okayy. lydia just smsed. she is back. yeppx. after so long. haha. so anw. WELCOME BACK, LYDIA!!

lolx. my two baby cousins staying here tonight. cuz their parents wun be free tmr. so my mum, as the usual nice person, decided to help. samuel's sick. sad. he keeps crying. and very loudly. hehx. k. today woke up at 2pm++. quite pro. ate. and ate. watched tv. did a teeny weeny bit of hw. thn went out with my sis. thn went to cut her hair. it looks much better now. more sporty. short crop. lalalal. saw cheryl. she giving out pamphlets. spoke to her for a while. haha. she asked me to take more pamphlets frm her. hahaha. lalalalala. typing this as i am on the double-decker bed. the top level. in a very awkard position. hard to type. k. shall end here. heheheh

heh-loh. bwahaha. today.hahahaha. very unforgettable. anywayx. wad happened was. went church with grace as usual. thn after tt rushed of for my pri sch thing. thn waited for 3274t6176432174817418 years for thm. hehehe. thn left for sentosa. everyone at first not talking to each other. at all. absolute silence. but thn after awhile. started to talk liao. haha. i was sort of like the ice breaker. cuz i started to throw sand at brandon. thn dun noe wad happen. we nearly got into a 'sand-ball' fight. haha. but didnt. thn aiyah. slowly slowly everyone opend up. hahaha. thn aiyah. dun want to go into details. hehe. um. pushed each other into the water. n brandon pushed me 7247461o46918364986187417 times lorhx. i honestly dun noe wad is his problem. everytime 'zhen dui' me one. haha. i think is cuz i throw sand at him. thn tried to push weiyue n engkeong down. aiyah. etc etc. cuz i very lazy to type up everything. but in short, it was fun. yepp. =) thn after tt went to harbour frnt to eat cuz i was dying of hunger. ate. brandon as usual, was being a. um. loser. haha. aiyah. no larhx. actually he is quite nice one. i was abit mean to him though. n he was like asking practically everyone on the bus:"am i really a loser?" i didnt know. until eng keong told me. hehe. thn. haha. um. ate. walked arnd. bickerd with brandon. etc etc. after tt went to suntec. played truth or dare. haha. i think when playing i was really abit guo fen to brandon. although i meant it as a joke larhx. but still. haha. abit guilty. thn after tt alot of ppl left. so end up. only me weiyue, eng keong and kenneth. wanted to go watch movie. but thn. i think no show. is it? i forgot. so wanted to go another theatre. thn when we leaving. there's this statue like thing there. which is actually a human. it moved. n it was walking behind engkeong. thn when i turn back n saw it. i screamed very very very very loudly and frequency very high also. n ran away. n i scratched weiyue. haha. accident. thn everyone looked at weiyue n eng keong n kenneth cuz i ran away liao. hahahahaha. so scary lorhx. actually, engkeong alrdy told me tt was a human liao. but thn ah. hahahaha. aiyah. i just. dun noe larhx. hehehe. thn went to tbp. no show also. went to great world. no show also. so walked arnd. n kenneth kept complaining his leg what. jelly. very tired. etc etc. thn haha. i was walking around. thn he kept complaining cuz i couldnt make up my mind. hehehehe. thn in the end. after walking all around. settled at mac. n kenneth kept complainng. say want to change place. cuz mac. the colors "very boring". he was facing the pale brown wall. hahaha. really very boring. weiyue n i facing the bright side. hehe. talk talk talk. n more talking. thn. until 1030++. wanted to go 7eleven. could go out cuz the door was locked. thn walked one big round back to where we came from to go finally go out. wow. haha. engkeong's great idea. haha. thn. um. so. went out. sent weiyue home. haha. walked to her house. it was further thn i expected. haha. thn engkeong n kenneth walked me home. haha. like my bodyguards liddat. at first i thot engkeong is very shy one. in the end. he's not very lah. just a teeny weeny bit. haha. he younger thn me by about a month. but he said tt i was like. his younger sister liddat. bwahahaha. i know i very short larhx. but ah. only difference of 5cm frm him. haha. nvm. so anw. he talked. i listend. thn like tt lorhx. sent me home. by foot. thn they walked home. hahaha. i reached home at nearly 12. hahahaha. thn bathed and came online. hehehehe. k. enough. shall end here. yeppx. toodles!

i. am. so. insaned. madd. busted. no. not tt. but. arghs.. i made appointment with 2 ppl tmr. n plus church with grace, tt would be. 3. wow. i have church. frm 8.30-10.30. i promised to go n support my cousin for her play tmr. 9-11plus. n tt is at kranji. need to add 1hr of travelling time. i have. a. old class gathering tmr. 10am at harbourfront. arghs. n they are all. IN THE MORNING!!!!!! i am so over my head. i want to go to church tmr. becuz it's the first time i'll be gg with grace agn since she came back frm her trip. but i promised. repeat: PROMISED my cousin. to go. andddd. the class outing. arghs!! i cannt not go. which means. i MUST go. bcuz. i just have to. arghsssss!! nvm

anyway. went to lib with zx n grace n her mum n bro today. haha. didnt see her mum n bro. =C but nvm. haha. made alot of noise as usual. =p and the story-teller at the library. was.. sccaarrryyyy. haha. and somemore. after the storytelling session. when all the kids come out of the room. few of them were. crying. *gasps* bwaha. so drama. k larhx. i'm crapping. but got children cry anw. but not cuz of the storyteller. hehehe. thn we 'ban jia' to macdonalds. bwaha. zx trested me lorhx. i dun noe y she suddenly so nice also. hehehehe. anyway. zx. if u EVER get to read this. hehe. THANKS. hehe. n the guy at the counter insisted to give me the happy meal toy. n i was like. dun wan dun wan. keep telling him i dun wan. n he was like. nonono. must take. so i took it anyway. haha. the guy very frenly. not dao like nowadays teens. but nvm. anyway. thn graced fixed the crush gear toy for me. n i started to play with it. hahaha. n grace n zx were like:"macdonalds sure made children happy with their happy meals." thn i saw the balloons. n i said:'aye. got balloons. i want!!" n zx said:"and they sure made children happy with their free balloons." haha. but i didnt take any in the end. sad... haha. n this grace ah. i want to murder her man.. she ah! the world's most unreasonable woman. hahaha. she.. AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. nw as i think of it. i cant stop laughing. BWHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHA. this sure is one of the funniest thing tt every happened in my entire life. funny and fun. anyway. what happend was. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. okayy. i cant write it down. firstly, it would be very long. cuz the si-called 'procedure' itself was alrdy very long. secondly, i cant type properly when i'm laughing. but anyway. i alrdy am. hehe. thirdly. its too complicating to be typed out. but anyway. it all happend cuz grace WOULDNT let me go to the toilet n we sorta fought in macdonald's hehehe. n ppl were looking. no. starrrrrring. to be more exact. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA. zx should know. BWAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. thn alot of funny things happened larhx. considered one of my best moments in life. hahaha. nv been crazier in public. did alot alot of stupid stuffs. cant type everything out here. the list goes on. really alot alot alot of funny things. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHA. kayyx. n zx got my a TIGGER PLUSHIE. yayy. hahaha. n i got her a TIGGER cup. both bought frm same place same shop. same day also. but we didnt go tgt. bwahaahahaha. so cute. the tigger. n she specially bought the ORANGE IKEA box. so sweet right? i was like. 'OMG!' when i saw tt box. n inside the tigger. really reminded me of grace's present. sigh. nvm. what is gone is gone anyway. thn she got me an orange scrunchie also. hehehe. on tht tigger's neck. she tried to strangle it. murderous. hahaha. aiyah. if i really write down every single thing i want to. i write until next yr also havent finish. so. suan le. i shall just rmb it myself. C=

"Why hold someone back... when u know u don't love them...
Why keep them to yourself... when u know you won't wanna have them?
Why let them miss other chances...when they can have them?
If you really don't love someone....let them go...hurt them NOW... not later...for a longer relationship builds stronger emotions..."

ripped tt off grace's brother terry's blog. i dun evn know why i went there. i never went there before. except for once. when grace wanted to show me sth. today... i dun noe. i click wrongly. but didnt decide to stop the page frm loading. thn. i saw tt quote. i'm still trying to understand it actually. but decided to post it here. cuz. i thot this... sounds very familiar. it seem to happen all the time. on tv. at least. shall not write my thots here. haha. ltr atmosphere will seem very 'cheng zhong'. hehx. actually. my blog isnt really fun to read. cuz its. just what i do everyday. its like a video of my life. u can only see it.just see it.yah. hahaha. abit cheng zhong. k. nvm. but anyway. the main purpose of the 2nd post. is. haha. just to share tt quote. yepp.

booooooO! kayyx. today. is boxing day. bish bish bish. no. not tt. hahahaha. k. nvm. this is really lame. anywayx.
HAPPY BOXING DAY!
kayyx. ytd's night party at my auntie's house was. ahem. fun. hahahahaha. this yr's christmas is so bugeted. hahahaha. nvm. anwx. my sis n i were NOT paid this yr for the party. sigh. hahahaha. but nvm. we had fun anyway. hehx. watched what a girl wants there. hehehehehe. my idea obviously. C= thn aiyah. too lazy to go into details. thn. went hm late at night. thn. hahahahahaha. got a few ppl on the mrt gave my sis n i strange looks on the mrt. i think they thinking we are crked. cuz i was lying on my sis' shoulders. tired mah. thn my sis dun look like my sis. n she doesnt look older also. in fact, some ppl thot i was the older one. haha. plus ytd i dressed more feminine thn usual n my sis was as usual, tomboyish. hahaha. so funny. we walking hm also. we were holding hands. n ppl were looking. no- STARING. haha. k. thn today supposed to go to my cousin's house. smsed her in the morning telling her i'm not gg anymore. didnt feel like gg out. i dun wanna go out until sch reopens. but thn will be gg out tmr. to lib. sigh. tt one. is MUST go. cuz i need to copy homework frm grace. hahaha. talked to zx on the phone just now. hahahahahaha. we both ah... talk to each other can talk never ending one. cuz we both dun wan to listen to each other. hahahaha. no. we weren't chatting. we were debating. abt nearly everything. hahaha. so funny. kayyx. my brother n i. better liao. but sometimes. still abit. dun noe larhx. but anyway. nvm. n my dad. i dun noe. spoke to him today finally. asked him to help me open the fridge door cuz my hands were full. i dun speak to him often. ytd night on the mrt, my sis told me tt she didnt seem to ever hear my speak to my dad before. hahaha. i dun noe larhx. its not as if i have nth to lose. aiyah. complicated. hahaha. shall not talk abt tt. haha. my sis told me alot of stuffs ytd night. alot of things about myself i didnt realize. honestly, i would have preferred it if she didnt tell me anything at all. tt i didnt realize anything at all. cuz. aiyah. nvm. complicating agn. hahahah. okayy. shall end here. supposed to meet weiyue online. n she is.... hm... after 45mins. she's still NOT online. sigh...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA. i'm so insane. i said merry christmas to everyone on my msn list just now. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. k. actually. its. 11mins and 12,13,14,15 now 17 more secs to christmas. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. anywayx. today went to give tuition with my sis. i need to learn how to. cuz. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i gg to officially have my own student soon!! WHEEEEEEEEE! so excited. n my pay i think higher thn my sis. hehehe. i dun noe larhx. cuz my sis supposedly $240.but thn dun noe y my aunty give her discount. now is $180 only. i think. or $190. mine will be $200. but thn must give my mum some of the money. so i think i left with abt $100++ only. hehe. better thn nth. my student... very tiring. is teach nearly everyday one. cuz my mum sort of taking care of him. somewhat babysit. but he is only one year younger thn me. thn i like his. 24hour teacher liddat. he need me thn come to me one. so i must be ready 24/7. sad right? hehehe. but got money. C= anywayx. so after tt. went out with my cousins and sis. oh yah! on my way there. cuz i joined thm ltr mah... i saw. i saw. gulp* HUGO! bwahahahhaa. so funny. i think he didnt see me. i not sure whether is him anot. but i think so. looks really like him lorhx. and everything else... i dun noe larhx. looks just like him. i think its him anyway. and its at the same place i saw him the other time on esther's birthday. hehehehe. at the same place, same bus. i really think its him lorhx. bwaha. but i think he didnt see me. n even if he did. i dun think he can recognize me. hehehehe. so. nvm. haha. so coincidential lorhx. i mean. its not as if he lives there or sth. okayy. i dun noe. maybe. maybe he does. afterall, i've seen him 2 times there. haha. and u know. in a lifetime. its hard to ever meet someone once coincidentially. much harder to meet someone TWICE. bwahahaha. okayy. nvm. anyway. so. went out ltr. thn went home. celebrated my brother's bday. wanted to eat at a restaurant. but my brother against the idea. he says its expensive. so we just bought KFC the family meal thing. thn got him 3 t shirts and the jeans. thn yah. just simple celebration larhx. thn wrapped up my cousin's presents in. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. mahjong paper. cuz no one wanted to go downstairs to buy the wrapping paper. all very tired and lazy. so i suggested using mahjong paper. hahaha. thn cleared the stuffs. thn came. MY student's mum. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. MY student. my very first official one. last time my mum only let me take over her students part time. not fun one. hahaha. lalalala. i was quite rude. i mean. i didnt mean to. i was watching charmed. thn seemed rude. dun noe if she will let me teach her son. hehehehehehe. but anyway. she seems like a nice person. haha. so. lalala. but thn. for the first time. i'm not feeling very confident. there is alot of pressure. firstly, the guy is ONLY one year younger thn me. he may very well know ALOT ALOT more stuff thn me. since i have very little exposure. secondly, i heard tt the guy is quite smart. and since he is quite smart alrdy, its hard to pull his marks up. i mean. i dun noe larhx. aiyah. somemore his worse area is science. WHICHED I ALMOST FLUNKED THIS YEAR!!! my gosh. but nvm. i shall try. hahaha. let's just... keep our fingers crossed and wish me luck. no. i mean. wish HIM luck. C=

