time! cant wait! tata!

You're the one i want cuz Jesus You're everything
ilovemyJesus!!

touched.
truly, rly, deeply, touched.
just touched.

friends so true t me.
i really tresure you bunch.
though i havent really set aside part of my life fer you, or even made the effort t re-arrange my schedule so i can spend time with you, you're still there for me.
tt's why despite my tiredness tdy,
i still went t meet u all.
bcuz i'm really touched.
i know i keep using the word "touched"
bcuz i'm wordless.
u guys are amazing!
therefore i've decided.
I will make as much time as I can fer you peeps.
yup!
i really love you bunch!
this much.
no.
i mean,
THIS MUCH!
hope you get t read this, u know who u are.

and by the way.thanks t all who gave me christmas presents so far.
though its kinda early.
and sry t all i gave 'presents' to.
i rly tried t give u my best.rly!
sorry!

hm.God is truly great.
He is everything indeed.
He answered my prayer and blessed me with good, understanding friends.
have faith, people.

suddenly this song came t my mind.
kidschurch song.
faith as small as a mustard seed move moutains, move moutains.
and sharon was singing it fer me when i was sick in YI camp.
hehh.

ok.i'm off.

BOOO!!

i'm in an uberly happy mood now.
*face shines
teehee.

yes cheryl, yes zhixin.
i'm updating. (:

ok.so frm the 13-17 Dec,
reason for not updating --> YI CAMP!!
and frm 17-today --> uh.i was busy watching the orchard floats and doing my hmwrk.
teehee.

so YI camp was good.
pretty fun.
though i fell sick with fever for the first 2 days.
but still.what was left of it was quite fun.
fellowshipping with friends.
ahh.worth my time.
and ps chris long's msg.
hm.cant really comment.
i just feel tt he side tracks ALOT.
hehh.the content of his msg is actually kinda mild.
but he can speak for like.3 HOURS?!
cuz of all his crap and lame jokes and yea.u know.
the presentation is not bad.
but i feel its too draggy.
yes, its really [hate t admit but i must] funny & ahem.CORNY.
but.still, draggy.
i enjoyed camp overall.
teehee.
JOIN ME NEXT YEAR FOR YI CAMP!! puh-leeeese??

hm.i cut my hair AGAIN today.
the 2nd time i made a trip t the hairdresser after mission trip.
that is, 2 trips t the salon in 2 weeks.
WHAT?!
and i'm still not satisfied.
i'm gg again tnight.cuz jie wants t cut her hair too.
and i'll get sth DRASTIC done t my hair this time.
yes.once and for all.
no.not bald.but.DRASTIC.get it?

okie.canoeing stuff today was pretty.slack.
things came out okay.but not perfect.
as i thought i could have been.
canoeist are simply.too.ill-disciplined.
speaking for myself too by the way.
oh wells.

and ms penny ang treated us.
wanted t eat at this posh hotel.
but they had no buffet today.
thn some suggested mac.but.EUW.
and thn we wantd marche.but its wasnt halal.
or tiong bahru.
thn after much discussion.we settled on a thai restaurant.
but i was sick and tired of thai food.LOL.
and somehow or another.we ended up in an italian restaurant.
and all our food amounted up t a few hundreds.
one receipt said $200+ and another $100+.
ms ang is so rich!! doesnt she feel the pinch?
she's always treating us t good food!!
had a satisfying dinner.
but the after effects.is.not.good. ):
promised mummie tt ytd was my last day of snacking.
today is healthy diet day.not supposed t eat so much.
but i was like a rubbish bin on the lunch table just now.
oops!hehh.

and i find myself at the time of the yr when i need the MOST money to be B.R.O.K.E.
i have poor planning.
dunno how t handle my spendings.
i spent so much on clothes and stuff fer myself.
now i have ZERO for presents for others?!
oh dear oh dear.
i'm gg t disappoint loads this christmas.
last yr i made everyone happy.
excpt ahem.jiaqi.HAHA.
but this yr..sigh.
sorry rowlies + girlies + kiddos + anyone else.
and to jiaqi again.
stone me if u want!!
i feel bad.really.
sry i cant keep my promise t get u the converse cap.
SORRY LOADS!
and t many many more.
sigh.a thousand, million, infinite apologies!!
still.that wun do.
ugh.i gotta work really hard t give thm a better birthday present.
i must i must!!
lastly, SORRY LOADS! ):

i know He rescued my soul.His blood has taken my sin.i believe,i believe.
ilovemyJesus!!

so many things to say!!

firstly, i've started t like doing quiet time.
i used t find it a chore.
but now.somehow or another.
every morning when i awake.
i look forward t doing quiet time
and the time i spent on it has stretched!!
its no longer a chore.its a.hobby?
hehh.its my breakfast.

and also.after mission trip.
praying comes so naturally.like a habit!
unlike the past when i have t REMIND myself t pray.
and sometimes, i even forget!
but now, i dun even have t rmb!

my life's good.
eversince i said i want t live for Him truly,
i simply love my life.
ahh.sweet work of Dad again.
what more?

yesterday during night life.
rixiang talked abt impacting the world for God.
he used the illustration in Jeremiah 1:4-10.
really anointed sermon though it may not seem like one.
hehh.i shall type out the verse here. (:

Jeremiah 1:4-10
[4]The word of the Lord came to me, saying,

[5]"Before i formed you in the womb I knew you,
before you were born I set you apart;
I appointed you as a prophet to the nations."

[6]"Ah, Sovereign Lord,"I said,"I do not know how to speak; I am only a child."

[7]But the Lord said to me,"Do not say 'I am only a child.'You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you.

[8]Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you,"declares the Lord.

[9]Then the Lord reached out His hand and touched my mouth and said to me,"Now, I have put my words in your mouth.

[10]See, today I appoint you over nations and kingdoms to uproot and tear down, to destroy and overthrow, to build and to plant."

by the way.pls dun be shocked by verse 10 which talks abt destructions.it just means tt God has given him authority.and if u want t know why God use destructions as illustrations.there's a story behind it abt Judah and Jerusalam.so ask me personally if u want t know.hehh.

anw.i hope the verse spoke t u.i wish i could say more.but thn.i think it'll be nicer if i spoke face to face.so if u want t know more, do ask me. (: dun worry, i dun bite.HAHA.

lotsa things t pray for.
but i pray, i dun worry.
bcuz BIG KING J is in control.
*smiles
i know it.
but still, i cant just sit back, relax and pray.
i gotta make an effort t change the things i'm praying for.
show God i'm serious about it.
i'll work WITH God.
teehee.

okies.feels strange for me t b blogging so early.
nvm.i wun blog at night cuz i'll probably be busy packing for.
Y.I CAMP!!
[Y.I = Youth Impact]
anyone wants t join me for camp?
i mean.really.hehh.its not too late yet.
so i'll be gone again for 5 days.
*beeeeeg smile (:

arghs.cnt rmb what was the last thing i wantd t blog about!
*thinks hard*
ah nvm.

and i'm having lunch at home before i go out later today.
the food mummie's cooking smells really yummie!!
i have a feeling today's lunch is gg t be really good!
hehh.finally.after a long long long time
ahhhh. (:

joy,joy,joy,i've got such joy in my heart
ilovemyJesus!!

absolutely nuttified.
hotpants

like.WHAT?!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i have the most interesting parents in the entire universe!!
see.cuz daddy bought fishball noodles for mummie & i for lunch.
wait.i'm laughing.HAHAHAHAHAHA.
-pauses t laugh for 10 secs thn continues t blog-
k.so he brought the noodles back and rushed t the toilet.
so he was in the toilet and mummie was in the kitchen preparing the noodles.
thn.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
daddie suddenly said t mummie:
"eh.when ure done preparing the noodles right, go help me take my HOT PANTS"
?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
are you laughing yet?
honestly.i dunnoe what's up with my dad nowadays.
i gues he is menopausing.
he's like trying t follow the young crowd.
for example, (looks at jiaqi) wearing his bermudas low enough t show the word "crocrodile".
though he says its just because he grew skinnier, i dun believe.
haha.and HOT PANTS?!?!
i dun think he even know what hot pants are.
mummie gradually found out tt he was referring t his regular bermudas!!
haha.daddie wants t use the "in" language i guess.
but its really funny!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i'm still laughing.
HOT PANTS!

i dont care what people will say.i'm running after You
ilovemyJesus!!

hello tiongbahru and all the other parts of singapore!!
i'm HOME!
heh.sorry.i havent stepped into this room for more thn 24hours.
see.cause i stayedover at kare's ytd since her family went on a holiday w/o her.
so the usual nice me accompanied her.
*bows* thank you very much.
urh.whatever,lynette.

anw.caught incredibles with josephine sherie and kare ytd.
MY GOSH YOU ALL MUST WATCH THAT SHOW!!
wahahahas.i give it 2 thumbs up!
hehh.and THX SHERIE JO and KARE for the fun we had!!
teehee.had a great time with them.
ate alot.ALOT ALOT.yes.ALOT.

kare cant stop munching on food.
and she loves the Value $ shop.haha.
sherie likes addidas and billabong.
josephine likes t be different.hehh.like her mum.
and we saw this very nice bag in WorldofSports.
$42+ i think.its even nice thn my dumdum dueter one.
when my deuter one was like.$55++?
sighh.this is not the first time i regret buying the dumdum dueter bag alrdy.
oh wells.i promised jiejie tt i'll use it until JC when she bought it for me.
so discipline your thoughts, lynette!!

oh.and we took a really cute neoprint with an alien machine.
dumdum machine.haha.
and btw.SHERIE AND I GOT OUR HAIR CHOPPED!ok.cut.hehh.i like mine. :)

thn when kare and i went t her house,she [HAHAHAHA] whipped out her umbrella when there was NO rain.
for what?
CUZ SHE WAS AFRAID THAT BIRDSHIT WOULD DROP ON HER (?!)
hahahahahahahahaahahahahahhahaahahahaha.
karyn ang.need i say more?

