in You presence, all our fears are washed away
You make me move, Jesus!

Practise my guitar.
Play my guitar.
Learn new chords on my guitar.
Learn how to pluck my guitar.
Explore new ways to strum the guitar.
Watch guitar covers on youtube to improve my guitar skills.
Visit ultimate-guitar.com and chordie.com to find songs to play on the guitar.

I really love Brian, my guitar.
But I want to remind myself against Brian-obsession. Already feel myself neglecting alot of other things because of Brian. Anything done in excess is always not good. Yes?

Dear God,
Forgive me for neglecting You.
Thanks for being understanding and still, faithful.
Amen.

in Christ alone, i place my trust
You make me move, Jesus!

Sorry, I've been really busy with work and all that. I just left my job, feeling a tinge of everything- Guilt, Regret, Joy, Relief, Uncertainty. I dont know man. I wish I was like, a Hobbit. Be happy-go-lucky, and just forget every kind of good/bad feelings after a while.

Yes, in Lord of the Rings, I thought it was quite sad that the Hobbits started to chat happily again on their way back after sending Frodo off, knowing that they wont see each other ever again. But I now know why, because it may just be better this way. Tolkien is brilliant, he understands life.

After leaving the office, I felt awful and awesome at the same time. Of course compared to Frodo, my departure is on a much lower scale, but still, I wish I could be like Mary/Pippin/Sam Wise, and forget about my feelings after awhile. Then I wont brood and feel troubled.

So, I wonder how Vegabonds live their life. How do they cope with they're feelings when its hard to see people walking in and out of our lives? Be it a close friend, or just a 1 week old acquaintance. I dont know man, perhaps its this fear that allows the existance of Grumpy, Lonely people who hates making friends.

Haha, well anyhow, dont look too much into this post, I'm alright. I'm not exceptionally depressed or emo or anything. I just happened to be meditating on this issue for the first half of my day :D

better than the biggest dreams of my heart, Your Love is
You make me move, Jesus!

Haha, I just made another deal with this girl, whom I later found out was from Youth Impact! Y.I's grown so much, I must commend. I was shocked to find out that I've been chatting with a girl from my church whom I didnt know! But its good! :D

Business aside, I must apologize to Rachel, for neglecting her letter. Been too busy with business/swimming. Sorry Rachel!

someday He'll call her, and she will come running
You make me move, Jesus!

Test for Doing Things (I dont mean any in paticular)

Read 1 Corinthians 10:23-33!Sounds like something I blogged about many posts ago. Then, I had not read this, but now, I can confirm what I believed.
"Everything is permissible, but not everything is beneficial. Nobody should seek his own good, but the good of others."
1. Right purpose(s)
2. Not stumbling others

You're really unsure if you should do something, so you go around asking people for advice. Everyone seems to say its not a wrong thing to do, but you feel that its not right somehow.
In a situation like this, dont do what you intend to. As long as you feel its not right, even if people around you thinks there's nothing wrong, Dont. Simple.

That aside, my online blog store is now, OPEN! *throws confetti* I've msn-ed, friendster ttm-ed, emailed people the same thing:

Hello!
Nice handmade necklaces/chains available @http://speak-fashion.blogspot.com
Do support!
& help publicise
to others who have a passion for fashion as well :D
Would greatly
appreciate,
Thanks & have a great week ahead!

I hope the response is good! Pray for me :D


"Passion is made known."

every tear i cry, You hold in Your Hands
You make me move, Jesus!





Ryan has taught me how to love.
I love Ryan, and i care for him truly. So much that i would think of him before i sleep, and make sure his sleeping environment in condusive for a good night's rest. I wanted him to have enough air to breathe, and enough food to eat. I was worried when he wouldnt express anything, and I longed to understand him. I miss Ryan.






No, Ryan is not my boyfriend.
Ryan is my spider, you stupid!
(Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!)


