I hear You calling me so I'm running back to You
ilovemyJesus!!

heyys!
at audreeyyyyy xie's house now.
she's playing a very VERY bad host now.
she just abandoned me to the com.
*whines*
ok fine.she didnt.heh.
she and andy are weighing our bagpacks now.hehh.
andy's bag is... 11kg?!?!
mine's 8kg.
audrey's is 7kg.
adelene's is 8kg.
hehhs.

anw.
i'll be in the land of thailand in aboutr 15 hours time.
andy cant sing.yes.he just.CANT.
fullstop.

okies.i'm off!!
goodbye sunny island, hello thailand!!

You are my strength when I am weak, You are the treasure that I seek
ilove*yawns*myJesus!!

hur.heeelllloooo uuunnniiiivvveeerrrssseee!!!!
i'm so tired.
3 days.
3 entire days.
with no rest.
not completely but.
anyway.today i broke the record.
5mins ago i was about t slp.
thn i felt like bathing first.
and thn i realize my sister has just woke up.
and she's gg t bath.
cuz she has bball competition today.
so now even to bath.
i have to wait.
sigh.i live a sad life.
heh.i keep typing words wrongly.
i think i'm too tired.

and i cnt rmb if it was today, ytd, or the day before.
i was so so so so so so so so tired, i took 45mins t walk frm tbp to my house.
when its supposed t be a 5-10min walk.
my speed was => 0.00000000000000001km/hour
ok.exaggeration.but u get the drift, huh?
and ten thousand people were staring at me as if i were a sucidal kid.
erbs.

i am so tired i am so tired i am so tired.
ytd night i didnt even sleep at all!!
i dun even remember blinking, in fact.
ok.fine.exaggeration again.
i am so tired.so tired.so tired.
everyday i leave the house early in the morning and come back in the wee hours.
hur.wee hours.sounds weird.

i am really very tired.
fine.no matter how i emphasize.u wun get it.
cuz.
i
am
just
so
so
so
so
so
so
so
(to the power of infinity)
tired.

*plomb*
*dies and ressurects again*

my turn t bath!! yay!! thn i shall have a good rest. -smiles-

oh no.just rmb.i cant.i need t meet graceyeo at 9am.
fine.so its another day that i wun sleep again.
fine
fine
fine.
-pouts-
FINE!

Jesus I believe it You and I would go to the end of the earth, to the ends of the earth for You
ilovemyJesus!!

so many things worth blogging about!!
hm.
nvm.
shall miss out the irrelevant ones.

today.i got my CONVERSE SNEAKERS!!
yayy!
-throws confetti-
applaud me applaud me!!
heh.

and the very very nice jiaqi,
[this i must blog about]
gave me her old black converse snakers!!
though its barely one year old.
but.heh.i'm really happie about it.
yep.thx.jiaqi.
no.this is not enough.
THANKS JIAQI!!
yep.heh.

oh.she bought her white converse sneakers.
but size too small.
and the guy working at suntec converse simply refused to let her change it because he doesnt believe its new.
like.what?!
its like.
we bought it on the day itself.
and she wore it for barely 100m.
its like.sigh.
stupid guy.
felt like i could slap him.
hur!!
because jiaqi bought it from tiong bahru.
and when she wanted t change.she went back t tiongbahru within an hour.
in fact, half an hour.
thn the woman say can change at suntec.
but THAT guy.
THAT guy.
erg!!
THAT GUY...!!
forget it!!

and that tiong bahru woman also.
cheat my money!
ugh!shant go into details.

thn this guy asked us for donations and i told him i cant donate.
guy: would u like to...
me: nah.i just lost $7.90.
guy: why?
me: the converse woman cheated me off my
[before i completed jiaqi pulled me away]
heh.

anw.its been a real long time i went out with jiaqi.
yep.honestly.i didnt want t go out cuz i was really busy.
but i was really touch that a friend still cared for me even though i neglected her bcuz of my tight schedule.
yes.i'm truly touched.

so anw.today was a fine day.
apart from the 3 paticular people i felt like slapping.
yea.
-wide smile-
shall go send zibing the thai songs now.
tata!!

i'm tired, worn out, exhausted. but You give me strength and energy.

