i hunger and thirst for You
in this dry and weary land

i shall type what i want t rmb here.what i found out, what i want t rmb.
dun bother t figure anything out.cuz u wun understand anw.teehee.
A cant be bothered, she's very very selfish.B is always busy.C is sad.
oh wells.i must must must rmb that.YOU MUST, LYNETTE!!
teehee. =)))

anw.i.cut.my.hair. like finally?
its too short.but it'll be better a few days later.
thx mellimoo for accompanying me t go zian tou fa.
saya suka awak =)))

saya boleh mati!!

sigh.desert kiosk.as usual.if u have been an avid reader here, u'll know what i'm trying t say.yes, its pure child abuse.

today's CIP was.eee-yurh.*lynette wrinkles face up in a disgusted manner*i had a bad encounter with nature.cherry-tomatoes, grasshoppers, weird growing weeds, stinky plant solution.ahhhhh.yuckkkk!!

and ms saifa told us abt alot of spirit stuff.and exorcist.teehee.and this paticular sec 4's encounter and how cikgu samat saved the day.and abt the poor english speaking cat.HAHAHAHAHAHAH.-winks to all 3g3ians in class during lit-

teehee.
i cant be honest.i'm sorry.i cant i cant i cant.
not even to you.
you are one of the tens & tens of thousands who deserve to be honest more thn i do.
so i must not be honest.
not meaning i'm dishonest.
i mean.
oh wells.u wun understand.
teehee.

tigger mask.HA!HA!
sigh.

samat tingal!!

"i'll always be here for you, i love you"

ytd was such a busy day.checking pprs and all tt.got Bs for most of my subjects excpt english and SS+geog.I KNEW IT!how can i pass english with a teacher who doesnt appear for every lesson?!?!sighh.but anw.after moderation.i managed to pass english.BARELY pass.sighh.and i remember feeling confident after the exam.thought i would do well.expected at least a B4??but...=(((

today they were checking Bio and A Maths.i didnt go sch.*cross fingers* i hope i did reasonably well.

and my lit!!i think i got an A.cuz one of the marks the teacher didnt write properly.it looked like a 17, and at the same time 18.if it is 18, my total will be 70, an A2.but thn i thot it was a 17.so i thought my total was 69.and when the checklist came, my mark was recorded as 70.thn my lit rep told me to change my mark to 69.and i honestly dunnoe what got into me.i changed it to 69.thn after tt i told soefie abt it.and she was like."WHAT?! ARE U MAD?! its 70!!"i dun think i can change my mark alrdy.sigh. =((

thn after sch i had trng.land trng, though it was supposed to sea trng.cuz of the bad weather.and now i'm suffering frm serious muscle aches.coach is sadistic.yes.he loves to see us in pain. =(( -whines- and i'll have trng on thur and fri again.double sigh.

today didnt go sch cuz somehow or another, no one woke up in the morning.and the alram clock either didnt ring or couldnt be heard.and so both my sis and i slept all the way until 12++.no.i mean.me.haha.my sis woke up at about 10 and watched kidscentral until i woke up.haha.

packed my house cuz it was so messy.came across the letters my friends wrote to me last yr before our class splitted.all those "i'll miss you"s,"i love you"s,"i'll always be here for you"s...really made me miss all my exclassmates.i rmb saying tt why all these missing eacc other and hugging and crying were stupid cuz we'll still be in the same sch, and tt we're being overly dramatic.but i guess, now i realize, splitting classes really makes ALOT of differences.people say bestfriends can remaind beastfriends no matter where they are as long as they are truly bestfriends.i dun think so.sigh.i really really miss 2S3 2003.

watched smurfs.hahaha.missed it so much.i think after the new Prime Minister took over, it wasnt banned anymore.haha.smurts are so cute! i love the intelligent smurf with nerdy framed glasses!! hee.

made pancakes for the first time.sigh.my pancake was a perfect circle, it could have been more perfect if i had not overcooked it.yes.the nicely shaped one went through "combustion" in my hands. =(( and i dunnoe how to flip pancakes.ugh.and my sis makes nice delicious pancakes..that are out of shape.hoho.

and my dad said,"does it taste nice? if it does, i dun mind coming up with some capital to.." he didnt complete his sentence cuz he tasted mine. =(((

hoho.my sis giving tuition at home now.not allowed to play guitar.tragic.oh wells.shall go read my Diary of an Aneroxic girl.yepps.tata!!