Spot Ryan. (dead when i took this)

"Hello, My name is Ryan. I died on the 31/10/06. I was presented by Mel (Wenmin) to Lynette on Mel's Birthday. I died because the air-con in Lynette's room was too cold. And also because, the ant that was fed to me was bigger than me. I feel so sad. I regret not learning how to speak English, or even Chinese (or any Human Language) when I was alive."

I'm sorry Mel, I didnt bring Ryan to training on Tuesday cause he died in the morning.

5
4
3
2
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BLAST OFF :D

my Provider, His grace is sufficient for me
You make me move, Jesus!

Just in case you're wondering, the christian lyrics in Italics that start every blog entry is not an auto thing. Haha, so dont ask me how i do it or what code is it. I type it manually. (:

1. Lord of the Rings
2. McFly
3. Brian, my guitar
4. Macdonalds Delivery
6. Letters from Rachel (!)
7. Swimming
8. No shopping, yay.
9. Dentist
10. Cai-peng (rice with dishes)

Alright, you caught me. Yes, I missed out 5, hahahahahaha!

above of wisdom, and all the ways of man
You make me move, Jesus!

Tired is DE WORD of DE DAY.
Yes, I am tired, very.

Japanese Exchange program at St Francis wasnt as bad as it could have been. Wailoon is.. Laugh. He talked to this guy beside us, and they guy was very friendly. They immediately became good friends. A while later..

"They say Japanese guys are very cute!"
"Eh, why all girls? Where are the guys?"
"Oh here they are.. hmm.. I dont see cute ones yet!"
"You can take photo with that one! You see that one? I think he is cute, he stands out from the rest."

That guy was gay /:
Wailoon says its good to mix with people from "all woks/walks of life", haha!

Dont know if its just Wailoon's day or what, we went to a girl's group, where Wailoon was the only guy. The horny girls in his group seemed to be very interested in him. They asked if he was attached. And, you know, Jap girls always do the look-at-Wailoon-and-whisper-to-each-other-then-shy-girlish-laugh kinda thing? (I wonder why)

I thought it was hilarious. He went like, "Lynette, can you help me find out what they're talking about?" Hahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Been very busy this holidays. Havent had a day I spent at home, except for ONE friday. And when I'm home, I'm either online or playing the guitar<3 (or both at the same time). Not very healthy, I hope to spend more time interacting with my family.

Oh yes, my archives are repaired thanks to Timothy. (: You might wanna check them out. But i advise you not to go beyond 2005 cause you may die of shock believing that its me who typed the 2003-2004 entries. Hahahahahahaha!

I personally enjoyed reading my archives, cause i laughed alot (& was appalled too) at the old me! I was bitchy, ah-lian, LAME (very), stupid, disgusting, childish, immature and cool vulgar (cause i used the "F" word + other vulgarities). Actually i dont remember i used vulgarities you know..

I guess people tend not to remember the bad things they did?
Enjoy!

i didnt manage to make it known eventually;

all i need is touch from You, Jesus
You make me move, Jesus!

Stripey Sunday! Grace and I wore stripey shirts, and Zee's bag was stripey too.

I went to COOS today, instead of COSBT, because Grace invited me, along with Zee and Lyd, since there was a guest speaker - Prophet T.B Joshua. In his videos, alot of the people refered to him was the man of God (ideal title for Christians to be remembered). Anw, i was very touched by what i saw in his videos, and 'live' (there was a mini-healing rally), despite his sermon being very short.

I saw 3 wheel-chair bound women walk/run/jump/dance.
A girl with a spinal problem (curved) stood up straight, without her back brace.
A diabetic man's sugar level became normal.
severly obesed man who previously couldnt control his limbs moved his legs.
People possessed by demons (which manifested on the spot) were set free.
People disturbed by spirits were relieved.
Many abandoned their so-called 'gods' to follow the One and Only true God.
And T.B Joshua says, "I'm not the healer, but i have faith for the Healer to work through me."

this was pretty comical, i thought:
Pastor (to Man A) :
You want to receive Jesus in your life?
Man A:
Yes, i want to accept Him.
Random Man B from the crowd:
I also want! (in a kia-su Sporean manner)

I'm glad i went today. It just reminded me again of how real God is, and i shouldnt be skeptical. And yes, forgiveness, T.B Joshua talked about, which i needed badly. To forgive, and be forgiven.