River of God, River of Life, River of Peace, River of Joy
ilovemyJesus!!

hello universe!!
i'm prepared to take you on!!
cuz i'm...
called to be a world-changer!!
woot!!
mission troopers alert!!
countdown: 5 days!!
way t go!!

hm.i'm feeling fine.
matters resolved.
notice: matters
yes.i'm free!!
i'm free!!

went swimming n friday.
haha.got abit darker.
but un-noticeable to many.
since i'm alrdy a chaota bun
oh wells.

thn went work.

thn sat.the normal routine.
well.though every sat is routined,
every sat is exciting and refreshing.
yes.
its like..giving fuel to my engine.
teehee.

and in nine hours time, i have t be back at church.
hm.i'm a really busy person.
i think i gotta sleep soon.
so exhausted.i feel 7eleven.
sigh.

and my mouth.ouch.
i mean.first i brush my teeth too hard.
1 tooth suffered frm nerve exposure.
thn it got worse.
2 teeth suffered frm nerve exposure.
thn got some viral gum infection bcuz of the nerve exposure.
thn ulcers started popping out.
and every morning ang night, i dread and dread and dread.
bcuz i have t brush my teeth.
which would mean i have t go through all that ouch-ing sessions.
even when i rinse my mouth and the water touch the gums and ulcers and nerve exposure parts...its like...i cant describe.
OUCHHH!!!
even as i think of it.
no.i dun even wanna think.
and when i apply some pink gel thing [not bonjela] on my 6 ulcers, my mouth hurt like dunnoe what until i have t pinch my mother.
and my mum hurts and pinches my sister.
i'm not exaggerating.it really happens.
and i cant eat/drink/whatever.
sigh.
plus my tonsils.
double sigh.

haha.my bro got a black bible to suit his non-existant style.
oops. =/
okiedookie.
i'm off!!

let love take over
let love take over
let love take over
let love take over
let love take over

if something is wrong with me.
i shall not blog.
at all.
cuz even if i wanna blog out only the things worth blogging.
somehow or another.
i will say sth wrong.
and the more i type, the more i think.
the more i think, the angrier i get.
so.
tata.

honestly.i cant believe i actually typed out that whole chunk below.
i meant only t type out tt i realized my purpose of listening to altered frequency was wrong.
but somehow or another, thoughts just flowed through my mind.
and i just started t type everything continuously.

anyway.steff just gave me a call.
kinda shocked by what i heard.
i didnt expect HIM t be such a person.
i mean.yes, he can get angry.
but please control.
please know your limits.
i think it was really mean t be that sacarstic.

so anyway.i had trng today.
i didnt train cuz i was sick.
kinda fun t see little blue kayaks in the sea.
so cute.
with yellow people.
they look really cute in the sea.
but we look too cute we get bullied.
people think we're here t play, not for competition.
teehee.nvm.
we'll prove them wrong.

i'm still thinking of the superr nice orange and blue FOX bag.

hm.so i'm going bagpack hunting tmr with steff.
found a really good deal at qnsway this morning with mum.
vertikal bag, 40 litres, thirty bucks.
teehee.
but the color isnt very attractive though.
i like the dirty green one my bro has.
but its out of stock. =(

and today is the first day jiaqi is gone.boo!!
as well as zhixin and lydia.
double boo!!
hm.i'll be waiting till u guys return!! =)
hope u all are having fun there now!!

hm.well thn.tata!!

I,I just wanna live for You.Shine Your glory and Youe truth
ilovemyJesus!!

hm.listening to altered frequency again.
hurhur.
first time i listened to it was because of the great sound.
but i just realized.
"true worship doesnt worship worship" [andrew yeo - ABCDEFG]
worship is for all glory to God.
yep.
i read all the lyrics with the song just now.
it really touched me.
songs like "everything to me", "running back to You" and "No" made me realize how much God meant to me.
and i thought about the times God helped me.
be it a small thing or big thing.
but i know he had always been there for me.
i know u people out there think its absurd and God doesnt exist.
or u think God is just a make-believe, how can it exist, much less communicate with us.
but you are wrong.
if God was just a make-believe, how did a girl, who got banged down by a taxi and flew 10ft away, at a height of 5ft, survive the accident without any bones broken, but only a few minor scratches?
even the doctors didnt believe.they even wanted her t stay in the hospital for observation.they believed there MUST have been a broken bone somewhere.
but there was none.
at all.
and how did a man with uneven legs because of an accident suddenly have equal length legs after being prayed for?
and how did a young teenage girl who previously burnt the Lot 1 toilet down become a great mighty warrior of Christ now?
and how did a man who suffered from cancer, who doctors said he only had a few more months, live for 3 years and counting after that?
and in fact, he is now healthy and VERY active.
i didnt make this all up.its true.i can testify.
please dun tell me these happened because of luck.
there is no such thing as luck.
and through my own personal experiences, i testify that God exist.
and He is with us.
He is not just an idol there for us to sacrifice offerings to.
He doesnt want our burnt offerings and incense.
all He wants, is for us to be at peace and happy.
all He wants is for us to be all saved.
He wants the best for us.
He is God, yet He is our father.
He suffered for us at the cross even though He was God.
He is faithful.He doesnt abandon us, He takes away our burdens.
i have personally seen too many wonders that God had created.changes in people after they got to know Christ.
its not a restriction, my dear friend, to be a Christian.
its more than that.
if you think being a Christian ure restricting yourself to obey the Word of God, u have missed the point.i really hope you will get it one day.
i'm not obsessed with this thing about being a Christian that's why i type all this.its NOT an obsession of what you think is nothing.
its not about "i dun think i'm the sort who suits a paticular religon"
you have a great misconception.
i hope you'll see God one day.

without You I'm incomplete.cuz You are all i ever need
ilovemyJesus!!

many things t blog about tdy.
u better rmb, lynette. =)

on sat, i didnt buy the altered frequency CD even though i wanted it cuz i had no $$.
and then.on sunday.
rixiang told audrey and i tt da zhiwei gg t meet thm and bring them around singapore.
so we asked him t see if he could help us get the cd.
and guess what?
WE GOT IT!!
yayy!
praise Daddiee.
=)
elated.

the songs sound awesome.
no wonder it made it t the charts despite being a christian song.
what more, in a muslim country.
woot!!
God is great, what can i say?
and if u read the lyrics, there is alot of meaning in it.
yea.really reflect's on one's life.
btw, one of the band members is chris long's bro-in-law.
the drummer punked guy?
yea.tt's him.
teehee.cool.what a small small world.
but still.a pity Saturate is not in the CD.
yea.great GREAT pity.

anw.had mission trip this morning.
i woke up at 6.30am.
amazing.
teehee.
and my fever had gone down by ALOT.
felt much beter this morning.so i asked my mum if she like injected sth into me.
and she said she did.
haha.she injected God's love.
yep.she prayed for me.
and its like.i really felt much better this morning.
previous night fever was at 39.2.
thn this morning was only 37.5.
haha.i love Daddiee.

supposed t swim at kare's.
but i didnt.
mummy said it wasnt good cuz i just recovered.
still having flu somemore.
yea.plus the tonscils infection.
so dun take risks.
sorry kare!!

on my way t mission meeting.
in bus 970,a very interesting thing happened.
i kinda felt bad for the poor old malay man.
anw.this was what happened.
this old malay man got up the bus and asked the driver sth.
the driver replies him in a weird language and the old man puts his coins into the machine.
thn the driver drives off.
thn the driver stops.and talks t the old malay man.they seem t have some miscommunication.
on seeing tt the bus wasnt moving, LOUD chi man walks t the front and joins them.
driver and chi man speaks VERY LOUDLY t poor old SOFT malay man.
driver drives for a while.
thn stops again.
starts talking some nonsence abt going t JB.
haha.
all 3 speak in a funny language while the BIG group of aunties start chattering.
old malay blurr-ly alights the bus.
and wanders off aimlessly.
chi man calls the old man SIAO!
driver drives off.
chi man gets back t his seat.
says sth in Hokkien.
all aunties laugh.
the bus was instantly transformed into a market.
yea.tt's briefly what happened.
felt really sad for the old malay man.
the chi man sorta like cheated him of the bus.
telling him tt he could get off there t get t his destination.
which is untrue.
sigh.felt like i could slap tt guy.

anyway.tt didnt spoil my mood.
haha.had fun at mission group meeting as usual.
but abel, adel and tiff missing.
haha.and i gave out my Cocoa Tree choc tdy.
and encouragement cards.
haha.vivian cant bear t eat the choc cuz it looks so cute and nice.

