so lydia is gone. not dead. but left for chicago and wun be back till next year. zhixin is in camp. jiaqi just came back. grace leaving for shanghai on the 6th, coming back on the 14th and going to malaysia on the 15th to 22nt i think.sigh.
anyway. went to church as usual this morning. no lydia. so weird. and next week, no grace. sigh. saw mrs neo while waiting for grace. so cute lorh she. she ask me my shoes how much. then ask me what class i go. then tell me to have a merry christmas when christmas is one month away. BWHAHAHHAHAHA. but she's really nice anyway.
went home. slept for a while. and went on to do my webpage for the rest of the day. i can feel my com burning. bwahahahaha.

whhheeeeeeee! my cousins at my hse now. they so so so adorable. so busy now. amusing myself with thm. n chatting. so ths entry will be a short one.
went to pick dried leafs n twigs for zx's guides camp in the morning with lydia grace n zx at tb park this morning. after a long time picking at the park which has no dried leaves n twigs, went to eat. grace n lydia left. zx n i went bras basah to change her books. BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. my cousin so funny! arghs. i dun wanna blog le! SAMUEL AND LEMUEL ARE SUCH ADORABLE INTERESTING CREATURES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

met lydia at tbp. me early as usual. she came. we left for qnstwn. nearly over shot cuz we were chatting happily. but mangaed to hop out of the train in time. took a bus cuz it was rainng. waste my bus fare. bwaha. so sad. missed our stop. but the driver stopped n let us get off the bus before it went further. nice bus driver. thankew uncle! doubt he'll ever get to read this. bwahahahahaha
saw zhixin using the com when we reachd qnstwn library. bwaha. when to "BOO" her. "BOO"-ed so loudly tt ppl around all stared at us. n zx "SHHHHHHH!"-ed us. bwahaha. afterall, we were at a library. bwahahaha.
lookd for bks. borrowed 6 bks. my card no more space le. n my mum's also. bwahaha. ate at the library cz it was rainng heavily n lydia, as usual, didnt bring an umbrella. bwahahaha. drank capuccino n burnt my tongue. *ouch* bwahaha.

k. books i borrowed:
-Welcome to my planet (where english is sometimes spoken)
*read tt for dunno how long le. bwahahahaha.*
-Anxiety and Tension
-50 Ways to fight Depression without Drugs
-Family Doctor Guide to STRESS
-The Essential Calvin and Hobbes (A Calvin and Hobbes Treasury)
-Diary of a Mad Mom-to-be

bwahaha. at the library. i took alot of books abt parenting n baby\children. n zx n lydia thot i was pregnant. BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. so stupid lorh. actually. i dun noe lah. i din realize i was at the parenting section. n there were so many interesting bks there. bwahahaha. so ah...

anw. after tt left for qnsway shopping. lydia kept kickg/splashg water at us. so mean right? bwaha. thn she no umbrella. kept jumping frm my umbrella to zx's n back agn. bwaha. really had a hell of a great time. havent been tt crazy for long. not for me at least. bwaahahahaha.

sis just went cycling. so cool. she just bought a new bike. silver n yellow. not bad looking. but it would have looked better if the yellow was orange. bwahaha. nvm.

*OUCH!* burnt my tongue again. my mum just fed me roti prata. hot one... she din warn me.....

k. natania is leaving. tmr. BYE BYE NATANIA! lydia is leaving on sunday. BYE BYE LYDIA! u two dun forget to miss me ah... must shi shi ke ke think of me k? bwahahaha. i sound sick.

k. bloggin agn. bwahaha. cut my sis's hair just now. bwahaha. alot of it. k. my sis said it was nt bad. but thn i think its kinda bad. the sides. i shouldnt have cut it. the back is too perfect for words. bwahahaha. not bhb-ing. but ah. the back... i was like. aiming for perfection. bwahahahaha. cut for 1hr+++. poor sis. =p
when cutting tt time the scissors dropped on my leg. hurt for a moment. i lookd at it. no blood. no cuts. but thn ah. when i sweeping the hair off the ground... i saw alot of blood on my leg. n i screamed to my sis... omg lorh... is really alot of blood k. n my sis cleaned it up for me... BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. stupid lorhx! the cut is so so so so so tiny only. but ah... somehow got alot of blood lah. evn the floor also have. bwahahahaha. so stupid.

ugh. that girl is soooooooo bhb! i shant say who....

my brother came back lerhx. i dunno y either. but he gg back on monday. so cool. i can happily forget abt slping in his room. sigh. BWHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. k. madness. nvm. he talking on the phone... for 1 hr+++ now. so lame lorhx his conversation. i not eavesdropping. he happend to be talkng very loudly. somemore behind me only. bwaahhahahahaaha. madness. like zx always says... BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. nvm.

bwahahaha. the bks i borrowed quite nice lah. one is called "my sister from the black lagoon". the other, "having it and eating it." not abt food though. bwahahahahahaha. 'my sis frm the black lagoon" is nicer. bwahaha. funnier. k. shall go n read....

