You love me, let that be enough
ilovemyJesus!!

i know its imprudent to blog at such unearthly hours when i have trng at 10am tmr morning (or rather later today), but i feel a strong sense to share this with everyone! though the clip is rather long, requiring 10mins of u sitting down, butt glued to ur chair and eyes fixed on the glaring screen, please, be patient and watch the clip.

point is,i really hope u'll just take out that 10mins to watch this.be patient.watch till the end.i really hope u will because it touched me alot and i want it to touch u too.

either click here or go to http://hechosethenails.net

thank You God
i believe in God because He is.

hunger and died, You were paying the price for my life
ilovemyJesuss!!

two simple checks bfore u do something ure unsure of:
1. reason
2. message

reason means,the reason ure doing it.like,if its biblical or not.if its moral or not.u should know it urself whether it's a pass or fail.so i wont elaborate.

message refers to the message u'll be giving others.everything we do influences someone one way or another.so u gotta check if it makes someone stumble or not.

i've always considered my actions "innocent" since i do make sure they pass the "reason" check.but i nvr rly thought abt the message i might be giving to others.though i've heard this many many times (at cosbt and at home) i guess i havent rly applied it.ytd's cell (was my first time btw.heh) told me the same thing.that what i do could influence someone, and cause someone to stumble.and it came so much more impactful.and i'm rly glad.

smiles (;

alright.i shouldnt be online now when in 1hrs time i have to go to school for lifeguard training.heh.and and,i know this is really random but,I SLEPT FOR 14 HOURS! ;D

because of You its all brand new, my life is now worthwhile
ilovemyJesus!!

i think i need a make-over.
sometimes i really hate myself.
-sulks-

but Psalm 139:14 says
"I praise You because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Your works are wonderful, I know that full well."
so i will learn to love myself. and to complement that, i need to live a healthy lifestyle. that means a balanced diet + exercise. which equates also, LOSE WEIGHT LOSE WEIGHT LOSE WEIGHT!!!

okay.something i learnt during GP:
if there's an increased pressure for people to be slim, people should be losing weight. however, more people are putting on weight because the pressure to be slim causes them to inherit eating disorders which cause them to binge. IRONY, this is. huh?

OMG THERE WAS A MIDNIGHT SALE AT TOPSHOP TODAY (IN FACT, NOW) FROM 9PM-12AM! GOSH. 20% + 10% OFF STOREWIDE!
and its reeaaally storewide. not the kinda where they keep the clothes they dun wanna put on offer and say its storewide when storewide actually is just the clothes nobody wants. the tunic, the tank tops and the polo top i wanted were all there there there there there! D;


if you can spot me..

we were meant to live so much more
ilovemyJesus!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

KELLY TAN XIAO YI!!

just wanted to tell you that.i reeaaally value our friendship and dont blame me for being mushy cause thr's no other way to express myself since i cant get mushy with u because ure so nonsensical and its just _____________ to tell u serious stuff.oh well. i love YOOOOOOO!



she looks like a baby for whtevr reason.well. ;D

Jesus Youre the reason i live
ilovemyJesus!!

hello people in computer land
i am SICK.
ahh-choooooooo!
sulks D;

i'm going to eat breakfast now and study abit of chem if i can.
and then go to pokie's hostel to do pw later.RARR.
in the NUS hostel canteen.quite unglam but..
byebye people in computer land.

sunday is coming! church day is coming coming coming! :D

audrey xie zhao yu, God's warrior princess!

better is one day in Your courts than a thousand elsewhere
ilovemyJesus!!

when shit happens,shit happens.

I HATE MY

PERIODS

but i still love God.

pris kinda made a joke tdy,she said that PMS might have been something Jesus couldnt understand.i laughed.haha.think WWJD?think again.
(disclaimer:God made women too,He definitely understands)

i did something very radical today.and i blame it on Mr/Mrs M(not Mr Miranda M,but Mr/Mrs M-that-comes-monthly-exclusive-to-women M).ended sch early,at 1.50pm tdy.could have reached home early to catch up on everything.but somehow by 5pm,i found myself still walking around aimlessly at tiong bahru plaza.not tt tiong bahru plaza is rly fun,i was just feeling cranky.

i actually spent 2hrs in NTUC,deciding on what to buy for my classmates,family and myself.i picked up alot of stuff,filled my basket almost to the brim.in fact,since i'm so bored and cant be bothered with short blog entries for today,let me enlighten u on the content of the basket:
-2 cans of longans for myself dun ask
-4 pckts of some jelly drink (random ppl)
-1 can of dno wht drink but the packaging was nice (for ari)
-1 can of coffee dno wht brand dno wht flavour but packaging was nice (for pris)
-snoopy assorted waffles,pack of five (for danielle)
-old gold rum & raisin chocolate (random ppl or myself)
-cadbury chocettes,crunchie & timeout (random ppl)
-2 pckts of kinder surprise (random ppl)
-some wanton thing (family)
-coloured straws (for elaine)
-ribena pastils (for grace)
-giant pocky (for hoong kee aka pokie,dun ask)
-soupy snacks/cambell (for sister)
-butter cookies (for mom)
-cookie mix (for myself)
-bonjour choc bread (for family)
-peanut butter (for ari)
-minnie mouse biscuit (for charmaine)
and maybe other stuff i probably forgot.i took 1hr to choose all these.but the other 1hr was spent putting them back.really.u wanna know why?

