oh yah. darli. darli. do u rmb her? i blogged abt her bfore. the chio chio sarah-lookalike in sec one. obviously darli chio-er. haha. no offence, sarah. anw. i was saying. she is damn chio and cute. and i thot she was my junior thn i kept crapping with her. thn she suddenly told us tt she was 16. and from MIAMI. so cool. and she takes french. my gosh. how cool is that. but anyway. after i found out that she was sis\xteen. i stopped crapping with her. feels weird. she looks so young. like 13. but anyway. she's really tall. and in netball. and she is the chairperson. i think she's going to be very popular in crescent next time. really. and i dun noe to call her a junior or senior. but she says its okay for me to call her a junior. but. she is damn cool and chio. my goshh. i want to write to her. but ah. SHE IS OLDER THN ME!. [dOtdOtdOt] oh well

yooO. today was fine. uh. woke up early to go for the leadership thing. though i didnt seem like i was listening. i WAS. sigh. its just dawned on me that i dun exactly fit to be a leader. oh well.

[aud: read ur blog. couldnt tag. so decided to write it here. death is inevitable. yea. so. just. take care i guess. and thx agn.]

after the wkshp came back. came back= to jq's house. used the com for a while. to check gwen and jan's blog as told to do so. thx u two. but anyway. gwen. dun be so crude larhx. i mean. if i can take it. thn. nvm lorh. =] i caused alot of trouble to the class also. and make the class kena scolding. sorry agn, 3g3. i really didnt ask ms ang to scold u all or whatever. i'm still part of the class.

anw. back to what happened today. after tt slpt for a while. thn went IMM. jq ate taco bell. and she owes me alot of money now. bwaha. actually. she paid me liao. so nvm. thn went back. jq didnt go for jap and maths class. i think its my fault. i seriously think so. but i kept asking her to go. she doesnt want to. i really think its becuz of me. she should have went. oh wellx.

anw. ytd night was so funny. we bought snacks and munched in her parent's bed. watching TV. thought it was sister act 2. haha. what the hell lorh. it was "the godfather". -_-" so we kept switching channels. but in the end didnty watch anything also. and while jq went off to find the yearbook. for ahem ahem's pic. i accidentally fell aslp. and her brother thot i was faking. oh wellx. shuang. her parents not in spore. damn shiok. anyway. so. ahem ahem. we slept in the same bed. BWAHAHAHAH. no larhx. dun think dirty. its a very bigggg bed. and besides. there were many pillows around. one interesting thing abt jq's house is tt. SHE DOES NOT HAVE BOLSTERS... [dOtdOtdOt] so i hugged betty. uh. i mean. jenny. nono. it was jessi. haha. to slp. actually. jessi is jq's teddy bear. and it was called "paddy". a male. and i renamed it so fun. and changed its sex. cuz i couldnt bear to be hugging a. creature of a different sex to slp. oh my gosh. i'm full of crap. and betty is on my lap now. uh. i meant. jessi. oh well. crap.

i watched chingay at home. i thot i would be going to orchard to see thm perform. sigh. I DIDNT!! =[ sorry mingee...

hellohellohellooO!
at jq's house now.
i thot i had just swore to the world. okayy. not the world. to myself. tt i will love myself.
oh no.
what did i do today?
I'M SO SORRY! to all of you. everyone.please dont hate me. i didnt ask ms ang to say anything. and its not tt i have her to fall back on or anything. i'm really not. its just that you ppl dun exactly understand what's gg on. i sincerely apologize. and.plz. dun hate me for that. and once agn. i'm really sorry.

i'm sorry, lynette. promise broken. lesson learnt. i'll love myself more

today. i was so scared. i couldnt contrl myself. for the first time. i just couldnt stop shivering. and my legs just kept shivering. i was so scared. really. never had such fear before. i was. so. scared. and for a moment. i hated ms ang. she told the others to stay away form me. saying tt i should learn to overcome myself. and learn to control. and i was so scared. i needed someone. i'm not as strong as she thinks i am. but anyway. i managed to overcome it. thx to all u guys. u know who you are.

oh yah. i just saw mr lee kwan yew about 40mins ago. haha. he went to the CC near jq's house for some event. and i waited there for his arrival. and after. 362452346198476836452795 years. he came. haha. and the distance btwn us was like. only. 3metres or so. my gosh. so anyway. he was wearing a blue shirt and black long pants. and his wife in a pale pink cheongsam. his wife quite small sized. and they went in. and i went home. lala. jq said they would come in a limo. nope. they didnt. normal car.

haha. today while i was on my way to jq's house. BWAHAHAHHAHAHA. i've never seen someone so much older than i love pink more thn me. my gosh. this fat old woman. about 50-60yrs old. fat. really. k. let me estimate. 80kg, 165cm. about. she was enormous. and she was wearing this bright, silky hot pink spaghetti strapped gown. [dOtdOtdOt] and the back of the gown is so low. revealing all her fats. i'm not trying to ostracized fat ppl. bt thn. its like. if she is old, she shouldnt have worn the gown rdy. plus she was fat. all the more she shouldnt have. and her bag was pink too. this small little handbag. and on the other hand, she was carrying the sort of big red plastic bag that ur mum would use when she goes marketing. goshhhh. oh wellx. if she doesnt mind. thn. nvm. lalalalalalala.

kayy. i'm a bad slumber maid. here i am sitting down in front of jq's com using the net. and she is behind me claring up the mess i made. lalalala. oh wellx. i would have cleared up if she didnt. okayy. i wont. lalala. i'm just. another lousy friend. lalalalalala

called in to perfect 10 987656783542847108263812738916487364532764982 times. and i couldnt get thru. tried power 98. and wow. someone picked up. the deejay. she told me today no call-in dedications. [dOtdOtdOt] malu. jq said if she were me, she would have used the paper bag and poked two holes and put it over her head. hahahahahahahaha. called Yes 93.3 493487104701374280971 times too.

-jq just finished clearing.

anyway. she rushing me liao. she needs the table. so i shall rush thru. anyway. and yes 93.3 couldnt get thru also. and class 95. the number doesnt existttt!!! what the.. anyway. i tried dongli 88.8 also. 38946134691263491749 times. nope. couldnt get thru. so anyway, yah. call here call there. thn cannt call thru. so. lalalalala. just wanted to talk to a dj and go on air. oh wellx. anywayy. tt woman ah....

lynette made me realise how weak life is. you never know when you'll lose someone so close to you. and its always the case that only after you lose that special person. will you start regretting for whats done or undone.

ripped the above frm sherilyn's blog. i've read it before. and today i re-read it... it seriously got me thinking.

heyy.
sch was fine
trng was fine
after trng
joesf n jiamin treated the whole team KFC.
thanx. =]
ytd. went jq's house. called in agn. perf 10 was engaged. so we called power 98. haha. no one tunes in there.
frm there walked home.
usually would have took abt only 20mins. ytd took 50mins++. was thinking abt stuffs. haha. i think alot. i am wise. =]
met my sis on the way home. had a talk to her.

i'm still at the courage thing. i need courage.

we trained in the rain today. raining heavily. alot of ppl capsized. josef was worried abt us. he's a nice person actually.

not allowed to call josef "mr tan" or "mr josef" when we're out.

i think all our seniors are pretty nice. i just dun have enough courage to talk to them. see, courage again.

joanne talked abt callista getting over alex. it got me thinking...

booO! haha. today was a LoooooooooooooNG day. even though i woke up late today. missed church. accidentally. didnt mean to. woke up n realized it was 9am alrdy. gosh. so anyway. got rdy. went to church. as in. to meet thm after church. was early. went to the lib to return my books. haha. sophia. uh. i mean sophie. intro the book not bad.
met thm. they were uh. shocked. amused. tt i wore a skirt. heyy. i DO wear skirts okayy. and bsides. it isnt the first time u guys saw in a skirt. haha. plus plus. i AM a girl. =]
went visiting. first to jq's house. which was. uh. next to empty. she had to crawl in her house by the window to open the door for us. [hmm] and thn only her brother was at home. n i think he was slping. speaking of which, grace's brother, richard, cut his hair for NS. n jq went hysterical abt it. [hmm] anyway. so we chilled there. waited for her parents which didnt seem to be coming. and at last. we couldnt wait cuz grace was rushing for time. left for lydia's. n her mum, too, wasnt around. but came not long after. ate there. and i wished her mum "xue ye jing bu" [excel in studies] -haha- anywayy. after a while. left for zhixin's. ate there TOO. [hmm] after a while. left for grace's. and chilled there for the longest. ate lunch there. ate maggie mee. i love wati's maggie mee. [wati is grace's maid] uh. with the dogs bugging us. i wasnt in a dog-mood today. so sort of avoided thm. uh. ate new year goodies too. thn grace stayed at home. lydia went home cuz she needed to be home. and jq n i went to ikea. bought uh. lovely. stuffs. okok. shall stop the lovely thing. anywayx. got somemore v.day's gifts cuz there wasnt enough. actually now still not enough. but nvm. i've decided not to give everyone i know. thn went back to church. waited for my mum. church supposed to end for her at 4pm. but thn after church today they had some dun noe wad stuffs lah. so it ended later. i went there. reached at exactly 4.23pm. looked ard for my mum. couldnt find her. thot maybe i'ld wait for her at the bus stop. 5.27pm exactly it ended. i sat there like an idiot waiting for nothing actually. turned out my mum didnt go to church cuz my brother was back, AND, xiao yi went. MISSING. anyway. so i was mad cuz i waited for apparantly NOTHING! oh wellx. saw jq's brother at the bus stop. wasnt sure if it was him. smsed jq. n confirmed tt it was him. i still dun understand why jq likes her brother so much. lalalalala. [shut up, lynette]
oh wellx. after tt met my mum at anchorpoint. as in i asked her to go there. to make up for the one hour i lost for nothing. haha. so anyway. i bought the tank top frm giordano after all. [hehe, jq, i'm NOT indecisice. =] ]lalala. walked to my mum's godsis house. ok. my godaunty thn. uh. gave her oranges. n wondered if she was chinese at all. [hmm] she didnt exchange oranges with us. [what?!] she just took it. n put it in her basket. AND DIDNT EXCHANGE HERS WITH US! goshhhhh. nevermind. anyway. her house was like. WOAH!!! so ,uch new year goodies man. the table is like. really really full. and tt's not all. they still had some more in this plastic "tin". and in the cupboard. my goshhhh. so she MADE [literally MADE] my mum bring home some. no. not some. ALOT of goodies. and she cooked dinner for us. ate there. and she. again. MADE us bring dinner home. gooossssshhhh. and her daughter. elizabeth. haha. one year younger thn i. she's really. tall. and. uh. slim. really. cant stand it. everyone i know is tall and slim. anyway. elizabeth is my childhood fren. we've known each other since uh. since before we were even born. really. and we were best friends. not were. still are. okayy. haha. until. until she moved. haha. but still quite near lah. her house near qnsway there. aiyah. now she still very nice. still chio and frenly. very sociable. whereas i'm not as talkative now. we used to be very very very very very very very very very very very very very very chatty when we were young. always play tgt one. aiyah. nvm. anyway. really wish i could be like her. her character. uh. not everything lah. wish i could be as uh. un-shy. as her. like. she isnt like me. she isnt shy when aunties that she hasnt seen for a long time talks to her. aiyah. dun noe larhx. i cant have all the good points of everyone right? if not, i'ld be perfect. and no one's perfect. hahaha. oh wellx.
uh. called sherilyn. asked if they needed help at sarah's for the project. they didnt. i mean. by the time i called. they alrdy finished. only left with the powerpoint part. which i'm supposed to do. i should have went. sarah's parents gave thm angpaos. =[
smsed xiaomin. haha. she is one bad person. she said i was lame. [crys out loud]
haha. sophia sent me this sms earlier on. it said:"i need to talk to you urgently.call this number 62952944 asap.dun call my hp or my house no." so i thot it was sth really urgent. like. really really urgent. so i called. and u know what?? okayy. i shant spoil everything. call and see. uh. i mean. hear for yourself. =]

booO! muaha. didnt blog for a few days. cuz i didnt go online. *crap* annyyywaaayyyyx. dadada. uh. since how long ago ah? uh. i think new year's eve.
uh. sch concert. was. not. bad. uh. i'm lying. IT WAS HORRIBLE! except for the dance part. no. not the dance part. the whole concert was mostly dance. to be precise, CRESCENT'S dance part. muaha. n i was screaming "GO XIAOMIN" every now and thn evn when the whole audience was like. quiet. haha. lalalala. after tt went to watch cheaper by the dozen at cine. my gosh. i ate KFC. -die- bwaha. no larhx. i think. uh. i shall worry when i'm 120%. TAF club. anywayyyyyxxxx. uh. jan. THANKX! I LOVE YOU LOADS MAN! even though all u said was just a few words, and all u did was a hug, it was comnforting. THANKX! i really needed that. =]
and thn walked home from cine.
no. i didn't walk home. i walked to bukit merah. to buy sth. uh. what did i buy? i forgot. wait wait. i bought sth for my brother. arghs! WHAT WAS ITTTT!?!?!?! oh. i rmb now. bwaha. uh. ps games. pirated ones. haha. thn walked home after tt.
i think i am superwoman. wheeeeeeeee~
lynettethegreat lynettethegreat lynettethegreat lynettethegreat.
.dOtdOtdOt
okok. thn for the past few days i have been visiting here n there. and there again. shaking hands with unknown people. wishing thm a HAPPY NEW YEAR! giving. no. exchanging oranges with thm. and fake smiling to thm. cuz apparantly, if u're in ur correct state of mind, u wun smile to ppl u dun know. so anyywwwaayyyy, yah. i got angpaos frm thm. this yr angpao money really not much. =[ but nvm. we shouldnt be sad tt there is little money. we should be happy tt we can even get money in the first place. =] oh wellx. smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile smile
saw my cousins. those i see only once a yr on new year and disappear after tt. like santa. appearing frm nowhere one fine day and disappearing after tt. sometimes i wish i could be closer to thm. like my other cousins. but thn, they are so different. and plus. we are all rather old. uh. matured i mean. now. so its more difficult to build a close relationship. oh wellllllllx.
thn my closer side. lalala. visited thm. but no big deal. i get to see thm anytime i want. so haha.
and my two cousins were here just now. evan [evangeline] and charis. i think people in my family have very uniques thm. haha. cuz we're all unique.no. special. hahahahaha. oh wellx. i AM special. =] anyway anyway anyway, back to thm being here. we played ps for a while. crapped around with my mum. me acting like a nut case in front of thm. making thm believe stupid things like me being an adopted child, and my teacher being my real mother. bcuz of some legendary scar she left on me when i was little but i couldnt show thm bcuz it was at my butt. and the so called mother having to give me away bcuz she was too young to keep a child. bcuz it was a moment of folly. all that crap. they believed, thn doubted, thn laughed. oh wellx.
went out ltr on. hahaha. bought a new pair of nike shoes from sportslink. and a skirt frm U2. haha. this time dun feel guilty. though heart aches abit. oh wellx. but i really like the shoes! and the skirt. uh. i was abit doubtful abt buying it. whether or not i should buy. but thn my cousin asked me too. she got the skirt also. i paid $10 for her cuz it was her bday. but thn. she still had to pay the other $29 herself. i cant possibly give her a $39 bday present right? i'm as broke as it is. bwahaha. anywayx. its special enough larhx. every year her bday. i give her the most expensive present. compared to other ppl i give. bwaha. am i just nice? or nice? bwahahaha. oh wellx.
tmr got church. after tt. 1.) go visiting with my friends. 2.) go with my mum to some church occasion 3.) go to sarah's house for bio. sigh. when i'm free. no one. NO ONE at all asks me out. and when i have sth on. everyone wants me there. life is unfair... lalala. trying to quote my sis. bwahaha. life is unfair. life is unfair. lalala. this is such a sadistic phrase. but its true anyway. bwahaha. and the fact tt life is unfair doesnt bother me. so. NEVERMIND. =]

booO! lynette was here. bwaha.

yabadabadooO!
today. sch was fine. etc etc. i've got 6 wives and a daughter. and a nanny-turn-manager. haha.
1.) soffie
2.) shobah
3.) shakina
4.) vithiya
5.) yuxiu. [not confirmed. she havent given me an answer. but i take it as a yes. since i know she loves me. =p]
6.) yiyuan
suyi havent tell me whether she agrees to be my 7th wife or not. haha. and maisie, eight. apatuuuu. and pau pau [paula] is my daughter. adopted. haha. i asked her to be my wife. n she didnt want to. and she wanted to be daughter. which is a pretty good idea. since she is so cute.
namirah today pms. hope u're okay manx. haha. dun be so sad for nth lah. smile*
die die die. so many presents to buy. and wanxian just reminded me i had to get her one too. i think i get angpao as good as no angpao manx. and evan. i must buy her sth special. haha.
after sch trng. got newcomers. 2. one is. uh. eerfah i think. i forgot her name. and the other is tt blonde frm 3s2. i dun noe wad's her realy name but everyone calls her maggie. so. maggie. yah. she's not officially joining yet. just came to canoe with us and to consider. she wants to, but she has a tight schedule. i'm SO impressed by her manx. her canoeing skills are like. WOAH! and her dad is the czech republic some sea sport guy. WOAH! and she is damn strong. she is really really strong. though she looks like a gentle flower. she is really-. [i feel so inferior]
so after trn i went hm. nono. before tt i went to KFC to eat cuz i was so hungry. funny, i dun feel guilty for eating KFC. haha. so fatty. anywayx. after tt bought 2 cans of coffee. drank one on the way home. the other one is 9/10 empty now. haha. meaning i am drinking it. for sua-kus who dun understand. oh wellx.
my younger cousins are here. so ke ai! haha. they rock manx! i love samuel and lemuel!