heyyyy-
ytd night was lonely. mum n i at hm only. bwahaha. slpt ultra late. was reading abt emphysema, bipolar disorder, manic depression and down syndrome. bwahahahaha. k. shall not be naggy. bwahahaha
this mornng went tbp with grace lydia zx and kaiqin to watch rugrats. $7.50 cuz its the first day of a new movie. shit lah. wasted 1 buck.
after movie went bras basah with grace n lydia. lydia bought wrong books the other time. must change. thn cuz the other books cheaper. so she must buy sth else. bwaha. bought 3 lollipops. one for me. one for grace. one for herself. so nice right? thankx lydia
thn after tt walked arnd funan, penisular plaze n some weird place. thn went to bus stop. lydia said i could take 145 to bukit merah library. meant to go there. but the bus zoomed pass the place without stopping. wow. felt lost for a moment. bwaha. until i smsed lydia n she told me the bus went to qnstwn. yep. so went qnstwn library. spent dun noe how long there. picked 6 books. read abt of all of it. put thm all back. picked 3 books. read. chose 2 books. went to find stuff on emphysema and kleptomania. found a few. realized lib card not enough space. so nvm. bwahahahaha. so sad lorh. i could find "fighting ruben wolfe". the computer say can be found at bedok, tampiness, toa payoh, ang mo kio, woodlands. sigh. all the far far places. so i can happily forget abt borrowing it. sigh... thn cannt find Welcome to My Planet also. evn though the com sat qnstwn lib have. aiyah. crap lah. thn borrowed my books n left. i tried nora roberts. but thn ah. 1.) too sick. 2.) dun really like that sort of story. i prefer books where the main character is "I". which means the author himself or herself lah. bwahahahaha. wadever.
went hm. knocked into many many ppl today. bwahaha. so stupid. took the wrong bus. took 32. thn must walk a longer way hm. thn reach tt time. gg to reach my door tt time. saw this familiar lady standing outside my neighbor's hse. omg!!! it was aunty beng leng!!! i havent seen her for 5 yrs lorh!!!!! i cant believe it! she's so nice. missed her like hell k!!! n she looked at me. i think she cant recognise me. but i dun blame her. grown fat n uglier over the yrs. bwhahahaa. anw. so i shouted:"AUNTY BENG LENG!!!" n she was like. look at me for a while. thn eyes widen. "oh hi! how have u been?" n i was like... "fine. fine..." n smile smile smile. thn this ang moh man came. bwahahaha. her husband. so she got married overseas. bwahaha. tt time she left for australlia she said she would come back in 2 yrs time. in the end... 5 years lorh. my mum said bcuz she got married n settled down there. yea. think she decided to come back n visit her mum. her husband so tall lorh. aiyah. crap. which ang moh is not tall one. bwhahahahaahahahah.
n my sis come back lerhx. finally. she brought not enough money there. so she just got me wad. cuttlefish frm malaysia. -_____-". bwahaha. she bought herself an okay-looking pullover. wouldnt say its nice or wad. not ugly also. aiyah. just normal lorh. can wear out type. hahahaha.
ate alot today. dun noe y. feeling really bad... guilty i guess. sigh. cuz when i went out this morning, my old neighbor saw me. thn i said:"uncle". thn he was watering the plants... thn he head me n said:"ehhhhh. chu qu ah? qu na li?" (gg out? to where?) n i was like:"qu du shu."(to study). i know this lie wun harm anyone lah. n its just a small small small lie. but thn ah... somehow. i feel so guilty abt lying. sigh. bwahahahahaha.
i realized i know alot abt myself now. things i didnt know the beginning of this yr. this yr has been really eventful.... i'm starting to learn who i really am. K. STOP! before i start my boring speech... bwahahaha. i better stop blogging. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA....

boooooo! bwahahaha. i've finished reading "when dogs cry". really good bk lorhx. my mum amazed n surprised tt i actually completed it. n tt i even started on it. haha. somemore in a day. k. i din slp the whole night last night. was reading. haha. woke up at 10am this morning.meang i slpt for 5hrs. but still very alert n full of energy. bwahahaha. intend to borrow another bk tt is linked to when dogs cry. called "fighting ruben wolfe". bwahahaha. cannt find. so sad.
anw. woke up. ate. read abt DS [down syndrome] and Bipolar Disorder and Manic Depressive Illness. yep. so. for the whole morning it was. eat. read. eat. read. yep. found out alot. n wanting to find out more. bwahahah. need to go library. hahaha.
bks i need to borrow:
-Fighting Ruben Wolfe by Markus Zusak
-Welcome to My Planet by Shannon Olsen
-Why Men Lie and Women Cry by i forgot who
bwahahahhaahaha. n loads of bks on DS n Bipolar Disorder. lalalalala. sudden interest in bks. after 14 yrs of my marvellous life. bwahahahah

afternn went out with mum. k. went tbp. bought breadtalk. thn went popular. FINALLY got my compass. so ex lorh. $10.10. want my life man. bt anw. once in a while. so nvm. thn now my fengshui cat facing correct direction le. after countless weeks. thn went to eat crepe. mum ate peppermint chocolate chip ice-crem crepe. i dint eat. cuz i was the one treatng my mum. BWAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. k. thn went guardian. siao one lah. the guardian ah... want my life only.
i went in. asked for zx's wadever gel patches. thn the salesgirl kept saying my skin condition chao lan. wah lau. i know its bad lah. but dun need to say until like tt mah. somemore the look on her face is as if i cannt be cured le. bwahahaha. thn she kept saying it was bad to convince my mum to buy the products. 3 ppl somemore. thn so in the end they got all the stuff for me. siao one. $300+++. want my life ah. so i went to the counter. stopped my mum. thn one by one take all the items n said:"oh oh. wo bu shi yao zhi ge. wo you le..." n put back to the shelf. in the end my mum insisted on a few of thm. so spent $100+++ on my pathetic face. plz lorhx! I DUN NEED IT K! zits n acne will say bye bye once u grow up!!!! ugh. total waste! somemore my mum complained at hm no money. anyhow spent like tt. ON ME somemore. make my feel guilty like nuts. ugh.....!
thn as if not bad enough. i walked into watsons to get a chocolate bar. n the cosmetics girl came up to me n introduced some useless products to me. which one alone alrdy cost $30. wah. say my face condition VERY VERY lousy. say wad. still can be saved if use their products. GRRRRRRRRRR! anw. ltr on bough soon kueh. thn eat n shop n eat n shop. haha. my mum din eat alot lah. she eats very little nowadays. she ate half a soon kueh thn complain she very full le. bwahahaha. no wonder she so skinny. thn um. went hm at 5+++. went to bath. read n ate for abt 10mins++ thn watched holland v. yea lah. thn watched the holland v thn who wants to be a millionaire. chi version lah. thn come online le lorhx. my life quite boring lah....

