Saturday, January 22, 2005

Your eye is on the sparrow, and Your hand it comforts me
ilovemyJesus!!


hello people!
hee.after a long and tiring week,
the INDIAN superwoman is here again!
*winks at kenny*
anw.I CUTE MY HAIR!
*sobs
though everyone says its nicer, i knw they are ALL lying!

me: auntie, i wanna cut it abit shorter and thinner.and it's gotta be able t be tied.
hairdresser: ok.
(after 20 mins..)
me: *trying t hold my hair into a pony tail but fails to cuz hair is too short* auntie, like that can tie ah?
hairdresser: huh?u mean u wanna tie everything?

qigek! *t quote yifang*
so now i sport a short hairstyle.like.SHORT short.

and tdy we have cell outing.
oh.i forgot.
HAPPY HARI RAYA!
teehee.
ok.so we went ice skating for cell outing.hee.
REALLY FUN!
lovesiceskating! *wide wide WIDE smile
ros rachel amanda kare adeana cass sufan jean yifang kelly went.
and we met yunmei and her clsmates thr.
and her clsmates actually asked for my number!
they want t ice skate with me again nxt time.
*honoured*hee.amanda says i'm very friendly.i ABSOLUTELY agree.
LOL.
and it was tough teaching jean and sufan how t ice-skate.its paining for both me and them.i'm afraid they would fall.and for me, they held me so tightly my hand could suffocate!haha.
and this perverted guy banged into me and sufan.or was it ros?cant rmb who else.
its like.he banged perpendicular t my right shoulder and his right hand actually hit my left *AHEM* so hardly.*OUCH*
hurt for a long long time.cuz he was SPEEDING.
but nevertheless, it was GREAT fun.
pulled myself closer t ppl i wasnt very close t.
closed many gaps in our relationships.
what more can i ask for?
lovely cellgroup. *smiles
i love you all!
and i love ice-skating too!
i think i wanna get married on the ice skating rink!
hoho.and fly kite too!
*smiles.

and t my lovely cg members, sry for being kinda disorganized today.but i'm sure we all had fun! sry i had t leave early.gotta wrk.next time i'll stay longer ok?hee.LOVE YOU PEOPLE TO THE END ON CENTURY! *smiles

Saturday, January 15, 2005

i dont care what people will say, i'm running after You.
ilovemyJesus!!


hee.i finally decided t blog.
actually.i typed a long entry on wed.
but thn.my com suffered frm fatigue.
so it blacked out.LOL

so anw.i'll be rly busy frm now on.
and highly uncontactable
though u may still try.
but i have resumed work, and my CCA is kinda time consuming
travel time, trngs etc.
yah.and in canoeing, we gotta wash all the boats and paddles and life vests etc.
whereas in other CCAs, they dun have t spend so much time packing up.
so anw.my main pt is.
pls do not like come t my board and ask me t update.
i will update natuarally.when i have the time.
hee.(:

wrk tdy is quite fine.
a few very paticular customers.
one lady, or rather, woman, i can rmb distinctively.
she looked high-class etc etc
but in fact, she's kinda kiasu and fussy and grumpy and hard t deal with anyway.she made that 1 minute of my life difficult.oh wells.we're bound t meet such ppl.
and i encountered some language barriar when this arab woman came t my counter.
now i experience what LuLing is gg thru.hmm.maybe i can do better for my Lit since i go thru what the main characdter goes throug.LOL.
anw.the book is Bonesetter's Daughter.good book.borrow it if u can.its an interesting read.

tdy is also CCA.things went fine.THANK GOD! *smile(:

and fridays i dread, and love.
dread cuz i'll be out frm morning 6am - 10.30pm.sch, guitar, training, work.
man.
but i love the next day would be...
SATURDAY.yayy! *throws confetti*
friday marks the end of the stressful week.thn its a new beginning after night life.fresh with fuel from Big King J company.yup!

ok thn.i shall end my entry here.i wanted t talk abt sweet 6teen and the 4 spiritual laws initially.but.my eyelids are getting heavy and my eyes are starting t daze.
hmms.sry, lynette.

hee.and kenny phua's right.i AM super woman! hee.
since i'm the daughter of SUPERDAD! (:

Saturday, January 08, 2005

<>Holy,Holy Lord God Almighty.Worthy is the Lamb who was slain.
ilovemyJesus!!

finally its saturday!
my long awaited saturday.
why i love saturdays:
-break of school
-no more trngs on sat
-POWERPUFF GIRLS at 10am on kidscentral
but most of all,
-cell group and snl!(sat night life-my youth service)
yups!

and the week has been pretty stressful.
but i prioritised my quiet time above everything.
and God helped me.
i cnt rmb which day was it when i was dead tired and i reached home, bathed, almost fell aslp but didnt.
tried t force myself t do my hmwrk tt's piling up.
but i just felt sooo guilty when i saw my abandoned bible and prayer journal at the corner of my table.
so i put my hmwrk aside and did my quiet time.
and after doing my quiet time for about 30mins, i fell aslp, without doing my hmwrk.
and God helped me wake up at 2am without an alarm clock!
and i mananged t finish my hmwrk for the day and stay awake throughout all the lessons.
tt is, staying awake frm 2am-3pm.
not jsut awake, i was exceptionally attentive and hyper.
LOL.God is great! what more can i say?

that aside.i've been praying alot for pastor daniel and the team in phuket.
all the gruesome stuff they're facing.
and JESS!who just joined thm bcuz they needed a fluet translator.jess is only 16.and she's in phuket with them.i'll pray.i'll pray hard.

Dear Daddie, please be their protection.
Dear Daddie, please help thm t be able t communicate t the ppl and let Your love flow through to them and touch them.
Dear Daddie, please grant them strength to do Your works there.
Dear Daddie, please guide them there.

that aside too.today wanping was the speaker.
and her sermon was really good.
TWO THUMBS UP, PINGPING! hoho.
talked about change.
i liked the illustration of the teabag.
i'm gg t share it with my friends.
Testing
Every
Active
Born
Again
Guy/Girl
yups.we are like teabags.God give us hot-water tests occasionally to bring out what is inside of us.also, when we drink tea and dun like the taste of the tea, its the teabag we change, not the water.yups.did i get the point across?

and tdy i accidentally wore an anti-christ shirt t church!
the converse "peace" sign, the one which looks like an upside-down broken cross in a cricle?yup.that, is anti-christ.they introduced it as the peace sign in the 1970s.but its origin is anti-christ.going t change the shirt if possible.or give it away.or even better, burn it.or like dreey suggested, print a big big dreey's close up photo on it and words which reads: DREEY FAN CLUB.hmm.not a bad idea.

anw.anyone reading this interested t come t church?
the doors are opened! yups!
come and experience breakthrough.
God is awesome. (:

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

i am devoted to You.let my heart be wholly surrendered to You.
ilovemyJesus!!


morning bright & sunshine city!
NOT.
school hasnt been a rly enjoyable period for now.
what with the new tchers.
and my hmwrk UNDONE.
and the sitting arrangement which is absolutely disorganized & most probably will bcome permanent. *crosses fingers*
and most of all, trainings with "KILLER" waves.
OUCH.

but i believe in a better next week.
i'll suffer for a while this week.
late nights doing my hmwrk.
early mornings doing my devotions.
but for now ONLY.
and nxt wk.i'll have my rest.sufficient.
and i just rmb sth.
I FORGOT TO GO GREAT WORLD T BUY WRAPPING PPR AGAIN!
:( `arbish arbish.

and i wish t comment that coach has turned into a perverse man who loves t see us being tortured t our fullest over the holidays.this is the worse muscle ache i ever suffered.the waves were against us and SO strong!and we were almost dying. ):
but i was encouraged t find my grandma at home when i reached home.AT EIGHT PM.
*throw confetti*
she's staying till sat.hope t make her happy while she's here. (:

anw.i hope ps daniel and the team is doing fine in Phuket now.
in fact,i KNOW they are fine.
but i'll still keep thm in prayer.
if thr is access t the internet thr, i hope ps daniel is reading this:
TAKE CARE & WE REALLY MISS YOU!
HOPE T SEE YOU SOON!
GOD BLESS! (:

hmm.for the rest of the yr,
i foresee tt is gg t be a very busy girl.
church + devotions + hmwrk + revision + WORK [i'mlovin'it NOT] = marvellous life.
but i'm not complaining.
bcauese THE JOY OF THE LORD IS STRENGTH!
amen?

and Daddie, if thr's internet at whr u are now, which is heaven, i hope You read this:
THANK YOU FOR MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS.i'm grateful(:
THANK YOU FOR TAKING AWAY MY STRESS & ANGER.
THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME COPE
THANK YOU FOR LENIENCY FROM TEACHERS
THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME NOT T DREAD TRAINING
THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME BARE WITH MUSCLE ACHES
THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME FIGHT THE "KILLER" WAVES AT KALLANG BASIN
THANK YOU FOR HELPING MY GUARD MY MOUTH
THANK YOU FOR ENDLESS THINGS.
THANK YOU!
i love my Dad.have i ever told you that?

Saturday, January 01, 2005

How great is our God, sing with me, How great is our God, all will see.
ilovemyJesus!!
LOADS! DEAR BIG KING J, I LOVE YOU TILL THE END OF CENTURY!


YOU ALL GOTTA READ THIS!
i'm serious! pls read!


recently, my family's in alot of financial troubles.
debts etc which really got all our moods kinda down when we talk abt money.
and if u have been an avid reader,
u should know my dad once said sth like
"i thot ur mum said God was great? ask Him to give us money lah!"
and so i prayed really really hard for God t give and provide.
and i wrote in my journal, asking God t provide in yr 2005.
and the timing couldnt be better.
today is the first day of 2005.and God answered my prayer fast.
really fast!
today my dad came home a few minutes after me.
and he showed us the newspaper and his 4D ticket.
(i know 4D is not a good testimony.but still.GOD IS GREAT!)
the number matched! 6159, 3rd prize!
$7000!!!!
and thn bfore that, a few days ago.
the school called my mum t go down and collect my award.
best improvement award ---> $150!
and the next day.CDC called.I GOT BURSARY AWARD!
so that means another $250!
GOD IS GREAT!
really.for those who dun know Him yet.
pls.come and experience Him fer urself!
one of the many places He can be found is at COSBT!
if ure desperate for help, pls come!
PLEASEE! satisfaction garanteed.LOL.
and u know.tdy is also the day i FINALLY plucked out the courage t patch up with someone.i wanted t do that a few weeks ago.but i was hindered by fear of what his reaction would be.like...maybe he will hate me to the end of century?LOL.but God assured me today.so i SMSed him.and EVERYTHING TURNED OUT WELL! AMEN!
all glory to God.see? God works in our lives when we are ready.
here, i'm talking abt 2 things that are ready:
1. Me.bfore that i didnt patch up with the person
2. God's timing.i prayed for money t come in 2005.and today is 2005.
i know this sounds like a coincidence to many of u.
but its NOT.
this is God's works!
God is real.not just bcuz of this.i can feel God living in me.
dun u want t encounter Him and develop a personal relationship with Him too?
come and experience!

btw.i'm not supposed to tell ANYONE that my dad won the $7000, which is just nice to pay ALL of our debts.but I DUN CARE bcuz GOD IS AMAZING!
all glory to Him and Him alone!
amen!!
(:

oh.one more thing.
after much selection, YI [Youth Impact - the youth team of COSBT, Church of Singapore Bukit Timah] has picked 10 people going t Phuket t rescue the people them. this is really dangerous cuz thr's alot of risks.they will be leaving this tuesday and the jabs they took will only take place 5 days later.so its pretty unsafe.pls pray hard fer them! pray for God's protection over them. pray for God to be the protective shield. and pray also for what they're going t do there.clear corps etc.pray for their moods (not to be discouraged) and against any spiritual attacks.yup.i dunnoe who all the 10 are.but i know 4 of them: Ps Daniel, Rixiang, Victor, Ken.pls pls pls pls pls pls pls keep them in prayer!