opps. forgot to say. i'm the ruler of india now. 2nd ruler. denyse made me 2nd. i wanted to be first. but. haha. be glad i'm even in india manx. it was ming ee [or however u spell tt] at first. n i was ireland. but i begged her. n hehe. but still. i want to be first. bwahaha. denyse is mao zhe dong. communism. ahhahaahahha. oh wellx. she's one cute babe. =]

heyy. uh. this is going to be real short. haha. i mean it.
today. sch. as usual. got our ten year series like, FINALLY. hehx. forgot to bring dawn's, sherilyn's, maxie's and janessa's presents. AGAIN. going to buy suyi's soon.
jiaqi sick. hope she's okay. fever. sad manx. new year somemore.
wednesday sch celebration. after tt most prob gg to watch cheaper by the dozen with namirah etc etc. the usuals. but if lydia they all want to go out, then. uh. i dun noe what to do. haha. oh wells.
got chinese. mdm kwan is one horny teacher manx. she sat on the table wearing a skirt. and we all saw her legs all the way to the top part of her thighs. oh yuck. i didnt. i mean. i did. but i turned away. i wouldnt want to look at it even if you pay me. some saw what was underneath. i shall not say. =X have chinese spelling. 20 words, 20 meanings, 14 sentences. tomorrow. and she told us only today. how nice.
okayyx. shall end here. hehe. =]

booO! hehe. uh. i not supposed to write anything abt today here. uh. i was sick and didnt go for trng. *looks around* okay. i WAS sick. i have a letter even. but after tt i felt better. i wanted to go for trng. but my mum said there was no point.
so i went town to meet lydia jiaqi grace zhixin. in the morning. wow. no where opend yet. whose great suggestion to go in the morning ah? i walked there frm my house. quite near. abt 40mins brisk walking. thn walked arnd. ate. lalalala. and left town at abt one fifteen and WALKED to qnstwn. *winks* aint i just fit? BWHAHAHAHA. anyway. walked to qstwn. met jan and soph there. jan's mum drove us to the library. and jan's aunty so cute. i cant stand it. bwaha. and jan's mum called me "fit-ty" hehe. jan's aunty wants me to impart my walking skills to her so she can exercise n lise weight. so cute right? right. anyway. went library. sophie went crazy trying to find a paticular book. n jan n i were sian-ed by her. and jan saw this book lying on the chair. n borrowed it cuz she read this line:"why do people close their eyes when they kiss?" bwaha. sicko! and the title of the book is "why do hyenas [or however u spell tt] laugh so loud?" or sth liddat. haha. riana should read tt. thn after a long long [i mean really long] time, sophie found her book. oh. i meant. I found the book. lucky i did. or else we would be spending the entire day in the library. but thn agn. not a bad idea. the aircon there so shuang. anywayx. so. we borrowed our stuffs. n i realized i didnt carry a bag. so i couldnt bring the books home. i asked the counter for a carrier and the guy gave me one. bwahah. n jan n sophie were jealous cuz they liked the bag. [dOtdOtdOt] anywayx. so we WALKED toqnsway ltr on. walked n walked n walked. n walked. again. talked. skip the whole part. thn we went IKEA. bought alot of lovely stuffs. to quote sophie. thn went delifrance at anchorpoint. msged dawn [choo] tgt wishing her happy bday. oh yah.
HAPPY BDAY DAWN [CHOO] =)
yah. and thn jan's mum came. picked thm up n left. thn i met my sis. went qnsway. walked walkd n walked. agan walking. and my sis bought me a black plain pullover. yayys! and a tee-shirt. double yayys! she wanted to buy a shorts too. but thn i xin tong for her. so didnt. thn walked home. today i went so many places. didnt use a single cent on my ez link card at all. bwahahaha. anywayx. my brother in bad mood. i need to get out of the room. yeppx. hope i can be back ltr. byebyee. =)