BOOOOOO! *but i cant help falling in love with u* bwahahaha. listening to a*teens-cant help falling in love now. bwhahahahaha. sigh. my sis now at k-box. so cool right? n i'm right here rotting. bwahahaha. for those sua-kus, k-box is karaoke for young ppl. teens lah. bwaha. now playing on winamp: a*teens- under the sea. bwahahaha. *under the sea. under the sea.* hahaha.

woke up today at 1pm+++. cuz my kor kor lorhx. early morning. k. i mean. early afternoon shout until so loud. want my life ah. thn had to wake up. bwahahaha. for the rest of the afternoon was listening to songs frm winamp n reading. suprisingly. bwaahahaha. this book called:"when dogs cry" its not abt dogs. very nice book. u all should read. if a book can ever appeal to me, it has to be a very good book.

now playing: upside down-a*teens

hehehehe. sian ah. still squibbling with my brother. who keeps saying tt he is shuai. [choke choke] and smart. [choke choke choke choke] can sing well. [choke choke choke choke choke choke] alot girls dying for him. [******faints*****] bwahahaha. k lah. he actually quite shuai lah. esp after his haircut. but thn ah. the frnt tooth missing. bwahaha. cuz tt time play bball. thn this guy. aiyah. nt sure wad happened. bwahahaha. bt anw. his tooth kena chipped off. not the whole tooth drop out lah. bwahaha. k. smart ah. yea lah. very very very smart. its in the family genes. bwahahahhaa. my dad is chao smart. my mum um. yea lah. considered smart le. n hardworking. thus, a smart daughter like me. =) =) =) =) =) bwahahahahaha. anw. my brother is cong ming lorh. hehe. um. can sing well ah. tt one definitely not true. haha. sometimes i slp in the same room as him mah... thn he sing sing sing until i go back to my room. bwahahaha. k. thn. girls dying for him. k. dun noe how true tt is. bwahahaha. he must be exaggerating... bwahahahaha. he go back to camp le. bwahahahaha. spared frm his horrible singing. n pointless squibblings. heheheheheehhehe.

now playing: aaliyah- journey to the past.

bwahaha. ytd my sis prom. hahaha. so funny. cant imagine her wearing those heels. n tt skirt. n tt blouse. n the hair... the make up.

just watched punkd. so funny lorhx. n ashton is so cute! hahaha. cool lorhx. the one with britney. ashton's so smart. bwahahahahha. anw. my sis came back lerx. finally. bwahaha. she walked hm frm bedok lorhx. siao. bwahahaha. she went out early morning. so late thn come back. haha. i like. din see her for the whole day. bwahahaha. n now i'm hogging on to the com. bwaha. n she wants the com. hahahaha. nvm. anw. she gg malaysia tmr. cool right? when she coming back? tmr. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. they siao one lah. hahaha. but nvm lah. at least got go overseas. BWHAHAHAHAHA. better thn me. haha. could have gone to malaysia the other time. bwaha. din go. sad right? bt nvm. hahahaha

booooooo! haha. k. um. morning went to jp with lydia zx grace. morning... as in really morning. wad. 10.30am go jp. all the shops nt opend. bwahaha. anw. ya. thn left at 11++ or 12. i forgot. zx go her godma hse. lydia n grace go buy grace's bks. thn i went hm. slpt for a while. thn went to qnsway with mama. walked arnd for 3 hrs +++. hahaha. thn she complained tired. bwahahaha. so went hm. on the bus calculated wad my mum owed me. bday present. christmas present. so many things lor. she promised me to watch what a girl wants last last last dun noe how many 'last's saturdays. until now. sigh. thn she supposed to bring me to check my eyesight. n my dental appointment which i missed more thn 10 times n made more thn 10 appointments lerhx. n somemore she still tell me:"u must learn to be more independant u know. can go urself what..." bwahahaha. anyway. thn went great world. went to get a new passbk. now one is blue n yellow color one. nicer thn the old green one. bwaha. thn they bank-teller wanted to see my identity. dared not give her my ez link card cuz i pasted my neoprint there. but still had to give lah. thn she said she needed to see my original photo. i tried peeling the neoprint off. my mum tried. the bank-teller tried. the security guard n policeman tried. other banktellers tried. the ppl queueing behind tried. no one could peel it off. i so malu lorhx. thn i kept laughing. used scissors. ruler. also cannt. bwahahahahahaa. in the end... they used penknife. n now my ezlink card.... scratched. bwahahahha. stupid right? i dun dare to go back ler... for fear of being recognized. bwahaha. thn my mum told the teller:"she says she's very ugly. so cannt see the photo." n the teller said:"its like that one lah. young people always think they are ugly somehow." which i think is very true lorh.... my sis. is a chio bu lorh. really. but thn ah. k. of cuz she has a SERIOUS NEED to slim down lah. but thn... bsides tt. she's really very very chio lorh. somemore gd in studies. CHAO gd at sports. really. got good temper. seldom angry. nv rebutts. content with life. she's like. close to perfect. but thn. she very unconfident of herself. thinks she looks bad. sigh. nvm. bwahahaha. anw... tmr is hari raya puasa!!! happy HARI RAYA PUASAH TO ALL MUSLIMS! bwahhahahahahahahahahahahaha!