hoho.i was typing a very very long blog entry ytd.
when *POOF*.the com screen turned BLACK.
apparantly.my brother wanted to play playstation in the room and pulled out the main plug.forgetting tt i'm using the com.
i swear the previous entry was at least 3482394823908429384293823948209 paragraphs long.sigh.

friday: was wrking as usual.there's this new colleague.his name is joel.he's around my age.i thot there's finally someone who probably can talk t me.until i realize.i still have t wrk at the deserted desert kiosk.haha.desert dessert kiosk.oh wells.tragic.

shall summarize what i did on sat.went t amanda choo's house in the morning to blade since my blades were almost rotting in her house.haha.i believe if i rollar blade with her enough, i can die of heart attack.she's.a.pro.believe me.
thn went up to her house to bath.an met her dog, angel.who loves me so much she climed all over me.anyone told her i am UNTOUCHABLE?oh wells.hee
thn went for cell.and zibing visited us again.*yayys!*and i made a new friend.her name is yanling.denise's friend.she's quite sociable.anws.cell was fun-ner thn usual.haha.also found out tt zibing has problems singing "Better Than Life".haha.we were playing the Passing Message game.and we were thinking of tongue twisters.and zibing was like "better thn the riches of this world.." LOL.and mel came up with the "pu tao" [grapes in chinese] story which is really senseless for us to pass down.hahaha.all in all.cell was fun. =)))
thn went for nightlife.pssst!! EVANGELINE CAME!! yayys!! and kenni hong is really smart.he told Evangeline that he was my brother, not knowing that she is my cousin.wow.thanks, kenni.heehee.
anw.nightlife played the Hell's Bells thing.i think its really good.yea.cant deny tt i freaked out a little.in fact i felt so sick i wanted to run out.but when it came to the crunch, i realized i shouldnt be afraid.as the Bible said, if God is with me, who can be against me?yes.so towards the end i just stared at the screen.not moving my eyes a single inch away.and then i realized.i'm not so scared afterall.yes, mr marilyn manson.go ahead and be a freak.I AM NOT AFRAID OF U.and you too, mr satan.and same goes to all the other foolish dudes.i reapeat.
I AM NOT AFRAID.
anw.after night life we had dinner as usual.and I WENT TO MELLIMOO-ie's house to stay!! haha. watched my what a girl wants.i only have one thing to say. IAN WALLACE IS SO CUTE!! hee.i got tt crush back again.oh man!!i wanna marry ian wallace!!and another thing.amanda bynes is soooo cute/pretty/slim/everything a girl wants.oh wells.IAN WALLACE IS MINE!! hahahahahahahahah *evil grin*
thn slept.and mellimoo.hur.i shall not talk abt her sleeping habits.haha.i felt so molested after i woke up.oh wells. *winks at moomoocow*
and thn went for bible study in the morning.with her neighbours.poor neighbours.they waited 934823948293482 yrs for us.apparantly we were enjoying our breakfast and all until we realized we only had 5 mins left.hee.and mellimoo had to bath!! =((( hee.oh wells.
anw.after bible study, mellimoo gracey serena and i had lunch and after tt, mel serena and i went off t meet seven lee cheryl and alien bekah.haha.took neoprints with the cute sofa machine.haha.and i heard someone say "We look like we're taking some family photo".hsaha.indeed.it looked like a family photo.haha.
thn we roamed around town.and cheryl looked really cute holding a big big gelare ice-cream cone.haha.
all in all, friday, sat and sun had been great for me.

oops.i forgot.today.today sch was fine.and HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.my father just came into the room.omg omg omg.so funny!!!my dad's menopausing, which is good.more sense of humor now.friendlier.i like my dad this way.but sometimes he gets abt too naggy.anws.i was saying.uh.nevermind.too long to type.oh wells.byee!! =))))

Show us Your face O Lord
Make our hearts pure as gold

standing in awe of You
Your love it surrounds me forever

maybe God shows me love through mosquitoes
yes.they love me.
even when i'm *achoo* sick.
yikes!! another one.

i
feel
sick!!

goodbyee!!

that everyday i could be a light that shines Your Name

ZITS ATTACKKK!!!

todayy`

didnt go for class outing.
8am supposed t meet at harbourfront.
for one, i didnt really feel like gg ytd.cuz i felt v tired.
for two, alot of ppl cant make it
for three, i woke up late anyways.
hoho.sorry classmates.