heyy. haha. today. was. shuang. haha. ate alot of twisties. and. hehehehe. durian. i suddenly got craving. so went with my mum to buy. at chinatown. u know the famous one behind CK? yah. haha. actually wanted to buy frm geylang. there nicer. but ah. i lazy to go. hehehe. i pity my poor mother. go with me. she carry all the 4 big durians. cuz i dare not. n i not evn close to the durian i kept screaming. cuz the durian like poking my mum liddat. haha. so funny. the whole chinatown looking at my mum n i. bwahaha. thn we smuggled the durian up the bus. heh heh heh. the smell very strong lorhx. but. hahahaha. i think the driver got blocked nose. hehehe. was reluctant to go at first. cuz. got alot of mosquitoes. haha. recently just want to laze around at home. n munch on twisties and cocoa pops. hahahaha. anyway. so. ate. ate. ate. oh yah. ate chicken chop agn. hahaa. so nice lorhx. today the chicken. hahaa. aiyah. dun noe how to say. its SOOOOOOOOO nice. thn. the durian also. D24 sultana or sth liddat. omg. i can faint lorhx. i ate more thn half of wad we bought. hahahaa. n my mum was freaked out at how much i could eat. hehehehe. so funny. she was like:"aiyoh! ni bu yao xia si ren la. wei she me ke yi chi dao zhe yang duo de huh? wo dou bu ke yi leh...". so funny. n the way she say it. haha. oh yah. spent alot of time laughing today. cuz of all the funny things my mum and sis n brother said. my brother was telling us wad happend in NS. SO FUNNY LORHX!!!! haahaha. and my sis. hahahahahahahahaha. omg. thn. aiyah. dun noe larhx. i like today blog until very disorganised liddat. nvm. dun want to blog lerhx. i shall go. um. do my homework i guess. hahaha. dun noe larhx. no mood. nvm.

heyy. grace is back. hehx. so happy. she just smsed. n i'm freezng! the weather is sooooo cold. i'm sneezing like nuts. kayyx. just got my pullover. feel so warm n comfoartable. i love my pullover. hehx. ytd's trng was not bad. got alot of tides n waves. n i screamed a few times. haha. really strong wind ytd. n i capsized. haha. n this sji guy came to help. he didnt seem very happy larhx. said i will damage THEIR canoe. but nvm larhx. we got our canoes liao. finally. they happy we happy. hehx. fair and square. after trng went to bath.thn went eat with huiqin at tbp. ate KFC. haha. these few days dun really care abt my diet lerhx. dun noe y also. bcame a big lazy big who eat n slp all day. i think its cuz of the weather. keep slping. hehx. hibernating. anw. was with huiqin. thn she finally ate her tang yuan after so many weeks. haha. n i didnt eat. n i forgot to pay her $0.60. haha. must rmb. thn. today. woke up. saw my dad cutting the vegetables. rushed back to bed. or else he will surely ask me to cut it. haha. so i officially woke up after he finished. hehx. AGRHHHH! omg. grace the sms very scary u know. *phew* [wipes sweat off brows. BWAHA. so drama]anyway. so. went to church with mum today. thn went qnsway. bought my uniform. haha. thn. thn. thn came home. slpt. haha. and thn ARGHHHH!!!! zhixin's sms even scarier. okayy. nvm. anyway. so. i woke up. and munched on twisties. haha. i ate 4 pckts of twisties today. so shuang. hahahaa. i think my teeth dropping lerhx. bwaha. n i ate 2 pckts of gummy candies. hahaha. christmas spirit. bwaha. thn. thn. orh. forgot. um. came hm frm qnsway i bathed first. thn slp. haha. i like writing. my life story liddat. thn watched addams family values. so nice. i love addams family. they're like. one sadistic bunch lorhx. SO FUNNNYYYYY! especially wednesday. i think she's chio lorhx. i mean. if she doesnt dress up to freakily. but. anyway. she still looks gd freakish. hahahahahhaa. okayy. i write alot liaox. shall end here. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND GOOD NIGHT! bwaahahaha. BWAH!!!!!! GRACE SMSED AGN. i am so freaked out....

yooohooo! hehx. woke up extra early this morning. 6.30am. n i slept at like. 3am? haha. i seriously need to go back on medication for hyperactiveness. BWAHAHHAHAHAHA. anyway, went to qiqi's house today. [for those suakus= qiqi is my canoe senior] went to do the orientation thing. which in the end. sigh. nvm. supposed to meet sijing at 8.30 at buona vista cuz she dun noe where is holland v. ** okayy. nvm. there are such ppl around. just hope she doesnt read this. and if she does. hope she doesnt get offended. haha. anyway. so went there. met qian yun at burger king. met melissa at the busstop. thn. went to qiqi's house tgt. hahah. her house very big lorhx. i mean. compared to mine. haha. thn spent the entire time there shaping candles. so hard to shape okay. do for so long only 8 candles done. wow. so decided to give up the idea. haha. sighh. jq pon alot of times liao lorhx. honestly, i. dun noe larhx. i think she shouldnt pon lorhx. i mean. she say she need to pei her cousins. thn she can still go out with me n zx. its very unfair i think. but. sigh. i cant do anything abt it. i dun want to be labelled a backstabber or anything. just bcuz i was to um. righteous? haha. guess so. anyway. so. there is trng tmr. i so tired!!!! came home frm qq's house. bathed. thn went out with my mum n sis. ate alot. cuz my mum's treat. feeling fat now. bwahaha. got my brother a pair of jeans cuz his birthday is on the 24th. thn. lalalala. went to eat. shop. eat. window shop. eat. walk. eat. lalalalalalla. eat alot. thn on the way home there was this cat which kept following my mum somehow. n i kept running away frm it. n i was stuck at the staircase for so long cuz the cat. hahahaha. cuz the cat was sitting there. thn went hawker centre. to eat. agn. bwahahahaha. okayy.thn i came home first. so can use the com awhile. kayy. my sis n mum back liao. gtg. bye!

okayy. given up. anyway. i forgot sth very important. now is tmr liao. so its maxie's birthday. which means, ytd, which is today, i mean. ugh. 18th. is dawn's bday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAWN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAXIE!
muackies to the 2 princessess. zhang da lerhx. finally. hahahahahahahaa. okayy. yepps. may all ur wishes come true. hehx

jiaqi. jiaqi. JIAQIIIIII!arghs! where the heck are u? okayyx. nvm. desperately looking for jq. n she is not at home. nv pick up hp. nv reply my sms. ugh!! nvm nvm nvm...
kayyx. played badminton today. 3hrs. can die. hahahahahahaha. played at night. all the pros there. wah lau. they really ah... can go for SEA games liao. they really very very pro lorhx. somemore so old liao. and one of thm is the ex-principal of my sis's sch. hahahahaha. actually. big deal. suan lerhx. aiyah! nuts! i gg to look for jq liao. bye bye!

marshmallow crap. i feel so sick again. sigh. haha. was tempted to call in to perf 10 agn. today is tanya thomas. =D not bad also. she quite nice larhx. hehe. just not experienced. anw. all the same, i'm nt gg to. bcuz i have sorethroat n i will sound terrible. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. okayy. cut the crap. went for breakfast at mac with mum this morning. so full lorhx. the hotcakes. i forced it down okayy. and the hashbrown. n i cooped mum's sausage mcmuffin with egg. haha. very fat now. hahahahaha. k. nvm. shall continue to rot. supposed to go my cousin's hse. lazy to. my sis just called frm there. hahahaahhahaha. sianx. PMSing away...

WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO! i made a dedication at perf ten all request live just now. call-in. AND I SPOKE TO JEAN DANKER!!! SHE'S SO NICE OKAYYY!!!! and she asked me to relax. n told me what to say. cuz she could tell i was nervous. n we rehearsed a few times lorhx!! it was played on um. 3.40pm. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. i feel like a lucky pig lorhx. its very hard to get in one lorhx. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. JEAN DANKER ROCKX! =D i'm still at it. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. it was, like, damn cool? BWAHAHAHAHAH. okayy.
anyway. went to library with zx n jq. after tt went jq's hse. thn called. n BWAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. omg. i got thru lorhx!!!!!! =D BWAHAHAHHAAHA. this is nuts! hahahahahahha. okayy. so anyway. i'm back home now. hahahahahahaha. i think maybe i call in agn tonight. hehx. =D dun noe larhx. stay tuned anyway. =D

yawnx. had abit of fever just now. feeling much better now. panadol really works wonders. bwahahahaha. k. talk cock. sianx. tmr dunnoe whether i wanna go out with jq n zx anot. jq askd me if i wanted to. i told her if she sees me, thn i'm gg. if not, thn i'm not. sigh. PMS. dun feel like gg out. just wanna chill at home. is it wrong? and i dun noe larhx. my sis also asked me to hang out with her tmr. n my cousin. sigh. supposed to go n pei her. which one to go? or should i just. haha. stay at home. i'ld be happier tt way. but thn ah. cannt live against my conscience. AIYAH! NUTS! nvm. i feel so. caught. BWAHAHAHAHHA. nvm. shall. just. decide tmr. yeppx. but thn right. if i go out with any of thm, i'll feel guilty to the other 2. so its like. a lose-lose situation. n since no matter what also will feel guilty, i might as well stay at home n be merry. aiyah. dun noe larhx. let's just. work it out tmr.

heyy-. i've recovered frm fever. but thn i still sneezing and coughing. and my throat hurts. gg to tbp with my sis ltr. haha. she watching some stupid show on kidscentral now. hehx. so funny. "the wheels on the bus go round and round."BWHAHAHAHAHAHA.nvm
evanesence-my immortal is so nice. i repeated the song for more than 23456787654567321484587942 times liao.