fell aslp waiting for mr winston seah's call on kare's sofa in her TV room.
i LOVE that room!!honest!!
kare didnt wake me up t bath.reason being..she said i was slping so peacefully she couldnt bear t wake me up.
like.
WHAT?!
and winston happily called at 12.30am.WOAH.
imaging sth vibrating on ur stomach at 12.30am.
haha.shocked me awake.
cuz my hp was in my hand which was on my stomach.
hehehe.nvm.unimportant details.

okies.i shall move on to TODAY!!
yayy!!today is a great great day.
started the day off waking up t find yewie [yen's younger sis] in kare's house.had no clue how she got in cuz kare and i were slping and there was ABSOLUTELY NOBODY AROUND.but nvm.
they wanted t swim.
so i had t travel all the way frm bukit timah t tiongbahru home t get my swimming kit and travel all the way back t bukit timah frm tiong bahru t swim for BARELY ONE HOUR (?!).cuz kare had dance practice so we didnt have all the time in the world.
but still.its was fufilling.hehh.swimming.
thn after swimming.we slacked in kare's house.ate BURNT chicken pie and instant noodles [yumyum.kimchi].thn i fell aslp in the lovable tv room on the lovable sofa.teehee.thn the next thing i knew, karyn's alarm went off and she had t rush for dance practice.
and i dunno what's up with the rest of her day.
but for me, i went t meet mummy t shop.
MY GOSH MY MUM IS A REALLY COOL SHOPPER!!
i never ever thought/knew that.
my mum's really cool.cooler thn i thought!!she was like looking at all those retro skirts and trying thm on.haha.and she picked a few very nice stuff for me t try.
and there was this very very very nice pair of Jennyfer jeans which was on sale.last piece.it was really nice.REALLY!!BUT I COULDNT FIT!! *sobs.mummy wanted t get it for herself.but even skinny mummy couldnt fit!!no wonder it was the last piece.i guess it was waiting for someone by the name of weiwei t pick it up.
HA.HA.
anyhow.i discovered tt its really cool t shop with mummy today.
yes.i'll do it more often.
and guess how much we spent today?
hahaha.interesting digit.
$99.95 on the dot.hahaha.so cute right?
5cents more and we would have spent $100.
now i can tell daddy i didnt spend much.
cuz its less thn $100.WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHS.
-applauds myself-
[ps:kare, if ure reading this.DONT FREAK.haha.DONT.]
mummie was in a good mood.hehh.so i got 3 roxy shirts, 1 cargo long pants, 1 37degrees knee-length berms.which was ALL ON SALE!! hehh.the original total cost of the stuff i got was like.$145? hehh.it was a real steal.
but i wun be wearing thm anytime soon.
keeping it for christmas and new year.teehee.
i'm a happie girl!!hehehehe.
-victory smile-

still, i have yet t get the orange/blue FOX swimming tote bag, the giordano shirt, the 37degrees skirt, a new pair of jeans, preferably sth like the jennyfer jeans(!), another pair of skirt (undecided,heh.as long as its pleasing t my microscopic eyes) and alot more!! sigh.i wish macdonalds paid more. :(

give us a heart of compassion, for a world without vision
ilovemyJesus!!

felt kinda loss and confused.
i wish zibing was here t do sth.
i felt so helpless.
but sigh.
i wish things would be better.
i wish her family would accept Christ.
i wish there would be breakthrough in her family.
i wish God would reveal Himself t them.
i wish the love of God would flow to them.
i wish they would not be deceived by any spiritual lies frm the devil.
i guess the most i can do now is t pray and believe.
pray hard.
pray like mad.
pray.
Daddy, i've lifting this up into Your loveing hands.

oh.by the way.this is a really nice song:

Making a Difference

Won't You Lord
Take a look at our hands
Everything we have
Use it for Your plan
Won't You Lord
Take a look at our hearts
Mould it, refine it
As You set us apart

We want to run to the alter
And catch the fire
To stand in the gap
Between the living and the dead
Give us a heart of compassion
For a world without vision
We will make a difference
Bringning hope to our land

We will answer the call
To build this church without walls
Let Your glory be shown
Bring salvation to the lost
To the lost

God of wonders beyond our galaxy.You are Holy, Holy

HELLO SUNNY ISLAND SINGAPORE!!
gee.missed the peeps here.
big time!!

anw.i shant go into details.cuz i'm kinda tired now.
mission trip was really cool.
many people experienced miracles after miracles.
though our team hadnt met any sick people,
i believe God had His plan.
i mean.after listening t what um.either vivian or ade said.
cnt rmb.either one of 'em talked abt miracles last night during de-breif.
but i was so tired.

anyhows.its was kinda encourageing t see many hands being raised at the alter call when we did evangelism in schools.even transvesites put up their hands t receive Christ!!
all glory and honour to Daddy up high!
hehh.
felt disappointed and sad seeing soo many TS-es in secondary schs.
so young and their lives have alrdy gone astray.
but one thing i know for sure, God sees their hands and they'll soon be experiencing breakthrough.yep.

using the illustration wanping once told me.
when i asked her:"what if i bring my friends t church and they come for the wrong reason?"
and wanping said:"it doesnt matter.God willopen their spiritual eyes one day and touch their lives."

yep.same for those students.they raised their hands.
and Daddy sees it from where He is.
whatever it is.THEY.RAISED.THEIR.HANDS.
ok.point taken.

aaaannnnyyyywaaaayyy.
at the night rally,this principal from this school came.
and she received Christ after hearing Tiff's testimony and all that.
yepp.along with 4 other students.
PRAISE THE LORD!!

honestly.as a 2nd-generation christian.
i never thought much of such stuff before.
as in.evengelism etc.
well.now i know.
now i understand.
*smiles

was in udon thani with the church there.
we were the pioneer batch of missionaries there.
cuz the church JUST started.and it wasnt really strong yet.
honoured.
yes.honoured.
hee.
anw.the people with us was a pastor (who didnt exactly look and act like one) called ACHAN PRASIK, his wife (who felt more like a pastor, or rather, pastross)PEE OOI, and another 15-yr-old thai girl called NUI.
didnt communicated with ACHAN PRASIK much.
PEE OOI was really sweet.yep.a nice woman.very loving and caring.
she's really nice.i mean.u wun get it.hahahaha.peaceful person.
NUI is a fun fun fun fun fun girl.haha.really mischevious, naughty and crazy.just like any of us.yepp.missing her alrdy.and by the way, she's really pretty.yepp.prettier thn typical thais.and she skipped sch for 3 days t help us in the schools.*applaud

haha.other thn evangelism.
there were other exciting stuff.
like me riding on a motorbike (!)
way cool!
as in.me.on the bike.me riding.
stepping on those pedals.hands on the steering thingy.
yes.ME.ON.THE.MOTORBIKE.
haha.it was NUI's bike by the way.
some things i've found out:
1.) a motorbike is really REALLY heavy
2.) it isnt easy t ride a bike.u gotta change pedals now and then
3.) it takes alot ALOT of skill
4.) it is painful.it gives ur legs bruises.*OUCH
but anyway.it was cool.heh.

and we had fun in the hotel.
haha.throughout the whole trip.
alot of happie memories.
got closer t alot of people.hehhs.
and highlight of the trip.
my gosh.the last day in Maxx Hotel.
my gosh my gosh.
NISSI people are MONSTERSS (imitates mr abel lim.teehee)
just because i stole their rooms keys , they chased me like mad dogs.
pulled out my rubber band making me look like sadako.
dragged me on the carpeted floor giving my bruises and scratches on my elbow and hehh.stomach(?).
yes.
hahaha.but everyone agreed it was alot of fun.
started with only me and silvestre chasing one another here and there and there and here.
thn everyone heard us screaming and shouting and opened their room doors and joined us.
hahahaha.really fun.
and painful.
teehee.

hehh.really wished i could type out every single second of the entire journey.
but.cant.
hehh.
nvm.

and oh.lastly.
VIVIAN'S MY ANGEL!!
teehee.
-wide grin-
and my mortal is mr abel lim.
got him a pair of ANKLE converse socks at the end of the trip.
since he was struggling with long long long weird socks.
opps.
-giggles-

and winston's Mr Bean shirt is really cute!!
haha.
well, at least its not giordano.
*grinn

opps.overshot.
i'm off!!

WAIT!before i go.
hehhs.dedications:

VIVIAN aka COCONUT
vicko vavavoom! u've been a really great leader.yep.can see ur efforts and attempts to bond the team well, and also to lead the team t greater heights.and personally, i really respect you alot.teehee.i know it sounds weird to say that you respeect someone who calls people in the middle of the night asking them "what is true love?" [HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH] but still, i do.honest!! and to me, ure like this big sister who takes good care of everyone.yepp.thx for all the fun and laughter u've contributed.yepp.u've really helped us strike a balance btwn wrk and play.a real pleasure t be in ur team.hehhs.forget about my first impression of u.teehee.from now onwards, i love you and i'll love you EVEN MORE!! teehee. *beeeeg smile

ADELENE aka WALNUT
banana in pyjamas!!teehee.u seriously have seriously weird sleeping positions.HAHA.like smelling ur armpits when u sleep(!).double HAHA.anyways.i'm glad i got to know you more in the trip.ure more thn what i thought you are.hehhs.u've displayed great leadership abilities in the trip.yepps.u're there t maintain discipline, yet let us know that u still care about our feelings.hurr.i dun think u get what i mean right?hahaha.right.nvm.anyway.thanks for your really cute expressions and reactions that never fail to make me laugh.for in case you dunno, i enjoy observing your every action as if ure some interesting creature.wahahas.really.rights.teehee.thx for ur contributions t the team, all tt late nights and stuff.really appreciate you.hehhs. *greatbigbearhug

TIFFANY aka PEANUT
tiffany are you cold? go hug the pole!! urhhhhh? [drags on for anthr decade] WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.tiff!!my childhood friend which we dun quite rmb.teehee.anw.u've made this trip really fun because...because..i dunnoe!! because ur so funny?! teehee.u never fail t make my toes laugh!! seriously.and ure really caring and thoughtful.and ur testimony is sure powerful.i'm amazed by how Daddy changed yer life.yepps.though ure most of the time crappy and lame, but deep down, u have a matured and sensible side of you.yep.and that's why ure so special.hee.anywayy,thanks for your LOUD [yes LOUD] laughters.teehee.hope i'll get t know you more and more and more and...urh.more? hehs.yepps! *muacks