slept in this morning.
woke at eleven plus.
grace asked me if i wanna join thm at Plaza Singapura.
didnt really want t go at first.was lazzie.
but thn.i went anw.cuz i thot we could go t the library tgt ltr.
but thn.
ugh.wasted trip.
i was there for barely half an hour and they wanted t go to Bugis.
and i didnt feel like travelling so much.
u knw.when u get ur m*****, u have weird feelings.yah.
the usual me likes to run about all day.but.tdy.i just want to go t the library.
and stay at home.
and yes, do my eng portfolio. -beams-
maybe its the glasses.
oh.did i mention?
i got my nerdy glasses tdy.thick black frames.
i think it made me nerdy and hardwrking suddenly.
L.O.L
i thot it looked nice the first time i saw it.
but it kinda looks weird now.
hahaha.nevermind.
it makes me look nerdy.and abit retro.
argh.it's weird
anw.i borrowed 2 books.
1.) A Dog called Perth - Peter Martin [intro-ed by dreey]
2.) Diary of an Anorexic Girl - Morgan Menzie
hoho.had a hard time finding the Peter Martin book.i bet i ran up down up down up down up down up down up down up down up down up down up down up down up down more than twenty thousand times.and i spent almost 42938420984294829348 yrs in the library t find it.sighh.
first time going to library on my own accord.
i think its really the glasses.
honestly, besides "When Dogs Cry", "Does my bum look big in this?" and "Cinderella", i dun seem t have read any other books in my entire life.no impression.and my lit books.LoL.believe it or not, i havent even completed "The Pearl" [my sec one lit book].hahaha.and for those in my sec one and two class, i'm still at "Friedrich".
oh wells.miraculous spectacles.
miraculous indeed. =)))))))
no.the smiley face should be: O-O
uh.nevermind.
hoho.
and i walked home all the way frm qnstwn library.
but i bet i wun lose weight.
cuz i'm having my m***** now.
and i have a humougous appetite.
yes.i eat.alot.ALOT
its THIS much.
oh no.u cant see me.

PS: Bengawan Solo egg tart is *sticks out both thumbs* nice!

stir it up in our hearts, Lord
a passion for Your Name

spending time with ur cellmates.is.plain.fun.
yepp.stayed over are kare's house on sat after nightlife.
went for Bible study on Sun morning.
had cheesecake for breakfast at Kare's house.yum.
after Bible study went swimming at SouthHavan 2 with mellimoo graceywacey and kare.
hoho.lots of fun.
tried to tan.
to no avail.sigh.i'm alrdy chaota u see.
thn bathed.ate dinner.and played badminton after tt.
hahaha.fun.cant go into details.in a rush now.
but anw peeps, thx for being part of the fun.
really enjoyed myself ytd.love ya!!

this morning lydia woke me up.
hoho.supposed to meet thm at 9am.apparantly.haha.
wellm i was too tired ytd.
went t east coast.they went cycling.
by the time i reached eastcoast, all i could do was t have lunch with thm
and thn.tata!
all the same, i enjoyed myself.
thx!! (=

thn went t meet fay and andy for job interview.
they going t wrk with me.
hm.hahaha.i shall not say what i'm laughing at.
its plain.PLAIN mean.
oh wells.

ARGHH! going to meet my very cute cowwie friend now..
MELLIMOO!
and gracey and yuting[aka ah-ma]
yep.byee human BEANS!!

PS: YUTING RECEIVED CHRIST!! yayy! -throws confetti-
crezalive = 8 + 1
woots! we shall grow and become fatter and fatter!!

and by the way... WE MISS U CHOOCHOO AMANDA TRAIN!!!
please be back soon!!!
-smiles-

do not even TRY to

and this was on her wishlist:
-love
-freedom
-death
-death
-death
-God

ahah.not working, my dear girl.
its not working.

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nonsence

and i will never, ever ever, do anything like that again. its stupid. u hear me, lynette, its stupid. purely dumb. yes. perfect term to describe it.

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packing my wardrobe now.i realized i used to have bad fashion sense.haha.this was what i found:

1.) a pair of light pink knee-length pants for Ice Lemon Tea.

2.) 2 three quarter sleeve jerseys with the word UNIVERSITY and a number in front.one dirty green, the other white with blue sleeves and 2 yellow stripes on the sleeves.