My Immortal- Evanesence

I'm so tired of being here,
Supressed by all my childish fears,
and if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave,
Cause your presence still lingers here,
and it won't leave me alone,

These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase,

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears,
and I held your hand through all of these years,
But you still...have...all of me,

You used to captivate me,
by your resignating light,
now i'm bound by the life you left behind,
Your face it haunts,
my once pleasant dreams,
your voice it chased away,
all the sanity in me,

These wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just to real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase,

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears,
and I held your hand through all of these years,
but you still...have...all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that your gone,
but though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along,

When you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears,
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears,
and I held your hand through all of these years,
but you still...have...all of me


okie dokie. gotta go! bye bye-

booooo! trng was great today. nearly died. bwahaha. no larhx. felt very very sick while rowing. stopped at my 6km. rested. thn continued my other 4km. thn after tt break. did another 8km. today did 18km. shuang. usually 16km only. hehx. if u keep telling urself u can do sth, u really can do it. hehx. finally caught this um. theory? yepp. thn as usual. bathed. n left. reached hm. went for lunch with my mum n sis at lian eng hwa restaurant. hehx. shuangx. ate chicken chop. big plate lorhx. cannt finish. so in the end. i only ate the chicken. the egg, fries etc all my mum n sis help me eat. actually the chicken i also force it down one lorhx. so u can imagine how big plate it was larhx. anw. after tt did abit of shopping. felt sick. went hm. have fever agn. sianx. n i havent evn recovered frm flu. ughs... this is nuts. i feel like a walking sneeze machine. hehx. talking abt sneezing. hehx. i nearly capsized today cuz i stopped to sneeze. bwahahahaha. but i didnt. didnt capsize for the whole day. i think qiqi's paddling is very nice. i'm trying to learn it. hard to. hehx. since last last session i alrdy thot her movements were good. hm. dun noe larhx. i keep observing others. i alrdy know the correct way. but i cant seem to do it rightly. n i dun get the part about using the body's strength instead of the hand's. jiaolian says i use too much of my arm's strength. will try to work on the body strength thing... n improve my strokes. yeppx. k. my mum just made spaghetti. kekx.

sick. so sian. plus tmr got trng. haha. ytd trng was haha. fun. finally saw jiao lian's [coach] eyes. cuz he for once took off his sunglasses. bcuz there was no sun. bwahaha. n i capsized. in the rain. cuz while rowing, the rain water got into my eyes. so i shook my head vigarously. haha. stupid. thn went for my aunt's carolling at beauty world. didnt know how to get there. nearly got lost.hehx. was okayy larhx. thn went to eat. felt sick. so went home with my sis. reached home. immediately went to slp cuz was feeling so sick. woke up this morning with a splitting headache. thn realized i got fever. BWAHAHAHHAA. aiyah. whatever. no mood to blog now. hehx. bye bye

yawnx. i am so tired. i think i shall go n slp. tmr got trng. i cannt be late.

k. i hear 4 sounds now. i hear my brother ranting at my mum. i hear the radio. i hear my typing sound. i hear the phone.
the house is so messy! i swear i've swept the floor for more than 100 times today. every corner. every inch. n i resorted to cleanng it tile by tile agn. BUT IT FEELS SO DIRTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okayy. madness.
i cant stand it!!! its so dusty lorhx!!!
nvm.
sigh. tmr got trng. sian ah!!!!!!! i think i'm the only pathetic sec 2 who went for every session. ugh! must wake up tmr. 7.30. no. 7.15. nononononono. on the safer side. for in case i late. i think i waking up at 6.30am. sigh. dun noe larhx. i feel so... horrible now. i dun noe wad's wrong. maybe the song on the radio is too depressing. wadever-
n my sis is sweeping the floor agn. even though she thinks its cleaner thn clean. hahaha. at my orders. sigh. i think i need to change my bedsheet tonight. BWAAHAHAHHAHAHA. sigh.

heyyy-. DIARY OF A MAD-MOM-TO-BE RAWKX!!!!!!!!!! dadada. deedeedee. dododo. dum dum. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA> freakingly hilarious.

anyway. woke up too early this morning. time=5.14am. wow. tried to go back to slp. cuz if i wake up to early. means the day will be longer. thn i know today will be very sian. went back to slp. sis woke me up at 9am+++. so angry lorhx. i cannt go back to slp!! thn my sis went out. sigh... so the day was. LOOOONNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

had nth to do. cannt go out. brother sick. must stay at home to take care of him cuz no one else at home. sigh. so i kept eating. bwahahahahahahaha. swept n cleaned the floor. not tile by tile this time. bwahahaha. used the mop. folded the clothes. did the laundry. folded my mum's shorts. i wonder how skinny my mum is. her shorts look so tiny. n the waist tt part. small like. um. small like. i dun noe. just. very small.

called jq. cuz i was too bored at home. talked to her for 2hrs plus. her mum... like. not very happy like tt. sigh.. dun noe larhx. both at fault lah. shant talk much abt it. not here. thn sis came home. decorated the tree tgt. with my brother. hahahaha. so fun. thn halfway they both went to play PS. so nice lorhx. n somemore i'm sensitive to the christmas tree. developing a rash now. itchy itchy...!!! n sneezing like mad. bwahahahaha. my legs are... never tan also red liao. frm all tt scratching... arghs. bwahahahaha. nvm. dun wan to blog liao. so busy. promised to meet jq online before 5. n i didnt go. i feel so guilty. will she think tt i dun care abt her? bwahahaha. anyway. jq: sorry ah. not tt i forgot. i was busy. sorry ah...!

yawns. so sian. i still looking for a pic to put on my blog. bwahaha. n a website to upload the pic to. cuz. geocities one cannt. my angelfire acc. bwaha. dun talk abt it. they say i violate their wadever shit. nvm. i am so tired!!!

my brother still sick. sad-

k. this morning. um. wad happened this morning ah? oh great. i forgot. aiyah. i forgot wad happnd for the whole day lerhx. all i know is... i wanna slp... NOW!!! yawns* nowadays whether very cold. i cover blanket liao. fan not on. aircon not on. windows closed. i still freezing. BWAHAHAAHHAHAHA. yawns... i need some self-amusement. lalalalalalalalala

sigh. zx will be on the plane in a few hours time. will miss her. even though only 3 days. hahaha. tt time camp... also. felt abit weird without her. hahax. smsed her just now. hahax. she so excited lorhx. good for her. haha. zx: must enjoy urself horx. dun freeze there ah. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. she promised to try to find a tiny feng shui mao for me. bwahahah. so sweet right? hehx.

wanted to go to my cousin's hse. where my sis is giving tuition. but thn ah. went up the mrt. took till clementi. got off. took the opposite side. n went home. got off at redhill n walked home. thought abt alot of stuffs. nvm. shall not write here.

did abit of my more thn overdue overdued homework. hahaha. i did 9 maths qns all in all. wow. BWAHAHAHAHAHHA. thn cleaned the floor tile by tile agn. bwahahaha. so shuang... got sense of accomplishment. thn after cleaning. it felt so clean lorhx!!! so i started pacing around the house for nth. cuz it was so clean. hehx. bathed in cold water. came out shivering. went to slp. hahahahaha. thn woke up. ate. packed my wardrope. found alot of clothes tt i din wear for a thousand yrs lerhx. but hack larhx. dump it at the back of my cupboard. hahaha. ate. n ate. n ate. n ate. n came online. bwahahaha. my brother thanked me lorhx! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. [I'm the greatest] BWHAHAHAHA. k. not funny. he thanked me for taking care of him when he's sick. he is getting better liaox.tt day temperature 39.4 liddat. so scary lorhx. bwahahha. thot he got sars. bwahahahahaha. choi. k... sigh. zx so shuang lorhx. nvm. BWHAHAHAHAHAHA. shall end here. byebye-

hurlow! BWHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH. the bbq was fun! with a capital F. BWHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. was really cool. ate alot too. wanxian's mum is really nice lorh. hahahhaha. n she isnt those sort of... those tt u wudden want to be seen with tt sort. yah. hahahaha. k. thn her brother. one weird guy. can shout frm his house about 1-2 blocks away to the bbq pit saying:"MAMEEE! I WANT 5 FISHBALLS!" yelps. wad a cute guy. k. so. ate. bbqed. mrs liang said i was strong. YAYYYY! BWHAHAHAHAHAHA. i feel like i'm flying. nvm. now my blister burst le. pain. pain. pain pain pain. nvm. yelps. i'm on cloud nine. nine. nine. boing boing boing. yabadabadoooooooooooOOOOOOOO! bwahahahhaha. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10! abcedefg. lalalalalala. happy, sha lala, its so nice to be happy, sha lala. WOOOHOOOO! LIFE IS GOOD! LIFE IS GOOD! bwhahahaahha. current song playing on winamp- Life is Good by Junk. YAHOOOOOOOOOO! BWHAHAHAHHAHA. i love everyone. God loves me. i love Him too! GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU! GOD BLESS THE WORLD!!! BWHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA. OSAMA DIE. DIE. DIE. BWHAHHAHAHAHA. saddam die die die die die die. BANG BANG BANG! BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ok. nvm.
anyway. hahaha. bbq was fun. fun fun. lalalalalalalal. food was great. um. raw though. so not so great after all. but ah. everything tastes good when u're HAPPY! BWHAHAHAHAHHAHA. hehx. i'm so high now lorhx. i dun noe y also. i mean. i really dun noe. just now befoer i bathed i still very tired n sian n dun even feel like gg online. bwahahahha. thn after i bath. i suddenly feel so. i dun noe larhx. bwahahahaha. n keep doing alot of lame and stupid but fun things. BWHAHAHAHAHA. ok. nvm. anyway. AHAHAHHAHAHA. SO HAPPY! aiyah. nvm. i dun wanna talk abt the bbq lerhx. so anyway. bbq finish. i went home n bath. n brushed my teeth. *flashes my trademark smile* BWHAHAHAHAHAHA. k. nvm. ok larhx. i dun wanna blog lerhx. waste of time. BWAHHAHAHAHAHA. i shall go n jump off the building. BWAHAHAHAHAHHA. I AM SO HAPPYYYYYY! BWHAHAHA. GOD BLESS ALLL OF YOU!. achoo achoo achoo achoo... **

boOo! bwahahah. k. this is gg to be short cuz i'm gg out liao. bwahaha. so fun! ltr gg to meet zx n jq. after tt gg for the class bbq at wanxian's hse. BWHAHAHAHAHAHA. i cant believe it!! THAT PERSON IS GOING! WOOOHOOO! k. i shant say who. madness. madness. madness! BWHAHAHAHHA. k. nvm.
ytd got trng. thn trn lorhx. aiyah. crap. i'm so excited now!! cannt blog properly. BWHAHAHAHAHAHAH. THAT PERSON IS GOING! ok. chills. anyway anyway anyway. um. yea larhx. thn train. thn go jq's hse. thn wasted her phone bill by not wanting to put down the phone with zx. BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH/ k. thn. OMG! THAT PERSON IS GOING! okok. shhhhhhh!. anyway. BWHAHAHAHA. kkk. um. so. left her hse. reachd home at 10pm+++. bathed. n slpt. aiyah. whatever larhx. i am so.....!!! *squeals*
BWHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i cant believe it!!! BWAHAAHHAHAHAHA. okok. shhhhhhh! i'm so noisy. nvm. k. enough! i zhou le!! bwahahahahahahahahhaha. tata!

ok. i'm back. bwahahaha. forgot to add sth.
CHS GUYS SUCK!
retarded show-offs that look like primary school kids. to think they stooped so low to steal our trolleys and laugh about it. thn realize their trolley cannt be pushd thru. thn load their canoes onto another trolley that WE pushd. thn somemore say what. "help the girls lah. they need more help". freako! we do NOT need help. n even if we do. we do NOT need YOUR help. u bunch of arrogant fags! ugh! n stop showing of ur stewpid break dance moves. in fact, i dun even think tt is break dancing. c'mon lorh. u all suck. i repeat. SUCK. at it. stop ACTING cool. bcuz u all are NOT cool. at. all! n u morons. idiots-
i shall repeat this once more. CHS GUYS SUCK! big time.

yawnx*. slpt just now. woke up at. ARGH! 6.25pm. sad right? only managed to catch the last 5 minutes of "what i like about you". but lucky got amanda. BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

bwahahaha. my mum so cute lorhx. today she supposed to go to my brother the passing out parade. thn it starts at 10am. somehow. she thot it was 9am. bwahahaha. n she got up evn earlier thn me. n left after i brushed my teeth. BWAHAHAHAHAHHAAH. so stewpid. she overshot-ted in the bus until the interchange there cuz she was slping mah. thn the interchange is near a polica station. thn the bus driver askd her where she was gg. she said to the 'armour force' there. BWAHA. the driver told her she overshot le. thn dun noe wad she thinking also lah. she saw the policemen at the station there and told the driver:"no lah. [pointing to the police station] havent overshot yet. see all the soldiers here." dOtdOtdOt. -_____________-". BWHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. so cute right. thn in the end the driver told her tt was a police station. n sent her back to the place. BWHAAHAHHAHA. n she reachd there. only to realize tt she was early by 1 and a half hours. BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. cute right? bwahahahahahhaha. k. gg to have my 2nd dinner now. ciao~

heyyyy-. sigh. today. was. one word. bad. bad. bad. bad. bad. ok. tt was 5 words. but. aiyah. wadever lah. woke up still having abit of fever. 37.8 degrees. went to brush my teeth reluctantly. n ouch. brush until my ulcer bleed. pain lorh. thn went for trng. reached there at 8am when we supposd to meet at 8.30. the place NOT opend. wow. stood outside stupidly. pras came. they opened. went in. thn yah lah. the usual.
i capsized 4 times today. i think i'm a genius. really. either there's sth SERIOUSLY wrong with me or the canoe. usually i dun capsize one lorh. in fact, i din capsize before. thn today. WOAH. 4 times. somemore i had to swim to the shore for 3 times lorh. u know. canoeing. wad's tiring abt it is not when u canoe. its when u capsize. its very tiring when u move about in the water. its worse thn swimmng. cuz u have the stewpid life-vest in ur way. n i did it. 3 times. tired like anything. plus somemore i was a teeny weeny bit sick. thn when i got back on my canoe finally...i had a splitting headache. thn faster row back n rest. bwahahahaha. qiqi is so funny. she said:"our canoe team ah... might as well call "capsize" team". bwahha. cuz sijing capsized countless times. wendy 6 times on the shore while embarking. haha. ke lian. but she can row well. thn adel twice. melissa once. cuz i "hai" her one. i feel very bad lorh.... she capsize is because of me. cuz i was too tired to swim back to the shore. thn she ask me to hold the front of her canoe n she paddle me back. wah lau. the canoe capsized lorh. thn dun noe wad happend... i think flipped too many times or sth like tt. thn her canoe inside all water... n it started to sink. shit like anything k. melissa, joanne, qiqi n i had to drag it. heavy like anything. thn empty water tt time even worse. too heavy. cannt evn carry up. thn we finally used qiqi's idea to flip it sideways first thn managed to empty water in the end. i feel so sick n tired now. n my temp has gone up. bcuz i bathed in cold water there. bwahahaha. reach hm also bathed in cold water. freezing. n my temp now is. wait. i go measure. ok. done. 38.1 degrees. but ah. strangely, i still feel quite healthy. as in. i still can do the normal stuffs. just tt my body feels very weird. abit warm like tt. ok. whatevr-. k. enough for now. i am so... tired. i shall go n slp. bwahahaha. be back later.

heyyyyy- bwahahh. k. din go online ytd. spent the whole day with my cousin, evangeline. bwahaha. she stayed over. at night, we played Motor Racer on the playstation for nearly th entire night. so cool lorh. actually motor racer is a very very very very very very very very very very old game. but ah. cuz we nth to do mah. thn she dun wanna play the NBA one also. bwahaha. so we were playing motor racer and bomberman. bwahahaha. bomberman. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. her hair now so so so so long rdy!!! ugh. i jealous. somemore hers is brown lorh. n its natural. n she is so tall now. n slim also. n her waist. wah lau. tiny like anything. bwahahahah. k. so anyway. she din get into normal acad. she has to stay in normal tech. kinda sad... she worked really hard for it. really. she really did. evn though nth to do with me, i feel kid of sad. last yr i was alrdy expecting her to get into normal academic. thn she. sigh. just short of tt bit. thn this yr. she worked evn harder. but. sigh. i dun noe lah. its unfair. i think its so unfair... she really put in alot of effort to study. i dun noe larhx. nvm. anyway. went tbp with her. she's so cool u know. go out nv bring any money. i paid for everything. bwhaahahhaa. somemore treated her crepe. i must be a really nice cousin. bwahahahahahaha. anw anw anw. so yea. spent the day hanging out at tbp. came home. she bathed. i bathed. played motor racer. again. bwahaha. thn she went home. i wanted to stay in her house. so long never go le... i mean. got go. but nv stay. but thn ah. tmr got the canoe. sigh. can pon. but i dun wan. bwaahahahhahaa. cannt be so selfish. bwahahaha. hehehe. okok. gtg lerhx. bye bye!

heyyyyy-
ok. i'm back at home now. just now jq came over. went to play badminton with my sis. after tt went hm. jq watched the LoveHina tapes i recorded while my sis n i went to bath. i mean. we didnt bath tgt. bwahahaha. anyway. after tt. ate. went to tbp. jq got a new pair of converse shoes. n i got the energy poster. bwahahahah. i mean. it came free with the shoes n jq gave it to me. bcuz i wanted it. bwahahahha. actually. y do i want it? bwahahahaha.
i think i'm a really soreloser lorh. today played badminton. it was a realt THRASH k. tt time score was 90:100. today. sigh. 50:100. partly bcuz when i lost by 9 points. i got so fed-up tt i started to vent my anger when i hit the shuttlecock. thn all hit until like shit like tt. i need to learn to control my anger. control myself. more like it. i must learn to accept losing. accept losing. accept losing. winning is NOT everything. i understand that. but thn ah. somehow though i understand it, i dun absorb it. as in. nvm. but anyway. i need more self-control. and learn to accept losing. yepp.

didnt sleep on sunday night. talked to jq on the phone. bwahahaha. so dumb. called her at 3am in the morning thinking it was only 1am. she must have been thinking:"this woman is insane!". anw. talked abt a whole deal of stuff n pu down the phone at abt 4.45am. thn went to write diary until 5am+++. went to slp. woke up at 5.30am. bwahahahahaha. quite pro lah.
anyway. monday had trng. cuz i din slp i felt so tired during trng. bwahahaha. but thn i "pia" like siao lorh. rmb wad my brother said:"in NS, you have to 'pia' until ur limit. n even when u reach ur limit, they wun let u off". ya. so canoeing tt time, i kept telling myself not to rest n everytime i stopped paddling, i forced myself to continue. was quite surprised tt i managed to canoe the whole distance without resting. in fact, very suprised. didnt think i could do it.
went jq's hse after tt. oh yah. it was mr josef tan's bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR TAN!. thn went to the family service centre after tt. reached hm very late le. no energy to blog le. woke up on tuesday afternnon at 3pm+++. went out with jie jie to buy my sandals. cuz mum wasnt free. got my sandals. rushed home. n rushed off to the family service center again. bwahahaha. played the game of "life" there. as in. not the board game. something more real. like others always say:"u'll never know until u experience". agree to the fullest. everytime it was my turn, i know paying the bills whatever is inevitable. at first, i thot the game was unfair. tt paying the bills, sch fees, transport fees etc should not be compulsory. but thn. i realized. that IS life. life's like that. when i had not enough money, i had to borrow. it wasnt easy to ask. but anw. my sis offered me the money. after tt she had not enough for herself. n i had to borrow frm someone else. it really wasnt easy at all. borrowed frm sanker and alvin. wait. did i borrow frm alvin? ok. i forgot. but anw. i learnt tt, when u need money, u HAVE TO put away ur pride. when jason landed on "work opportunity", he was very happy. but thn when he found out what he had to do, he said "No. I dun want it". n since i was desperate, i took it for him. i sang. i cant believe it. loud n clear. until the everyone there could hear me. bcuz when u are desperate, u have to do things even if you dont want to. you cannot afford to bother abt what ppl think of u. learnt alot from the game. n the whole course. jason said:"this game sucks". i kinda agree. life's like tt. even if u dun like it, u HAVE to get on with it. n like SoonWhy said. everything "chance" we take, we all think it sucks. this IS life. this IS reality. really learnt alot from the game. n the entire course. n alvin. i mean. the BIG alvin. really thank the whole FSC team. if i were to write a book about ytd's game, it would take me 6months to do so. n to read it, maybe 6 days. but look. the game itself i was playing took only 2hrs. experience. is more than anything. to quote SoonWhy. i dun think any of u ppl reading my blog would catch wad i'm saying. bcuz u werent there last night. bcuz words are just words. yepp. but anyway. i really really truly truly sincerely sincerely thank the entire FSC team. for having such a program. for the talks. the game. everything. THANK YOU! u've made a big difference in my life. =)

so lydia is gone. not dead. but left for chicago and wun be back till next year. zhixin is in camp. jiaqi just came back. grace leaving for shanghai on the 6th, coming back on the 14th and going to malaysia on the 15th to 22nt i think.sigh.
anyway. went to church as usual this morning. no lydia. so weird. and next week, no grace. sigh. saw mrs neo while waiting for grace. so cute lorh she. she ask me my shoes how much. then ask me what class i go. then tell me to have a merry christmas when christmas is one month away. BWHAHAHHAHAHA. but she's really nice anyway.
went home. slept for a while. and went on to do my webpage for the rest of the day. i can feel my com burning. bwahahahaha.

whhheeeeeeee! my cousins at my hse now. they so so so adorable. so busy now. amusing myself with thm. n chatting. so ths entry will be a short one.
went to pick dried leafs n twigs for zx's guides camp in the morning with lydia grace n zx at tb park this morning. after a long time picking at the park which has no dried leaves n twigs, went to eat. grace n lydia left. zx n i went bras basah to change her books. BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. my cousin so funny! arghs. i dun wanna blog le! SAMUEL AND LEMUEL ARE SUCH ADORABLE INTERESTING CREATURES!!!!!!!!!!!!!

met lydia at tbp. me early as usual. she came. we left for qnstwn. nearly over shot cuz we were chatting happily. but mangaed to hop out of the train in time. took a bus cuz it was rainng. waste my bus fare. bwaha. so sad. missed our stop. but the driver stopped n let us get off the bus before it went further. nice bus driver. thankew uncle! doubt he'll ever get to read this. bwahahahahaha
saw zhixin using the com when we reachd qnstwn library. bwaha. when to "BOO" her. "BOO"-ed so loudly tt ppl around all stared at us. n zx "SHHHHHHH!"-ed us. bwahaha. afterall, we were at a library. bwahahaha.
lookd for bks. borrowed 6 bks. my card no more space le. n my mum's also. bwahaha. ate at the library cz it was rainng heavily n lydia, as usual, didnt bring an umbrella. bwahahaha. drank capuccino n burnt my tongue. *ouch* bwahaha.

k. books i borrowed:
-Welcome to my planet (where english is sometimes spoken)
*read tt for dunno how long le. bwahahahaha.*
-Anxiety and Tension
-50 Ways to fight Depression without Drugs
-Family Doctor Guide to STRESS
-The Essential Calvin and Hobbes (A Calvin and Hobbes Treasury)
-Diary of a Mad Mom-to-be

bwahaha. at the library. i took alot of books abt parenting n baby\children. n zx n lydia thot i was pregnant. BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. so stupid lorh. actually. i dun noe lah. i din realize i was at the parenting section. n there were so many interesting bks there. bwahahaha. so ah...

anw. after tt left for qnsway shopping. lydia kept kickg/splashg water at us. so mean right? bwaha. thn she no umbrella. kept jumping frm my umbrella to zx's n back agn. bwaha. really had a hell of a great time. havent been tt crazy for long. not for me at least. bwaahahahaha.

sis just went cycling. so cool. she just bought a new bike. silver n yellow. not bad looking. but it would have looked better if the yellow was orange. bwahaha. nvm.

*OUCH!* burnt my tongue again. my mum just fed me roti prata. hot one... she din warn me.....

k. natania is leaving. tmr. BYE BYE NATANIA! lydia is leaving on sunday. BYE BYE LYDIA! u two dun forget to miss me ah... must shi shi ke ke think of me k? bwahahaha. i sound sick.

k. bloggin agn. bwahaha. cut my sis's hair just now. bwahaha. alot of it. k. my sis said it was nt bad. but thn i think its kinda bad. the sides. i shouldnt have cut it. the back is too perfect for words. bwahahaha. not bhb-ing. but ah. the back... i was like. aiming for perfection. bwahahahaha. cut for 1hr+++. poor sis. =p
when cutting tt time the scissors dropped on my leg. hurt for a moment. i lookd at it. no blood. no cuts. but thn ah. when i sweeping the hair off the ground... i saw alot of blood on my leg. n i screamed to my sis... omg lorh... is really alot of blood k. n my sis cleaned it up for me... BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA. stupid lorhx! the cut is so so so so so tiny only. but ah... somehow got alot of blood lah. evn the floor also have. bwahahahaha. so stupid.

ugh. that girl is soooooooo bhb! i shant say who....

my brother came back lerhx. i dunno y either. but he gg back on monday. so cool. i can happily forget abt slping in his room. sigh. BWHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. k. madness. nvm. he talking on the phone... for 1 hr+++ now. so lame lorhx his conversation. i not eavesdropping. he happend to be talkng very loudly. somemore behind me only. bwaahhahahahaaha. madness. like zx always says... BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. nvm.

bwahahaha. the bks i borrowed quite nice lah. one is called "my sister from the black lagoon". the other, "having it and eating it." not abt food though. bwahahahahahaha. 'my sis frm the black lagoon" is nicer. bwahaha. funnier. k. shall go n read....