STEPHANIE aka HAZELNUT
steffie!!hehs.i'm glad t have developed a close friendship with you even before mission trip.teehee.ure really friendly and sociable.and yes, ure sweet and gentle.esp when you smile.teehee.thanks for being sweet and caring twards not just me, but the whole team throughout the trip.teehees.though we didnt have much chances of talking t each other in the trip cuz you're most of the time with tiff, i still cherish you as a friend alot.yepp.whatever it is, i'm glad u've learnt sth frm this trip.yep.and next time, if there's every anything i can do fer you, let me know ok?i'll be more thn glad t help!! hehhs. *huggss

KARYN aka GINKONUT
karebear!!hehhs.alert alert!!enemy spotted!!target approaching!!over over!!teehees.ok.i'm so lame.anyways.i just wanted t tell u, I LOVE YOU TILL THE END OF THE CENTURY!! no. THE MILLENNIUM!! no. TO INFINITY!! yes.that much.haha.i've nvr quarrelled or had anything against you before mission trip.but i'm glad that our friendship went through a rough patch in the trip.NO.i'm not sadistic.its just that.i'm glad that it happened and we've emerged with a stronger friendship.and now, we know each other more and are more sensitive to each other.yepps.i really love you, kare.teehees.and if you do need help, hehs.u know who t look for.NO.not me.i meant.DADDY.urhhh???? [drags on for the millennium]okie.nvm.i'm so lame.but anyways, i'll be there if you need a helping hand!! hehhs.though my hand is not "round". [hehhs.sorry.personal joke].WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.okies.take good care of urself till i see ya again.which would be very soon anyway.hehhs.ok then.teehee.signing off!! *suffocatinghug

ROSALINE aka PINENUT
mianbaochaorenS!!!helloS!! -waves- hehh.i've know you for the longest in the team.but strangely, there's still alot about you i have yet t find out.hahaha.its always impossible t guess what ure thinking cuz we can be talking about chicken and ure thinking about bananas.WAHAHAHAHAHAS.just an illustration.ros, have i ever told you how BLUR u can get?yess.sometimes, ur blurness really amuses me.hahahahaha.cuz ure really cute and funny when u got THAT blur look.WAHAHAHAHAS.but again, strangely, you can be blur and sure at the same time.as in.when it comes t serious stuff, ure like, so sure and confidant of everything.eg, doing skits.WAHAHAHAHAHAS.that's an characteristic worth learning.because ITS JUST SO INTERESTING.ok.i'm so lame.sorry.all my dedications are pretty lame cuz i'm suffering from a severe word block now.so i'll have t fill this space up with as much junk as i can.but anw.all the same.ure another special individual t me.teehees.ok thn.i think this length is enough. urh...??? [drags on for a decade] WAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.ok thn.i shall end here.but before that, *smack!! ok.NEXT!!!

WINSTON aka CHESTNUT
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.-pauses to catch her breath-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. WINSTON SEAH!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.sorry.when i write dedications t others.i tend t think of their faces.but once i think of yours.I CANT STOP LAUGHING!! WOOT!! stop it lynette."SHHH!STOP IT!!SHHH!" my gosh.u have a great influence over me u know.be honoured! WAHAHAHAHAS.anyways.they say nvr judge a book by its cover.indeed.you look like this harmless quiet lil boy.but under tt innocent mask lies this TOTALLY SPASTIC AND RETARDED STONER!!! WAHAHAHAAS.i take my hat off you.you have the ability t make someone happy even without doing anything.its a virtue ok.be glad.hahaha.anyway.thx for all the fun and laughter you and ur partner contributed, talking about white crockroaches with orange feelers at some weird unheard of mountains.i wonder if u guys made it up or if its true.but really.u two are so darn funny.CAN?!wahahahas.and i congratulate you for mastering the art of being crappy without laughing urself.WAHAHAHAHAHAS.oh man.i have a tummy ache now!!my gosh!!YOU TWO ARE EITHER TOTALLY FUNNY OR ABSOLUTELY FUNNY!!okies..chill.teehee.really glad t have known you.hope our friendship doesnt end here!!continue t shine for Daddie and work with HIM.hehh. *[i cant give u a hug so]firmhandshake. WAHAHAAHAHHAS

ABEL aka GROUNDNUT
maybeline!!hahas.i just realized my dedication for winSey [bwahahahahaha] is really long.so i shall make it shorter here.WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAS.anyways.a great BEEEG thanks for taking up the position as stoner with winston in the team.you two are a really great duo!!and i strongly believe that you two have a great GREAT future at the circus.yes.please do consider my advice.BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAS.oh man!!i'm laughing to the computer again.because as i'm typing this, WINSTON'S FACE POPPED INTO MY MIND!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.ok.CHILL."SHHHH!!" WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.everything i say seems t remind me of him.WHAHAHAAHAHAHS.nvm.anw.i'll nvr forget the silly stuff u do and say during the trip.and all that weird animal noises you make.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.and esp "WHERE'S THE BIRD?". dhahahahahaha.and your attempts of trying t imitate my machine gun laughter.try harder.WAHAHAHAHAHAS.like i said, u dun understand the rational behind my laughter.WAHAAHAHAHAHAS.ok.one last pointer for you.STOP STEALING MY LINE!! and MY SMARTIES!! urhhhh....?! wahahahas.okok.enough of crap.thx for ur contributions t the team.hope u've learnt sth in this trip.teehee.i bet u've learnt ALOT.hehh.hope our friendship doesnt end here!!OH!lastly.rmb t wear belts when u go out ok? hehehehehe. *shakeshand

there there!!dedications to my beloved NUTS FOR GOD! ps: the name originated from mr abel lim actually.hahaha.too lazy t type the story here.ask steff or me if u want.HAHAHAHAS.ok.i'm still laughing.nvm.SIGNING OFF!!byee! =)

I hear You calling me so I'm running back to You
ilovemyJesus!!

heyys!
at audreeyyyyy xie's house now.
she's playing a very VERY bad host now.
she just abandoned me to the com.
*whines*
ok fine.she didnt.heh.
she and andy are weighing our bagpacks now.hehh.
andy's bag is... 11kg?!?!
mine's 8kg.
audrey's is 7kg.
adelene's is 8kg.
hehhs.

anw.
i'll be in the land of thailand in aboutr 15 hours time.
andy cant sing.yes.he just.CANT.
fullstop.

okies.i'm off!!
goodbye sunny island, hello thailand!!

You are my strength when I am weak, You are the treasure that I seek
ilove*yawns*myJesus!!

hur.heeelllloooo uuunnniiiivvveeerrrssseee!!!!
i'm so tired.
3 days.
3 entire days.
with no rest.
not completely but.
anyway.today i broke the record.
5mins ago i was about t slp.
thn i felt like bathing first.
and thn i realize my sister has just woke up.
and she's gg t bath.
cuz she has bball competition today.
so now even to bath.
i have to wait.
sigh.i live a sad life.
heh.i keep typing words wrongly.
i think i'm too tired.

and i cnt rmb if it was today, ytd, or the day before.
i was so so so so so so so so tired, i took 45mins t walk frm tbp to my house.
when its supposed t be a 5-10min walk.
my speed was => 0.00000000000000001km/hour
ok.exaggeration.but u get the drift, huh?
and ten thousand people were staring at me as if i were a sucidal kid.
erbs.

i am so tired i am so tired i am so tired.
ytd night i didnt even sleep at all!!
i dun even remember blinking, in fact.
ok.fine.exaggeration again.
i am so tired.so tired.so tired.
everyday i leave the house early in the morning and come back in the wee hours.
hur.wee hours.sounds weird.

i am really very tired.
fine.no matter how i emphasize.u wun get it.
cuz.
i
am
just
so
so
so
so
so
so
so
(to the power of infinity)
tired.

*plomb*
*dies and ressurects again*

my turn t bath!! yay!! thn i shall have a good rest. -smiles-

oh no.just rmb.i cant.i need t meet graceyeo at 9am.
fine.so its another day that i wun sleep again.
fine
fine
fine.
-pouts-
FINE!

Jesus I believe it You and I would go to the end of the earth, to the ends of the earth for You
ilovemyJesus!!

so many things worth blogging about!!
hm.
nvm.
shall miss out the irrelevant ones.

today.i got my CONVERSE SNEAKERS!!
yayy!
-throws confetti-
applaud me applaud me!!
heh.

and the very very nice jiaqi,
[this i must blog about]
gave me her old black converse snakers!!
though its barely one year old.
but.heh.i'm really happie about it.
yep.thx.jiaqi.
no.this is not enough.
THANKS JIAQI!!
yep.heh.

oh.she bought her white converse sneakers.
but size too small.
and the guy working at suntec converse simply refused to let her change it because he doesnt believe its new.
like.what?!
its like.
we bought it on the day itself.
and she wore it for barely 100m.
its like.sigh.
stupid guy.
felt like i could slap him.
hur!!
because jiaqi bought it from tiong bahru.
and when she wanted t change.she went back t tiongbahru within an hour.
in fact, half an hour.
thn the woman say can change at suntec.
but THAT guy.
THAT guy.
erg!!
THAT GUY...!!
forget it!!

and that tiong bahru woman also.
cheat my money!
ugh!shant go into details.

thn this guy asked us for donations and i told him i cant donate.
guy: would u like to...
me: nah.i just lost $7.90.
guy: why?
me: the converse woman cheated me off my
[before i completed jiaqi pulled me away]
heh.

anw.its been a real long time i went out with jiaqi.
yep.honestly.i didnt want t go out cuz i was really busy.
but i was really touch that a friend still cared for me even though i neglected her bcuz of my tight schedule.
yes.i'm truly touched.

so anw.today was a fine day.
apart from the 3 paticular people i felt like slapping.
yea.
-wide smile-
shall go send zibing the thai songs now.
tata!!

i'm tired, worn out, exhausted. but You give me strength and energy.

