His Love, His Love, is Splendor over me

Wanna know my secret to doing well in Chem?
Well, if you read my name backwards,
it sounds like an aldehyde.
Believe me,
"Ettenyl" = "Ethanyl"
Haha, sorry, guess I needed that amusement while printing a gazillion sets of Game Theory notes. Printing is a really boring job, therefore I think all schooling students should respect their Printing Aunties at the Photocopy Shop. Its such an admirable job- so full of challenge (ironically, you have to fight the Boredom).

AHH,
NOT
GOOD
PRINTER
JUST
RAN
OUT
OF
INK
D;

PS: I bought the Havaianas anyway.

cause the Lord, He is my strength
& my help in times of need

This post is dedicated to myself, for my Love for Photography.

Therefore, I'm NOT going to tell you how broke I am because of 4 consecutive days of shopping, NEITHER WILL I tell you that I went out with classmates, the Old School Crescent gang, my Lovelies from Crescent Canoe and my Sister. NOPE, I'll NOT mention a single thing, and NOT tell you that I've spent >$200 in 4 days becase Terms are finally over and the money needs to be released with the long-forsaken Retail Therapy. Yup, I WONT say anything regarding all that :D

All photos are Copyrighted, I declare. Haha, actually, you can ask me if you want to steal it. But honestly, I have no idea why anyone would wanna steal them cause they are very casually and easily taken pictures. Still, I like.

PS: Pro-photographers, Pardon me cause I'm super amatuer, plus random shots are usually taken with my phone since I dont bring my camera around.

hunger and thirst for You, in this dry and weary land

This is why University Professors are so scary/unapproachable:
I spent a long time thinking of how to phrase a simple thing to make it sound appropriate for the Prof, given that he/she was a Prof. And I think it took him/her less than 2 seconds to reply me.

That's fine.

-----Original Message-----
From:
Sent: Monday, March 19, 2007 7:46 PM
To: [Prof's Name Deleted]
Subject: Game Theory


Hello
Professor, I'm Lynette from your H3 Game Theory class (Weds). I'm actually using
the 1st Edition Text, so I'm not sure if my questions tally with yours given in
the assignment. I'm also missing Q10 for this weeks assignement (Chap 3).

Given that I dont know my classmates and have no means of contacting
them, is it possible for me to hand in some questions (those I dont have) later?
I will look for the 2nd Edition in the Library for future lessons.

Today's Math paper was in my standard, Good. Yup, Kare, thank God. I'm sure it'll all pass smoothly because God will reward my effort, but more importantly, my Faith :D

look upon Your countenance, see the fullness of Your grace

I guess there are still things in life that hamper me from moving on, such as mistakes, regrets and guilt. Sometimes, I dont act rationally. But most of the time, its because I dont act Spritually.

I dont mean Spiritually as in, Spirituality. There is a difference. The former means being led by the Spirit- the one and only Holy Spirit, which is the manifestion of God, aka Jesus Christ. The latter just means a believe in a Spiritual realm, not of material.
(Haha, I actually learnt the difference in GP)

Anyway, I said all these because I hope to have someone to talk to. Not that there aint any, but there is a Specific someone (or rather, some group of people) I wish to talk to about these things. Yet they dont seem very available. Its not their fault, but purely, the fault of misunderstandings and miscommunications.

Who can blame people for such things?

I am at a lost, to be honest. To take the initiative would be a risk. Just like in Game Theory, when you dont know which decision node you are on due to the lack of information of the other party's decision. Ignore the complications of Game Theory if you will.

On a lighter note, I'm really thankful to God and only God for today's Econ's paper. It was manageable. I had enough time for once and I wasnt exceptionally stumped by the questions.

(Disclaimer: I am grateful to God about the outcome of taking the Paper, not the Paper itself. Also, I dont mean there is only God to thank throughout the whole process. I thank Friends and Family for prayers and studying sessions etc, but there's only God to thank for a smoooth encounter with the paper.)

Strange, I found someone who has the same IP address as me, tagging on my blog. Really amusing.

Yes, there are indeed many interruptions in life. For me, it happens every second. Because living in my house is by itself an interruption.

Now dont get me wrong, I'm not a "OhmygoshIhatemyparents" deliquent. Neither am I some outdoor party girl who hates her home.

And the only exit from home, is now blocked as well.

Pardon the poetic way of posting this entry. Feeling abit vexed now.

I wonder what possessed me to do this.
While I'm struggling with Printing My Own Notes,
(they are hundreds/thousands of pages, 2nd cartridge)
and worrying about Term Exams,
Maybe Superwoman isn't anyone average.

Juggling every Aspect of Life is no joke.
As I console myself to say
"Hey its only the rest of This Year to go"
I looked forward to see that
I still had University Education to complete.

Before I could think about only suffering for 4,
maybe 5 years in University,
I realized,
No, Working Life would be worse.

So there ain't breaks in Life.
Every break anticipates another Semester,
of what have you- dreaded Busy days.

I guess Seventeen is the best age to be.
And maybe, I can stop wishing the Dream
of Growing Up.

Now now, don't assume anything yet.
I'm not utterly depressed, not even a single bit depressed.
Just stressed out, really.
But thanks, if you felt some kinda concern (:

On a Lighter note,
Today is my Mom's husband's Birthday.
The Bearer of the Precious Tadpole
That made me, Physically.

Hahaha, alright, very perverse way of describing my Dad.