yooO! today was usual. i mean is. since its still today. but thn agn. it should be was. ah. whatever.
sch was fun and fine. ms dorai. oh no. i forgot. mrs GAM didnt come. mrs rama didnt either. so we had alot of free period. and we spent all the free periods on the class tee. which in the end. no results. wow. personally. i think the 'what's ur mooing problem" one is nice for the front. and yuxiu's star one is nice for the back.
after sch played arnd in class. gwen chased me for drawing a very ugly pic of her on thw white board. and when i say ugly. i mean. ugly. haha. i ran. and fell down. n my left boob hit the corner of cherlynn;s table. *ouch* now one side is flatter thn the other side. namirah wants to help me make both even by hitting the other side. hahahahahaha. smart. namirah is so cute. i cant stand it. and pau pau. haha. aka paula. another cute one. who totally reminds me of maxie. ahah. oh wellx.
after sch waited for lydia they all. in the end they not gg out. so i went town with gwen sheri sarah jan soph mainey. haha. went heeren. on the way there i laughed until i fell down. and ppl around all laughin. *malu*. and i was still laughing. hahahahha. thn went marche. jan mainey and soph left. ate rosti with sherilyn. as in we shared one plate. cuz we were both broke. i spent all my money paying for i-shall-not-say-who-for-in-case-i-get-sued-for-slandering person in our class. she is such a *censored*. hahaha. oh wellx.
met audrey and the hockey ppl there. audrey n liyuan and alicia sat behind us suddenly. and gwen was paranoid cuz she thot they were talking abt her. haha. and she suddenly shouted:"its not what u all think lorh! its a misunderstanding!" HAHAHAHAHA. so malue manx. they not even talking abt gwen! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. and sarah ah. so funny. everything she say so cute one. she got hearing problems. BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. and sherilyn another cute one. bwahaha. she's cute cuz she's MY partner. bwaha. under the influence of me u see.
after eating went to take neoprint. haha. so funny. we thot it was the scary one. n sarah was like. "ahh. i dun want!! its so scary!" and was like whining liddat. in the end. the machine. haha. just like any other normal machine. tried to act dao. but thn i kept smiling when acting dao. so the effect not gd. =[
anywayx. sarah rushed off for tuition and the 3 of us went hm. haha. n i met audrey and gang at far east. suay manx. n she was trying to make me gossip. but as u all know i'm a nice person. i didnt tell her anything. haha. telling her = letting the whole world know. =] haha.
so anyway.i went home. n bathed. and my bank now no money liao. after i drew out money agn today. sad manx... kk. will be gg to grace's hse ltr. yeppx. need to get rdy. byebyee!

heyy! today was fine. talked to lydia abt some stuffs as we walked home. shall not write abt it here. too personal. and thn when we parted. i walked home alone. thought about alot of stuffs. i dun noe larhx. i need more courage.
and there is a big big misunderstanding and more and more ppl know abt it. but the thing tt they know is so totally not true!!! i only said tt sarah [kwok] was chio. i mean. not say chio larhx. but she looks very unique. quite chio also. BUT I DIDNT SAY I LIKE HER!!! and what gwen says is so not true. and alot of ppl misunderstand. i am not a crk!!! I AM S-T-R-A-I-G-H-T!!! okayy? got that? sarah must be thinking i'm some psychotic pervertic crk who likes her. wow. u know what? i do not like her. i mean. i do as a friend. but i dun have what lovey dorvey feelings okay. i just think she is nice and chio. fullstop.

my student never come for very long liao. so far only seen him twice. hahaha. he likes little kid liddat. he is only 1 yr younger thn i. but he seems like he is 5yrs younger.
dadadadada. drank nescafe today. 3 cans. broke liao. and tmr must buy class tee. twenty bucks. sigh. paid for alot of stuffs liao. so sianx. i'm so broke. i cant evn eat lunch.
I SO DUN WANT TO BE TREASURER. i wanted to. wanTED. sigh. after the whole class voted me for treasurer. i realized i wanted to be bio-rep. i suddenly rmb. ms angeline ng. sigh.... nvm.

booO! was online just now. went offline. went out. and came online again. sigh. i bought maxie sherilyn and jan's presents liao. aiyah. i really dun noe wad to buy. wanted to give chocolates agn. but i gave thm last yr liao. i'm not a creative person you see. so. aiyah. the present is a keychain, which, if you ask me, is pretty useless cause a keychain cnnt do anything. but anyway. got their names engraved on it. so. haha. personalized one. haha. unique. but anyway. afterall. its the thought that counts.

[sherilyn: aiyah. i dun like it liao. as in. i dont hate it. but i'm not obsessed about it liao. feel normal about it. as in. just like any others.]

today sch was pretty fine. class fund got problems agn. and i used my own money. AGAIN. i dun want to be treasurer lah. so stupid lorhx. i told everyone to vote for me and they did. but after i was the official treasurer. sigh. i dun want to be. not enough money must pay myself. i wanna be bio-rep. ms ng. ms angeline ng. dadadadadadadadadada.

there's this really chio girl in 1g1. her name is darlie i thing. or darly. i dun noe how to spell. i only know the pronounciation. so dumb lorhx. cherlynn was like. "thn her sister is sensodyne ah?" damn bad right? haha. but nvm. anyway. tt darly girl looks like sarah lorhx. sarah kwok. the one tt sits beside cherlynn. wahlau. they really look alike lorhx. everything. haha. and sarah was complaining tt alot of ppl look like her. i think she very cute lorhx. cherlynn was like explaining wad the fuckband was. [suakus alert: fuckband. a band that u wear and if someone breaks it. means tt person wants to ahem you. yah] and cherlynn told us tt and sarah was like:"orh. come, i break." so cute right? hahahahaha. and her legally blond book also. bwaha. great mins think alike. anyway. sherilyn also another cute person. bwahaha. she cute cuz she's my partner. bwaha. my very very good and determined partner. do maths very very determined to finish one. hehe. benefits me cuz i always copy frm her. bwaha. and so sad lorhx. she should have been vice-chair!! not tt i dun like gwen. but i just thnk sheri should be vice chair!! and cherlynn also another sad case. cnnt be geog/ss rep. i mean. actually she was alrdy selected lorhx. sigh. but nvm larhx. gary will still love u all the same. bwaha.

oh yah. the bloody sec ones are gg to use tablet PCs. so unfair. yuckx! our batch everytime so sway one. during the briefing for the tablet PC for sec ones [my class went for nth evn though we nt supposed to go. its only for sec ones]. anyway. i was saying. during the briefing, we sat at the back and kept criticising the tablet PC. saying how bad it was. evn though we jolly well want it too. sigh. we are just some jealous dogs. so we purposely criticised it loudly to psycho the sec ones. haha.

and darly or darlie or wadever rockx* bwaha. why did i type this. i dun even know her. bwahaha. crap larhx. i'm a insaned zombie.