3.) 2 OP 'S' shirts.i think they're for kids.they're really small.anw.its this white tshirt with a blue long sleeve thing coming out frm underneath the sleeve of the white shirt.u know.the one tt was quite popular for a while.yah.the other one has a grey "extra sleeve".

4.) 2 OP boardshorts for men.one blue one grey.haha.believe it or not.my brother can fit into it.i gave it to him.haha.his waist is 27.while mine is 127.

5.) another brandless boardshorts.dark blue, almost black.which i gave to my brother as well.

6.) 2 undersized quiksilver t-shirts.haha.they are microscopic.

7.) 1 oversized plain black t-shirt.i dun noe where it came from.

8.) 2 roxy tank tops, 1 UCLA tank top, 2 giordana junior tank tops, of which, all 5 i look fat in.the roxy ones i havent even worn before.my sis got it for me.apparantly, i think she went to "Roxy-for-babies" section to get it.i think she thought i was skinny.time for her to go to the optician.yes.and the giordano ones, i've worn less than 10 times. and i havent even touched the UCLA one.in fact, where did it come from?

9.) 3 HangTen tops of which, i've worn NONE.no actually, i wore one ONCE.yah.

10.) a very sweet and girly looking long sleeve top with strings/ribbons at the end of the sleeve.it says, "Kate Fashion".ok.i'm laughing.

11.) a very long lost reebok sports shorts for men.i like it.though it looks outdated.its nice and comfortable.hoho.

12.) 4 DisneyLand "winnie the pooh and friends" shirts.i have pooh, i have eyeore, i have piglet... BUT WHERE IS TIGGER?!?!?!

13.) two oversized white OP t-shirts that has faded, is fading, and will continue to fade.haha.op has poor quality.

14.) a red fading ripcurl shirt.i bet its almost a millennium old.

15.) a couple of pretty nice looking skirts.but i'll probably give them away anyway.

16.) a pair of ultraly ultra undersized giordana jeans.they really look nice.really.that is if u have a -234872934829482 inch waist.which is impossible to have if u havent noticed.yes.but the jeans are really, really, really, i repeat, really nice.yes.u get the drift?

17.) 4 pairs of hipsters which used to be very popular when i was primary six.and i just kept buying them whenever i saved enough.one of them, the one i liked the most, has this strings that sorta criss-crosses at the back, above the butt.i think it looks really nice.and they're all so tight now.it suffocates.

18.) a nice light blue and silver jacket which i fell in love immediately when i saw it 3 yrs ago.its made of a very special material.uh.haha.i dunno what material that is.feels abit like the umbrella material though.and its very cooling.unfortunately, i have never ever worn it before bcz i have nth to match with it.haha.its three-quater sleeved by the way.its really nice.

19.) a nice pink jacket my mum got me when i was primary 3.i used to wear it with my white hello kitty top and a light pink short skirt or my nice nice giordano jeans.and i rmb ironing on the 'iron-on bear with a letter L' given to me by my primary sch best friend [weiyue] for Christmas. that was in primary 5.

20.) 2 swimming costumes.haha.one looks like a penguin suit cuz its black and has white lines by the side.the other one is pretty nice.blue with light blue and white stripes at the side.i bought it from OG when i was primary five with someone who used to be my bestfriend.haha.tt was the first time i spent so much money with a friend.hers cost $60+++ while mine was $50+++. ouch.

21.) a funny cancer-patient-looking hat.haha.i rmb liking it so much in the past.

[i sound like a salesperson.good idea.maybe i can sell all these]

haha.funny how packing my clothes take me barely 20mins.while typing it out takes me almost an hour.oh wells.

hm.this is sinful.i've had 4 servings of choc chip and vanilla icecream.and i'm drinking coke now.nvm.anw.i havent had any gassy drinks for 1843294820934829348 yrs alrdy.eversince my sis told me it lowers ur stamina and metabolism.

by the way.fayanne came to gwc mac tdy.haha.she's applying for a job here.but things wun change.i'll probably still be staying in the torturous, need-to-know-self-entertainment desert kiosk.speaking of which, they forgot abt me agn today.a-hah.no break.and i left later thn the time i was supposed to.it ALWAYS happens. ]=

tt's all for today.long long long blog entry.goodnight.

"humiliaters".

some things i discovered about myself:
1.) i like to sleep when i have problems
2.) i like to tell my problems that i'm sleepy
3.) i like to sleep to escape my problems
4.) i cant sleep forever.unfortunately.
5.) i'm sleepy now.goodnight.