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ytd night was lonely. mum n i at hm only. bwahaha. slpt ultra late. was reading abt emphysema, bipolar disorder, manic depression and down syndrome. bwahahahaha. k. shall not be naggy. bwahahaha
this mornng went tbp with grace lydia zx and kaiqin to watch rugrats. $7.50 cuz its the first day of a new movie. shit lah. wasted 1 buck.
after movie went bras basah with grace n lydia. lydia bought wrong books the other time. must change. thn cuz the other books cheaper. so she must buy sth else. bwaha. bought 3 lollipops. one for me. one for grace. one for herself. so nice right? thankx lydia
thn after tt walked arnd funan, penisular plaze n some weird place. thn went to bus stop. lydia said i could take 145 to bukit merah library. meant to go there. but the bus zoomed pass the place without stopping. wow. felt lost for a moment. bwaha. until i smsed lydia n she told me the bus went to qnstwn. yep. so went qnstwn library. spent dun noe how long there. picked 6 books. read abt of all of it. put thm all back. picked 3 books. read. chose 2 books. went to find stuff on emphysema and kleptomania. found a few. realized lib card not enough space. so nvm. bwahahahaha. so sad lorh. i could find "fighting ruben wolfe". the computer say can be found at bedok, tampiness, toa payoh, ang mo kio, woodlands. sigh. all the far far places. so i can happily forget abt borrowing it. sigh... thn cannt find Welcome to My Planet also. evn though the com sat qnstwn lib have. aiyah. crap lah. thn borrowed my books n left. i tried nora roberts. but thn ah. 1.) too sick. 2.) dun really like that sort of story. i prefer books where the main character is "I". which means the author himself or herself lah. bwahahahaha. wadever.
went hm. knocked into many many ppl today. bwahaha. so stupid. took the wrong bus. took 32. thn must walk a longer way hm. thn reach tt time. gg to reach my door tt time. saw this familiar lady standing outside my neighbor's hse. omg!!! it was aunty beng leng!!! i havent seen her for 5 yrs lorh!!!!! i cant believe it! she's so nice. missed her like hell k!!! n she looked at me. i think she cant recognise me. but i dun blame her. grown fat n uglier over the yrs. bwhahahaa. anw. so i shouted:"AUNTY BENG LENG!!!" n she was like. look at me for a while. thn eyes widen. "oh hi! how have u been?" n i was like... "fine. fine..." n smile smile smile. thn this ang moh man came. bwahahaha. her husband. so she got married overseas. bwahaha. tt time she left for australlia she said she would come back in 2 yrs time. in the end... 5 years lorh. my mum said bcuz she got married n settled down there. yea. think she decided to come back n visit her mum. her husband so tall lorh. aiyah. crap. which ang moh is not tall one. bwhahahahaahahahah.
n my sis come back lerhx. finally. she brought not enough money there. so she just got me wad. cuttlefish frm malaysia. -_____-". bwahaha. she bought herself an okay-looking pullover. wouldnt say its nice or wad. not ugly also. aiyah. just normal lorh. can wear out type. hahahaha.
ate alot today. dun noe y. feeling really bad... guilty i guess. sigh. cuz when i went out this morning, my old neighbor saw me. thn i said:"uncle". thn he was watering the plants... thn he head me n said:"ehhhhh. chu qu ah? qu na li?" (gg out? to where?) n i was like:"qu du shu."(to study). i know this lie wun harm anyone lah. n its just a small small small lie. but thn ah... somehow. i feel so guilty abt lying. sigh. bwahahahahaha.
i realized i know alot abt myself now. things i didnt know the beginning of this yr. this yr has been really eventful.... i'm starting to learn who i really am. K. STOP! before i start my boring speech... bwahahaha. i better stop blogging. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA....