and now, let the weak and I am strong

In on of my Archives, I once said:

lynette is gone! say hello to LYNETTE the second! :D
the one with the answer.

Strangely, that was a long time ago but I find myself back at square one yet again. Witnesses commend changes, but I beg to differ. The existence of amendments is a phony when heart of the matter is considered.

I would not deny the infrequent optimism of the relationship, but they are more short-lived and disappear before one can say "Abracadebra". Should I now conclude that I should give up on the perceptibly insurmountable obstacle?


No, I am a Christian. Firstly, God loves me too much, and this I owe Him. Secondly, I could risk my life. Thirdly, there is nothing stupider than to yield to carnality.

Let me be remembered in your prayers.
That no matter how subjectively tough things are in every aspect of life, I will press on in my commitments.