wheeeeeeeee. k. today morning woke up chao late. at 8.10am. church starts at 8.30. thot i wud be late. rushd n rushd. smsed lydia tellng her i will be late. in the end i reachd at 8.23sm. 7mins early. waited a long long long loooooooooooooooong time before grace n her family came. haha. went up. thn lydia joind us. bwahaha. lydia today so sian liddat. very tired. bwahaha. me too. lethargic like anything. evn though i slpet for 13hrs++ the day before. bwahaha. the more i slp the more tired i get. the other time i slpt for only 3hrs++ thn i alert like anything. nvm. anw. church overtime today. bwaahaha. ended at 10.40++. so sian. today din get "shhhhh-ed" at. yay! acheivement. but ah. i nearly slpt. really lorh. lydia also. grace also. all yawn like mad liddat. bwahaha. esp lydia. poor her. slpt at 2am ytd. bwahaha. thn during church grace was reading. lydia also. thn i guai guai listenng to the pastor n observing the little girl in frnt. she so cute lorh! bwhahaha. n grace folded a boat for me. so cool right? hahahaha.
anw. after church went to eat as usual. duck noodles. hehe. n grace reminded me tt she owes me 80cents. yay. bwahaha. reachd hm. slpt. thn woke up. to realize tt i kickd the bolster n pillow n blanket n bedsheet all to the floor. i must be a genius lorh. can slp until the bedsheet come out also. haha. weird dream. dreamt tt someone was having some sort of competition with me. thn cannt see the person's face... the competition also very weird. must keep running thn the road is like... u run run run but u realize u still at the same place. keep running n running. thn suddenly the person managed to go out of the 'trap'. thn i was very angry. hahaha. so stupid right? thn i kept trying n trying. thn cannt. very angry. thn i stop running n started to throw tantrums. n like.... zi bao zi qi liddat. sigh... really reflects on my real life. like the other day. canoeing with pras... i dun noe lah. really feel guilty n sorry to prasana lorh. i'm a really bad partner u know. i think next time she dun wanna row with me le. i mean. she's really very nice u know. n i was such a bitch tt time... i'm really sorry. sigh...

bwahahaha. my com now playing all the songs i have. at full volume. very loud. i cannt evn hear the keyboard sound lorh... i mean. the typing sound. think i will go deaf. hahaha. but nvm lrhx. since zx says i'm alrdy deaf lerx. bwahahah. tmr need to go sch with lydia n zx n grace. hahaha. they need to buy books. bwahah. n i as a nice person will pei they all. bwhahaha. =) =) =) =) bwahahahahaha. thn gg to play badminton. yay! finally. after waiting for 3 days. =) =) =). anyone free? can come also. bwahahaha. help to split the booking fees for the court. bwhahahaahha. or dun come also can. can sponsor us. =) =). bwahahahaha.

anw. thn ltr went to tbp with sis. she bought her prom stuff lerx. need to get shoes. yea. so got a pair. abt 2 inches high only she say too high. i chose one abt 3.5 inches high liddat chao nice one. but ah.. she dun like. but anw. so got her shoes. went hm. i played with her shoes. walk arnd the hse. so fun. bwahaha. thn mama ask me to teach her how to make up. n i did. yea lorhx. liddat lor. actually. my sis v chio one. but thn ah.. sigh. nvm. bwahahahah

k. just woke up. thn came online lers. bwahaha. so tired today. morning woke up at 6.40. prepared everything. left hse to meet lydia n grace at tbp at 7am. n i slpt the last night at 12 to 1am liddat. sigh. anw. met thm. went sch. pass up appeal form. left sch. thn i went for canoe lerx.
k. canoe today is like usual. except tt i capsized once while changing canoes in the middle of the sea n nearly died. i thot it was the end of me lorx. i know if i type it here it wun sound scary at all. but.. sigh. anw. tell u abt my close encounter with death larx. k. um. i wanted to change canoe with joanne. thn hers is one sitter. hard to embark.esp when u're not on land. so the canoe turned over when i haven fully go in yet. thn i before tt i din clip my life vest on properly. cuz it was frm SJI. n i dun wan a sth a guy wore be so close to me. somemore hugging me marhx. so clip until very lose. thn when i dropped into the water. the vest floated up. n my head was underwater.. which means.. it slipped up and nearly out. but slipping up is bad enough lerx. thn they tied sth to the sea-bed marhx. so got strings. n my legs got caught with the strings n kena entangled. n i was trapped there. n in my mind i kept thinkng:"omg. this is the end of me lerx. this is the end of me lerx." thn the more i struggle the more i sink n the more entangled my leg n the ropes got. n i was so scared k. somemore the canoe was like... 'pushng' me. i think i experiencd miracle u know. cuz ah. suddenly. just suddenly. i din do anything at all. i was set free frm the ropes. really have to thank God....saved my life. okok. anw. so we rowed n rowed. n single seater... so diff frm the ones we used the other time. much lighter n "sharper". can cut more water lah but thn ah... very very unbalanced n shaky. but only for a while larhx. once u get used to it can le. n now i have the fibraglass all over me. ouch. bwahaha. zx was trying to stay away frm me. hehehe. n i have 19 cuts all over. bwahha. somemore got a few parallel one. looks like i cut myself. but ah. bwaha. i will nv do tt. kerkx. haahahah. k...
after tt went to suntec with sijing for a while. she went to buy macdonalds. bwahahaha. thn went citihall to meet lydia n zx. thn went to raffles shopping centre or wadever tt place is called larhx. u know the one. not got disney's storybook magic one. bwaha. zx treat me n lydia to candy floss. so nice right? thankx zhixin. bwaha. she suddenly so nice lorhx. dun noy y also. bwahaha. [zhixin, if u're reading this. plz dun tell me wad... u all along very nice one mah. bwaha.]but anw. so she treated us larhx.
went to bras basah to buy books. zx n lydia buy lah. walked there frm raffles. n we got kinda lost. cuz ah. lydia knows where it is but we dun trust her. so we went to ask the ritz carlton ppl. thn they ask us to walk back frm where we were. so we backtrackd. n thn askd another guy. he ask us to walk forward to after ritzcarlton there. hahaha. so ah... we walked pass CHIJMES 3 times. bwaha. to n fro. anw. bought their books le. i help lydia carry some. thn she took taxi hm. zx n i took 33. went tbp for a while. she bought The Bonesetter's Daughter finally. bwahaha. with the help of a very very very tall Popular assistant. wah. he walk one step ah. i must walk 10 steps. bwahaha. anw. after tt bought a bottle. i bought orange zx bought silver. the orange also not say v nice. dun noe y i buy. sigh. haha. was in a dilema btwn blue or orange. k. i like orange. but ah. the blue looks nicer. the orange looks very. um. dun noe how to say larhx. but suan le. one must learn not to regret. yep.
thn when hm just in time to catch the rugby match btwn england n australia. bwaha. suprisingly, zx watched rugby too. din know tt. bwahaha. bt gd lah. thn someonre can tell me today's match the score. cuz i fell aslp when the score was 14 to 17 i think. i forgot. wow. haha. but confirm england win one. but personally. i think australia should win bcuz 1.) i support thm. 2.) they're much braver. they dun mind the english jumping/pouncing or wadever on thm. i mean. tt's the game mah. thn ah england all one by one kia-si (scared of death) one. bwaha. everytime they see got aussies in frnt of thm or chasing thm thn they will kick the ball. i know tt's the game. but ah. i see the aussies get injured much much much much much more thn the english. the english rarely get punced on. yah. bwahaha. kk. enough of rugby.
haha. got new interest in mules. haha. they very cute. its um. mixture of a horse n donkey if i rmb correctly. they are so cute u know? sigh. but i must be loyal to my moose. bwaha. shall go do research on mules... bwahahah.