Today's sermon wasnt what i expected it to have been like - it didnt speak to me with much impact. But then again, its the soft quiet voice that God uses to speak to men. And which men often neglect because there's no impact. Guilty. I hope i do remember what i heard today, and apply it in my life.

Just a thought T.B Joshua imparted to me, which i wanna pass on:
"Everybody is entitled to admit their weakness and ask for forgiveness, without any risks."

1 Cor 13:13, "these 3 remain: Faith, Hope & Love" - they're the essence of abundant life.
:D

His word never fails, and i know
You make me move, Jesus!

ANNOUNCEMENT;

DEAR 1S3/2S3(2002-2003) OF CRESCENT GIRLS SCH,
THERE WILL BE A NEW YEAR GATHERING FOR ALL YOU AT ZHIYING'S (BEEEEEEEEEEEG BEEEEEEEEEEEG) HOUSE! IT'LL BE HELD ON A DAY BETWEEN 26TH-30TH DECEMBER, SO PLEASE KEEP THOSE SACRED DAYS FREE! & PLEASE HELP TO SPREAD THE MESSAGE AROUND :)

REMEMBER, ALL THE ACTION IS THERE, ONCE AGAIN, AT ZHIYING'S HOUSE! AND YOU WILL BE THERE. ;D

for enquiries,
contact Lynette(me), or Gwendolyn, via text message, msn, friendster, tags, email etc etc etc (any method you can think of).
______________________________________________________

that aside,
i've been crashing lydia's lately to paint her room with grace!
technically, i didnt actually paint. i was there to entertain them, buy musking tape for them, choose songs on my iPod to boom lydia's speakers, sing (yes, i sing), peel off musking tape and the paint on the wall by accident at the same time (oops!), buy raisin loaf for grace, feed grace bread/fried rice etc etc. in any case, i couldnt help with the painting.

i think i was more trouble than help.
felt quite guilty, but i couldnt do anything about it.
\:

so Kudos to the 2 dear friends who didnt blame me or anything, and despite my messing up, did an aaawwweeessssooommmeee job! check this out!

its the shape of lydia's mom's plant. haha, it was quite funny, the conversation between her mom and i.

lydia's mom: so, what is this shape?
me: uh, its your plant, auntie...

alright then, till i feel like blogging again, Samat Tingal!

that when i call Your name, You'll come again
You make me move, Jesus!

17112006 marks the FIRST ever official Lifeguard Girls' Day out. We have 6 female lifeguards in AC, but only 4 made it. Nevertheless, we were happy goobers!

First it was the very exciting anticipation of Bus 188 from 8.30am to 9.50am, because HeXueYuan said she was going to be 20mins late. With every 188 approaching, the other 3 of us would chant, "188..188.. Xueyuan, Xueyuan, 188..188.. Xueyuan, Xueyuan". We were disappointed 928424908284 times.


HappyHeXueyuan arrived 1hour20mins late. I swear we cheered as if Amanda Bynes came to Singapore when she alighted. Good grief!


Xiaojie was obsessed about getting a tan, while i flaunted my beautiful bronze tone (which was attained through my canoeing career in Crescent, then). hahahaha, sorry xiaojie!


We played frisbee (with my $1 Jim Bean frisbee!) while waiting for Mr Sun to reach Sunny Sentosa, and at looong last, Mr Sun came. I remember Lejing going like, "I feel the Sun coming.." more than 3 times, though none of us felt what she felt.




And Lynette says, "Your lives, Dear Singaporeans, is in GOOD hands". I mean, look at us, we're perfectly normal and sane LifeSavers! We'll be the ones who'll Save the Day. winks.

then we shopped at Vivo, Plaza Sing and Takashimaya. I was pleased with my purchases, and so was Xiaojie. But poor Xueyuan was only left with $3 at the end of the day. haha!


Xiaojie, Xueyuan and I were very amused by this decoration thing outside PS, and we got this very kinda tourist to help us take a photo. It turned out to look like a pop-out card, with 3 very cute pop-out lifeguards. hahahahahahahaha!

oh, i lost one side of my nice white with black polka dots button earring that day too. how tragic. its my favourite earring! (but i wont rant on for fear of sounding like a Bimbo, haha!)

Yup, I love Lifeguard Girls :D

Oh I went to Vivo again, with Tiffany, Summer, Aaron, Jonathan & Gerald (& frined). Today's the last day Doulos will be here, let's weep.

Mrs Tan's Baby Shower is tomorrow, but Mrs Tan cant make it. :\ dont ask me man.

Goodbye and Goodluck.

stand here in this place, see the glory of Your face
You make me move, Jesus!

HAHAHAHAHA, THIS IS SO FUNNY ---> http://sd3-forever.blogspot.com (17 Nov, Friday) Check out Aaron's imitation of me, like, SOH totally awesome! Kept me laughing for 30mins to the laptop, so if you'ld like to have a good laugh, please click!
Lifeguard's girls day out was awesome! (: pictures/post another day cause my fingers are freezing, plus i have training tmr morning. No time to upload so many photos (and photoshop them if there be a need to, haha!) So, watch this space! :D


goodnight, rockstars.

all of my days i will sing of Your praises
You make me move, Jesus!

i went out with Bernice the Furnice today! as usual, we shopped, laughed, talked, ate & entertained ourselves. i love going out with Bernice!

its story telling time! Lynette is continuing "THE STORY" Episode 2. To read about Episode 1, please visit Xiaojie's blog ---> http://blankblotch--ii.blogspot.com, Thursday Nov 9 entry.

So the story stopped where, (taken from Xiaojie's blog)

Ohno! this spells trouble! What will be the consequences? Who is that mysterious person at the pub?! To find out, be sure to stay tune to the next episode of "THE STORY" !

P.S: popokaka's real name has been identified as Jane, so she'll be known as Jane. (:





















Jane(aka popokaka) got pregnant! And obviously she didnt abort the baby cause she didnt have the time to. It was spontaneous. She gave birth to the baby the next day...


At the hospital, the skilled, professional medical care workers were operating on dear Jane.

There, there, little baby Vermicilly was born!

And why was Vermicilly alone?! Where is Peter? (Obviously Jane would be warded immediately)

GASPS! Peter got involved with the Mysterious Third Party!

and she turned out to be... (guess from the pics)

Oh no! What's going to happen to Jane (aka popokaka) and Vermicilly? Who will Peter chose - Jane (aka popokaka) or the Mysterious Third Party? How will Jane (aka popokaka) react when she finds out about Peter's affair? oh my my my my.

Stay tuned for the next episode.

or paint a million stars that i may know Your majesty
You make me move, Jesus!

yesterday, after training, lejing and i decided to go home first & meet up later to shop. but it rained heavily so i went home in the rain, looking very unglamorous.






















wonglejing(few months ago)

reached home, put down my bag, grabbed my guitar, bible, notebook, handphone charger, pullover & wallet then rushed out to cab so i wont be late. (i didnt even change)

no cab stopped for me though i was sure i saw empty cabs zoooom past me. dislike singaporean cab uncles. i was grunting in anger, cause my poor guitar was getting wet and i was drenched, head to toe. when i met lejing, i was hot (feverish hot, not sexy hot) and my hair was horrid. i looked like a crazy housewife.

