boo! only allowed a while to blog. finding myself busier on the net these days. muaha. to meiling n yiyuan: i'm so sorry abt the letter thing. i know u two wait for more than 2 weeks le. but ah... aiyah. i so guilty now. hahaha. okok. shall go reply ltr. promise u. by tmr... ok? so sorry.
kk. um. these few days have been slping alot. n the more i slp the more tired i get. muaha. sigh. got trng ltr. i can go n die. muaha. n my menses has lasted for 15days now. i think i need to see a doctor before i die of too mush blood lost. muaha. crap.
n ah. feeling really crap too. pysically crap. emotionally crap too. aiyah. i think its just pms. hope i'll get over it. nonon. i mean. MUST get over it. cannt let PMS be an excuse for my crap behaviour n crap attitude. ah lalala. crap crap. nonon. cannt be crap. arghs. whatevr.
lalalalalala. have been thinking abt it for days. n though i know i have been really mean n bad n CRAP. i dun noe lah. i've been giving in too much. n this whole thing is like some crapshit. ugh. crapshit <---newterm. muaha. its like. sigh. i know there will always be insensitiveness is everyone. as long as the person is a normal human. but ah. i dun noe lah. its like. too much of such insensitiveness makes it feel like i'm taken for granted u know? n y try so hard to keep up with sth when u're better off without it? i mean.. really makes me wonder if what i'm doing is worth it. that something is like. nearly totally worthless. bcuz. i dun noe. i cant say. crap too. i feel so crap. so horrible. n until now... aiyah. nvm.
anyway. to everyone out there:
dun take ur frens for granted. ur fren will feel so terrible. u will nv know what u have until u lose it... yea. so just. ahem. appreciate everything.