after mission group meeting and regional meeting etc etc.
steff vivian xiaoshi eugenia rainbow and i went town.
haha.steff and lynette wanted t get their prayer journals frm either happy house or Prints at paragon.
and the rest just tagged along t shop.
haha.i must say, xiaoshi and eugenia shop alot.ALOT.teehee.
thn we took neoprints at the Sofa machine.
haha.like taking family photo.

thn steff and i rushed off t paragon, afraid tt it might be closed.
while the rest proceeded t Plaza Sing cuz vivian needd t get sth.
we had a hard HARD time deciding which book t get.
haha.in the end we asked the employer at Prints, and his friend.
when the shop was abt t close.haha.
it was waiting for its last 2 customers.teehee.
thn the guy chose a book for steff and one for me.
but we werent satisfied.and his female friend gave us her opinions.
but still, steff and i were...
yah.so we left the fate of our journals in the hands of a game of scissors paper stone.
HAHAHAHAHAH.
typical lynette behaviour.
anyway.we eventually both got the same very nice red flowery notebook.
at 10% discount!!
tdy last day of discount.hee.we are so lucky.
satisfied with my choice.
i wun look back and regret not choosing the other designs.hahaha.DUN LOOK BACK, STEFF!! -grins-

thn vivian called.they had waited at PS for very long.
so they told us not t come.but t go back ourselves.
instead, steff and i bought ice cream and walked around taka.
haha.AND I SAW THE VERY NICE ORANGE AND BLUE FOX TOTE SWIMMING BAG!!
and its costs $9.
=(
i wanna buy!! but i need t see if i have enough after buying all my mission trip stuff.
esp the bagpack.its gg t cost a BOMB!!
i like the mambo one i saw.
and its only $90.
i know u guys think its expensive.but compared to $130, its way cheaper.
but they say the mambo one too small.
28litres.
what do u think?
hm.huishan's bag is 55litres i think.
-jaw drop-
hehe.
well.steff and my bag hunt has not been successful tdy.
we shall continue on wed.
hehe.

hm.so many things i wanna buy now.
-birkenstocks.
-fox bag[only $9 can?!].
-cap[though i have 2 alrdy].
-bagpack[est 35 litres].
-small pouch.
-converse sneakers.
-ribbon [for BOW TIES!! ha.ha. -winks at my mission teammates-]
-beige/brown three quarter pants [so tt i can match my Paul Frank and Roxy shirt]
-amanda's jeans from bugis[i think its called subway].
-GUITAR![i'm waiting fro u, audrey!!]

okies thn.its kinda late now.i've got trng tmr.so.tata!!

come on everybody its a Jesus party!!
ilovemyJesus!!

sigh.i feel terrible.
awful.
ouch.ouch.ouch.

i shall go practise drawing smiley faces.
and go t work.
sigh.no hari raya puasa t celebrate.
cuz mac needs me.
=(
hope they dun forget my break tday.

anw.i got my tonscils infection back again.
i didnt go for the operation earlier on this yr cuz it cort of recovered.
but it came back on friday night.
=(
after work.
i feel terrible.
and because of the infection, [+ i got caught in the rain]i'm having a fever.
but it has gone down.now its only 37.7.
and i have a splitting headache.
but i have t go t wrk.
cuz.
i just have t go.
teehee. =(

today is supposed t be a fun day.
mission fair was great!!
lotsa goodies.
audreey treated me jelly!!
THANK YOU!!
and i treated her fishballs in return.
haha.
anw.the food was good.
but fortunately and unfortunately,
i couldnt eat the cookies and brownies etc etc.
=(
stupid tonscils.
go away!!
i feel awfully awful!
=(

did car wash again.hehe.soaping and polishing.
quite fun.but very tiring.
=(

anw.stayed over at mel's ytd.
supposed t have my jelly bean slpover.
but MY couldnt make it cuz she got into some trouble with her hair.
haha.