River of God, River of Life, River of Peace, River of Joy
ilovemyJesus!!

hello universe!!
i'm prepared to take you on!!
cuz i'm...
called to be a world-changer!!
woot!!
mission troopers alert!!
countdown: 5 days!!
way t go!!

hm.i'm feeling fine.
matters resolved.
notice: matters
yes.i'm free!!
i'm free!!

went swimming n friday.
haha.got abit darker.
but un-noticeable to many.
since i'm alrdy a chaota bun
oh wells.

thn went work.

thn sat.the normal routine.
well.though every sat is routined,
every sat is exciting and refreshing.
yes.
its like..giving fuel to my engine.
teehee.

and in nine hours time, i have t be back at church.
hm.i'm a really busy person.
i think i gotta sleep soon.
so exhausted.i feel 7eleven.
sigh.

and my mouth.ouch.
i mean.first i brush my teeth too hard.
1 tooth suffered frm nerve exposure.
thn it got worse.
2 teeth suffered frm nerve exposure.
thn got some viral gum infection bcuz of the nerve exposure.
thn ulcers started popping out.
and every morning ang night, i dread and dread and dread.
bcuz i have t brush my teeth.
which would mean i have t go through all that ouch-ing sessions.
even when i rinse my mouth and the water touch the gums and ulcers and nerve exposure parts...its like...i cant describe.
OUCHHH!!!
even as i think of it.
no.i dun even wanna think.
and when i apply some pink gel thing [not bonjela] on my 6 ulcers, my mouth hurt like dunnoe what until i have t pinch my mother.
and my mum hurts and pinches my sister.
i'm not exaggerating.it really happens.
and i cant eat/drink/whatever.
sigh.
plus my tonsils.
double sigh.

haha.my bro got a black bible to suit his non-existant style.
oops. =/
okiedookie.
i'm off!!

let love take over
let love take over
let love take over
let love take over
let love take over

if something is wrong with me.
i shall not blog.
at all.
cuz even if i wanna blog out only the things worth blogging.
somehow or another.
i will say sth wrong.
and the more i type, the more i think.
the more i think, the angrier i get.
so.
tata.

honestly.i cant believe i actually typed out that whole chunk below.
i meant only t type out tt i realized my purpose of listening to altered frequency was wrong.
but somehow or another, thoughts just flowed through my mind.
and i just started t type everything continuously.

anyway.steff just gave me a call.
kinda shocked by what i heard.
i didnt expect HIM t be such a person.
i mean.yes, he can get angry.
but please control.
please know your limits.
i think it was really mean t be that sacarstic.

so anyway.i had trng today.
i didnt train cuz i was sick.
kinda fun t see little blue kayaks in the sea.
so cute.
with yellow people.
they look really cute in the sea.
but we look too cute we get bullied.
people think we're here t play, not for competition.
teehee.nvm.
we'll prove them wrong.

i'm still thinking of the superr nice orange and blue FOX bag.

hm.so i'm going bagpack hunting tmr with steff.
found a really good deal at qnsway this morning with mum.
vertikal bag, 40 litres, thirty bucks.
teehee.
but the color isnt very attractive though.
i like the dirty green one my bro has.
but its out of stock. =(

and today is the first day jiaqi is gone.boo!!
as well as zhixin and lydia.
double boo!!
hm.i'll be waiting till u guys return!! =)
hope u all are having fun there now!!

hm.well thn.tata!!

I,I just wanna live for You.Shine Your glory and Youe truth
ilovemyJesus!!

hm.listening to altered frequency again.
hurhur.
first time i listened to it was because of the great sound.
but i just realized.
"true worship doesnt worship worship" [andrew yeo - ABCDEFG]
worship is for all glory to God.
yep.
i read all the lyrics with the song just now.
it really touched me.
songs like "everything to me", "running back to You" and "No" made me realize how much God meant to me.
and i thought about the times God helped me.
be it a small thing or big thing.
but i know he had always been there for me.
i know u people out there think its absurd and God doesnt exist.
or u think God is just a make-believe, how can it exist, much less communicate with us.
but you are wrong.
if God was just a make-believe, how did a girl, who got banged down by a taxi and flew 10ft away, at a height of 5ft, survive the accident without any bones broken, but only a few minor scratches?
even the doctors didnt believe.they even wanted her t stay in the hospital for observation.they believed there MUST have been a broken bone somewhere.
but there was none.
at all.
and how did a man with uneven legs because of an accident suddenly have equal length legs after being prayed for?
and how did a young teenage girl who previously burnt the Lot 1 toilet down become a great mighty warrior of Christ now?
and how did a man who suffered from cancer, who doctors said he only had a few more months, live for 3 years and counting after that?
and in fact, he is now healthy and VERY active.
i didnt make this all up.its true.i can testify.
please dun tell me these happened because of luck.
there is no such thing as luck.
and through my own personal experiences, i testify that God exist.
and He is with us.
He is not just an idol there for us to sacrifice offerings to.
He doesnt want our burnt offerings and incense.
all He wants, is for us to be at peace and happy.
all He wants is for us to be all saved.
He wants the best for us.
He is God, yet He is our father.
He suffered for us at the cross even though He was God.
He is faithful.He doesnt abandon us, He takes away our burdens.
i have personally seen too many wonders that God had created.changes in people after they got to know Christ.
its not a restriction, my dear friend, to be a Christian.
its more than that.
if you think being a Christian ure restricting yourself to obey the Word of God, u have missed the point.i really hope you will get it one day.
i'm not obsessed with this thing about being a Christian that's why i type all this.its NOT an obsession of what you think is nothing.
its not about "i dun think i'm the sort who suits a paticular religon"
you have a great misconception.
i hope you'll see God one day.

without You I'm incomplete.cuz You are all i ever need
ilovemyJesus!!

many things t blog about tdy.
u better rmb, lynette. =)

on sat, i didnt buy the altered frequency CD even though i wanted it cuz i had no $$.
and then.on sunday.
rixiang told audrey and i tt da zhiwei gg t meet thm and bring them around singapore.
so we asked him t see if he could help us get the cd.
and guess what?
WE GOT IT!!
yayy!
praise Daddiee.
=)
elated.

the songs sound awesome.
no wonder it made it t the charts despite being a christian song.
what more, in a muslim country.
woot!!
God is great, what can i say?
and if u read the lyrics, there is alot of meaning in it.
yea.really reflect's on one's life.
btw, one of the band members is chris long's bro-in-law.
the drummer punked guy?
yea.tt's him.
teehee.cool.what a small small world.
but still.a pity Saturate is not in the CD.
yea.great GREAT pity.

anw.had mission trip this morning.
i woke up at 6.30am.
amazing.
teehee.
and my fever had gone down by ALOT.
felt much beter this morning.so i asked my mum if she like injected sth into me.
and she said she did.
haha.she injected God's love.
yep.she prayed for me.
and its like.i really felt much better this morning.
previous night fever was at 39.2.
thn this morning was only 37.5.
haha.i love Daddiee.

supposed t swim at kare's.
but i didnt.
mummy said it wasnt good cuz i just recovered.
still having flu somemore.
yea.plus the tonscils infection.
so dun take risks.
sorry kare!!

on my way t mission meeting.
in bus 970,a very interesting thing happened.
i kinda felt bad for the poor old malay man.
anw.this was what happened.
this old malay man got up the bus and asked the driver sth.
the driver replies him in a weird language and the old man puts his coins into the machine.
thn the driver drives off.
thn the driver stops.and talks t the old malay man.they seem t have some miscommunication.
on seeing tt the bus wasnt moving, LOUD chi man walks t the front and joins them.
driver and chi man speaks VERY LOUDLY t poor old SOFT malay man.
driver drives for a while.
thn stops again.
starts talking some nonsence abt going t JB.
haha.
all 3 speak in a funny language while the BIG group of aunties start chattering.
old malay blurr-ly alights the bus.
and wanders off aimlessly.
chi man calls the old man SIAO!
driver drives off.
chi man gets back t his seat.
says sth in Hokkien.
all aunties laugh.
the bus was instantly transformed into a market.
yea.tt's briefly what happened.
felt really sad for the old malay man.
the chi man sorta like cheated him of the bus.
telling him tt he could get off there t get t his destination.
which is untrue.
sigh.felt like i could slap tt guy.

anyway.tt didnt spoil my mood.
haha.had fun at mission group meeting as usual.
but abel, adel and tiff missing.
haha.and i gave out my Cocoa Tree choc tdy.
and encouragement cards.
haha.vivian cant bear t eat the choc cuz it looks so cute and nice.

after mission group meeting and regional meeting etc etc.
steff vivian xiaoshi eugenia rainbow and i went town.
haha.steff and lynette wanted t get their prayer journals frm either happy house or Prints at paragon.
and the rest just tagged along t shop.
haha.i must say, xiaoshi and eugenia shop alot.ALOT.teehee.
thn we took neoprints at the Sofa machine.
haha.like taking family photo.

thn steff and i rushed off t paragon, afraid tt it might be closed.
while the rest proceeded t Plaza Sing cuz vivian needd t get sth.
we had a hard HARD time deciding which book t get.
haha.in the end we asked the employer at Prints, and his friend.
when the shop was abt t close.haha.
it was waiting for its last 2 customers.teehee.
thn the guy chose a book for steff and one for me.
but we werent satisfied.and his female friend gave us her opinions.
but still, steff and i were...
yah.so we left the fate of our journals in the hands of a game of scissors paper stone.
HAHAHAHAHAH.
typical lynette behaviour.
anyway.we eventually both got the same very nice red flowery notebook.
at 10% discount!!
tdy last day of discount.hee.we are so lucky.
satisfied with my choice.
i wun look back and regret not choosing the other designs.hahaha.DUN LOOK BACK, STEFF!! -grins-

thn vivian called.they had waited at PS for very long.
so they told us not t come.but t go back ourselves.
instead, steff and i bought ice cream and walked around taka.
haha.AND I SAW THE VERY NICE ORANGE AND BLUE FOX TOTE SWIMMING BAG!!
and its costs $9.
=(
i wanna buy!! but i need t see if i have enough after buying all my mission trip stuff.
esp the bagpack.its gg t cost a BOMB!!
i like the mambo one i saw.
and its only $90.
i know u guys think its expensive.but compared to $130, its way cheaper.
but they say the mambo one too small.
28litres.
what do u think?
hm.huishan's bag is 55litres i think.
-jaw drop-
hehe.
well.steff and my bag hunt has not been successful tdy.
we shall continue on wed.
hehe.

hm.so many things i wanna buy now.
-birkenstocks.
-fox bag[only $9 can?!].
-cap[though i have 2 alrdy].
-bagpack[est 35 litres].
-small pouch.
-converse sneakers.
-ribbon [for BOW TIES!! ha.ha. -winks at my mission teammates-]
-beige/brown three quarter pants [so tt i can match my Paul Frank and Roxy shirt]
-amanda's jeans from bugis[i think its called subway].
-GUITAR![i'm waiting fro u, audrey!!]

okies thn.its kinda late now.i've got trng tmr.so.tata!!

come on everybody its a Jesus party!!
ilovemyJesus!!

sigh.i feel terrible.
awful.
ouch.ouch.ouch.

i shall go practise drawing smiley faces.
and go t work.
sigh.no hari raya puasa t celebrate.
cuz mac needs me.
=(
hope they dun forget my break tday.

anw.i got my tonscils infection back again.
i didnt go for the operation earlier on this yr cuz it cort of recovered.
but it came back on friday night.
=(
after work.
i feel terrible.
and because of the infection, [+ i got caught in the rain]i'm having a fever.
but it has gone down.now its only 37.7.
and i have a splitting headache.
but i have t go t wrk.
cuz.
i just have t go.
teehee. =(

today is supposed t be a fun day.
mission fair was great!!
lotsa goodies.
audreey treated me jelly!!
THANK YOU!!
and i treated her fishballs in return.
haha.
anw.the food was good.
but fortunately and unfortunately,
i couldnt eat the cookies and brownies etc etc.
=(
stupid tonscils.
go away!!
i feel awfully awful!
=(

did car wash again.hehe.soaping and polishing.
quite fun.but very tiring.
=(

anw.stayed over at mel's ytd.
supposed t have my jelly bean slpover.
but MY couldnt make it cuz she got into some trouble with her hair.
haha.

I DESIGNED MY MISSION TRIP FOLDER!!
haha.its so cute!!
it has mel's face and my face on it!!
needless t say, lynette the artist drew it!!
=)
haha.and i drew on yen's drawing block today at the mission fair too.
teehee.
hate t admit it, but i'm good.
-ego alert-
bwahahahahahahahaha.

okies.three things i need t do now:
1.) find my cooking toys [masak masak - new term taught by kenny, grace and mel]
2.) practise drawing smiley faces
3.) get ready t go work.

alright then.tata!!

this is specially dedicated to YOU:
[not just any YOUs.teehee]

my first impression of you was bad.
i thought u were just a typical teenager.
attention seeking etc etc.
i thought u were a person with no life who could change personalities just like *snaps fingers* that.
and always wanting to fit it.

but as i got to know you more.
u are an individualistic person.
you stand up for what you know is right.
you have your own views,your own mind.
you are you.

i can count on you for anything and everything
you cant encourage, but ure a great listener.
and u dun sympathise, u empathise.
you are selfless at times.
you rather make someone happy thn enjoy urself.
you're a true friend.

we've quarrelled with each other a zillionwillionbillion times.
but after each quarrel, we know each other more.
you've became more sensitive towards others.
more caring, more understanding.

you do have flaws.
and you dun turn a deaf ear when others tell u about ur flaws.
but u make the effort to change.
you're a highly determined person.
you are not afraid to admit your faults.
and you always seek reconciliation.
you forgive easily and dun bear grudges.

you treat everyone with deserved respect.
you dun outcast someone cuz the whole world does.
you make others feel loved and cared for.
you dun abandon ur friends for selfish reasons.

we've been through thick and thin.
we've gotten influenced by others about each other.
but nevertheless.we've emerged as good friends.
my best friend of the decade/century/millennium.

a rare person to come by.
you're really special to me.
i'm really glad we've come this far.
i truly love and cherish you.
*cheerios* to our friendship.
=)

good morning lades and gentleman!!

-sobs-
kenny doesnt believe i am lynette.
so i shall blog t prove i AM lynette.
I AM LYNETTE!
and kenny DOES NOT rox.
-smiles-

anw.today is a happy day! -throws confetti-
vincent, my macdonalds manager, let me off one hour earlier!!
yayy!
first time!!
they must have felt guilty.
robbing me of my time to play with my cooking toys.
but vincent is nice.
and if vincent gets t read this..
THANKS!!!
*wide wide WIDE grin*

and second reason is.
my hair is so nice today!!
hahaha.i know this sounds weird.
but yah.i'm having a extremely good hair day.
teehee.
its so soft and smooth today!!
like baby's hair.
and its straight.
VERY straight.
i should take a photo and post it here.
hahahahaha.
-grinss-

and third reason is because.
i'm wearing my favourite tshirt now!!
the big big orange addidas my sister bought for me.
hahaha.

and many other reasons.
teehee.

anyway.i missed trng today.cuz i overslept.
i know this sounds exaggerated.but it did happen.
yes.i overslept till 3.40pm+++.
and i woke up thinking my hp clock is spoilt.

and so i felt very guilty.
cuz i missed last weeks trng too.
cuz of lessons.
but yah.2 consecutive land trngs.
sorry Ms Lim.
and kayakists!
sorry.and also sorry for not making it for the deepavali dinner.
DUI BU QI!! =(

i promise to wake up every morning at 9am or earlier.
i promise to stop being late for ANYTHING.anything at all.

anw.tmr weiling's coming to church!!
yayy! -throws confetti-
and MY JELLY BEAN is gg t slpovr!!
i'm bringing haribo jelly.
cheryl's bringing jellybean.
teehee.
and camera!!
hohohhohohoho.
what can i say?
FUN!! =)

and i feel like i ought t be stoned.
so stone me if u want.
i thikn my busy schedule has caused me to neglect so many people in my life.
mission trip meetings + own group meeting, trngs, work etc etc.
sigh.if i do neglect u, i'm sorry ok?
yah.

and i'm fighting war with bread and peanut butter now.
peanut butter is so hard to spread on bread!!
esp when daddy buys a strange brand.
not skippy.
its "frezfruit"
heard of it?
no?
no surprise. =(

alrightey.i'm off!! *peace out*

fill us anew we pray` fill me anew i pray
ilovemyJesus!!

i'm starting to become a "church-christian".
stopped my daily devotions etc etc.
i dun blame it on my brother taking my Bible.
blame it on myself.
no initiative.
no discipline.
no commitment.
time for a spiritual high again.
and make sure u stay up high, lynette!!

and i realized there's a big 30something yrs old man who goes arnd reading our blogs.
YOUTH IMPACT: BEWARE!!
-grins- teehee.

to my dear dear sweet lil girl, princess steff:
CHEER UP MISS SUNSHINE!! don't like t see u rain. =( so whip out that thousand-dollar smile of urs again!! teehee. hope t see the crazy cranky whacky bubbly fun lively girl again.say CHEESE!! =)

to my ultimately gao-xiao and ultra funny teammate, MISS T LIM:
dun really know what happened.but i hope u're fine now.hehe.dun worry about pang seh-ing us.we understand.as long as ure ok.-sweet smile- teehee.we really care alot.yah?take care!! *peace out* =)

oh!! WE ARE ABLE cuz we have WISDOM!!!
yayys!!
-applaud for all team 8 people-
currently called team 8..
but we'll soon be called...
um...
um...
t be world changers??
hahahahaha.
-grinss-

stayed over at mellimoo's ytd.
fell dead aslp just like *snaps fingers* that!
haha.and i got molested again!!
=(
melissa.pls watch ur hands when u sleep!!
haha.
beware, mel's mission trip roommate to be.
-giggles-

oh!!i got my team 8-ters simply adorable chocolates frm Cocoa Leaves!!
haha.so tempting.its beside me now!!
no!! discipline, lynette, discipline!!
ok.i'll have one.just one. =)
yayys!!
-contented-
anw.the chocolates are a way of apology.
cuz of the skit thing.
i promise i'll try my best t keep my laughter and t be
DISCIPLINED!!!

ok.i'm off!! =)

this is the fourth and LAST post for tdy
teehee.

i got a new blogskin.
of cuz its uncomparable t the previous one.
cuz this is frm blogskins.com
anws.
i dun really like this skin.
i wanted it t be colourful.
but it looks funny.
and the tagboard is too big.
i wanna change t doodle board.
but all my tags will be gone. =(
and many many things else.
someone tell me what i can do t make it look better?
apart frm removing my pic.
BWAHAHAHHAHAAHHAS.
oh wells.
i need help.
so like, leave comments on my tag pls?
hehe.thx. =)

hello world.
i know this is the third post of today.
but i need t say.
i really really need t say.
none of u will ever experience what i'm gg through now.
u'll nvr understand my agony and pain
this is bad.
very bad. =(

i spent 2948239482395820934820934 yrs on my new blog skin.
read my sis's webdesign notes.
a 1.5cm thick stack of notes.
word by word, letter by letter, i typed out all the html codes by myself.
didnt use the skins frm blogskins.com
and it was close t perfect.
all it needed for perfection was for me t click the PUBLISH button.
but.
i clicked CLEAR EDITS instead =X
and when i realized.
it was too late.
my beloved laptop which is not so beloved afterall ignored my cries of distress.
and carried out with what it was supposed t do.
and you know the rest
=((((

---CUT!!-----

oh man!!haha.so drama!!
no larh.
not t tt extent.
yes, my efforts have indeed gone down the drain.
and my heart's really aching.
yes.but.what can i do?
oh wells.
i shall just get a skin frm blogskins.com
typing it out is far too time consuming
and it gives u crossed eyes.
bwahahahahhahas.
sighh...

Awesome God
Author-Rich Mullins

Em
When He rolls up His sleeves He ain't puttin' on the ritz
Am D Em
Our God is an awesome God

There is lightning in His footsteps and thunder in His fists
Am D Em
Our God is an awesome God
C G
The Lord wasn't joking when He kicked 'em out of Eden
D G D Em
It wasn't for no reason that He shed His blood
C G
His return is very soon so you better be believin'
Am D Em
That our God is an awesome God

Chorus
Em C G
Our God is an awesome God
D Em
He reigns from heaven above
C G
With wisdom, power and love
Am D Em
Our God is an awesome God!