bwahaha. i'm blogging agn. i only have half an hour. a day. i made this arrangement myself. to save money. n to forgive myself. feeling so guilty u know. i lied to my mum... yea. esp when my family in crisis like tt. i'm spending alot of money. n the net. n my hp sms. yea. so. anyway. left with 15mins only. bwaha
k. i'm totally in love with didi. grace's dog. it licked me k. bwahaha. n its really cute. i really love it. couldnt bear to part with it just now. haha. n when i left. really felt bad. dun noe y. i got so so so so close with her dogs k.
hahah. k. tmr got trng. meeting lydia at 7am at tbp. thn go sch tgt to pass up the appeal form. thn i go for trng. actually. i cant u know. i got infection. but. suan le. must show commitment n dedication right? yea. JIA YOU LYNETTE!
sigh. i think i'm really a sore loser. k. tt's one really big bad point abt me. winning is like everything. really. i think... sigh. how can i change myself? i'm too ambitious i guess. just like wad most of the seniors said. n lydia too. sigh... being ambitious is both gd n bad. helps me strive. but. i wun take failure so easily thn. i mean. esp when there's competition... take huiqin for example. i think i'm a really evil person. sigh... i need a change. BADLY.

boO! in grace's hse now. was playing with her dogs. just now was so scared of it. the very next moment i playing with thm. n evn carrying thm. bwahaha. n zx is sac red of dogs. heh heh heh. she climbed up the double decker bed bwaha. n dun wanna go down. n grace is reading the bible. i dun noe y. n she's telling us how gross n disgusting the revolutions monster is. bwahaha. k. lydia is playing with fluffy [grace's dog] n singing with zx. n zx sing out of tune lerx. bwahaha. k. did n mojo are so cute. fluffy too. bwahahahaha. anyway. got my posting lerx. but ah. i wanna change to go zx's class. hers is exactly same as mine. just tt she take geog n i take hist. bwahaha. my hist is only higher thn geog by 2 marks. bwahahha. lydia appealing too. to go grace hse. also diff of hist n geog. bwahahahaha. n jq din go sch. so nice lorh. somemore we must help me take option form bla bla bla. and zx come down lerx. lydia singg church kindergarden songs. bwahaha. k. zx finally playing with the dogs. n grace sings:"n if u touch me i will rip u apart" haha. n zx is still afraid of the dogs somehow. k. she coughing at me. shaking the bogger thing. arghs! so noisy. hhaha. n i see didi agn. k. wati[grace's maid] just brought in the noodles. k. i see mojo too. so cute at my legs there now. bwahahahha./ k did leaves. n comes back agn. bwahahhahahahaha. so cute. grace ah..... laughing. she saw lydia's underwear. k. i'm not supposed to say more. for fear tt lydia will murder me. bwahahha. k. shall stop blogging lerx. hehehe. here comes mojo again. sigh. i wun be gg online so often nowadays. was online for 8hrs non stop ytd. n i lied to my mum. said2hrs only. really very guilty now. sigh. n to think my mum just praised me. bwahaha. oh yah. this mornng met lydia n zx at redhill market. 9am. i left hse at 8.10. wanted to take bus. but was too early. so i walked there. n eached at 8.30. so early right? thn i waited so lonely at the bus stop/. bwahaha. lydia dancing to the dog. hahahahahahahaha. didi n mojo. n zx thinks tt lydia is siao. bwahahahahha. kk. must conserve electricity. shall let zx take over. byeeeee~!

yoz. muaha. k. so we went to the library. as u should know. anyway. hahahaha. okok.
i am still-
having-
my-
menses-
am i dying yet? sigh. shall right my will at the bottom later. yep.