I DESIGNED MY MISSION TRIP FOLDER!!
haha.its so cute!!
it has mel's face and my face on it!!
needless t say, lynette the artist drew it!!
=)
haha.and i drew on yen's drawing block today at the mission fair too.
teehee.
hate t admit it, but i'm good.
-ego alert-
bwahahahahahahahaha.

okies.three things i need t do now:
1.) find my cooking toys [masak masak - new term taught by kenny, grace and mel]
2.) practise drawing smiley faces
3.) get ready t go work.

alright then.tata!!

this is specially dedicated to YOU:
[not just any YOUs.teehee]

my first impression of you was bad.
i thought u were just a typical teenager.
attention seeking etc etc.
i thought u were a person with no life who could change personalities just like *snaps fingers* that.
and always wanting to fit it.

but as i got to know you more.
u are an individualistic person.
you stand up for what you know is right.
you have your own views,your own mind.
you are you.

i can count on you for anything and everything
you cant encourage, but ure a great listener.
and u dun sympathise, u empathise.
you are selfless at times.
you rather make someone happy thn enjoy urself.
you're a true friend.

we've quarrelled with each other a zillionwillionbillion times.
but after each quarrel, we know each other more.
you've became more sensitive towards others.
more caring, more understanding.

you do have flaws.
and you dun turn a deaf ear when others tell u about ur flaws.
but u make the effort to change.
you're a highly determined person.
you are not afraid to admit your faults.
and you always seek reconciliation.
you forgive easily and dun bear grudges.

you treat everyone with deserved respect.
you dun outcast someone cuz the whole world does.
you make others feel loved and cared for.
you dun abandon ur friends for selfish reasons.

we've been through thick and thin.
we've gotten influenced by others about each other.
but nevertheless.we've emerged as good friends.
my best friend of the decade/century/millennium.

a rare person to come by.
you're really special to me.
i'm really glad we've come this far.
i truly love and cherish you.
*cheerios* to our friendship.
=)

good morning lades and gentleman!!

-sobs-
kenny doesnt believe i am lynette.
so i shall blog t prove i AM lynette.
I AM LYNETTE!
and kenny DOES NOT rox.
-smiles-

anw.today is a happy day! -throws confetti-
vincent, my macdonalds manager, let me off one hour earlier!!
yayy!
first time!!
they must have felt guilty.
robbing me of my time to play with my cooking toys.
but vincent is nice.
and if vincent gets t read this..
THANKS!!!
*wide wide WIDE grin*

and second reason is.
my hair is so nice today!!
hahaha.i know this sounds weird.
but yah.i'm having a extremely good hair day.
teehee.
its so soft and smooth today!!
like baby's hair.
and its straight.
VERY straight.
i should take a photo and post it here.
hahahahaha.
-grinss-

and third reason is because.
i'm wearing my favourite tshirt now!!
the big big orange addidas my sister bought for me.
hahaha.

and many other reasons.
teehee.

anyway.i missed trng today.cuz i overslept.
i know this sounds exaggerated.but it did happen.
yes.i overslept till 3.40pm+++.
and i woke up thinking my hp clock is spoilt.

and so i felt very guilty.
cuz i missed last weeks trng too.
cuz of lessons.
but yah.2 consecutive land trngs.
sorry Ms Lim.
and kayakists!
sorry.and also sorry for not making it for the deepavali dinner.
DUI BU QI!! =(

i promise to wake up every morning at 9am or earlier.
i promise to stop being late for ANYTHING.anything at all.

anw.tmr weiling's coming to church!!
yayy! -throws confetti-
and MY JELLY BEAN is gg t slpovr!!
i'm bringing haribo jelly.
cheryl's bringing jellybean.
teehee.
and camera!!
hohohhohohoho.
what can i say?
FUN!! =)

and i feel like i ought t be stoned.
so stone me if u want.
i thikn my busy schedule has caused me to neglect so many people in my life.
mission trip meetings + own group meeting, trngs, work etc etc.
sigh.if i do neglect u, i'm sorry ok?
yah.

and i'm fighting war with bread and peanut butter now.
peanut butter is so hard to spread on bread!!
esp when daddy buys a strange brand.
not skippy.
its "frezfruit"
heard of it?
no?
no surprise. =(

alrightey.i'm off!! *peace out*

fill us anew we pray` fill me anew i pray
ilovemyJesus!!

i'm starting to become a "church-christian".
stopped my daily devotions etc etc.
i dun blame it on my brother taking my Bible.
blame it on myself.
no initiative.
no discipline.
no commitment.
time for a spiritual high again.
and make sure u stay up high, lynette!!