heyyyy-
ytd night was lonely. mum n i at hm only. bwahaha. slpt ultra late. was reading abt emphysema, bipolar disorder, manic depression and down syndrome. bwahahahaha. k. shall not be naggy. bwahahaha
this mornng went tbp with grace lydia zx and kaiqin to watch rugrats. $7.50 cuz its the first day of a new movie. shit lah. wasted 1 buck.
after movie went bras basah with grace n lydia. lydia bought wrong books the other time. must change. thn cuz the other books cheaper. so she must buy sth else. bwaha. bought 3 lollipops. one for me. one for grace. one for herself. so nice right? thankx lydia
thn after tt walked arnd funan, penisular plaze n some weird place. thn went to bus stop. lydia said i could take 145 to bukit merah library. meant to go there. but the bus zoomed pass the place without stopping. wow. felt lost for a moment. bwaha. until i smsed lydia n she told me the bus went to qnstwn. yep. so went qnstwn library. spent dun noe how long there. picked 6 books. read abt of all of it. put thm all back. picked 3 books. read. chose 2 books. went to find stuff on emphysema and kleptomania. found a few. realized lib card not enough space. so nvm. bwahahahaha. so sad lorh. i could find "fighting ruben wolfe". the computer say can be found at bedok, tampiness, toa payoh, ang mo kio, woodlands. sigh. all the far far places. so i can happily forget abt borrowing it. sigh... thn cannt find Welcome to My Planet also. evn though the com sat qnstwn lib have. aiyah. crap lah. thn borrowed my books n left. i tried nora roberts. but thn ah. 1.) too sick. 2.) dun really like that sort of story. i prefer books where the main character is "I". which means the author himself or herself lah. bwahahahaha. wadever.
went hm. knocked into many many ppl today. bwahaha. so stupid. took the wrong bus. took 32. thn must walk a longer way hm. thn reach tt time. gg to reach my door tt time. saw this familiar lady standing outside my neighbor's hse. omg!!! it was aunty beng leng!!! i havent seen her for 5 yrs lorh!!!!! i cant believe it! she's so nice. missed her like hell k!!! n she looked at me. i think she cant recognise me. but i dun blame her. grown fat n uglier over the yrs. bwhahahaa. anw. so i shouted:"AUNTY BENG LENG!!!" n she was like. look at me for a while. thn eyes widen. "oh hi! how have u been?" n i was like... "fine. fine..." n smile smile smile. thn this ang moh man came. bwahahaha. her husband. so she got married overseas. bwahaha. tt time she left for australlia she said she would come back in 2 yrs time. in the end... 5 years lorh. my mum said bcuz she got married n settled down there. yea. think she decided to come back n visit her mum. her husband so tall lorh. aiyah. crap. which ang moh is not tall one. bwhahahahaahahahah.
n my sis come back lerhx. finally. she brought not enough money there. so she just got me wad. cuttlefish frm malaysia. -_____-". bwahaha. she bought herself an okay-looking pullover. wouldnt say its nice or wad. not ugly also. aiyah. just normal lorh. can wear out type. hahahaha.
ate alot today. dun noe y. feeling really bad... guilty i guess. sigh. cuz when i went out this morning, my old neighbor saw me. thn i said:"uncle". thn he was watering the plants... thn he head me n said:"ehhhhh. chu qu ah? qu na li?" (gg out? to where?) n i was like:"qu du shu."(to study). i know this lie wun harm anyone lah. n its just a small small small lie. but thn ah... somehow. i feel so guilty abt lying. sigh. bwahahahahaha.
i realized i know alot abt myself now. things i didnt know the beginning of this yr. this yr has been really eventful.... i'm starting to learn who i really am. K. STOP! before i start my boring speech... bwahahaha. i better stop blogging. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA....

boooooo! bwahahaha. i've finished reading "when dogs cry". really good bk lorhx. my mum amazed n surprised tt i actually completed it. n tt i even started on it. haha. somemore in a day. k. i din slp the whole night last night. was reading. haha. woke up at 10am this morning.meang i slpt for 5hrs. but still very alert n full of energy. bwahahaha. intend to borrow another bk tt is linked to when dogs cry. called "fighting ruben wolfe". bwahahaha. cannt find. so sad.
anw. woke up. ate. read abt DS [down syndrome] and Bipolar Disorder and Manic Depressive Illness. yep. so. for the whole morning it was. eat. read. eat. read. yep. found out alot. n wanting to find out more. bwahahah. need to go library. hahaha.
bks i need to borrow:
-Fighting Ruben Wolfe by Markus Zusak
-Welcome to My Planet by Shannon Olsen
-Why Men Lie and Women Cry by i forgot who
bwahahahhaahaha. n loads of bks on DS n Bipolar Disorder. lalalalala. sudden interest in bks. after 14 yrs of my marvellous life. bwahahahah

afternn went out with mum. k. went tbp. bought breadtalk. thn went popular. FINALLY got my compass. so ex lorh. $10.10. want my life man. bt anw. once in a while. so nvm. thn now my fengshui cat facing correct direction le. after countless weeks. thn went to eat crepe. mum ate peppermint chocolate chip ice-crem crepe. i dint eat. cuz i was the one treatng my mum. BWAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. k. thn went guardian. siao one lah. the guardian ah... want my life only.
i went in. asked for zx's wadever gel patches. thn the salesgirl kept saying my skin condition chao lan. wah lau. i know its bad lah. but dun need to say until like tt mah. somemore the look on her face is as if i cannt be cured le. bwahahaha. thn she kept saying it was bad to convince my mum to buy the products. 3 ppl somemore. thn so in the end they got all the stuff for me. siao one. $300+++. want my life ah. so i went to the counter. stopped my mum. thn one by one take all the items n said:"oh oh. wo bu shi yao zhi ge. wo you le..." n put back to the shelf. in the end my mum insisted on a few of thm. so spent $100+++ on my pathetic face. plz lorhx! I DUN NEED IT K! zits n acne will say bye bye once u grow up!!!! ugh. total waste! somemore my mum complained at hm no money. anyhow spent like tt. ON ME somemore. make my feel guilty like nuts. ugh.....!
thn as if not bad enough. i walked into watsons to get a chocolate bar. n the cosmetics girl came up to me n introduced some useless products to me. which one alone alrdy cost $30. wah. say my face condition VERY VERY lousy. say wad. still can be saved if use their products. GRRRRRRRRRR! anw. ltr on bough soon kueh. thn eat n shop n eat n shop. haha. my mum din eat alot lah. she eats very little nowadays. she ate half a soon kueh thn complain she very full le. bwahahaha. no wonder she so skinny. thn um. went hm at 5+++. went to bath. read n ate for abt 10mins++ thn watched holland v. yea lah. thn watched the holland v thn who wants to be a millionaire. chi version lah. thn come online le lorhx. my life quite boring lah....

BOOOOOO! *but i cant help falling in love with u* bwahahaha. listening to a*teens-cant help falling in love now. bwhahahahaha. sigh. my sis now at k-box. so cool right? n i'm right here rotting. bwahahaha. for those sua-kus, k-box is karaoke for young ppl. teens lah. bwaha. now playing on winamp: a*teens- under the sea. bwahahaha. *under the sea. under the sea.* hahaha.

woke up today at 1pm+++. cuz my kor kor lorhx. early morning. k. i mean. early afternoon shout until so loud. want my life ah. thn had to wake up. bwahahaha. for the rest of the afternoon was listening to songs frm winamp n reading. suprisingly. bwaahahaha. this book called:"when dogs cry" its not abt dogs. very nice book. u all should read. if a book can ever appeal to me, it has to be a very good book.

now playing: upside down-a*teens

hehehehe. sian ah. still squibbling with my brother. who keeps saying tt he is shuai. [choke choke] and smart. [choke choke choke choke] can sing well. [choke choke choke choke choke choke] alot girls dying for him. [******faints*****] bwahahaha. k lah. he actually quite shuai lah. esp after his haircut. but thn ah. the frnt tooth missing. bwahaha. cuz tt time play bball. thn this guy. aiyah. nt sure wad happened. bwahahaha. bt anw. his tooth kena chipped off. not the whole tooth drop out lah. bwahaha. k. smart ah. yea lah. very very very smart. its in the family genes. bwahahahhaa. my dad is chao smart. my mum um. yea lah. considered smart le. n hardworking. thus, a smart daughter like me. =) =) =) =) =) bwahahahahaha. anw. my brother is cong ming lorh. hehe. um. can sing well ah. tt one definitely not true. haha. sometimes i slp in the same room as him mah... thn he sing sing sing until i go back to my room. bwahahaha. k. thn. girls dying for him. k. dun noe how true tt is. bwahahaha. he must be exaggerating... bwahahahaha. he go back to camp le. bwahahahaha. spared frm his horrible singing. n pointless squibblings. heheheheheehhehe.

now playing: aaliyah- journey to the past.

bwahaha. ytd my sis prom. hahaha. so funny. cant imagine her wearing those heels. n tt skirt. n tt blouse. n the hair... the make up.

just watched punkd. so funny lorhx. n ashton is so cute! hahaha. cool lorhx. the one with britney. ashton's so smart. bwahahahahha. anw. my sis came back lerx. finally. bwahaha. she walked hm frm bedok lorhx. siao. bwahahaha. she went out early morning. so late thn come back. haha. i like. din see her for the whole day. bwahahaha. n now i'm hogging on to the com. bwaha. n she wants the com. hahahaha. nvm. anw. she gg malaysia tmr. cool right? when she coming back? tmr. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. they siao one lah. hahaha. but nvm lah. at least got go overseas. BWHAHAHAHAHA. better thn me. haha. could have gone to malaysia the other time. bwaha. din go. sad right? bt nvm. hahahaha

booooooo! haha. k. um. morning went to jp with lydia zx grace. morning... as in really morning. wad. 10.30am go jp. all the shops nt opend. bwahaha. anw. ya. thn left at 11++ or 12. i forgot. zx go her godma hse. lydia n grace go buy grace's bks. thn i went hm. slpt for a while. thn went to qnsway with mama. walked arnd for 3 hrs +++. hahaha. thn she complained tired. bwahahaha. so went hm. on the bus calculated wad my mum owed me. bday present. christmas present. so many things lor. she promised me to watch what a girl wants last last last dun noe how many 'last's saturdays. until now. sigh. thn she supposed to bring me to check my eyesight. n my dental appointment which i missed more thn 10 times n made more thn 10 appointments lerhx. n somemore she still tell me:"u must learn to be more independant u know. can go urself what..." bwahahaha. anyway. thn went great world. went to get a new passbk. now one is blue n yellow color one. nicer thn the old green one. bwaha. thn they bank-teller wanted to see my identity. dared not give her my ez link card cuz i pasted my neoprint there. but still had to give lah. thn she said she needed to see my original photo. i tried peeling the neoprint off. my mum tried. the bank-teller tried. the security guard n policeman tried. other banktellers tried. the ppl queueing behind tried. no one could peel it off. i so malu lorhx. thn i kept laughing. used scissors. ruler. also cannt. bwahahahahahaa. in the end... they used penknife. n now my ezlink card.... scratched. bwahahahha. stupid right? i dun dare to go back ler... for fear of being recognized. bwahaha. thn my mum told the teller:"she says she's very ugly. so cannt see the photo." n the teller said:"its like that one lah. young people always think they are ugly somehow." which i think is very true lorh.... my sis. is a chio bu lorh. really. but thn ah. k. of cuz she has a SERIOUS NEED to slim down lah. but thn... bsides tt. she's really very very chio lorh. somemore gd in studies. CHAO gd at sports. really. got good temper. seldom angry. nv rebutts. content with life. she's like. close to perfect. but thn. she very unconfident of herself. thinks she looks bad. sigh. nvm. bwahahaha. anw... tmr is hari raya puasa!!! happy HARI RAYA PUASAH TO ALL MUSLIMS! bwahhahahahahahahahahahahaha!

wheeeeeeeee. k. today morning woke up chao late. at 8.10am. church starts at 8.30. thot i wud be late. rushd n rushd. smsed lydia tellng her i will be late. in the end i reachd at 8.23sm. 7mins early. waited a long long long loooooooooooooooong time before grace n her family came. haha. went up. thn lydia joind us. bwahaha. lydia today so sian liddat. very tired. bwahaha. me too. lethargic like anything. evn though i slpet for 13hrs++ the day before. bwahaha. the more i slp the more tired i get. the other time i slpt for only 3hrs++ thn i alert like anything. nvm. anw. church overtime today. bwaahaha. ended at 10.40++. so sian. today din get "shhhhh-ed" at. yay! acheivement. but ah. i nearly slpt. really lorh. lydia also. grace also. all yawn like mad liddat. bwahaha. esp lydia. poor her. slpt at 2am ytd. bwahaha. thn during church grace was reading. lydia also. thn i guai guai listenng to the pastor n observing the little girl in frnt. she so cute lorh! bwhahaha. n grace folded a boat for me. so cool right? hahahaha.
anw. after church went to eat as usual. duck noodles. hehe. n grace reminded me tt she owes me 80cents. yay. bwahaha. reachd hm. slpt. thn woke up. to realize tt i kickd the bolster n pillow n blanket n bedsheet all to the floor. i must be a genius lorh. can slp until the bedsheet come out also. haha. weird dream. dreamt tt someone was having some sort of competition with me. thn cannt see the person's face... the competition also very weird. must keep running thn the road is like... u run run run but u realize u still at the same place. keep running n running. thn suddenly the person managed to go out of the 'trap'. thn i was very angry. hahaha. so stupid right? thn i kept trying n trying. thn cannt. very angry. thn i stop running n started to throw tantrums. n like.... zi bao zi qi liddat. sigh... really reflects on my real life. like the other day. canoeing with pras... i dun noe lah. really feel guilty n sorry to prasana lorh. i'm a really bad partner u know. i think next time she dun wanna row with me le. i mean. she's really very nice u know. n i was such a bitch tt time... i'm really sorry. sigh...