Em
And when the sky was starless in the void of the night
Am D Em
Our God is an awesome God

He spoke into the darknness and created the light
Am D Em
Our God is an awesome God
C G
Judgement and wrath He poured out on Sodom
D G D Em
Mercy and grace He gave us at the cross
C G
I hope that we have not too quickly forgotten
Am D Em
That our God is an awesome God!

Chorus

i'll become even more UNDIGNIFIED than this//
ilovemyJesus!!

heyys.i'm so happy now.i'm eating choc chip icecream.
yayys!

honestly.i dun understand what's the point of celebrating DEEPAVALI.
yes.i really like india and all tt.
but.WHY AM I OBLIGED TO CELEBRATE IT?!?!
ms ang forced the entire canoe team t celebrate deepavali tgt.
teambonding, she says.
i say, its nonsence.
now i have t tear myself into 2 so tt i can attend church meeting and mission trip meeting.
since they wanna stay over at prasana's house for deepavali frm wed t thur.
ah-hah.

learnt a thai song in mission trip meeting ytd.hahaha.
hahahaha.cuz i dunnoe how t pronounce the words.
and they sound like dun noe what "my hand cry", "me cry you cry" and alot of things/people cry.hahahaha.
so i wrote it on my paper above the lyrics the pronounciation.
and when i sang the song.i couldnt help laughing.
cuz its supposed t be a slow touching song.
but.hahahaha.
MY HAND CRY!!!
ME CRY YOU CRY!!
bwahahahahahahas.
i'm sorry.
i take malay, not thai.

ok.i shall sing the song here.
in thai.but i'll translate the meaning for you.
i'm nice.what can i say?teehee.

Phra Yesu Kaojai [Jesus Always Understands]

Wan dau ti thur tonggarn krai sak kon
[Whenever you are feeling down and need someone]

Krai pieng sak kon ti promt ja kaow jai
[Someone who knows and understands you]

Yang me reung raw geb wai kang nai
[You have something inside you -note:'wai kang nai' like 'why cant i'-]

Yark rabye hai man mod jai
[That you want somebody to listen to you]

Hak wannee thur morg mai hen krai
[Today, you think no on understands you -note:'mai hen krai'='my hand cry!!'haha-]

Yark hai ruu me krai yoo grai Thur
[I want you to know there's someone beside you -note:'me krai yoo grai'='me cry you cry'haha-]

Promt ja kao jai rueng raw thi pob jur
[That will understand all the things you go through]

Mai waman nankna sak kea nai
[Doesnt matter how hard it was]

Phra Yesu kaojai lae promt ja chuay thur
[Jesus understands and is willing to help you]

Num thur parnpon wela thi hod-raay
[He will lead you through all the tough times]

Khor hai thur manjai Wa thuk thuk gao thi dern pai
[Therefore, you can be sure that every step you take]

Hai thur dai ru Wa Phra Yesu kaojai thur
[Jesus is beside you and He always understand you]

-----end-----

actually.there's still verse 2.but we havent learnt it yet.

oh.did i tell u steff is absolutely sweet?!
yes she is!!
my nice sweet cute gentle prettie teammate.
she gave me her bun on seeing tt i was starving t death at meeting ytd.
cuz i only had half a pckt of beehoon in the morning.
and thn i went for trng.thn straight t meeting.w/o food.
and trng tdy was =(!!
7 tortorous km continuous.without stopping.
anw.i was saying.
on seeing and hearing my stomach growl.
she gave me half her raisin bun.
it didnt taste VERY VERY nice.
but it tasted exceptionally sweet cuz she gave it t me with love.
oh man.i love steff!!
=)

oh.we're gg have loads of myjellybean fun at the myjellybean stayover at lil beanie's house.MY's gonna fill the place with as much love as the HEART cake does and JELLY's gonna sweeten the atmosphere with JELLYcake.and as for BEAN,hm.she provides the house?haha.nonono.BEAN's gg t crap and make us laugh until we all turn BEANcakes.bwahahas.yayyness!!
and we'll be huxi-ing all night.
like, duh!!
teehee. =)

mellimoo!!ure pants are so nice!!
and they cost like..less thn 10bucks?
mommie says if i manage t see it in thailand.
i'm allowed t buy it!!
yayys!

anw.i'm having very serious cramps now.must be the ice cream i ate.not supposed t have cold stuff when...ahem.
yes.so i'm off.
tata!!
-ouchh-

Your blood washes all our pain
ilovemyJesus!!

bwahahas.
mellimoo playing bass guitar for band concert!!
-applauds-
i'm proud of ya, my dear huxiBEANcake!!

so many things to blog.
supposedly.
now i'm blank.
=(

going for trng soon.

anw.did carwash for mission fund raising.
want t die can.
esp when tash and kare left for Souled Out.
yes.its was bad.
wrking with mr vincent.
i can.DIE.

ytd was a finee day.after mission trip fund raising.i joind Souled Out for their meeting with Kay.oh man.she's good!! supposed t go there t wait for Kare.turned out they had an impromptu practice session after tt.so i went hm.intendd t go home & slp when jiaqi askd me t go meet her and zhixin.met at qnsway.zhixin and i played a lil prank on her cuz she was late.bwahahaha.smart jiaqi guessed tt we were playing a prank on her.and even smarter jiaqi guessed tt it was my idea.bwahahaha.i love jiaqi.she's so smart. =)
and jiaqi hysterically talked abt her father gg t have a goddaughter [supposedly me] and we kept laughing.and this miserable malay guy in macdonalds told me to lower my volume when i was at my normal volume.
am i loud?
i felt like i could just stuff my capuccino mcflurry into his mouth.but thn agn.why would i want t do tt?waste of mcflurry.
thn the two girls propaganda-ize me t go t airport t send lijing off.and i dun even understand how, in my dead and tired state, i allowed thm t brainwash me.so i went.smelling of cars.and cars.and sweat.wearing what? t-shirt and shorts and slippers. ???
and they pushed me in the lugguge trolley.hahaha.tt was funny!!

anyway.today i planned t wake up at 9am and thn meet zhixin jiaqi lydia grace at tbp at 11 t watch princess diaries.thn go for trng straight after tt and after trng, immediately for mission trip meeting.

apparantly,my plan didnt turn out well cuz.
i talked on the phone until abt 4am.hahaha.
conference.
-winks-
bwahahahahahas.

oh.and i wanna say sth!!
i must say that..
cheryl lee has a great ability of crapping.
yes.bwahahahaha.
i love MYjellyBEAN!!
=))
huxihuxihuxi.

oops.gotta go!!byee!

for Him, through Him, and to Him
ilovemyJesus =)

to be or not to be?
hm.i dun mind risking our friendship for that cause.
in fact, i see no risk.
there is no risk when is concerns Dad. =)

yayy!!i finally can use the laptop at home!!
whee!!
congratulate me!! congratulate me!!
anyways.so many things have happened.
and if i were to type it out.
no.dun even think of.

anyways.
main events:
uh.actually.i cant really think of any now.
there was mission trip fund raising in church.
haha.had "fun" at the carwash counter.
uh....
haha.going t do carwash tmr.kare and i only girls.and maybe mic bay.
yayys!
and mel and amanda gg t join us.
oh.did i mention tt i had an encounter with death during training?
yes.its too long t type here.so pls ask me personally if u wanna know.
which.honestly.i wun tell u either.
cuz i'm too lazy to do say.
maybe u can ask other canoeists.
but i bet they wun tell it t u as well as i would.
since i'm such a good story teller.
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
oh wells.and what else?
hm.i realize adelene is nice.and so is steff.and so is vivian.
yes.my mission trip teammates!!
yayys!along with winston and...uh...uh..mr i-forgot-his-name.
both frm brighton.
its gg t be fun!! =))

pssst!!!
MY JELLY BEAN
superr superr sweet, tasty, colourful, cute and absolutely adorable trio.
muahahahaha.
sorry.
i am ego.
-sticks out tongue-
huxihuxihuxihuxi
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
(this is a secret language.dun even try to undestand!!)

oh.mel and my pig turned into a dog.
BWAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!
k.too many personal jokes here.

anw.i now announce Karyn aka Kare as my..
official workout partner
we will go swimming + gyming + steambath as much as possible whenever we are free.
whee!!
and amanda's my..
official rollar blading SHIFU
oh man.she's good.

bwahahaha.
yawns*
lynette's tired.
nightts!!
=))

ps: i love you and you and you and you and you and many more yous. =))

teehee.i'm at jiaqi's house now.
supposed t go town later.but raining.so i turned them down.
anyways.i cant use com at home.cuz a few days ago.somestuff happened.
and now i have t buy a new adapter and motherboard.
sobs.
sherilyn wants t use the com.
so i shant blabber much.
anws.thx yuxiu sheri and jq for enduring my un-endurable crappiness lameness and givingbirth-ness.
-winks-
hahahahaha.oh wells.

i hunger and thirst for You
in this dry and weary land

i shall type what i want t rmb here.what i found out, what i want t rmb.
dun bother t figure anything out.cuz u wun understand anw.teehee.
A cant be bothered, she's very very selfish.B is always busy.C is sad.
oh wells.i must must must rmb that.YOU MUST, LYNETTE!!
teehee. =)))

anw.i.cut.my.hair. like finally?
its too short.but it'll be better a few days later.
thx mellimoo for accompanying me t go zian tou fa.
saya suka awak =)))

saya boleh mati!!

sigh.desert kiosk.as usual.if u have been an avid reader here, u'll know what i'm trying t say.yes, its pure child abuse.

today's CIP was.eee-yurh.*lynette wrinkles face up in a disgusted manner*i had a bad encounter with nature.cherry-tomatoes, grasshoppers, weird growing weeds, stinky plant solution.ahhhhh.yuckkkk!!

and ms saifa told us abt alot of spirit stuff.and exorcist.teehee.and this paticular sec 4's encounter and how cikgu samat saved the day.and abt the poor english speaking cat.HAHAHAHAHAHAH.-winks to all 3g3ians in class during lit-

teehee.
i cant be honest.i'm sorry.i cant i cant i cant.
not even to you.
you are one of the tens & tens of thousands who deserve to be honest more thn i do.
so i must not be honest.
not meaning i'm dishonest.
i mean.
oh wells.u wun understand.
teehee.

tigger mask.HA!HA!
sigh.

samat tingal!!