because,u must remember: I'M SUFFERING FRM PMS AND AM HAVING VERY VERY,i emphasize,VERY ERRATIC/WEIRD/STRANGE/RETARDED MOODS.so i decided tt i spent alot this mnth and wanted t save money.

but halfway through,i thot i rly wanted to buy sth for the ppl around me.and i started picking them up into my basket again.
and thn i thot i didnt want t spend again so i put thm back again.
this happened like 2 more times (4times in all) so i decided i was too lazy to walk around and shoved all the things into shelves around me,where they werent suppose to be.but heck.because u must remember:I'M SUFFERING FRM PMS AND AM HAVING VERY VERY,i emphasize,VERY ERRATIC/WEIRD/STRANGE/RETARDED MOODS.

thank you i know i repeated.cant help it,because u must remember:I'M SUFFERING FRM PMS AND AM HAVING VERY VERY,i emphasize,VERY ERRATIC/WEIRD/STRANGE/RETARDED MOODS.

ahhhh.i'm quite cranky now.pardon me.

but anyhow,my last decision was not to buy anything,since i alrdy told u i stuffed the items radomly into shelves.haha.reason being,i didnt want to spend.so i made my way home.and i saw venezia.couldnt resist and bought 3 scoops of green tea,dun ask why again.RARR.

normally i rather save money and deprive myself to buy sth else for someone else.but tdy,i cant really understand my actions too.and i didnt even think for more thn 1 sec bfore buying venezia.and so,i was a selfish girl who spent on myself.

or maybe its because i felt deprived for too long subconsciously.oh well.been a bad day.


i love lydia ho wei wen!

dont look at me if ure looking for perfection, look at Him
ilovemyJesus!!

HAPPY MOMMA'S DAY!!

today we had flag day and it was alot of fun because i was there.oh yes,i found out something today and i MUSTMUSTMUST edit number 6.) of the previous blog entry to destroy all evidence.

oh,i kinda gave wenhan a new christian name,BOB.yup,i know i named alot of people BOB alrdy.but it makes life easier for me.so imagine 10yrs down the road i see a guy waving to me and i dun really rmb him,i'll just go,"oohhhh hello BOB!" and smile sincerely.cool huh? :D

but anyhow,wenhan really loved his new name and he even modified it to, BOBBY! he loved it so much he developed a HongKong accent for it!! see how powerful i am? i impact lives,WOW!

and while at econ minimart,i saw this ancient card game thing,"Happy Family".played before?i did!i rmb liking it alot until we lost the deck of cards.and i bought them since they were only like 50cents.and guess what card i found?
roflmao, THIS:

























some momma's day pics :D :D



oh,we went shopping and i got my Papillo! ta-da! ;D thanks momma!<3

sgive thanks with a grateful heart
ilovemyJesus!!


class girls! (minus archana grace shenoy and laura diamond chew)

there are sooo many things i wanna blog about but like i always emphasized,i like to keep my posts short.and sweet.haha!
but because i dont blog often,let this be a looong post. (;

1.thank God for all the good things in my life so far.
hello God of my good/bad times, thank You! :D :D

2.went to study at holland V burger king with ari (!) on wed and her weird chindian friend came again. ari tried to avoid her at all cost but eventually, she was caught while yawning.
ari : *yawning*
friend: "ARIANNE I HAVE BEEN SITTING THERE FOR LIKE HOW LONG AND YOU DIDNT SAY HI TO ME?!"
ari: oh, sry! (rolls eyes secretly)
friend: awww *hugs ari*
ari: *hugs back but rolls eyes behind her back*
and then that weird friend started hugging everyone in burger king like 29348290482034 times. and i couldnt stop laughing while ari tried to shut me up. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
the strange thing is, they were in the same pri sch but nvr classmates, yet her friend acted like they were very close friends last time.gosh!hahaha.

3.archana(grace) was upset on wed and we bought her this really big and colourful mickey lolly frm Party with Us for her.she was touched on thursday.cheer up archie! we love you! ;D

4.i brought toys to give out in school. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :D

5.i asked mr kayden (math) "when we would break up".and he said "we would never have a chance to". HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. okay, i was actually talking abt breaking up in the inequalities equation but the class heard it another way. HAHAHAHAHA. :D

6.i secretly thought that________________________ .up to now i still think that way sometimes. \: [*EDITTED ON 13 MAY DUE TO INACCURACY OF HYPOTHESIS*]

7.i joined life-saving and i'm really happy! when i was afraid to go for the first lesson because i had no friends thr, ari was worried for me too. she said she felt like a mom whose daughter was going to attend primary sch for the first day. HAHAHAHAHA. i thought that was quite funny.oh, i love my new cca mates too- lejing, aiyun, xiaojie, xueyan. :D

8.i woke up to that one saturday morning.my sister, i love! (notice its 99% fat-free, she knows me well) :D


9.elaine loves my singing.and that makes my day everyday :D

the glory of Your name
ilovemyJesus!!

i watched What A Girl Wants again
its the 2nd this week i've watched it.
33rd time in my life so far
yes,i do keep count.

i
kinda
just
deleted
my
previous
2
posts
&
i
kinda
feel
_____
now
hahahahaha

oh
my
phone
is
ringing
but
i
kinda
dun
feel
like
answering
so
sorry
whoever
you
are

and
i
kinda
dun
wanna
talk
to
anyone
online
so
sorry
to
you (plural)
whom
i
ignored

RARR

cookies i baked.
they kinda look perfect.
but i forgot to add sugar