& so, we shopped. my guitar knocked alot of people/things.


says it all

i left for cell at 6.40pm, thinking i would only take 30mins at max. i was supposed to meet weisheng at 7.30pm, but at 7.25pm, i was lost in jurong. i then realised, i was on the wrong bus.


yes, lost in jurong

finally, while i approached my stop at about 7.40pm, there was a jam. got off 1 stop earlier and ran. i remember hearing one guy say to his girlfriend/wife/mother (couldnt see carefully) who happened to me in my way, "eh eh, move away, people late for lesson, need to run like mad."

he was wrong about me going for lesson (cause carrying a guitar doesnt mean i'm going for lessons) but he was right that i was running like mad. anyhow, i reached at 7.46pm on my watch.

my point being very simple, yesterday was a messy day.





















messy messy

so has my room been lately. 2 days ago, i cleared some ancient thrash in my room, releasing dust & dirt from behind & below cupboards. it felt like my room was snowing, but it just wasnt that great because it wasnt snow. i sneezed alot and had a tummyache later on. i intended to change my bedsheet cause the dust would have polluted it somehow, but i didnt.

yesterday, without bathing (just showering with water instead) after training, and without bathing after being caught in the rain, i (a 20400 cubic metres full of sweat & rain) fell asleep on my bed. those who know me would agree in unison that i'm a hygiene freak & dirty things (that includes bodies) are not allowed to come into contact with my precious bed.





















the i'm-sleeping-on-a-dirty-bed-look (actually its not, it was taken on another sleepy day but just to decorate the post with more photos)

as of now, i havent changed my bedsheet & can foresee myself sleeping in it tonight.

my table IS really messy. the laptop is diagonally slanted because of some re-wiring i did a few days ago. alot of paper on my table, i cant even see the wood. the floor is full of newspapers/economist i told myself i would read but never got down to. they're really outdated.

the pizza box from the pizza i ate ytd night is still here, and the empty green tea can which i drank from this morning accompanies it. i went to church without combing my hair today. my training kit (with wet towels etc) is still in my fred perry bag.

the teddy bear biscuit crumbs i ate a few minutes ago are all over my bed & table. my fingers are greasy because of the teddy bear biscuits but i'm typing.


teddy bear biscuits. they actually have names. you might wanna try guessing, maybe i'll give u a prize if you guess it right.

my bags and shopping bags from previous shopping trips are sprawled on the floor, and so is the camera case, missing its camera.

the camera's on the bed (which i am sitting on now without changing out first). my jackets and shirts are well hidden between my blanket folds and under my pillows/bolster. my files are sooo many that they're stacking up on top of the shelf.

its all so messy, and i'm too lazy to do anything now.

Till we meet again, my dearest blog (:

voices calling out to me, i will choose to listen & believe the Voice of Truth
You make me move, Jesus!

howdy! i woke up 1.5hrs ago, and my eyes hurt alot. think i need more sleep. anw, i planned to leave the house at 10am today to go to school for a meeting, but look, my blog is more important and so i'm blogging.

that leaves you obliged to read this entry, haha!
no, i'm kidding. i actually like blogging whether anyone reads or not.

a few things we achieved yesterday's SD3 girl's hangout at grace's:
-more than 5kg increase in mass (you know, when girls set tgt, they pig out)
-higher risk of death due to excessive ammonia inhaled (we dyed grace's hair)
-risk of diabetes from all the cookies/cakes/ice-cream
-death of tastebuds due to SPICY (but neverthelss yummy!) green curry!
-risk of cancer cause cookies were, ahem, burnt completely black
-but most of all fun, fun, Fun, FUn, FUN, FUN!

for more details, visit the class blog soon! candice will blog about it, with photos!

alright, i rly need to rush & prepare myself to go to school. i'll be back to blog later! (hopefully)

living Breath of Life come fiill me up
You make me move, Jesus!