mum says i've been a gd girl. haven been throwing tantrum for so long. yep. n she says she can see improvement in my character n maturity in my thinking. *smilex* says she can see my determination in trying to bcome a better person. n more spiritual. drawing nearer to God. *smilex again* BUTTTTTTTT. she says. my PMS still needs to be in cntrl. yep. cannt let PMS be an excuse. k. must change tt of me. jia you, myself. muahahaha.
n i did the housework today. for no reason. just to please my mum. haha. washed the clothes. ok. i din do it. the machine did it. but thn ah. i put the powder into the machine, put the clothes in the machine too, plugged the thing, on the machine and sit infrnt of the machine as it spun. muaha. k. the last one was a lie. hehx. thn i swept n mobbed the floor. haha. ytd night... i... actually resorted to cleaning the floor with a towel tile by tile with my hands. tired like mad. lucky i have a small house. imagine a house like grace's or zx's... can die. my sis evn thot i suffering frm depression or anxiety disorder n ask my mum to bring me to psychiatrist. or however u spell tt. haha. n she was like:"nerd[tt's y they call me at hm. lyn-nerd.], tell me seriously. are u stressed?" n i was like:"yes. with all the dust at hm." muaha. anyway. back to my housework thing. um. washed the dishes. cleared the two tables in the other room. n the living room table [my bro's table. even though there really is nth to clear. haha]. um. my own table. but it is still quite messy cuz i have too many things le. haha. my sis table alrdy v neat n tidy. yep. orh. n i folded n kept the clothes tt r dried le. hahaha. anyway. i got alot of things cuz i keep alot of things. n y i keep alot of things is bcuz i got my grandma's genes. hey. rhymes. muaha. my grandma very cute one. she keeps everything tt is at hm. as in. for example. she saw my shing lee maths wrkbk lying on the table n she kept it in her bag. n she kept her bag in another bag. n tt bag in another bag. n tt bag in her drawer. she likes keepg bags in bags. haha. lucky i din get tt gene. anyway. until my grandma moved to my aunty's house did i find my maths bk. haha. n alot of stuff i used to have when i was a child tt suddenly went missing for no apparent reason. haha. wad a cute grandma. n she doesnt like it when my mum sorts out her things. sort out, my mum says. to me, she just throws everything away. hahaa. i dun like my mum "sorting" out my stuff too. i tend to keep all sorts of nonsense [wad my mum calls them] thinking they would come in handy next time. hahaa. even though i know they wont. muaha. ok. so. anyway. conclusion is... my grandma is some sort of garang guni... n so m i. muaha. =)
haha. k. just did an IQ test. u all go do it also. n ah... my IQ is 132. muahaha. i kinda jealous. my sis got 137. i know its only 5. but. nvm. i get jealous to easily... sigh. nononono. cannt just sigh. must do sth abt it. yes. i'm gg... to change. muaha. =) anw. can go do the IQ test... just go to the address below...

http://www.emode.com/tests/uiq/

hmm. got a very nice poem to share. wanted to blog it up since a long time but i keep forgetting. haha. can memorise it le. hehehe.

Remember- Christina Rossetti

Remember me when I'm gone,
Gone far away into the silent land;
Where you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future you planned:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be too late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

nice right> muaha. ok. now for my will...

Ahem Ahem. *clears throat*
Apartment. [if i have one. if not, my bed] um. shall be used to keep my husbands, the 'moo's, the moose and the mules. n my own species. the sheeps. n if my family got anyone no house can come n stay also. if they dun mind. hahhaa. but if its my bed. better not. haha.
Money. will be given all to my mother. n if got any left-over [but like i said. all given to my mum should have no leftover lah huh. haha] can donate to charity. hahaha. n ah. must leave abit to buy food for my husbands n fellow 'meh meh's. but i think my mum will help me feel thm lah. haha.
My so-called Junk. sell to garang guni. the one tt will pay the most. haha. thn the money. um. give my mother lor.
My School Books. give to salvation army.
My Sch Uniform. Clothes. Shoes. Etc. see who want thn take lorh. if not one want [which is most likely]. ask my mum wad she wanna do with it. hahaha.
My vacancy in Crescent. haha. um. give to my principle lorh. i think she needs some education. actually i want to give mr gau. but thn ah. too bad he is a guy. cuz i think he needs it more. muahaha.
My status as mrs-ian-wallace. haha. no one can replace. cuz ah... i made it up. muaha.
end of will. signed. lynette
must write IC number anot ah? nvm. i give ICQ number. 338365042. no alphabet infront one. um. if need ah. add L lorh. L is for lynette mah. ahhahaha. oh wait. got sth to add to my will!!!
My Neopets Account. given to anyone who knows my password. haha. i got alot of money one k..... heh heh heh.

hahahahaha. crap too. hehehehe. shall stop blogging. this sure IS a long entry. hehx.

hey-heyyy~
haha.this is my firsttime using the library'scom after it changed system. muaha.n i have a free30min use of internet. hehehe. but i more used to using my home laptop cuz the keyboard very difficultto type n rightnow i'm making so much noise typingon this lousy n noisy keyboard. but thn... better thn nth. hahah
at woodlands library now with zhixin sitting beside me. using the com too. n looking for the top up machine.n muahaha. cuz she running out of creditle.ni'm supposedto tag her board. muaha. everyone having flu.k anyway. lydia is here too. n grace also. muaha. n jiaqi. n the flu virusheadquaters is zhixin. spreading it all around. let's hope she doesnthave sars/ crap.,muaha
everyone go see my friendster. hehe.i got right now,only patheticaly 2 testimonials. n HAHAHAHHAHHA.zx ran out of credit.k she finally un-lazy enough to stand up n look around for the machine. heh heh heh
k. ytdnight. cousins came. i tired like siao. cuz they practically literally turned my house UP-SIDE-DOWN. they ah. keep touchingmy things. climb here climb there. but thevery cute lah. one is called samuel. one is lemuel. even though i dun really noe the spelling. haha/n lydia just visited me. telling me she gg to the other side of the library to sit. haha. n she left. anyway. back to my cousins. i finally understand how hard it is to be a parent.n esp when ur baby refuses to eat.my uncle, auntie n my mum tried to feed him for a whole3 hrs.. n they three bcame tired even before samuel did.wow. hahaha. n i had to sacrifice my hp to let him play.in exchangefor one pathetic miserable mouth of porridge. which he spitted out on ME eventually. so sad right? sigh... thinking bout my future.muaha.n zhixin is back. heheheh. k. type quite a ton le. shall go log in to my friendster.blog ltr when i go home. if i m alert enough to go online tt is. muaha. eh. i see grace suddenly. when did she come ah....? muahahahahahha.

muaha. back agn. after chatting with lydia just now. i went to play badminton with my sis. muaha. played for 2 n a half hours. tired like dun noe wad. sweat even more thn mr chan. my entire shirt. smelly n dirty. worse thn after trng. muaha. but it was fun. so long nv play badminton. rmb how my sis used to play it nearly everyday last time. at least twice a week. muaha. losing my touch. anyone ready for a good challenge? bring it on. muaha. oh yah. my mum also played. one match with me. muaha. i won. but thn ah. close shave. i cheat abit lah. its like. at first we play 7 points. thn after tt i say play 14 points. cuz at 7 points tt time she won le. muaha. after tt my sis n i siao le. haha. we played up too 100. last score. 100:90. obviously i 90. i'm a sore loser lorh. i dun noe y. seems to me tt winning is like... everything? must change tt of me. hehehe. must shu de xing fu kou fu.
hehx. my sis wanna use the com le. muaha. she not rushing me lah. but i have been hogging the notebook for a few days le. i feel guilty. hehx. anyway. my cousins coming over ltr. so i wun be coming online after this. hahahahaha. i know u all gg to miss me. muaha. crap.
n i'm still having my menses. so sad right? i will die of loss of blood....

hello blog. its now. um. 8.08am in the morning. supposed to meet lydia here at 8. haha. she's late. but nvm. hehx. gives me time to blog anyway.
ytd night. i went offline at 1am++ n watched tv with my sis until dun noe wad time. slpt at 3am finally. i think i now should have put on quite alot of weight. after i went offline ytd i was gorging myself with food. muaha. first it was the entire packet of 10 "mamee" crackers. thn it was 1 bottle of sour cream n onion pringles. thn half a pckt of cheesels. i think tt's how u spell it anyway. 2 bowls of cocoa pops. um. countless oreos with milk. i think about 1 pckt ++ liddat. i robbed my house of all the food i think. thn i ate the "mee goreng" instant noodles. 2 pckt. n shared 1 pckt or "raman char mee" instant noodles with my sis. wad else? orh. n one ice-cream. my mum when to buy the whole box of popsicles. haha. so cool right? hehehehe

anyway. lydia is online le. i shall stop blogging. for now, bye~

hey~~
first thing. hehx. my mum finally bought the cleansing lotion le. muahahaha. n ah my face ah....sigh
anyway. haha. meeting lydia tmr. online. hahaha. at 9am. muaha.

now perf ten playing- where is the love. justin feat black eye pea

muaha. today. trng. ok lorh. like normal. haha. divide into 3 grps. n wow. my three grp members all ah... sigh. huiqin i think she sprained ankle. thn prasana not feeling well. i think stomachache. sijing want to vomit. hahaha. thn supposed to run 7rounds. they all 1 round stop le. leaving me to run the other 6 rounds lonely-ly. muahahaha.

perf ten change song le. some weird translation of the stella [huang xiang yi] the song. hahaha. dun noe wad song. haha. will blog the song title up when i know the song. muaha.

jamie yeo now watching punkd. arghs! i forgot to watch. nvm. miss it.

anyway. back to the trng. haha. um. did the gym thing. n the fitness corner. the usual lah. did alot of streching. more thn usual. n the sprints. n extra jumping jacks. i think all in all we did 100 liddat. thn went for run also. around the canal. can die man. i wanted to be excused. but mr josef tan say cannt. so sad right? thn um. played rugyby cum captain's ball. hahaha. thn hahaha. nicole n i led warm down. so funny k. i keep dun noe-ing wad to do. thn mr josef tan asked me to command tt time i keep asking nicole wad to do. muaha. thn mr tan ask me which muscle are we stretching. nicole told me hamstring. hahahaha. n the ans was calf muscle. muaha. malu malu. thn after tt had a short meetng. jm is gg help me print the teeshirt. but ah. she must come back frm perth first. but anyway. all the same. i dun have to do it le. muahahaha. after tt went mobile with pras hq n sijing. stayed a long time there deciding wad to buy. muaha. in the end i bought chicken pie. hahaha. n huiqin owes me $0.50. heh heh heh... muaha. thn walked to mrt. frm there i walked hm. hahaha.

anyway. my series of unfortunate events today:
firstly. my mum forgot to give me today's allowance. leaving me with only $2.35. wow.
thn when playing rugby cum captains ball. pras threw the ball right into my face when i was standing in front of her. RIGHT in front of her. hahaha. the tip of the rugby ball hit my eye. quite pain actually.
thn is the leading warm down thing. i keep maluating myself.
fourthly. when walking hm... at G.E.S.S there. a woman came to ask me to take her to the bus stop to take a bus to tbp. when i was so tired. i wanted to explain to her tt she can walk there. but ah. if she walks there. thn she will be walking with me. n tt's bad. muaha. so i walked backwards until the bus stop. so suay right?
but tt's not the worse. i walk pass tbp park the bus stop tt time. i turned back to look at the poster. u know those sort of big big ones beside most bus stops. yea. so i turnd back. n when i turnd around after lookng at the poster. there was this man runng in frnt of me. n as u guessed. crash lor. n he was so sweaty. n i was sweaty too obviously.
thn after tt smsing lydia when crossing the road. i walked on the road for like. only 5 steps liddat only ah. turn red light. n i had to run. n i accidentally deleted wad i typed in the sms. thn must retype. n it was initially v long one k.
thn at tbp there. i met vani. n she was with a guy n a girl. n they 3 were like. dissing me. n vani was laughing so loudly n awfully k. yuck lorh. brrrr~
thn walkng hm halfway started to rain. n i din have umbrella. so got caught lah.
liddat lorh. so sad right? somemore i forgot to watch punkd. so sad right? sob sob sob...