and i realized there's a big 30something yrs old man who goes arnd reading our blogs.
YOUTH IMPACT: BEWARE!!
-grins- teehee.

to my dear dear sweet lil girl, princess steff:
CHEER UP MISS SUNSHINE!! don't like t see u rain. =( so whip out that thousand-dollar smile of urs again!! teehee. hope t see the crazy cranky whacky bubbly fun lively girl again.say CHEESE!! =)

to my ultimately gao-xiao and ultra funny teammate, MISS T LIM:
dun really know what happened.but i hope u're fine now.hehe.dun worry about pang seh-ing us.we understand.as long as ure ok.-sweet smile- teehee.we really care alot.yah?take care!! *peace out* =)

oh!! WE ARE ABLE cuz we have WISDOM!!!
yayys!!
-applaud for all team 8 people-
currently called team 8..
but we'll soon be called...
um...
um...
t be world changers??
hahahahaha.
-grinss-

stayed over at mellimoo's ytd.
fell dead aslp just like *snaps fingers* that!
haha.and i got molested again!!
=(
melissa.pls watch ur hands when u sleep!!
haha.
beware, mel's mission trip roommate to be.
-giggles-

oh!!i got my team 8-ters simply adorable chocolates frm Cocoa Leaves!!
haha.so tempting.its beside me now!!
no!! discipline, lynette, discipline!!
ok.i'll have one.just one. =)
yayys!!
-contented-
anw.the chocolates are a way of apology.
cuz of the skit thing.
i promise i'll try my best t keep my laughter and t be
DISCIPLINED!!!

ok.i'm off!! =)

this is the fourth and LAST post for tdy
teehee.

i got a new blogskin.
of cuz its uncomparable t the previous one.
cuz this is frm blogskins.com
anws.
i dun really like this skin.
i wanted it t be colourful.
but it looks funny.
and the tagboard is too big.
i wanna change t doodle board.
but all my tags will be gone. =(
and many many things else.
someone tell me what i can do t make it look better?
apart frm removing my pic.
BWAHAHAHHAHAAHHAS.
oh wells.
i need help.
so like, leave comments on my tag pls?
hehe.thx. =)

hello world.
i know this is the third post of today.
but i need t say.
i really really need t say.
none of u will ever experience what i'm gg through now.
u'll nvr understand my agony and pain
this is bad.
very bad. =(

i spent 2948239482395820934820934 yrs on my new blog skin.
read my sis's webdesign notes.
a 1.5cm thick stack of notes.
word by word, letter by letter, i typed out all the html codes by myself.
didnt use the skins frm blogskins.com
and it was close t perfect.
all it needed for perfection was for me t click the PUBLISH button.
but.
i clicked CLEAR EDITS instead =X
and when i realized.
it was too late.
my beloved laptop which is not so beloved afterall ignored my cries of distress.
and carried out with what it was supposed t do.
and you know the rest
=((((

---CUT!!-----

oh man!!haha.so drama!!
no larh.
not t tt extent.
yes, my efforts have indeed gone down the drain.
and my heart's really aching.
yes.but.what can i do?
oh wells.
i shall just get a skin frm blogskins.com
typing it out is far too time consuming
and it gives u crossed eyes.
bwahahahahhahas.
sighh...

Awesome God
Author-Rich Mullins

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When He rolls up His sleeves He ain't puttin' on the ritz
Am D Em
Our God is an awesome God

There is lightning in His footsteps and thunder in His fists
Am D Em
Our God is an awesome God
C G
The Lord wasn't joking when He kicked 'em out of Eden
D G D Em
It wasn't for no reason that He shed His blood
C G
His return is very soon so you better be believin'
Am D Em
That our God is an awesome God

Chorus
Em C G
Our God is an awesome God
D Em
He reigns from heaven above
C G
With wisdom, power and love
Am D Em
Our God is an awesome God!

Em
And when the sky was starless in the void of the night
Am D Em
Our God is an awesome God

He spoke into the darknness and created the light
Am D Em
Our God is an awesome God
C G
Judgement and wrath He poured out on Sodom
D G D Em
Mercy and grace He gave us at the cross
C G
I hope that we have not too quickly forgotten
Am D Em
That our God is an awesome God!

