the beauty of Your face ever before my eyes.
this is my prayer, make it my strong desire.
that in my secret heart, no other love competes.
no rival love survive and i serve only You.

Monday was intended for good.
But I was uncooperative.
Slept in, binged, cabbed and haven't read my Bible.

I need to set daily goals.
Setting goals work for me, and I remember vividly doing so when I studied for my examinations. I'd write down realistic amounts of work I had to complete for the day, sit disciplined in Coffeebean/Macdonalds/Subway until I finish them.

Anyway, these are a few long awaited photos. They've been collecting since 9April. Heeeee :D

Germ in Tekong, Dora explored (09042008)
a letter a day keeps the devil away :D



Spot the Baldie!



Paintball in JB, Dora Explored (12042008)


Mad-man on the loose!

me how cool

the informidable dog-peeing move





owned, and fell dead straight after.

PS: I actually have a bruise on my left upper thigh until now. Its diameter is 4.5cm.

Restaurant Asli, Dora Explored/Ate (12042008)


Romantic Jellybeans!









City Square, JB. Dora Explored (12042008)






Zujia's Baptism (20042008)

I honestly haven't seen a happier smile on him :B



This is usually how he looks actually, haha!


Bye bye!

Hello!




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Hitting the sack.

all to You, oh God, we bring
Jesus, teach us how to live

Often enough, the heart of the matter is the matter of the heart.

Dear God,
I'm still waiting. Give me the patience to wait.
In Jesus' name I ask and pray,
Amen.

i want more of You, oh God
more of You in my life, Holy Spirit
living waters flowing from within
as i yield myself to You
move in my life like never before
more of You Holy Spirit
more of You

There is only God to thank for a 2nd chance. Just when I thought I wouldn't be able to do Medicine since it was my 5th choice (simply because I was presumptuously certain about doing Law), the first reply I got from NUS was from the Yong Loo Lin School of Medicine.

It was after the dateline for application amendments had passed that my interest in medicine arose. Actually, that wouldnt be accurate since I did want to do Medicine previously, but that inclination wasted after a gruelling experience during my attachment at an unnamed local hospital.

(But I digress.)

I convinced myself that I did not want to do medicine, and casted that thought out of my mind while ensuring that I do not tell anyone anything about my desire to do Medicine. Still, now I speak of it, because God has given me a 2nd chance.

Be it passing or failing the tests and interviews, eventually getting or not getting into the school, that I do not testify about. I only want to proclaim God's goodness in surprising His child. He is able to do what no other can do. Now, I can only commit myself to His will, wherever I be. Amen?

To God be the glory,
my only hope is He.

and now, let the weak and I am strong

In on of my Archives, I once said:

lynette is gone! say hello to LYNETTE the second! :D
the one with the answer.

Strangely, that was a long time ago but I find myself back at square one yet again. Witnesses commend changes, but I beg to differ. The existence of amendments is a phony when heart of the matter is considered.

I would not deny the infrequent optimism of the relationship, but they are more short-lived and disappear before one can say "Abracadebra". Should I now conclude that I should give up on the perceptibly insurmountable obstacle?


No, I am a Christian. Firstly, God loves me too much, and this I owe Him. Secondly, I could risk my life. Thirdly, there is nothing stupider than to yield to carnality.

Let me be remembered in your prayers.
That no matter how subjectively tough things are in every aspect of life, I will press on in my commitments.

what should i do now?!

Jesus Your love it lifts me high, gives me reason to run this race with joy

Refreshing would be the word I use to describe the atmosphere of my room, not that it is conclusively spick-and-span. In fact, its nowhere near the acceptable level of order yet. "Yet", I emphasize. Still, it is favorable to see the wood of my desk.

More friends are going into Tekong for long retreats ):
The germ wanted a clean get-away (pun intended) so he invited us to advocate his Urban Escape.
& I derived a lot of uncivilized pleasure from it.

























I didnt manage to get photos of (what I would term) the "Aftermath" because Christian (my camera) ran out of battery.
But I must say this is one of the most horrible things I've ever done. Reflected on my actions (which is a very rare thing for me to do) and I am thus sorry for building my happiness on the germ's pain.

But gracious him didnt think a thing about it.
Still, I would have cried if I were in that compelling position.