bwahahaha. my com now playing all the songs i have. at full volume. very loud. i cannt evn hear the keyboard sound lorh... i mean. the typing sound. think i will go deaf. hahaha. but nvm lrhx. since zx says i'm alrdy deaf lerx. bwahahah. tmr need to go sch with lydia n zx n grace. hahaha. they need to buy books. bwahah. n i as a nice person will pei they all. bwhahaha. =) =) =) =) bwahahahahaha. thn gg to play badminton. yay! finally. after waiting for 3 days. =) =) =). anyone free? can come also. bwahahaha. help to split the booking fees for the court. bwhahahaahha. or dun come also can. can sponsor us. =) =). bwahahahaha.

anw. thn ltr went to tbp with sis. she bought her prom stuff lerx. need to get shoes. yea. so got a pair. abt 2 inches high only she say too high. i chose one abt 3.5 inches high liddat chao nice one. but ah.. she dun like. but anw. so got her shoes. went hm. i played with her shoes. walk arnd the hse. so fun. bwahaha. thn mama ask me to teach her how to make up. n i did. yea lorhx. liddat lor. actually. my sis v chio one. but thn ah.. sigh. nvm. bwahahahah

k. just woke up. thn came online lers. bwahaha. so tired today. morning woke up at 6.40. prepared everything. left hse to meet lydia n grace at tbp at 7am. n i slpt the last night at 12 to 1am liddat. sigh. anw. met thm. went sch. pass up appeal form. left sch. thn i went for canoe lerx.
k. canoe today is like usual. except tt i capsized once while changing canoes in the middle of the sea n nearly died. i thot it was the end of me lorx. i know if i type it here it wun sound scary at all. but.. sigh. anw. tell u abt my close encounter with death larx. k. um. i wanted to change canoe with joanne. thn hers is one sitter. hard to embark.esp when u're not on land. so the canoe turned over when i haven fully go in yet. thn i before tt i din clip my life vest on properly. cuz it was frm SJI. n i dun wan a sth a guy wore be so close to me. somemore hugging me marhx. so clip until very lose. thn when i dropped into the water. the vest floated up. n my head was underwater.. which means.. it slipped up and nearly out. but slipping up is bad enough lerx. thn they tied sth to the sea-bed marhx. so got strings. n my legs got caught with the strings n kena entangled. n i was trapped there. n in my mind i kept thinkng:"omg. this is the end of me lerx. this is the end of me lerx." thn the more i struggle the more i sink n the more entangled my leg n the ropes got. n i was so scared k. somemore the canoe was like... 'pushng' me. i think i experiencd miracle u know. cuz ah. suddenly. just suddenly. i din do anything at all. i was set free frm the ropes. really have to thank God....saved my life. okok. anw. so we rowed n rowed. n single seater... so diff frm the ones we used the other time. much lighter n "sharper". can cut more water lah but thn ah... very very unbalanced n shaky. but only for a while larhx. once u get used to it can le. n now i have the fibraglass all over me. ouch. bwahaha. zx was trying to stay away frm me. hehehe. n i have 19 cuts all over. bwahha. somemore got a few parallel one. looks like i cut myself. but ah. bwaha. i will nv do tt. kerkx. haahahah. k...
after tt went to suntec with sijing for a while. she went to buy macdonalds. bwahahaha. thn went citihall to meet lydia n zx. thn went to raffles shopping centre or wadever tt place is called larhx. u know the one. not got disney's storybook magic one. bwaha. zx treat me n lydia to candy floss. so nice right? thankx zhixin. bwaha. she suddenly so nice lorhx. dun noy y also. bwahaha. [zhixin, if u're reading this. plz dun tell me wad... u all along very nice one mah. bwaha.]but anw. so she treated us larhx.
went to bras basah to buy books. zx n lydia buy lah. walked there frm raffles. n we got kinda lost. cuz ah. lydia knows where it is but we dun trust her. so we went to ask the ritz carlton ppl. thn they ask us to walk back frm where we were. so we backtrackd. n thn askd another guy. he ask us to walk forward to after ritzcarlton there. hahaha. so ah... we walked pass CHIJMES 3 times. bwaha. to n fro. anw. bought their books le. i help lydia carry some. thn she took taxi hm. zx n i took 33. went tbp for a while. she bought The Bonesetter's Daughter finally. bwahaha. with the help of a very very very tall Popular assistant. wah. he walk one step ah. i must walk 10 steps. bwahaha. anw. after tt bought a bottle. i bought orange zx bought silver. the orange also not say v nice. dun noe y i buy. sigh. haha. was in a dilema btwn blue or orange. k. i like orange. but ah. the blue looks nicer. the orange looks very. um. dun noe how to say larhx. but suan le. one must learn not to regret. yep.
thn when hm just in time to catch the rugby match btwn england n australia. bwaha. suprisingly, zx watched rugby too. din know tt. bwahaha. bt gd lah. thn someonre can tell me today's match the score. cuz i fell aslp when the score was 14 to 17 i think. i forgot. wow. haha. but confirm england win one. but personally. i think australia should win bcuz 1.) i support thm. 2.) they're much braver. they dun mind the english jumping/pouncing or wadever on thm. i mean. tt's the game mah. thn ah england all one by one kia-si (scared of death) one. bwaha. everytime they see got aussies in frnt of thm or chasing thm thn they will kick the ball. i know tt's the game. but ah. i see the aussies get injured much much much much much more thn the english. the english rarely get punced on. yah. bwahaha. kk. enough of rugby.
haha. got new interest in mules. haha. they very cute. its um. mixture of a horse n donkey if i rmb correctly. they are so cute u know? sigh. but i must be loyal to my moose. bwaha. shall go do research on mules... bwahahah.

bwahaha. i'm blogging agn. i only have half an hour. a day. i made this arrangement myself. to save money. n to forgive myself. feeling so guilty u know. i lied to my mum... yea. esp when my family in crisis like tt. i'm spending alot of money. n the net. n my hp sms. yea. so. anyway. left with 15mins only. bwaha
k. i'm totally in love with didi. grace's dog. it licked me k. bwahaha. n its really cute. i really love it. couldnt bear to part with it just now. haha. n when i left. really felt bad. dun noe y. i got so so so so close with her dogs k.
hahah. k. tmr got trng. meeting lydia at 7am at tbp. thn go sch tgt to pass up the appeal form. thn i go for trng. actually. i cant u know. i got infection. but. suan le. must show commitment n dedication right? yea. JIA YOU LYNETTE!
sigh. i think i'm really a sore loser. k. tt's one really big bad point abt me. winning is like everything. really. i think... sigh. how can i change myself? i'm too ambitious i guess. just like wad most of the seniors said. n lydia too. sigh... being ambitious is both gd n bad. helps me strive. but. i wun take failure so easily thn. i mean. esp when there's competition... take huiqin for example. i think i'm a really evil person. sigh... i need a change. BADLY.

boO! in grace's hse now. was playing with her dogs. just now was so scared of it. the very next moment i playing with thm. n evn carrying thm. bwahaha. n zx is sac red of dogs. heh heh heh. she climbed up the double decker bed bwaha. n dun wanna go down. n grace is reading the bible. i dun noe y. n she's telling us how gross n disgusting the revolutions monster is. bwahaha. k. lydia is playing with fluffy [grace's dog] n singing with zx. n zx sing out of tune lerx. bwahaha. k. did n mojo are so cute. fluffy too. bwahahahaha. anyway. got my posting lerx. but ah. i wanna change to go zx's class. hers is exactly same as mine. just tt she take geog n i take hist. bwahaha. my hist is only higher thn geog by 2 marks. bwahahha. lydia appealing too. to go grace hse. also diff of hist n geog. bwahahahaha. n jq din go sch. so nice lorh. somemore we must help me take option form bla bla bla. and zx come down lerx. lydia singg church kindergarden songs. bwahaha. k. zx finally playing with the dogs. n grace sings:"n if u touch me i will rip u apart" haha. n zx is still afraid of the dogs somehow. k. she coughing at me. shaking the bogger thing. arghs! so noisy. hhaha. n i see didi agn. k. wati[grace's maid] just brought in the noodles. k. i see mojo too. so cute at my legs there now. bwahahahha./ k did leaves. n comes back agn. bwahahhahahahaha. so cute. grace ah..... laughing. she saw lydia's underwear. k. i'm not supposed to say more. for fear tt lydia will murder me. bwahahha. k. shall stop blogging lerx. hehehe. here comes mojo again. sigh. i wun be gg online so often nowadays. was online for 8hrs non stop ytd. n i lied to my mum. said2hrs only. really very guilty now. sigh. n to think my mum just praised me. bwahaha. oh yah. this mornng met lydia n zx at redhill market. 9am. i left hse at 8.10. wanted to take bus. but was too early. so i walked there. n eached at 8.30. so early right? thn i waited so lonely at the bus stop/. bwahaha. lydia dancing to the dog. hahahahahahahaha. didi n mojo. n zx thinks tt lydia is siao. bwahahahahha. kk. must conserve electricity. shall let zx take over. byeeeee~!

yoz. muaha. k. so we went to the library. as u should know. anyway. hahahaha. okok.
i am still-
having-
my-
menses-
am i dying yet? sigh. shall right my will at the bottom later. yep.

mum says i've been a gd girl. haven been throwing tantrum for so long. yep. n she says she can see improvement in my character n maturity in my thinking. *smilex* says she can see my determination in trying to bcome a better person. n more spiritual. drawing nearer to God. *smilex again* BUTTTTTTTT. she says. my PMS still needs to be in cntrl. yep. cannt let PMS be an excuse. k. must change tt of me. jia you, myself. muahahaha.
n i did the housework today. for no reason. just to please my mum. haha. washed the clothes. ok. i din do it. the machine did it. but thn ah. i put the powder into the machine, put the clothes in the machine too, plugged the thing, on the machine and sit infrnt of the machine as it spun. muaha. k. the last one was a lie. hehx. thn i swept n mobbed the floor. haha. ytd night... i... actually resorted to cleaning the floor with a towel tile by tile with my hands. tired like mad. lucky i have a small house. imagine a house like grace's or zx's... can die. my sis evn thot i suffering frm depression or anxiety disorder n ask my mum to bring me to psychiatrist. or however u spell tt. haha. n she was like:"nerd[tt's y they call me at hm. lyn-nerd.], tell me seriously. are u stressed?" n i was like:"yes. with all the dust at hm." muaha. anyway. back to my housework thing. um. washed the dishes. cleared the two tables in the other room. n the living room table [my bro's table. even though there really is nth to clear. haha]. um. my own table. but it is still quite messy cuz i have too many things le. haha. my sis table alrdy v neat n tidy. yep. orh. n i folded n kept the clothes tt r dried le. hahaha. anyway. i got alot of things cuz i keep alot of things. n y i keep alot of things is bcuz i got my grandma's genes. hey. rhymes. muaha. my grandma very cute one. she keeps everything tt is at hm. as in. for example. she saw my shing lee maths wrkbk lying on the table n she kept it in her bag. n she kept her bag in another bag. n tt bag in another bag. n tt bag in her drawer. she likes keepg bags in bags. haha. lucky i din get tt gene. anyway. until my grandma moved to my aunty's house did i find my maths bk. haha. n alot of stuff i used to have when i was a child tt suddenly went missing for no apparent reason. haha. wad a cute grandma. n she doesnt like it when my mum sorts out her things. sort out, my mum says. to me, she just throws everything away. hahaa. i dun like my mum "sorting" out my stuff too. i tend to keep all sorts of nonsense [wad my mum calls them] thinking they would come in handy next time. hahaa. even though i know they wont. muaha. ok. so. anyway. conclusion is... my grandma is some sort of garang guni... n so m i. muaha. =)
haha. k. just did an IQ test. u all go do it also. n ah... my IQ is 132. muahaha. i kinda jealous. my sis got 137. i know its only 5. but. nvm. i get jealous to easily... sigh. nononono. cannt just sigh. must do sth abt it. yes. i'm gg... to change. muaha. =) anw. can go do the IQ test... just go to the address below...

http://www.emode.com/tests/uiq/

hmm. got a very nice poem to share. wanted to blog it up since a long time but i keep forgetting. haha. can memorise it le. hehehe.