Chorus

i'll become even more UNDIGNIFIED than this//
ilovemyJesus!!

heyys.i'm so happy now.i'm eating choc chip icecream.
yayys!

honestly.i dun understand what's the point of celebrating DEEPAVALI.
yes.i really like india and all tt.
but.WHY AM I OBLIGED TO CELEBRATE IT?!?!
ms ang forced the entire canoe team t celebrate deepavali tgt.
teambonding, she says.
i say, its nonsence.
now i have t tear myself into 2 so tt i can attend church meeting and mission trip meeting.
since they wanna stay over at prasana's house for deepavali frm wed t thur.
ah-hah.

learnt a thai song in mission trip meeting ytd.hahaha.
hahahaha.cuz i dunnoe how t pronounce the words.
and they sound like dun noe what "my hand cry", "me cry you cry" and alot of things/people cry.hahahaha.
so i wrote it on my paper above the lyrics the pronounciation.
and when i sang the song.i couldnt help laughing.
cuz its supposed t be a slow touching song.
but.hahahaha.
MY HAND CRY!!!
ME CRY YOU CRY!!
bwahahahahahahas.
i'm sorry.
i take malay, not thai.

ok.i shall sing the song here.
in thai.but i'll translate the meaning for you.
i'm nice.what can i say?teehee.

Phra Yesu Kaojai [Jesus Always Understands]

Wan dau ti thur tonggarn krai sak kon
[Whenever you are feeling down and need someone]

Krai pieng sak kon ti promt ja kaow jai
[Someone who knows and understands you]

Yang me reung raw geb wai kang nai
[You have something inside you -note:'wai kang nai' like 'why cant i'-]

Yark rabye hai man mod jai
[That you want somebody to listen to you]

Hak wannee thur morg mai hen krai
[Today, you think no on understands you -note:'mai hen krai'='my hand cry!!'haha-]

Yark hai ruu me krai yoo grai Thur
[I want you to know there's someone beside you -note:'me krai yoo grai'='me cry you cry'haha-]

Promt ja kao jai rueng raw thi pob jur
[That will understand all the things you go through]

Mai waman nankna sak kea nai
[Doesnt matter how hard it was]

Phra Yesu kaojai lae promt ja chuay thur
[Jesus understands and is willing to help you]

Num thur parnpon wela thi hod-raay
[He will lead you through all the tough times]

Khor hai thur manjai Wa thuk thuk gao thi dern pai
[Therefore, you can be sure that every step you take]

Hai thur dai ru Wa Phra Yesu kaojai thur
[Jesus is beside you and He always understand you]

-----end-----

actually.there's still verse 2.but we havent learnt it yet.

oh.did i tell u steff is absolutely sweet?!
yes she is!!
my nice sweet cute gentle prettie teammate.
she gave me her bun on seeing tt i was starving t death at meeting ytd.
cuz i only had half a pckt of beehoon in the morning.
and thn i went for trng.thn straight t meeting.w/o food.
and trng tdy was =(!!
7 tortorous km continuous.without stopping.
anw.i was saying.
on seeing and hearing my stomach growl.
she gave me half her raisin bun.
it didnt taste VERY VERY nice.
but it tasted exceptionally sweet cuz she gave it t me with love.
oh man.i love steff!!
=)

oh.we're gg have loads of myjellybean fun at the myjellybean stayover at lil beanie's house.MY's gonna fill the place with as much love as the HEART cake does and JELLY's gonna sweeten the atmosphere with JELLYcake.and as for BEAN,hm.she provides the house?haha.nonono.BEAN's gg t crap and make us laugh until we all turn BEANcakes.bwahahas.yayyness!!
and we'll be huxi-ing all night.
like, duh!!
teehee. =)

mellimoo!!ure pants are so nice!!
and they cost like..less thn 10bucks?
mommie says if i manage t see it in thailand.
i'm allowed t buy it!!
yayys!

anw.i'm having very serious cramps now.must be the ice cream i ate.not supposed t have cold stuff when...ahem.
yes.so i'm off.
tata!!
-ouchh-

Your blood washes all our pain
ilovemyJesus!!

bwahahas.
mellimoo playing bass guitar for band concert!!
-applauds-
i'm proud of ya, my dear huxiBEANcake!!

so many things to blog.
supposedly.
now i'm blank.
=(

going for trng soon.

anw.did carwash for mission fund raising.
want t die can.
esp when tash and kare left for Souled Out.
yes.its was bad.
wrking with mr vincent.
i can.DIE.

ytd was a finee day.after mission trip fund raising.i joind Souled Out for their meeting with Kay.oh man.she's good!! supposed t go there t wait for Kare.turned out they had an impromptu practice session after tt.so i went hm.intendd t go home & slp when jiaqi askd me t go meet her and zhixin.met at qnsway.zhixin and i played a lil prank on her cuz she was late.bwahahaha.smart jiaqi guessed tt we were playing a prank on her.and even smarter jiaqi guessed tt it was my idea.bwahahaha.i love jiaqi.she's so smart. =)
and jiaqi hysterically talked abt her father gg t have a goddaughter [supposedly me] and we kept laughing.and this miserable malay guy in macdonalds told me to lower my volume when i was at my normal volume.
am i loud?
i felt like i could just stuff my capuccino mcflurry into his mouth.but thn agn.why would i want t do tt?waste of mcflurry.
thn the two girls propaganda-ize me t go t airport t send lijing off.and i dun even understand how, in my dead and tired state, i allowed thm t brainwash me.so i went.smelling of cars.and cars.and sweat.wearing what? t-shirt and shorts and slippers. ???
and they pushed me in the lugguge trolley.hahaha.tt was funny!!

anyway.today i planned t wake up at 9am and thn meet zhixin jiaqi lydia grace at tbp at 11 t watch princess diaries.thn go for trng straight after tt and after trng, immediately for mission trip meeting.

apparantly,my plan didnt turn out well cuz.
i talked on the phone until abt 4am.hahaha.
conference.
-winks-
bwahahahahahas.

oh.and i wanna say sth!!
i must say that..
cheryl lee has a great ability of crapping.
yes.bwahahahaha.
i love MYjellyBEAN!!
=))
huxihuxihuxi.

oops.gotta go!!byee!

for Him, through Him, and to Him
ilovemyJesus =)

to be or not to be?
hm.i dun mind risking our friendship for that cause.
in fact, i see no risk.
there is no risk when is concerns Dad. =)

yayy!!i finally can use the laptop at home!!
whee!!
congratulate me!! congratulate me!!
anyways.so many things have happened.
and if i were to type it out.
no.dun even think of.

anyways.
main events:
uh.actually.i cant really think of any now.
there was mission trip fund raising in church.
haha.had "fun" at the carwash counter.
uh....
haha.going t do carwash tmr.kare and i only girls.and maybe mic bay.
yayys!
and mel and amanda gg t join us.
oh.did i mention tt i had an encounter with death during training?
yes.its too long t type here.so pls ask me personally if u wanna know.
which.honestly.i wun tell u either.
cuz i'm too lazy to do say.
maybe u can ask other canoeists.
but i bet they wun tell it t u as well as i would.
since i'm such a good story teller.
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
oh wells.and what else?
hm.i realize adelene is nice.and so is steff.and so is vivian.
yes.my mission trip teammates!!
yayys!along with winston and...uh...uh..mr i-forgot-his-name.
both frm brighton.
its gg t be fun!! =))

pssst!!!
MY JELLY BEAN
superr superr sweet, tasty, colourful, cute and absolutely adorable trio.
muahahahaha.
sorry.
i am ego.
-sticks out tongue-
huxihuxihuxihuxi
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
(this is a secret language.dun even try to undestand!!)

oh.mel and my pig turned into a dog.
BWAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!
k.too many personal jokes here.

anw.i now announce Karyn aka Kare as my..
official workout partner
we will go swimming + gyming + steambath as much as possible whenever we are free.
whee!!
and amanda's my..
official rollar blading SHIFU
oh man.she's good.

bwahahaha.
yawns*
lynette's tired.
nightts!!
=))

ps: i love you and you and you and you and you and many more yous. =))

teehee.i'm at jiaqi's house now.
supposed t go town later.but raining.so i turned them down.
anyways.i cant use com at home.cuz a few days ago.somestuff happened.
and now i have t buy a new adapter and motherboard.
sobs.
sherilyn wants t use the com.
so i shant blabber much.
anws.thx yuxiu sheri and jq for enduring my un-endurable crappiness lameness and givingbirth-ness.
-winks-
hahahahaha.oh wells.