"i'll always be here for you, i love you"

ytd was such a busy day.checking pprs and all tt.got Bs for most of my subjects excpt english and SS+geog.I KNEW IT!how can i pass english with a teacher who doesnt appear for every lesson?!?!sighh.but anw.after moderation.i managed to pass english.BARELY pass.sighh.and i remember feeling confident after the exam.thought i would do well.expected at least a B4??but...=(((

today they were checking Bio and A Maths.i didnt go sch.*cross fingers* i hope i did reasonably well.

and my lit!!i think i got an A.cuz one of the marks the teacher didnt write properly.it looked like a 17, and at the same time 18.if it is 18, my total will be 70, an A2.but thn i thot it was a 17.so i thought my total was 69.and when the checklist came, my mark was recorded as 70.thn my lit rep told me to change my mark to 69.and i honestly dunnoe what got into me.i changed it to 69.thn after tt i told soefie abt it.and she was like."WHAT?! ARE U MAD?! its 70!!"i dun think i can change my mark alrdy.sigh. =((

thn after sch i had trng.land trng, though it was supposed to sea trng.cuz of the bad weather.and now i'm suffering frm serious muscle aches.coach is sadistic.yes.he loves to see us in pain. =(( -whines- and i'll have trng on thur and fri again.double sigh.

today didnt go sch cuz somehow or another, no one woke up in the morning.and the alram clock either didnt ring or couldnt be heard.and so both my sis and i slept all the way until 12++.no.i mean.me.haha.my sis woke up at about 10 and watched kidscentral until i woke up.haha.

packed my house cuz it was so messy.came across the letters my friends wrote to me last yr before our class splitted.all those "i'll miss you"s,"i love you"s,"i'll always be here for you"s...really made me miss all my exclassmates.i rmb saying tt why all these missing eacc other and hugging and crying were stupid cuz we'll still be in the same sch, and tt we're being overly dramatic.but i guess, now i realize, splitting classes really makes ALOT of differences.people say bestfriends can remaind beastfriends no matter where they are as long as they are truly bestfriends.i dun think so.sigh.i really really miss 2S3 2003.

watched smurfs.hahaha.missed it so much.i think after the new Prime Minister took over, it wasnt banned anymore.haha.smurts are so cute! i love the intelligent smurf with nerdy framed glasses!! hee.

made pancakes for the first time.sigh.my pancake was a perfect circle, it could have been more perfect if i had not overcooked it.yes.the nicely shaped one went through "combustion" in my hands. =(( and i dunnoe how to flip pancakes.ugh.and my sis makes nice delicious pancakes..that are out of shape.hoho.

and my dad said,"does it taste nice? if it does, i dun mind coming up with some capital to.." he didnt complete his sentence cuz he tasted mine. =(((

hoho.my sis giving tuition at home now.not allowed to play guitar.tragic.oh wells.shall go read my Diary of an Aneroxic girl.yepps.tata!!

hoho.i was typing a very very long blog entry ytd.
when *POOF*.the com screen turned BLACK.
apparantly.my brother wanted to play playstation in the room and pulled out the main plug.forgetting tt i'm using the com.
i swear the previous entry was at least 3482394823908429384293823948209 paragraphs long.sigh.

friday: was wrking as usual.there's this new colleague.his name is joel.he's around my age.i thot there's finally someone who probably can talk t me.until i realize.i still have t wrk at the deserted desert kiosk.haha.desert dessert kiosk.oh wells.tragic.

shall summarize what i did on sat.went t amanda choo's house in the morning to blade since my blades were almost rotting in her house.haha.i believe if i rollar blade with her enough, i can die of heart attack.she's.a.pro.believe me.
thn went up to her house to bath.an met her dog, angel.who loves me so much she climed all over me.anyone told her i am UNTOUCHABLE?oh wells.hee
thn went for cell.and zibing visited us again.*yayys!*and i made a new friend.her name is yanling.denise's friend.she's quite sociable.anws.cell was fun-ner thn usual.haha.also found out tt zibing has problems singing "Better Than Life".haha.we were playing the Passing Message game.and we were thinking of tongue twisters.and zibing was like "better thn the riches of this world.." LOL.and mel came up with the "pu tao" [grapes in chinese] story which is really senseless for us to pass down.hahaha.all in all.cell was fun. =)))
thn went for nightlife.pssst!! EVANGELINE CAME!! yayys!! and kenni hong is really smart.he told Evangeline that he was my brother, not knowing that she is my cousin.wow.thanks, kenni.heehee.
anw.nightlife played the Hell's Bells thing.i think its really good.yea.cant deny tt i freaked out a little.in fact i felt so sick i wanted to run out.but when it came to the crunch, i realized i shouldnt be afraid.as the Bible said, if God is with me, who can be against me?yes.so towards the end i just stared at the screen.not moving my eyes a single inch away.and then i realized.i'm not so scared afterall.yes, mr marilyn manson.go ahead and be a freak.I AM NOT AFRAID OF U.and you too, mr satan.and same goes to all the other foolish dudes.i reapeat.
I AM NOT AFRAID.
anw.after night life we had dinner as usual.and I WENT TO MELLIMOO-ie's house to stay!! haha. watched my what a girl wants.i only have one thing to say. IAN WALLACE IS SO CUTE!! hee.i got tt crush back again.oh man!!i wanna marry ian wallace!!and another thing.amanda bynes is soooo cute/pretty/slim/everything a girl wants.oh wells.IAN WALLACE IS MINE!! hahahahahahahahah *evil grin*
thn slept.and mellimoo.hur.i shall not talk abt her sleeping habits.haha.i felt so molested after i woke up.oh wells. *winks at moomoocow*
and thn went for bible study in the morning.with her neighbours.poor neighbours.they waited 934823948293482 yrs for us.apparantly we were enjoying our breakfast and all until we realized we only had 5 mins left.hee.and mellimoo had to bath!! =((( hee.oh wells.
anw.after bible study, mellimoo gracey serena and i had lunch and after tt, mel serena and i went off t meet seven lee cheryl and alien bekah.haha.took neoprints with the cute sofa machine.haha.and i heard someone say "We look like we're taking some family photo".hsaha.indeed.it looked like a family photo.haha.
thn we roamed around town.and cheryl looked really cute holding a big big gelare ice-cream cone.haha.
all in all, friday, sat and sun had been great for me.

oops.i forgot.today.today sch was fine.and HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.my father just came into the room.omg omg omg.so funny!!!my dad's menopausing, which is good.more sense of humor now.friendlier.i like my dad this way.but sometimes he gets abt too naggy.anws.i was saying.uh.nevermind.too long to type.oh wells.byee!! =))))

Show us Your face O Lord
Make our hearts pure as gold

standing in awe of You
Your love it surrounds me forever

maybe God shows me love through mosquitoes
yes.they love me.
even when i'm *achoo* sick.
yikes!! another one.

i
feel
sick!!

goodbyee!!

that everyday i could be a light that shines Your Name

ZITS ATTACKKK!!!

todayy`

didnt go for class outing.
8am supposed t meet at harbourfront.
for one, i didnt really feel like gg ytd.cuz i felt v tired.
for two, alot of ppl cant make it
for three, i woke up late anyways.
hoho.sorry classmates.

slept in this morning.
woke at eleven plus.
grace asked me if i wanna join thm at Plaza Singapura.
didnt really want t go at first.was lazzie.
but thn.i went anw.cuz i thot we could go t the library tgt ltr.
but thn.
ugh.wasted trip.
i was there for barely half an hour and they wanted t go to Bugis.
and i didnt feel like travelling so much.
u knw.when u get ur m*****, u have weird feelings.yah.
the usual me likes to run about all day.but.tdy.i just want to go t the library.
and stay at home.
and yes, do my eng portfolio. -beams-
maybe its the glasses.
oh.did i mention?
i got my nerdy glasses tdy.thick black frames.
i think it made me nerdy and hardwrking suddenly.
L.O.L
i thot it looked nice the first time i saw it.
but it kinda looks weird now.
hahaha.nevermind.
it makes me look nerdy.and abit retro.
argh.it's weird
anw.i borrowed 2 books.
1.) A Dog called Perth - Peter Martin [intro-ed by dreey]
2.) Diary of an Anorexic Girl - Morgan Menzie
hoho.had a hard time finding the Peter Martin book.i bet i ran up down up down up down up down up down up down up down up down up down up down up down up down more than twenty thousand times.and i spent almost 42938420984294829348 yrs in the library t find it.sighh.
first time going to library on my own accord.
i think its really the glasses.
honestly, besides "When Dogs Cry", "Does my bum look big in this?" and "Cinderella", i dun seem t have read any other books in my entire life.no impression.and my lit books.LoL.believe it or not, i havent even completed "The Pearl" [my sec one lit book].hahaha.and for those in my sec one and two class, i'm still at "Friedrich".
oh wells.miraculous spectacles.
miraculous indeed. =)))))))
no.the smiley face should be: O-O
uh.nevermind.
hoho.
and i walked home all the way frm qnstwn library.
but i bet i wun lose weight.
cuz i'm having my m***** now.
and i have a humougous appetite.
yes.i eat.alot.ALOT
its THIS much.
oh no.u cant see me.

PS: Bengawan Solo egg tart is *sticks out both thumbs* nice!

stir it up in our hearts, Lord
a passion for Your Name

spending time with ur cellmates.is.plain.fun.
yepp.stayed over are kare's house on sat after nightlife.
went for Bible study on Sun morning.
had cheesecake for breakfast at Kare's house.yum.
after Bible study went swimming at SouthHavan 2 with mellimoo graceywacey and kare.
hoho.lots of fun.
tried to tan.
to no avail.sigh.i'm alrdy chaota u see.
thn bathed.ate dinner.and played badminton after tt.
hahaha.fun.cant go into details.in a rush now.
but anw peeps, thx for being part of the fun.
really enjoyed myself ytd.love ya!!

this morning lydia woke me up.
hoho.supposed to meet thm at 9am.apparantly.haha.
wellm i was too tired ytd.
went t east coast.they went cycling.
by the time i reached eastcoast, all i could do was t have lunch with thm
and thn.tata!
all the same, i enjoyed myself.
thx!! (=

thn went t meet fay and andy for job interview.
they going t wrk with me.
hm.hahaha.i shall not say what i'm laughing at.
its plain.PLAIN mean.
oh wells.

ARGHH! going to meet my very cute cowwie friend now..
MELLIMOO!
and gracey and yuting[aka ah-ma]
yep.byee human BEANS!!

PS: YUTING RECEIVED CHRIST!! yayy! -throws confetti-
crezalive = 8 + 1
woots! we shall grow and become fatter and fatter!!

and by the way... WE MISS U CHOOCHOO AMANDA TRAIN!!!
please be back soon!!!
-smiles-

do not even TRY to

and this was on her wishlist:
-love
-freedom
-death
-death
-death
-God

ahah.not working, my dear girl.
its not working.

________________________________

nonsence

and i will never, ever ever, do anything like that again. its stupid. u hear me, lynette, its stupid. purely dumb. yes. perfect term to describe it.

________________________________


packing my wardrobe now.i realized i used to have bad fashion sense.haha.this was what i found:

1.) a pair of light pink knee-length pants for Ice Lemon Tea.

2.) 2 three quarter sleeve jerseys with the word UNIVERSITY and a number in front.one dirty green, the other white with blue sleeves and 2 yellow stripes on the sleeves.

3.) 2 OP 'S' shirts.i think they're for kids.they're really small.anw.its this white tshirt with a blue long sleeve thing coming out frm underneath the sleeve of the white shirt.u know.the one tt was quite popular for a while.yah.the other one has a grey "extra sleeve".

4.) 2 OP boardshorts for men.one blue one grey.haha.believe it or not.my brother can fit into it.i gave it to him.haha.his waist is 27.while mine is 127.

5.) another brandless boardshorts.dark blue, almost black.which i gave to my brother as well.

6.) 2 undersized quiksilver t-shirts.haha.they are microscopic.

7.) 1 oversized plain black t-shirt.i dun noe where it came from.

8.) 2 roxy tank tops, 1 UCLA tank top, 2 giordana junior tank tops, of which, all 5 i look fat in.the roxy ones i havent even worn before.my sis got it for me.apparantly, i think she went to "Roxy-for-babies" section to get it.i think she thought i was skinny.time for her to go to the optician.yes.and the giordano ones, i've worn less than 10 times. and i havent even touched the UCLA one.in fact, where did it come from?

9.) 3 HangTen tops of which, i've worn NONE.no actually, i wore one ONCE.yah.

10.) a very sweet and girly looking long sleeve top with strings/ribbons at the end of the sleeve.it says, "Kate Fashion".ok.i'm laughing.

11.) a very long lost reebok sports shorts for men.i like it.though it looks outdated.its nice and comfortable.hoho.

12.) 4 DisneyLand "winnie the pooh and friends" shirts.i have pooh, i have eyeore, i have piglet... BUT WHERE IS TIGGER?!?!?!

13.) two oversized white OP t-shirts that has faded, is fading, and will continue to fade.haha.op has poor quality.

14.) a red fading ripcurl shirt.i bet its almost a millennium old.

15.) a couple of pretty nice looking skirts.but i'll probably give them away anyway.

16.) a pair of ultraly ultra undersized giordana jeans.they really look nice.really.that is if u have a -234872934829482 inch waist.which is impossible to have if u havent noticed.yes.but the jeans are really, really, really, i repeat, really nice.yes.u get the drift?

17.) 4 pairs of hipsters which used to be very popular when i was primary six.and i just kept buying them whenever i saved enough.one of them, the one i liked the most, has this strings that sorta criss-crosses at the back, above the butt.i think it looks really nice.and they're all so tight now.it suffocates.

18.) a nice light blue and silver jacket which i fell in love immediately when i saw it 3 yrs ago.its made of a very special material.uh.haha.i dunno what material that is.feels abit like the umbrella material though.and its very cooling.unfortunately, i have never ever worn it before bcz i have nth to match with it.haha.its three-quater sleeved by the way.its really nice.

19.) a nice pink jacket my mum got me when i was primary 3.i used to wear it with my white hello kitty top and a light pink short skirt or my nice nice giordano jeans.and i rmb ironing on the 'iron-on bear with a letter L' given to me by my primary sch best friend [weiyue] for Christmas. that was in primary 5.

20.) 2 swimming costumes.haha.one looks like a penguin suit cuz its black and has white lines by the side.the other one is pretty nice.blue with light blue and white stripes at the side.i bought it from OG when i was primary five with someone who used to be my bestfriend.haha.tt was the first time i spent so much money with a friend.hers cost $60+++ while mine was $50+++. ouch.

21.) a funny cancer-patient-looking hat.haha.i rmb liking it so much in the past.

[i sound like a salesperson.good idea.maybe i can sell all these]

haha.funny how packing my clothes take me barely 20mins.while typing it out takes me almost an hour.oh wells.

hm.this is sinful.i've had 4 servings of choc chip and vanilla icecream.and i'm drinking coke now.nvm.anw.i havent had any gassy drinks for 1843294820934829348 yrs alrdy.eversince my sis told me it lowers ur stamina and metabolism.

by the way.fayanne came to gwc mac tdy.haha.she's applying for a job here.but things wun change.i'll probably still be staying in the torturous, need-to-know-self-entertainment desert kiosk.speaking of which, they forgot abt me agn today.a-hah.no break.and i left later thn the time i was supposed to.it ALWAYS happens. ]=

tt's all for today.long long long blog entry.goodnight.

"humiliaters".

some things i discovered about myself:
1.) i like to sleep when i have problems
2.) i like to tell my problems that i'm sleepy
3.) i like to sleep to escape my problems
4.) i cant sleep forever.unfortunately.
5.) i'm sleepy now.goodnight.

today is a finee day.

with the exception of being made use of.
i feel so dumb.
but nevermind.
hurr.i'm a nice soul.

at least i'm not taken for granted in the Family of Christ.
*smiles*



yet another happy day.



thx graceywacey [yeo] for ur key-tarr.
ok.guitar.
hurr.

I LOVE JESUS CHRIST!!

i dun like mosquitoes though..

leenette says: feed me!!

sigh.i'm a really pathetic person.
what am i eating?
those disgusting spaghetti from 7elven which u have to heat up.
and its cold.bcuz i'm too hungry to heat it up.
and.it expires on the 23rd of Sept.
and it tastes funny.
yuckk.sigh.
i'm hungry.
cant help me.
[pause and tells sis that her food is disgusting anf tastes spoilt]
haha.fortunately.my nice nice sister is going to cook
non-expired instant noodles for me.

oh.did i mention tt i made milo for my whole family?
yepp.i did.its abit too sweet thought.
speaking of sweet.
do u know tt karyn cant make coffee?
if she does, i bet one can get diabetes immediately after drinking it.

haha.ok.joking.
u know why her coffee is sweet?
cuz.
she made it.
*smiles*

\\its You I live for everyday

today started off as a good day.
then it turned bad.
but with encouragements from others.
it turned..
B-E-A-U-tiful.
*smiles*

i am loved.
i am wanted.
i am here for a purpose.
all because of Jesus Christ.
Son of God.
who died for me.

i ought to be happy.

sch tdy was fine.no more "yet another sinful day" for me.
after sch had chem.
after chem went to Church Office.
to study.
studied a little.ps mark's office was very peaceful.
until the rest came in.
oh wells.
still productive.





i'm glad.
i'm glad for caring people around me.
u know who u are.
*winks*






yet another peaceful, happy day.






i just love what i'm doing now.God bless u. *smiles*


by the way.hugs and "i love you"s are meant to make others feel loved.dun abuse it.for they say "common beauty has lost its value".please do things that u really mean.or else it loses its value [= i'm not pin-pointing at anyone in paticular.pls dun misunderstand. *all smiles*

I am amazed by the love that You've shown...






Jesus Christ.
You're my saviour.
I will run after You.






I'm still experiencing the after effects of seeing God.and yes.that is overflowing happiness.so close.so close to my Dad up there.He told me He loves me.and I love Him too.God is good all the time.

Please read Psalms 73 if you have a Bible.
and if you dont, please borrow one.
you can borrow mine if you want.
yes.i dun mind.
in fact.i have a spare Contemporary English Bible at home.
you can have it if you want.yepp.

studied the whole day in Church Office today.with a very very very sweet and special sister.who wrote me a very very sweet and touching letter.which made me tear while reading it.at Makan Heaven.and her name is Audrey Xie.yes.thanks dreey!!i really really love you. [=

and to you who is reading this.you are loved.you are not unloved and unwanted.God created you on purpose and for a purpose.so God won't leave you nor forsake you.and if u think that God is not real.thn tell me, who is the creator of this earth?where did the sun the moon the stars the clouds and everything else come from?what was the beginning?and if u say that there was no beginning, thn there would be no future.so stop doubting.God is hundred and one percent real and authentic and i know bcuz i have encountered.please open your eyes.you wont be believing in nth or blindly.you would be believing in a great awesome and almighty Lord.and you would be believing in the Word.the truth.

please feel free to come to me when u need someone to love you.and i promise i will love you and just like how zibing put her arms around me, i will do the same.

and please do ring me up or sms me when you have doubts or 'enquiries' about my Dad up there.bcuz i would really love to tell u about my very hospitable and lovely dad.

and i'm still filled with joy unspeakable.

anyway.saturday night.which was ytd.ps daniel talked abt attitude.it was a good sermon.yep.we gotta have the right attitude to slay giants in our lives.and one of the ways i discovered to have a right attitude is to fix your eyes on Jesus.and His wonderful love for you.

God loves you.so do I.goodnight. [=