YeeelloW, spongebob fans!
yellow is the colour of today.
why?
because i wore my AC pe shirt today.

anw, i just finished my eleventh hour Project Work (if ure not in JC yet, let me predict that you'll hate this notorious 2 letters to the core) Oral Presentation preparations. hate, why am i still not sleeping? i have to arrive in school at 7.30am tomorrow morning! oh, make that 7.25am because dear aiyun wants to meet to to borrow my school badge.

oh i need to introduce this new (not so, actually) blog layout!

read -> my blog entries which are a real read :D
my -> about me therefore, its "my".
friends -> my links and i only link my friends
messages -> tag messages which are messages
? -> anything random, but for now, its a poll.

its a very dumb question, but it makes sense. i dont know why you would wanna read my friends' messages, actually. haha! i actually think i'm quite creative. (or should i use a question mark, ?)

& its already like my trademark- the 'wheel of fortune'-like run over thing. no need to explain. heh.

KELVIN CHEN JUST MSN-ED ME.
i need to announce this: kelvin chen is amazing! (no, not that i-have-a-crush-on-him kinda amazing). but look what he did to the class blog (linked as ac sd3 07 under 'friends', go read after you read my blog, haha!) he did this awesome banner thing for the class bloggers under the "links" section of the class blog. its really cool, though a leeeeettle bit too big for my liking. great work, kchen! (kitchen. hahaha!)

i had in mind to post about 2 rather serious things today, but i'm suddenly flooded by msn messaging. and check this out! from grace:


introducing, pon and Zi. they are the origins of broken english, look.
"i made you a cookie but i eated it."

dont see the error?
"i made you a cookie but i EATED it."

and due to the fact that _________________, i am willingly going to end the blog entry here.

sigh sigh, to complete this very impromptu post, i'll leave you all to think about this:
"Women's problems always start with Men, like Mensus, Menopause, Mental problems..."

goodbye, and goodnight.
and may i score for OP tomorrow.
:D

every move i make, i make in You
You make me move, Jesus!

hello FELLOW PATRIOTS,
this will be a looong entry
so please bring along a bookmark (:
-your _______ blogger.

okay,forgive my irresponsible soul for going on a hiatus despite promising to do a Thank You post for those who did something for me on my birthday. i had thoughts about deleteing the previous post (7 sept) because that's where i made that promise. but no, i'm not dirty. i bath everyday.

*smells myself*

yes, i bath everyday. reason for going on a hiatus is because of that promise. see, i wanted the next post to be the Thank You post. but Utterly Unfortunately (alliteration!), i lost all the information in my handphone ex-handphone & cannot recall who text messaged me. i sent it to the repair man who eloped with my handphone, ex-handphone. (due to the fact that its stupid to keep typing handphone, ex-handphone, i will call my handphone ex-handphone Jerry)

i will not go into details about the journey of locating Jerry.

anyhow, Jerry finally returned to me. but, fortunately or unfortunately, in his old state. in other words, it was still spoilt. \:

there was no hope of resurrecting Jerry and no hope for this blog as well.

but i took up the role of the brave warrior & fought a 3-hour long battle with STM. (STM- Short Term Memory. secretive and very cunning, strong opponent to fight against) it was tough, it was tiring, but i invaded the STM kingdom and set some of the captives free eventually. yes, i generated a not-so-accurate list of people who text messaged me.

SUDDENLY
there was a knock on the door. followed by anothe knock. and another knock.

LYDIA HO WEI WEN CRASHED MY HOUSE.
AND (i dont know how either but) MY LAPTOP CRASHED!

yes, slap me. so, that 3-hours spent on the fanciful blog post became futile. bewildered with grief and depression, i went on a hiatus. i had thoughts of creating a new blog, but i couldnt bear to part with my currently 553 posts blog. muahahahahahahaha! :D

mm. its 3.43am now. i feel like singing 3am by Busted. but its not the right time, get it?
hahahahahaha, laugh, its funny.

i actually spent 8pm - 3.43am to do this blog. wow, but considering the fact that i created 4 blogskins (without the use of photoshop) only to finally decide i prefer it plain & simple again.