yawnx. i'm so tired. despite all the coffee i drank. dun noe y also. tired until my eyes are closed as i'm typing this. not fully closed though. today i broke record. i drank 3 cans of coffee and 2 pckts. the pckt one is the u make urself one. tt one not so nice larhx. the newcafe iced mocha can one is so much nicer. oh wells. my sis calls me a coffee adict. bwahaha. k larhx. i'm half a coffee-addict. i cant live without it. its a must. hahaha. oh wellx. i am so tired. i think i shall go get another cup of coffee. yeppx. byebyee

hello hello hello. didnt blog for a dead long time. i did go online. excpt tt i was too lazy to blog. haha. okayyx. so this. entry. will. uh. be short. i guess.
today sch was fine as usual. and i mistook alicia for liyuan. they are like twins u know. the hairstyle. hairband. height. CCA. everything. hahaha. and i told sarah to pass $1 to alicia when it was supposed to be for liyuan. bwahahaha.
treasurer job is not easy kayy. i paid alot of money myself cuz there was missing money. but nvm. first time handling money officially. bwahaha. nan mian de. anw. i didnt eat recess for quite long liao. so got extra cash. so nvm.
today's trng was. uh. dun noe larhx. abit disappointing. mr josef says that i MUST use the new paddle. cuz he wants me to go for competition and i cant go if i dun use the new paddle. i dun like the new paddle. it isnt as easy to use as the other one. and alot of strength is needed. jiao lian is trying hard to coach me properly. today everyone went out to canoe. as in to the open space. i asked jiaolian for permission to stay at the shore there. was trying to practice my paddling skills with the new paddle. okayy. i admit. i STINK [totally] at it. and jiao lian very well knows tt i suck but he keeps saying tt i'm doing very well. and he's a very nice person. i was to the verge of crying rdy lorhx. he was so nice. he was like telling me to have confidence in myself. and tt if he has confidence in me alrdy, i definitely can do it. maybe i really do have potential. but it seems to me tt i totally SUCK with paddling. face it. no matter how i try to master the more effective and correct way, it doesnt work. i mean. on land, as i practice my strokes, i can do it perfectly perfect. but when i go down, the paddle starts hitting the canoe, or doesnt go into the water, as in at the surface. i'm trying, but it takes alot more than just attempting. aiyah. i dun noe larhx. we'll just see how it goes. =]
i am so lazy. haha. i dun feel like continueing. i just feel like drinking another can of nescafe's iced mocha. bwahaha. i just finished one can. hehe. got recent addiction to coffee. and zx hates it. and lydia cant try it. she tried it once, and had a serious stomachache after tt. so. yah. haha. so sad. oh wellx.
kayy. shall end here and go get another can of coffee. hehx. byebyee

had campfire today. only for sec ones. but we went anyway. haha. had fun. alot. helped one s three cheer until i high blood pressure. haha. they better go to the canoe booth tmr or i shall personally murder them. bwaha. had really great fun. yeppx.

and to those who were there. hahaha. thx all of u. especially sherilyn, gwen, jan, sophia, riana etc etc. u know who u are larhx. i very tired now. sorry if didnt mention your name. hehehe. thx a thousand thx. n sorry esp to sheri. for dirtying your peer leader shirt. i am so sorry. hahaha. but thx anyway. I LOVE YOU ALL LOADS AND LOADS!!! muackx!*

hehehe. my sis finally came back. and i was like. damn worried abt her just now. hahahaha. kayyx. she seems slpy. shall not disturb her.

yayys! getting canoe shirt tmr! i cant wait!!! =) hahaha. got CCA day tmr. i'm gg to charm the sec ones to our booth. bwahahahahahaha. hehe. kayyx. tired like nutz. byebyee.

[PS: to the loser guys peeping at us outside our school: you people have nothing better to do and are really DAMN sick. and i mean DAMN sick. just piss off, losers!]

heyy. today was fine too. haha. class was as usual. considerably interesting. okayy. shouldnt lie. it was absolutely boring. esp when i have sheri as my partner. we both slp in class whenever we can. haha. and mdm kwan. sigh. she's damn horny kayy. and she hates me. haha. for talking cock all the time in class n disturbing her lesson. bwahahha. but i love it. she is so horny. haha. and ms angeline ng is so chio. i will fail bio this yr. bcuz she's too chio. i cant concentrate. but. hehx. sorry. i'm NOT crked. =) anywayx. haha. mrs chia is my chem tcher. not mrs liao or however u spell tt woman's name. bwaha. the dai-so larhx. hehe. my class. dun noe for wad reason must seperte into 2 for chem. for no apparant reason actually. oh wells. the tchers dun even noe. bwahaha. mrs chia is damn boring. hahaha. sheri n i slpt agn. everytime she turned around we lie on the table n close our eyes. bwahahaha. sheri + lyn = 2 slpy heads. we really slp all the time n look like zombies. bwahahaha. somemore classrm got aircon. evn more shuang. bwahaha. n we sit at the side. the tchers wun see. hehehehehehe. mrs gam has been absent for two dayys. i think she's pregnant. bwahaha. morning sickness. bwahahahahahaha. oh wellx. and ms saifa didnt come today. alot of ppl pose as peer leaders so they could get out of class. but i didnt. bcuz i'm the nice person. guaiest kia in the entire universe. =) hahaha. and i volunteered to do so many things. mainly collecting money. no. ONLY collecting money. bwahahaha. i'm prepared to be the class treasurer. its my short term goal. =) hahaha. and i'll be in CHARGE of the money. dun worry peepx, its SAFE in my hands. =) *smiles smiles* bwahaha. okayy. after sch got canoe stuffs. and etc etc. bwahaha. lazy to type. after tt checked my weight with huiqin. bwahaha. i'm of perfect weight! wooohoooO! but its always better to be slimmer. =) yeppx. but i wun starve myself. bwahaha. oh wellx. kayyx. my 'student' come liao. hahaha. cannt blog. byebyye. =)

hahaha. so coincidential. i was supposed to go get my busary award ytd. but i didnt. thn engkeong told me just now tt if i went, i would be sitting next to him. cuz the seat beside him was empty. and he saw my name stuck on the seat. haha. so coincidential. i should have went. haha. thn can see him in long pants. hehehehehehe. thn i will look even even more like his younger sis. bwahahaha.