Remember- Christina Rossetti

Remember me when I'm gone,
Gone far away into the silent land;
Where you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future you planned:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be too late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

nice right> muaha. ok. now for my will...

Ahem Ahem. *clears throat*
Apartment. [if i have one. if not, my bed] um. shall be used to keep my husbands, the 'moo's, the moose and the mules. n my own species. the sheeps. n if my family got anyone no house can come n stay also. if they dun mind. hahhaa. but if its my bed. better not. haha.
Money. will be given all to my mother. n if got any left-over [but like i said. all given to my mum should have no leftover lah huh. haha] can donate to charity. hahaha. n ah. must leave abit to buy food for my husbands n fellow 'meh meh's. but i think my mum will help me feel thm lah. haha.
My so-called Junk. sell to garang guni. the one tt will pay the most. haha. thn the money. um. give my mother lor.
My School Books. give to salvation army.
My Sch Uniform. Clothes. Shoes. Etc. see who want thn take lorh. if not one want [which is most likely]. ask my mum wad she wanna do with it. hahaha.
My vacancy in Crescent. haha. um. give to my principle lorh. i think she needs some education. actually i want to give mr gau. but thn ah. too bad he is a guy. cuz i think he needs it more. muahaha.
My status as mrs-ian-wallace. haha. no one can replace. cuz ah... i made it up. muaha.
end of will. signed. lynette
must write IC number anot ah? nvm. i give ICQ number. 338365042. no alphabet infront one. um. if need ah. add L lorh. L is for lynette mah. ahhahaha. oh wait. got sth to add to my will!!!
My Neopets Account. given to anyone who knows my password. haha. i got alot of money one k..... heh heh heh.

hahahahaha. crap too. hehehehe. shall stop blogging. this sure IS a long entry. hehx.

hey-heyyy~
haha.this is my firsttime using the library'scom after it changed system. muaha.n i have a free30min use of internet. hehehe. but i more used to using my home laptop cuz the keyboard very difficultto type n rightnow i'm making so much noise typingon this lousy n noisy keyboard. but thn... better thn nth. hahah
at woodlands library now with zhixin sitting beside me. using the com too. n looking for the top up machine.n muahaha. cuz she running out of creditle.ni'm supposedto tag her board. muaha. everyone having flu.k anyway. lydia is here too. n grace also. muaha. n jiaqi. n the flu virusheadquaters is zhixin. spreading it all around. let's hope she doesnthave sars/ crap.,muaha
everyone go see my friendster. hehe.i got right now,only patheticaly 2 testimonials. n HAHAHAHHAHHA.zx ran out of credit.k she finally un-lazy enough to stand up n look around for the machine. heh heh heh
k. ytdnight. cousins came. i tired like siao. cuz they practically literally turned my house UP-SIDE-DOWN. they ah. keep touchingmy things. climb here climb there. but thevery cute lah. one is called samuel. one is lemuel. even though i dun really noe the spelling. haha/n lydia just visited me. telling me she gg to the other side of the library to sit. haha. n she left. anyway. back to my cousins. i finally understand how hard it is to be a parent.n esp when ur baby refuses to eat.my uncle, auntie n my mum tried to feed him for a whole3 hrs.. n they three bcame tired even before samuel did.wow. hahaha. n i had to sacrifice my hp to let him play.in exchangefor one pathetic miserable mouth of porridge. which he spitted out on ME eventually. so sad right? sigh... thinking bout my future.muaha.n zhixin is back. heheheh. k. type quite a ton le. shall go log in to my friendster.blog ltr when i go home. if i m alert enough to go online tt is. muaha. eh. i see grace suddenly. when did she come ah....? muahahahahahha.

muaha. back agn. after chatting with lydia just now. i went to play badminton with my sis. muaha. played for 2 n a half hours. tired like dun noe wad. sweat even more thn mr chan. my entire shirt. smelly n dirty. worse thn after trng. muaha. but it was fun. so long nv play badminton. rmb how my sis used to play it nearly everyday last time. at least twice a week. muaha. losing my touch. anyone ready for a good challenge? bring it on. muaha. oh yah. my mum also played. one match with me. muaha. i won. but thn ah. close shave. i cheat abit lah. its like. at first we play 7 points. thn after tt i say play 14 points. cuz at 7 points tt time she won le. muaha. after tt my sis n i siao le. haha. we played up too 100. last score. 100:90. obviously i 90. i'm a sore loser lorh. i dun noe y. seems to me tt winning is like... everything? must change tt of me. hehehe. must shu de xing fu kou fu.
hehx. my sis wanna use the com le. muaha. she not rushing me lah. but i have been hogging the notebook for a few days le. i feel guilty. hehx. anyway. my cousins coming over ltr. so i wun be coming online after this. hahahahaha. i know u all gg to miss me. muaha. crap.
n i'm still having my menses. so sad right? i will die of loss of blood....

hello blog. its now. um. 8.08am in the morning. supposed to meet lydia here at 8. haha. she's late. but nvm. hehx. gives me time to blog anyway.
ytd night. i went offline at 1am++ n watched tv with my sis until dun noe wad time. slpt at 3am finally. i think i now should have put on quite alot of weight. after i went offline ytd i was gorging myself with food. muaha. first it was the entire packet of 10 "mamee" crackers. thn it was 1 bottle of sour cream n onion pringles. thn half a pckt of cheesels. i think tt's how u spell it anyway. 2 bowls of cocoa pops. um. countless oreos with milk. i think about 1 pckt ++ liddat. i robbed my house of all the food i think. thn i ate the "mee goreng" instant noodles. 2 pckt. n shared 1 pckt or "raman char mee" instant noodles with my sis. wad else? orh. n one ice-cream. my mum when to buy the whole box of popsicles. haha. so cool right? hehehehe

anyway. lydia is online le. i shall stop blogging. for now, bye~

hey~~
first thing. hehx. my mum finally bought the cleansing lotion le. muahahaha. n ah my face ah....sigh
anyway. haha. meeting lydia tmr. online. hahaha. at 9am. muaha.

now perf ten playing- where is the love. justin feat black eye pea

muaha. today. trng. ok lorh. like normal. haha. divide into 3 grps. n wow. my three grp members all ah... sigh. huiqin i think she sprained ankle. thn prasana not feeling well. i think stomachache. sijing want to vomit. hahaha. thn supposed to run 7rounds. they all 1 round stop le. leaving me to run the other 6 rounds lonely-ly. muahahaha.

perf ten change song le. some weird translation of the stella [huang xiang yi] the song. hahaha. dun noe wad song. haha. will blog the song title up when i know the song. muaha.

jamie yeo now watching punkd. arghs! i forgot to watch. nvm. miss it.

anyway. back to the trng. haha. um. did the gym thing. n the fitness corner. the usual lah. did alot of streching. more thn usual. n the sprints. n extra jumping jacks. i think all in all we did 100 liddat. thn went for run also. around the canal. can die man. i wanted to be excused. but mr josef tan say cannt. so sad right? thn um. played rugyby cum captain's ball. hahaha. thn hahaha. nicole n i led warm down. so funny k. i keep dun noe-ing wad to do. thn mr josef tan asked me to command tt time i keep asking nicole wad to do. muaha. thn mr tan ask me which muscle are we stretching. nicole told me hamstring. hahahaha. n the ans was calf muscle. muaha. malu malu. thn after tt had a short meetng. jm is gg help me print the teeshirt. but ah. she must come back frm perth first. but anyway. all the same. i dun have to do it le. muahahaha. after tt went mobile with pras hq n sijing. stayed a long time there deciding wad to buy. muaha. in the end i bought chicken pie. hahaha. n huiqin owes me $0.50. heh heh heh... muaha. thn walked to mrt. frm there i walked hm. hahaha.

anyway. my series of unfortunate events today:
firstly. my mum forgot to give me today's allowance. leaving me with only $2.35. wow.
thn when playing rugby cum captains ball. pras threw the ball right into my face when i was standing in front of her. RIGHT in front of her. hahaha. the tip of the rugby ball hit my eye. quite pain actually.
thn is the leading warm down thing. i keep maluating myself.
fourthly. when walking hm... at G.E.S.S there. a woman came to ask me to take her to the bus stop to take a bus to tbp. when i was so tired. i wanted to explain to her tt she can walk there. but ah. if she walks there. thn she will be walking with me. n tt's bad. muaha. so i walked backwards until the bus stop. so suay right?
but tt's not the worse. i walk pass tbp park the bus stop tt time. i turned back to look at the poster. u know those sort of big big ones beside most bus stops. yea. so i turnd back. n when i turnd around after lookng at the poster. there was this man runng in frnt of me. n as u guessed. crash lor. n he was so sweaty. n i was sweaty too obviously.
thn after tt smsing lydia when crossing the road. i walked on the road for like. only 5 steps liddat only ah. turn red light. n i had to run. n i accidentally deleted wad i typed in the sms. thn must retype. n it was initially v long one k.
thn at tbp there. i met vani. n she was with a guy n a girl. n they 3 were like. dissing me. n vani was laughing so loudly n awfully k. yuck lorh. brrrr~
thn walkng hm halfway started to rain. n i din have umbrella. so got caught lah.
liddat lorh. so sad right? somemore i forgot to watch punkd. so sad right? sob sob sob...

muahahaha. ok lah. crap. hahaha. shall end here. toodles~

arghs! i got a sudden breakout on my face. omg. my pimples ah... all red n violent!! arghs!!!! cuz ah. 3 days ago i ran out of my usual cleansing lotion. so i used my sis the biore one for 3 days. n ah. my skin very sensitive mah. so ah... ARGHS!!!!!!!!!!!! i mei you lian jian ren le.... omg. omg omg omg omg. *faints*

boo! only allowed a while to blog. finding myself busier on the net these days. muaha. to meiling n yiyuan: i'm so sorry abt the letter thing. i know u two wait for more than 2 weeks le. but ah... aiyah. i so guilty now. hahaha. okok. shall go reply ltr. promise u. by tmr... ok? so sorry.
kk. um. these few days have been slping alot. n the more i slp the more tired i get. muaha. sigh. got trng ltr. i can go n die. muaha. n my menses has lasted for 15days now. i think i need to see a doctor before i die of too mush blood lost. muaha. crap.
n ah. feeling really crap too. pysically crap. emotionally crap too. aiyah. i think its just pms. hope i'll get over it. nonon. i mean. MUST get over it. cannt let PMS be an excuse for my crap behaviour n crap attitude. ah lalala. crap crap. nonon. cannt be crap. arghs. whatevr.
lalalalalala. have been thinking abt it for days. n though i know i have been really mean n bad n CRAP. i dun noe lah. i've been giving in too much. n this whole thing is like some crapshit. ugh. crapshit <---newterm. muaha. its like. sigh. i know there will always be insensitiveness is everyone. as long as the person is a normal human. but ah. i dun noe lah. its like. too much of such insensitiveness makes it feel like i'm taken for granted u know? n y try so hard to keep up with sth when u're better off without it? i mean.. really makes me wonder if what i'm doing is worth it. that something is like. nearly totally worthless. bcuz. i dun noe. i cant say. crap too. i feel so crap. so horrible. n until now... aiyah. nvm.
anyway. to everyone out there:
dun take ur frens for granted. ur fren will feel so terrible. u will nv know what u have until u lose it... yea. so just. ahem. appreciate everything.

heyyyy~~~!!!
muaha. finally blogging MYSELF again. got my connection back last friday. hehehe. i didnt know. arghs. too much to update. forget it. shall just tell u wad happened ytd n today. hehx. really busy now. anyway. ytd went to canoe session. rowed in the sea. took double sitter with first nicole thn huiqin. thn row row row. lalala. bathed. went suntec with nicole melissa calista huiqin wendy. yep. thn went into um. kishin bo. were seated by their staff. looked ard. stuff v expensive. walked out of the shop. muahahaha. hesitated for a while before gg out. cuz melissa thot tt it was very bad to walk out without buying anything. muahahaha. so went foodcourt. thn all of us ate. melissa had to leave. n we all left. hahaha. went hm. slept at 5pm while wathcin rugby halfway. australlia versus new zealand aka the kiwis. muaha. n i dun noe the results cuz i slept. so sad right? boo hoo

thn today. morning woke up at 7.30. slpt for 14 hrs n 30 mins but felt more tired n lethatgic thn anything. muaha. bathed. got ready. went church. reached early as usual. waited for grace but lydia came first. haha. quite suprising. hahahahahaha. thn so we both went up first. thn grace for once late. hahahaha. today's speaker was really good. somehow.. i dun noe la. i nearly cried when they were singing "He will save you". but thn i held back my tears. muahahaha. anyway. todya after church din eat. cuz lydia n i were kinda broke. hahaha. went hm. n grace didnt brush her teeth again. muaha. somemore she ate garlic bread... hahahaha. okok. nvm. thn anyway. waited for lizzie maguire. watched the show. thn went to slp until now. muahahaha. ok. the end. bye bye! muahahah

Heyyy~
firstly, thanks to everyone who tagged and special thanks to jiaqi who is typing this write now. (hehehe. Haro!!!) i wouldnt be going online these few days coz my internet connection is lost. **yaoming is featured on thumbs up newspaper. HAPPY BIRTHDAY
RIANA
GWEN
SOPHIA
**i must say jiaqi is really lousy at html codes, she took at least 10mins to type the above. hahahahhaha. xiaoyu has a friend called jiajia (p.s if u dunno who is xiaoyu, she's a girl my mom babysits) who really stinks, not literally but her character and personality really sucks big times and her voice is as soothing as the crow outside jiaqi's house now, having a great time crowing at nothing. and the worst part is that she likes to take off all her clothes leaving only her underwear and standing on the sofa singing. she's irritating, coz she keeps peeping at what im doing and opening the door when im changing (there must be a show goin' on) and she rushed into the toilet when i was bathing, but luckily thank goodness, i was already half clothed. (hah.) **cover everything liao. and she likes to shout the full name of whoever she is speaking to even though the person is just afew centimetres away from her. (pretty much like lynette, isnt she) and she loves to leave up her shirt for nothing (but there' really nothin' to see underneath there. hehe.) ..... nevermind, shall not talk about her.
and my sister is going on a "serious" diet AGAIN. (i think she's gonna make it this time.) jiaqi always says that. and i just realised that my sister is a whooping 62kg, when im only 52, but actually thats quite bad. muahahhahahaha~ ( I JUST GAINED 2 BLOODY KGs!!!!!) zhixin borrowed two of my favourite vcds. i think im gonna die.. so sad rite? =( (seriously... thank zhixin for taking it away from heeeeeerrrrrrr...) jiaqi so mean lorh. nvm.
i very tired le, and i think jiaqi is quite tired too (IM NOT!!!! for once.) somemore tomolo have to reach tiong bahru at 9.30am. (sigh.) which means i have to sleep at 9.30-8-1-0.30 which means i have to sleep at 12. so sian... (I NOT SIAN!!! I CAN WATCH CHOCOLAT AGAIN!!!!) somemore i havent decorated sherilyn, janessa, sophia and gwen's present. the two bitches are going to sleep.. **oh shit.. i forgot my mum understands english. (she realised that her mum was in the room when she said BITCHES. hehehe. typical) ok. nothing else le. i must put down the phone. hehehe. goodnight everyone, dont miss me. =)

hey blog. i'm really tired now. but i shall not go n slp. even thou i alrdy m. i mean. argh. nvm. anyway. this is gg to be a really long entry with LOADS of dedications. to each individual 2S3 '03 peeps. u rock guys. really changed my life. i love each n every of u. really. i may be mean at times.... but. i really treat each n every one of u as part of the class. n without u, 2S3 is not 2S3 anymore. class of laughter n joy. God Bless all u peeps. n rmb. dun dao me next yr if u see me ah....

Lixuan: thx for teaching me so many chi words. u v cute u know? muahahaha. thx for tolerating with me. the crazy girl who sits in front of u n disturbs u all the time bcuz her chi is so lousy. muahaha. cont to read ur "wu xia xiao shuo" n when u know wu shu, come n look for me to fight. i will chase after u with my canoe paddle. muahahaha-

Maxie: haha. hey buddy! u so cute u know. hit me until can leave bruises for one week +++. hahaha. u really funny man. everything u say. hahaha. can cheer me up. esp ur lame jokes. frm ur sis's radio. muahahahaha. will rmb u ALWAYS! hahaha.

Rosemary: hey chiobu! u're NOT fat ok? hahaha. u ah... stop eating so much lah. stay slim n chio k? hahahaha.

Cherlynn: hahaha. sweetie pie of the class. u're really sweet n cute!!! hahaha. n nice too. the kindest person so far. haha. rmb u donating $2 to me when i had nth to eat. n u said:"u better eat ah... dun ltr gastric again ah!!" n during the 2.4 run. u were the only one who bothered to stop n ask me wad's wrong. really. thx! love you loads!

XiaoMEAN: haha. u! stop being mean. hahaha. dun snatch my umbrellas next time. hahaha. n tie ur hair higher lah. if not like ah-ma liddat. hahaha. okok. um. grow tall! n stay chio! n keep on dancing! muahaha. n stop running away frm cameras. muahaahhahahahaha

Dawn: hey dawnnie! haha. u have been really spastic n funny. doing alot of dumb things to make ppl laugh. haha. n saying alot of silly stuffs. n... "u're lying...!" muahahahaha. anyway. u havent answered my qn. why m i such a nice fren? hahahahahahahh~

HuiQin: hey vice cap. hahaa. dun be discouraged. u'll still be part of 2S3 '03 k? yep. hahahaha. always look on the bright side of life... n keep rocking!

Natania: hey potato/pao. hahahahaha. u play the piano so well u know? n i'm so jealous. muahahaha. will nv forget the day... i asked jq:"wad is a guy doing in the girls toilet?" muahahahaha. God Bless!

Tiffany: hahaha. u're a much better councillor thn dawn. =X. whoops. hahahaha. stay pretty n cheerful. hahaha. n dark. like chocolate. muahahahaha. n i WILL 'sing my heart out' as instructed. hahaha.

Germaine: hey mainey. hahaha. thx for entertaining us with ur S I C K humour. continue to talk crap n stay cute. hahahahaha

Grace:insane cow. haha. got alot of things to say. but shall just write a brief one here. muaha. um. eat more lah. u skinny like dun noe wad. hahaha. n God Bless You man. stop killing ants!!! anw. thx for being there when i needed a fren. THANKS ALOT!

YangLing: hahaha. u ping pong ms tay woman. stop ur ms tay nonsence lah. muahaha. n u hit ppl very pain u know? hahahahahahah

Lydia: muaha. this one also. alot of things to talk abt. nvm. um. hahaha. always look on the bright side of life k? be more accepting of wad life brings. ok? haha. got one request. can u act more girly? =p

Riana: hahaha. u mad insane netballer. haha. laugh loud loud sneeze loud loud. hahaha. will rmb u as the one who sits bside me everytime during exams n PRESSURIZE me like hell. hahaha. n the person with an untidy handwriting... hahaha. who is very smart though...

JiaQi: also alot of things to say. but. shall keep it short. um. stay cool? weird? um. eccentric? aiyah wadever lah. n dun be so horny. hahaha. u little devil....

BiZhi: ha! u ah. borrow my color pens nv tell me. make me worry for nth. muahahaha. cont filming n we're lookng at the next Lee Ang. muahahahahahaha

ShanShan: muahahaha. the shortie of the class. hehx. u also can go n be the Lee Ang lah. haha. just tt one tt can dance. muahaha

Clarice: hahaha. another chiobu of the class. hahaha. the MOST responsible vice chair u know? hahahaha. will rmb ur wadever green pepper $9.90 shoe. haahaahahahahahaha. u smart woman...!

HueiYee: haha. like lydia said. mouth open only... "class fund" hahaha. the most responsible treasurer ever. muahaha. n i'm not being sacarstic. hahahaha.

Maznah: hey horsie. muaha. my 'daughter'. the most impressive woman n potantial "Ho Ching" of 2S3. u go girl!

Jamie: u stupid pig. stop sleeping in class everytime. hahaha. n if u still rmb. u still owe me a bday present. u PROMISED! hahaha. u're the [best] hist rep ever. muahaha. will rmb u as the insane woman who sits bside me. hahahaha

JingRu: 5566 lover. hahahahaa. maths so good one. hahahaha. cont to love maths n u're the next einstein. but ah. actually. i am u know... hahaha. aiyah. wadever lah. hahaha.

Sheirly: haha. u ah... pierce here pierce there. somemore highlight hair. so naughty!! hahaha. n to think u are one of those "guai"-er ppl. hahahahahahaha. they say looks can be deceiving... hahaha.

YiYuan: heyyy~ thx for standing by me thru thick n thin. when everyone turned their back... u smiled at me. thx! love u loads! n thx for tolerating with me during exam period! hahaha. stop trying to make me fall.... hahahahaha

Gwendolyn: heyyyy the legendary ah-ma. hahaha. my "sister". muahaha. u ah. so emotional u know. its not the end of the world yet. dun be so emotional le k? hahahahahaha. n ur hair is really nice. so stop combing it yah? =p

Joyce: haha. our maths rep. thx for being part of 2S3 n our one n only softballer. muahahahahaha.

HuiXian: hahahaha. the body small small but very strong badminton-er. muahahaha. u ah. cant stand it. so strong u know? n somemore hit ppl... so violent man. be more gentle mah... we're 'ladies n leaders of tmr' u know...

Sherilyn: haha. wearebonded!!! hahahaha. hey. firstly. thx for the CD. hahaha. n dun be so emotional also. hahaha. we will all still be in crescent. haha. u have been a really good chairperson. thx for pulling 2S3 thru everything everytime. U ROCK! i know being chairperson is like shit... thx for being the shit in our class. muahahaha. whoopx. =X

MeiLing: hahaha. u so soft-spoken n quiet. must learn to enjoy life mah. u only live thru life once u know? hahaha. cont to study hard. n dun be a worry-cat. muahahahaha. relax girl!!!! oh. n thx for all the letters!

WanQi: hey. lost count le. i think. 24 times. hahahaha. or was it 25? i think 24 lah. muaha. i know... u will sure rmb me as the so-ytd-singing-woman. hahahaha. but u sang too. rmb? hahahaha. study harder next yr k? u actually v smart one... got alot of potential...

YiLing: HELLO SOTONG! hahaha. i will cont to flood ur board since its so nice. hahahaha. u're really hardworking n responsible. hahaha. our wonderful sci rep. muahahaha. stay blurr n cute!! n btw. i prefer ur mushroom hair-style. muaha. whoopx. =X

ZhiXin: haha. got alot of things to say also. n ah. haha. um. wad to write here ah? u... hahaha. "i-want-some-more" girl......stop pinching? haha. n messing up my hair...

Theresa: heyyy! be happy k? God Bless You! hahaha. stay crazy n funky! muahahahaaha. n u know what? "I am so happy!!!" muahahaha. n u'll nv know y.... lalalalalallaa

Sophia: hahaha. hey ex-bestfren. whoosh crazy girl. muahahaha. stay cute, chio, funny n cheerful. um. stay sick? hahaha. no thx. cont to read... n u'll become the... emily bronte. muahahaha. dun understand how ur eng n lit can be so gd when u read... THAT sort of bks. muaha

ChiHui: HEY PERVERT! dun be so pervert lah. muahahaha. the one n only NCC in our class. u look real cool in the uniform. hahahahaha! will rmb u as the insane woman in our class. hahaha. nice insane woman. muahahahaha

Janessa: wearebonded! hahaha. dun cry k? hahaha. we are all in crescent. once a crescentian, always a crescentian. hahaha. love u loads. hahaha. n STOP being so sick.... hahahaha.

ChuLing: hahaha. u camel! muahahaha. go do ur indian dance lah. hahahahaha. okok. shall stop teasing u. hahaha. u better not do so well for ur exams nx yr... or i shall kill u. muahahahahaha. smart ass

WanXian: yo another whoosh-crazy woman. hahaha. everyday go bowling alley to see whooshes. so sick u know. muahaha. n everyday ernest here n there. hahahaha. God Bless u! hahahahahahah

haha. end of dedications. too tired to cont. short summary of wad happend to day:
haha. sherilyn bought me steph sun The Moment. muahahaha. thx alot! hahaha. sch ended early. abt 10 liddat. hug n said gd bye for dun noe how long. thn 18 ppl go town. my clique ate at BK. thn zx jq dawn wanxian n i watched uptown girls. jan sherilyn rose clarice soph cherlynn lydia nat grace gwen riana wanqi germaine watched The Park. haha. first horror movie lydia got scared of. thn roamed arnd. splitted. thn bla bla bla lah. in the end i waited for eunice olsen with dawn. n muaahaha. in the end. the host is not eunice. so ate at yoshi n went hm. lalalalalallalalala....