bwahaha. i'm blogging agn. i only have half an hour. a day. i made this arrangement myself. to save money. n to forgive myself. feeling so guilty u know. i lied to my mum... yea. esp when my family in crisis like tt. i'm spending alot of money. n the net. n my hp sms. yea. so. anyway. left with 15mins only. bwaha
k. i'm totally in love with didi. grace's dog. it licked me k. bwahaha. n its really cute. i really love it. couldnt bear to part with it just now. haha. n when i left. really felt bad. dun noe y. i got so so so so close with her dogs k.
hahah. k. tmr got trng. meeting lydia at 7am at tbp. thn go sch tgt to pass up the appeal form. thn i go for trng. actually. i cant u know. i got infection. but. suan le. must show commitment n dedication right? yea. JIA YOU LYNETTE!
sigh. i think i'm really a sore loser. k. tt's one really big bad point abt me. winning is like everything. really. i think... sigh. how can i change myself? i'm too ambitious i guess. just like wad most of the seniors said. n lydia too. sigh... being ambitious is both gd n bad. helps me strive. but. i wun take failure so easily thn. i mean. esp when there's competition... take huiqin for example. i think i'm a really evil person. sigh... i need a change. BADLY.