in Christ alone, i place my trust
You make me move, Jesus!

Sorry, I've been really busy with work and all that. I just left my job, feeling a tinge of everything- Guilt, Regret, Joy, Relief, Uncertainty. I dont know man. I wish I was like, a Hobbit. Be happy-go-lucky, and just forget every kind of good/bad feelings after a while.

Yes, in Lord of the Rings, I thought it was quite sad that the Hobbits started to chat happily again on their way back after sending Frodo off, knowing that they wont see each other ever again. But I now know why, because it may just be better this way. Tolkien is brilliant, he understands life.

After leaving the office, I felt awful and awesome at the same time. Of course compared to Frodo, my departure is on a much lower scale, but still, I wish I could be like Mary/Pippin/Sam Wise, and forget about my feelings after awhile. Then I wont brood and feel troubled.

So, I wonder how Vegabonds live their life. How do they cope with they're feelings when its hard to see people walking in and out of our lives? Be it a close friend, or just a 1 week old acquaintance. I dont know man, perhaps its this fear that allows the existance of Grumpy, Lonely people who hates making friends.

Haha, well anyhow, dont look too much into this post, I'm alright. I'm not exceptionally depressed or emo or anything. I just happened to be meditating on this issue for the first half of my day :D