i dont feel like blogging, cause i really hate long blog entries. and since no blog entry is complete without pictures, FEAST YOUR EYES :D





alright,in case you're wondering the rationale behind thesepictures, they're actually some of the many many pictures i wanted to use for my blogskin. but i figured that too many pictures on a blogskin is quite an eyesore. gives people headache. haha! so what the hell, might as well post it and brighten up my entry.

adios! :D

give You my praise, because i believe in You
ilovemyJesus!!

this year for my birthday, i'm doing something different.
i'm going to receive by giving. ironic? not at all.
Acts 20:35
'It is more blessed to give than to receive'
so surprise surprise! you might just receive something from me soon!

i'm content. of cs i do have a looong 'want-list', but if u ask me, i rly dont expect anything from anyone. if it had been me 2 yrs ago, i might have. but this yr, i realise i'm given more thn enough. my Jesus loves me, what else matters? :D
i'm being extremely honest: i cant be more grateful.

i'm inspired by Matthew 6:25-34(linked). u know, God feeds even the birds, and dresses the flowers so beautifully. how much more would He give us, given that we are, to Him, more precious than the angels around Him?

i have alot of thoughts now, but i dont really know how i want to express them or if i even want to. hmm. let's just say, i'm reflecting how blessed i am again.

i'll save the thanking of people when my bday is over so i can dedicate one "thank you for remembering my bday" post to all those sweet people all at a go.so, if u text me/emailed me/gave me a present early, and have been visiting my blog to see if i published your big name, be patient.haha! it'll come soon. heh! :D

tmr's the big day, but i'm not in the mood yet. i wonder why too. i guess, everyday feels like a bday to me. heh.


ms.tay(cgs) emailed this to me upon my mom's request. so embarassing!

tell me how gay this is!



really freaked out i tell u. i had no idea, i thought it was a virus!

thn i noticed a very strange thing- stingray.everyone was talking about stingrays.for a moment, i thot the world celebrated elaine tay's bday with us.

oh speaking of which, i forgot. need to publish this in HUGE, coloured, bold font:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE TAY! ;D

why did i think that way? because coincidentally, tdy is that bimbo panda's bday and we gave her this huge turtle soft-toy. plus we treated her to lunch, and guess what we had? yes, u got it- stingray. how odd!

thn i got really worked up and questioned a few ppl online. of which, only 3 entertained me.

conversation with z:


conversation with m:


conversation with aa:


























besides, u know how people always try to lie to me cause they try so hard and they nvr get me to believe thm. so i thought they may all be in cahoots, even though they obviously dont know each other. so i checked:


there you have it.

i'm at peace with the turtles and stingrays now. just abit freaky that its exactly what we did for elaine's bday today. oh well, whatever that's supposed to be. heh. happy birthday elaine! ;D

need to be transformed into Your likeness oh Lord
ilovemyJesus!!

before i start, my eyes feel ____ (ouch!) bcs i havent taken out my lenses for a looong time.so i'm going to take 'em out now. one second.
(omg, i cant find my specs. i'm wearing my momma's one now. i look abit auntie.)

count my Blessings:
1. i prayed that i wont be late despite missing 2 buses (usually i would be late) cause i didnt bring enough cash to cab. and i wasnt late surprisingly.
2.on another occasion, 8 empty cabs went pass me and i prayed anxiously. the 9th cab i saw stopped for me.
3.i prayed for the lift to be waiting for me and it did for the past 5 days.
4.i prayed for things to change betwn my dad and i, and on tuesday, he bought me grapes and cut apples for me. i was rly touched.
5.i prayed that my dad would go see a doctor and he did, finally.
my God is more than enough for me

its teachers day today and so,
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ONE & ALL :D

shopped tdy, but i'll spare you the details cause i gather u aint interested in my purchases aye? met z and l, watched lovewreck. i give it 2 thumbs up, think everyone should watch it. (; but wht made it nicer was my company, i love z and l. they rock my world like i rock theirs, haha!