went to my cousin's bday party ytd. shall skip tt part. too much to write.

school was fine today. audrey lim is one cute person. hahaha. she's full of crap too. and she is as friendly as i am. but i think i am more friendly. bwahaha. tt ego person. kayyx. hopped around the class for all time. haha. like one moment i'm with vithiya shobah etc etc. the next i'm with maisie, yingtze. and ltr with sherilyn* gwen cherlynn. thn with charmaine. thn yuxiu. thn yiyuan. etc etc etc. hahaha. mainly crapped around. interrupting their conversation for nth. hehx.

i still think the payashri or whatever her name is. i forgot. looks totally like wanxian. haha. just tt the darker version.

mr loh is one super dooper divert king lorhx. can talk about this. thn suddenly talk abt tt. thn ltr ask us:"what were we talking about just now ah?" haha. pro manx.

after sch had lunch with lydia* grace* etc. two S three peepx mainly. actually. not really considered have lunch. zx n i just put our bags with thm while they ate. n i went to look for mrs khan to give her my book list. and zx had to look for ms penny ang. haha. n i was warned by ms toto chan. haha. okok. ms chan not to wear ankle socks. n zx was caught too later on. but i was still friendly to her. bwaha. i even shouted "bye ms chan! have a nice day!" bwahahaha. see how frenly i am? i said hello to everyone i knew and greeted all the teachers loud and clearly. bwaha. n zx asked me not to be so frenly cuz she felt tt it was strange. hahaha. for me to go around saying hello here n there.

after tt went tbp. ate crepe with zx. went to popular. saw this lady. in pain. it was scary. her whole lips were white like sheet. and i nearly cried. went up to help her. carried her stuffs n held her hand. she sat down n rest for a while. zx bought gummies for her. she needed it. she was diabetic. after tt sent her home in a taxi. wanted to take the taxi with her. to see tt she was safe. but she insisted tt there wasnt a need to. so anyway. i gave her my number so she could contact me. after she left we supposed to go music junction. i left. i wasnt in the mood. on the way home. i cried. and this guy came and ask me if i was okayy. i told him i was and sat by the pavillon and started crying. i think life is so unfair. why do some people have to suffer? why cant everyone be the same? all happy n healthy. i think its so unfair. and i cant live with such an unhealthy fact. i hate it! i totally hate it! i will never ever forget the look of that lady in pain. it hurt so much. i know. when i helped her. it was becuz i know she wasnt as blessed as i was. she wasnt as fortunate as i was. i am lucky and bcuz i am, i should do whatever i can to help those who are not as lucky. i will forever be reminded that i am a fortunate person. that i should not complain in the future. bcuz there are many many others who are not as lucky as i am.

oh yah. my sis just came back. she got into the bball team. hahaha. =]

heyyx. today had trng. before anything else. thankx to huiqin, konglam, melissa etc etc for their concern. i'm fine now anyway. and special special thanx to ms penny ang. even though i doubt she'll ever read this. she's really like ms chia. caring. you know. she is soooo nice. she bought me food. and sent me home in a taxi. paid $12 taxi fare. and dun accept my money. its like. u can tell whether someone is hypocrite or not. like sometimes ppl pretend that they dun wan ur money so they appear nice. but. ms ang is not. she is sincere and caring. love her to bitss. haha. will vote her for most caring teacher award. =]
anywayx. todays trng was fine. i was given the new paddle. which was so difficult to use. i could die using it okayy. the whole structure is different. it scoops more water. and therefore u need to use more strength. and the waves were like. woah. after tt i felt very very giddy and the back of my head hurted like nuts. ms ang said it was a migrane. actually. i dun even know wad's a migrane. until i asked my brother, tt is. anyway. so. i rested at the shelter while the rest carried the canoes. thn after tt i had to stand and walk. as in, i couldnt be sitting there forever. right? so anyway. walked. huiqin helped me. stopped a few times. the sun was like killing me. thn konglam came to help. suddenly my vision sort of blurred. so i stopped n squatted down. and my head hurt so much i didnt want to move. n they told me to squat at least in the shade, not under the sun. thn i stood up. and it was like. poof. just suddenly blacked out on the road. i didnt lose consciousness though. i could hear everyone. but i couldnt respond. and i couldnt open my eyes. but i COULD hear everyone. and i knew ms ang dragged me to the side of the road becuz it was dangerous. later got car. i wun be the only one dieing. thn after tt a few other ppl came. other coaches. or whoever they were. anyway. they rubbed ointment on me. can feel the ointment the. the feeling larhx. thn anyway. so. after a while. i 'woke up'. and they helped me back to the. the. the place. haha. i dun noe wad u call tt place. to the trng place larhx. so anyway. i sat down there while the rest washed the canoes. thn ms ang booked a cab. and sent me home. thn the two other coaches. i mean. one of the two other coaches gave me her sandwich. okayy. dun noe whose sandwhich. but she just gave me sandwich. haha. and someone gave my 100plus. i dun noe who also. thn yah. so. packed my stuff and left. and i left my nike bottle there. sad. anywayx. so. came back. ms ang spoke to my dad. shall skip tt part. my dad is such a. i dun noe. he is so. aiyah. he doesnt know how to be a good host. its like. he opened the door. and went back to lie down on the sofa and completely ignored ms ang. until ms ang said tt she was my tcher. thn he went:"oh oh oh.." and smiled. wow. he doesnt know how to be a host. unlike my mum. if my mum was there. she would have 1.) NOT lie down on the sofa and ignore MY teacher. 2.) asked if she wanted to come in 3.) asked if she wanted a drink 4.) insisted tt ms ang takes back the taxie fare and 5.) see her off to tiong bahru mrt. bcuz ms ang came to my house by taxi. she wun have any idea how to go back right? unless she takes a taxi. which would be a waste of money. my dad. bu hui zhuo ren one. [doesnt know how to be a. uh. human]anywayx. so. very grateful to ms ang. yepp. came home. washed up. bathed. and went to slp. woke up to realize i missed 20mins of what i like about you. sigh. nvm. last 10 mins had amanda bynes too. haha. thn yah. watched switching goals. mary kate n ashley so cute!! love them like nuts. haha.