muahahaha. ok lah. crap. hahaha. shall end here. toodles~

arghs! i got a sudden breakout on my face. omg. my pimples ah... all red n violent!! arghs!!!! cuz ah. 3 days ago i ran out of my usual cleansing lotion. so i used my sis the biore one for 3 days. n ah. my skin very sensitive mah. so ah... ARGHS!!!!!!!!!!!! i mei you lian jian ren le.... omg. omg omg omg omg. *faints*

boo! only allowed a while to blog. finding myself busier on the net these days. muaha. to meiling n yiyuan: i'm so sorry abt the letter thing. i know u two wait for more than 2 weeks le. but ah... aiyah. i so guilty now. hahaha. okok. shall go reply ltr. promise u. by tmr... ok? so sorry.
kk. um. these few days have been slping alot. n the more i slp the more tired i get. muaha. sigh. got trng ltr. i can go n die. muaha. n my menses has lasted for 15days now. i think i need to see a doctor before i die of too mush blood lost. muaha. crap.
n ah. feeling really crap too. pysically crap. emotionally crap too. aiyah. i think its just pms. hope i'll get over it. nonon. i mean. MUST get over it. cannt let PMS be an excuse for my crap behaviour n crap attitude. ah lalala. crap crap. nonon. cannt be crap. arghs. whatevr.
lalalalalala. have been thinking abt it for days. n though i know i have been really mean n bad n CRAP. i dun noe lah. i've been giving in too much. n this whole thing is like some crapshit. ugh. crapshit <---newterm. muaha. its like. sigh. i know there will always be insensitiveness is everyone. as long as the person is a normal human. but ah. i dun noe lah. its like. too much of such insensitiveness makes it feel like i'm taken for granted u know? n y try so hard to keep up with sth when u're better off without it? i mean.. really makes me wonder if what i'm doing is worth it. that something is like. nearly totally worthless. bcuz. i dun noe. i cant say. crap too. i feel so crap. so horrible. n until now... aiyah. nvm.
anyway. to everyone out there:
dun take ur frens for granted. ur fren will feel so terrible. u will nv know what u have until u lose it... yea. so just. ahem. appreciate everything.

heyyyy~~~!!!
muaha. finally blogging MYSELF again. got my connection back last friday. hehehe. i didnt know. arghs. too much to update. forget it. shall just tell u wad happened ytd n today. hehx. really busy now. anyway. ytd went to canoe session. rowed in the sea. took double sitter with first nicole thn huiqin. thn row row row. lalala. bathed. went suntec with nicole melissa calista huiqin wendy. yep. thn went into um. kishin bo. were seated by their staff. looked ard. stuff v expensive. walked out of the shop. muahahaha. hesitated for a while before gg out. cuz melissa thot tt it was very bad to walk out without buying anything. muahahaha. so went foodcourt. thn all of us ate. melissa had to leave. n we all left. hahaha. went hm. slept at 5pm while wathcin rugby halfway. australlia versus new zealand aka the kiwis. muaha. n i dun noe the results cuz i slept. so sad right? boo hoo

thn today. morning woke up at 7.30. slpt for 14 hrs n 30 mins but felt more tired n lethatgic thn anything. muaha. bathed. got ready. went church. reached early as usual. waited for grace but lydia came first. haha. quite suprising. hahahahahaha. thn so we both went up first. thn grace for once late. hahahaha. today's speaker was really good. somehow.. i dun noe la. i nearly cried when they were singing "He will save you". but thn i held back my tears. muahahaha. anyway. todya after church din eat. cuz lydia n i were kinda broke. hahaha. went hm. n grace didnt brush her teeth again. muaha. somemore she ate garlic bread... hahahaha. okok. nvm. thn anyway. waited for lizzie maguire. watched the show. thn went to slp until now. muahahaha. ok. the end. bye bye! muahahah

Heyyy~
firstly, thanks to everyone who tagged and special thanks to jiaqi who is typing this write now. (hehehe. Haro!!!) i wouldnt be going online these few days coz my internet connection is lost. **yaoming is featured on thumbs up newspaper. HAPPY BIRTHDAY
RIANA
GWEN
SOPHIA
**i must say jiaqi is really lousy at html codes, she took at least 10mins to type the above. hahahahhaha. xiaoyu has a friend called jiajia (p.s if u dunno who is xiaoyu, she's a girl my mom babysits) who really stinks, not literally but her character and personality really sucks big times and her voice is as soothing as the crow outside jiaqi's house now, having a great time crowing at nothing. and the worst part is that she likes to take off all her clothes leaving only her underwear and standing on the sofa singing. she's irritating, coz she keeps peeping at what im doing and opening the door when im changing (there must be a show goin' on) and she rushed into the toilet when i was bathing, but luckily thank goodness, i was already half clothed. (hah.) **cover everything liao. and she likes to shout the full name of whoever she is speaking to even though the person is just afew centimetres away from her. (pretty much like lynette, isnt she) and she loves to leave up her shirt for nothing (but there' really nothin' to see underneath there. hehe.) ..... nevermind, shall not talk about her.
and my sister is going on a "serious" diet AGAIN. (i think she's gonna make it this time.) jiaqi always says that. and i just realised that my sister is a whooping 62kg, when im only 52, but actually thats quite bad. muahahhahahaha~ ( I JUST GAINED 2 BLOODY KGs!!!!!) zhixin borrowed two of my favourite vcds. i think im gonna die.. so sad rite? =( (seriously... thank zhixin for taking it away from heeeeeerrrrrrr...) jiaqi so mean lorh. nvm.
i very tired le, and i think jiaqi is quite tired too (IM NOT!!!! for once.) somemore tomolo have to reach tiong bahru at 9.30am. (sigh.) which means i have to sleep at 9.30-8-1-0.30 which means i have to sleep at 12. so sian... (I NOT SIAN!!! I CAN WATCH CHOCOLAT AGAIN!!!!) somemore i havent decorated sherilyn, janessa, sophia and gwen's present. the two bitches are going to sleep.. **oh shit.. i forgot my mum understands english. (she realised that her mum was in the room when she said BITCHES. hehehe. typical) ok. nothing else le. i must put down the phone. hehehe. goodnight everyone, dont miss me. =)