thn met a, wk and j at jurong after tht.
a is nice, very concerned, sincere and brotherly, positively a "D" personality.
wk is hmm, dont know him well but so far, can tell he's very thoughtful and caring, and definitely an "S" personality.
j's some funny chap, very comical, an "I" personality like myself.
j sent me home & the whole time we discussed swimming/lifesaving stuff. abit akward, but could have been worse if it was wk. haha!

what can i say? i've been blessed :D

are my righteousness, You are royalty, so i crown You
ilovemyJesus!!

praise God! one thing i love about ac is that we begin the week praising God (chapel's on monday). & that's how i plan to start my days because i'm grateful.if i had still been that girl who had no God, no hope, i know i wouldnt have been able to do so many things i'm doing now. & that includes going to school.

i love you God.
thank You for giving me so much in life.
help me to know You even better.



you know, i get excited reading the bible. sometimes, i dont know how to read my bible. as in, its quite disorganizes since i skip chapters & go back agn bcs thr are so many things i want to know & learn, & i wish i could finish readg it in a day. its amazing for someone like me who has troubles even reading my sec 4 lit text, and now, (yes, believe me) newspapers.

a few thoughts that went through my mind the past 2 weeks:
1. you cannot impose expectations on people, but you can pray for them
2. confidence starts with humility
3. encouraging words make an impact while criticism is pointless.
there, my 2 cents worth. something to keep you thinking for the next few minutes. (;



that aside, i thought of this during mr kuna's electrochemistry lecture:
you know how some call me "Lerh-nette"
and how others call me "Lee-nerd"
being the accomodating me, i've decided to make the official pronounciation a hybrid:
Learned! (Lerh-nerd)
tadah! :D

anw people, i'm quite upset cause i missed school on wed! i know you wanna call me mad cause everybody loves to miss school. but no, i like school. i havent missed a single lecture/tutorial since day one even if i was sick! but on wed, i had a fever and momma said i should rest. and so, for the record, or rather, to break the record, i missed school D:

mrs roberta tan talked about awards given out for honours night today, and i asked elaine if there was an award for like, the "Most Responsive Student", cause if thr was, i'm going to fight for it with that sconer in maths lecture who always asks ONE more question thn me. fight fight fight fight fight fight fight speaking of which, i've yet to get back with that jason (was it?) guy who opened my bag thinking it was his just bcs we have the same bag. you do not do that, you hear me? huh?



hahahaahahaha, i'm quite amused by myself. and btw, i was just kidding about fighting with the sconer and that jason(?).

this is one looong blog entry.
ps: photos are random

cause i know His eye is on the sparrow
ilovemyJesus!!


lollipop and postcard by snail mail from dreey came as a sweet surprise.
thanks girl! (;
p.s: all the best for prelims/A's!

person of the day for August 15:
TEO ZHI XIN :D
hello dear girl, thanks for being my emotional thrash bin, though most of the things i say really dont make sense. you could chose to just not bother, cause it wont affect you anyhow. but still, you listen and understand. i'm damn grateful for you, and its beyond words. i feel blessed because of you, and yes, i'm very aware that you dont like mushy stuff but i do LOVE you alot. there are countless stuff i appreciate about you.

meeting z today changed my overall mood for today.
z is a lovely person.

YOU are so selfish. its ironic how you believe you are being selfless making that decision, when you made up your mind without our consent first. i ____ you for being so naive and sefish. you have absolutely no idea how many lives youre affecting.

the Darling of heaven crucified, worthy is the Lamb
ilovemyJesus!!

sometimes, i feel so blessed.
though shit happened/happens/will happen around me.
not that i compare with people worse off,
cause i dont see them
(as the saying goes, the grass is always greener on the other side).
i guess, its Your presence.

yup, i know He is.

in Your arms, never let me go, i wanna spend eternity with You
ilovemyJesus!!

hello people in computerland.
i just felt like doing this - a super long photo post.
super long, i repeat.