this morning i was in a bad mood. shouted at my mum. and 'tsk'-ed at nearly everyone i walked pass. i hope they do understand i wasnt in exactly a very good mood. i'll smile at them the next time i see thm. that is IF i even do. haha.

oh man. i feel pimples growing on my face. shuckx. bad. bad bad. n i keep scratching thm subconsciously. arghs. in fact, i've alrdy washed my face 5 times today. once in the morning. once whn i come home frm sch. once when i was bathing. once right after i woke up. and another times just before i typed this. oh man. they are violent kayyx.

kayyx. today. first day of school in 2004. hm. pretty fun to be in a new class. i mean. of cuz i do miss the old one. but things has to move on, isnt it. yepp. it is. hahaha. anyway, my class mates are pretty nice people on the whole. n i'm sitting next to vie-chair. eheheh. sherilyn, tt is. suay suay kena voted by the great lynette. haha. and gwen is the chairperson. also voted by the great lynette. haha. yepp. anywayx. uh. our teachers are pretty nice too. ms angeline ng is very VERY pretty. ms penny ang is. well, rather experience. even mrs leow thinks so. ms penny ang is the sort where. u wouldnt really really like her. but u know she's a good teacher. like ms chia. yepp. mr gary tan is. no comments. he should be quite nice too. given the fact that he is rather easy to bully. yah. haha. ... this entry seems so sian. haha. actually, i just woke up. yah. came home today n went to bath n slpt immediately. n there's trng tmr. sigh. anywayx. um. after sch bought books. with lydia n zx n grace. thn ate. thn went home. to the someone who wasnt really in a good mood:[haha. cannt write ur name for in case. aiyah. just for in case. haha] chill kayyx. yepp. not really good in consoling ppl. but in any case, just. take things easy. yepp. uh. what else? oh yah. my sis having her JC bball trials tmr. wish her luck. pretty confident of her getting in. since she plays bball well. and the girls who are going for the trial are not as experienced. in fact, i can say they dun even know a single thing abt bball. okayy. maybe they do. but anyway, just. wish her luck. yepp. =]

i am so. NOT. happy. bcuz itz 2004. it means. sigh. i older liao. no more youth. hahaa. no larhx. kidding. pretty excited bout the new year. hahaha. i dun noe y too. actually. haaha. wad abt a new year. hm... kayyx. got resolutions. um. my resolution. is. to. hehe. actuallllllyyyyy... i dun have any resolutions. perhaps. become more sensible and thoughtful. yah. learn to be a better person i guess. yepp.

kayyx. ytd went to sch for canoe stuffs. thn kena paint all over my hands. n they CANNT. i repeat. CANNOT be washed off. sigh. n using alcohol will hurt. i think. tt's wad melissa said anw. after tt went to my cousin's house. my sis giving tuition there. thn disturbed thm. my sis was kinda pissed. haha. kayyx. thn left. went to. uh. where did we go? oh yah. went to IMM. before tt did we go Lot 1? i think we did. did we? okayy. nvm. thn spent quite a deal of time n IMM. cuz my sis couldnt make up her mind whether she wanted a buy a bag or not. n my back was aching like nuts. haha. dun noe y also. today also. thn finally. she decided to buy it. thn we left. n i nearly died of spine-tiredness. if there was such a thing. my sis left to meet her frens for a countdown. not the sentosa one. tt one so lame n boring. go there let ppl touch only lorhx. =X. so anw. thn i went home. bathed. n went to slp. but couldnt slp. so watched tv with my brother. watched the robin williams show. biccentannial man i think. i dun noe how to spell. was a really nice show. thn my sis suddenly came back. she realized tt if she had followed her frens. to simei. she wouldnt be able to go home. cuz. cuz no transport lah. duh. kayyx. so she came home. watched tv. aiyah. i forgot wad happend. but i fell aslp on my brother's bed. cuz he on the air-con. very shuang. haha.

oh yah. ytd when i was on my way to my cousin's house. in the mrt. this guy called eugene asked for my number. no. not bcuz he was interested in me or wad. bcuz he said he found me familiar. i thot so too. i think i've seen him somewhere before. n there was a eugene in my old church. abt his age also. maybe it really was him. i dun noe eh. he looks really familiar. but anyway. he just. looks familiar. haha.

ytd night wasted alot of sms. smsing nearly everyone in my list. haha. today also. grace n i sms each other. we both took abt. not much larhx. abt 8hrs to reply one sms only lorh. hahahahahahaha. 8hrs. BWAHAHAHAHHAHAA. kayyx. thn today went out with my sis. thn i very tired. so we had to go home. rested for a while. sort of argued with my mum. i feel quite guilty lorhx. but even my sis had to agree tt just now she was rather unreasonable. maybe she PMS. kayyx. nvm. anywayx. my brother n his fren behind me now. playing some racing game. before tt playing some fighting game. n before before tt. i dun noe wad game larhx. haha. this guy ah. last yr new year came. chinese new year. came to get ang pao frm my mum. wow. hahaha. kay larhx. quite glad his here. at least my brother wun feel so bored. yeppx. kayyx. wrote quite a ton liao. shall stop here. yepp. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!