oh the Wonderful Cross, oh the Wonderful Cross
ilovemyJesus!!

siao! i overslept and missed bible study because i slept late last night because i reached home late last night because we celebrated amanda/mellimoo bday late last night because the pizza man took a long time last night.LAST NIGHT.
(oh.i didnt go home alone of course since it was so late.my very nice brother happend to just end cell grp at 10.50pm and so he went home with me.<3)

i have alot to blog about.street-e, amanda/mel bday, family bonding and the CHALET.i shall start with the CHALET since its convenient.u know what i mean?no.u dun.(:

Nestled among the lush greens & rustic beauty of Changi Village, aloha changi is a haven for those who desire a break from the hectic urban drone of city life.
Sprouted along the peaceful lanes & tranquil stretch of changi beach, we have 39 colonial-styled bungalows & chalets, each standing with its own unique character & charm that come with age & time. Our accommodation comes with full kitchen facilities, a BBQ pit, dining- and living- rooms, and 3 to 6 bedrooms.

A definite must-experience for those who want to retreat into the quiet and be one with nature. As for the adventurous & energetic, Singapore’s out-backs of Pulau Ubin is just a bum boat ride away!

There are 12 different chalet clusters at aloha changi. Each chalet is fully furnished with the following: living room set with TV & games table, dining room, bedrooms - air-conditioned and furnished with beds and a ceiling fan, wardrobe, dresser, bedside table, toilet & bathroom with shower heater, BBQ pit, fully equipped kitchen with the following inventory items.

Dinner plates
• Dessert plates
• Side plates
• Oval plates
• Sauce plates
• Salad bowls
• Rice bowls
• Soup bowls
• Soup spoon
• Chopsticks

**information above KOPED from shoee.well, u didnt have to read that.LOL.
so that's where i'll be for the weekend next week.CANOEING FAFEWELL CHALET!much as i am excited, i'm sad that 1.) i'm guest and can only come on the 2nd day night when thr's only 3 days and we're checking out in the morning on the 3rd day and 2.)its a FAREWELL alright.): honestly, i rather spend time with the canoeists thn get any surprises at all.i'ld rather be part of the team working tgt to plan the party thn be the one who enjoys the party.well..penny ang doesnt understand.

family bonding:today.i was bored as i did not go for bible study! revelations OKAY! i've been waiting and so excited about this book YET i had woken at 1.46pm.well, i digress.anyhow, mum called later on asking me to go to tiong to meet her so i can buy my ezlink concession.thn we went for dinner.
mum: let's go eat dinner la (usually she wun suggest)
me: ok lorh.where?
mum: actually i cooked at home..
me: thn we go home lorh.
mum: no lah.eat out, got atmosphere.more feelings.
hahaha.i guess, when we eat out, thr's more communication.at home, we dun dine tgt, we eat at diff times.the food's just at the kitchen.anyhow, later on jiejie joined us and she bought me button choc!though it had all melted into one big disgusting play-doh-like chunk because she opened the pack and took ONE to give to eleen, I DUN MIND AT ALL.its the thought that counts.chunky button choc exposed to air tasted horrid.but i finished every bit of it.oh.we had desert frm kopitiam(its a high-class foodcourt.not the hawker..) and the aunty was so grumpy.tried to cheat our money.luckiee mummy and i sho smart lehxzx.but i'm glad.we did abit of shopping after that and i was shocked when i heard mum say to jiejie:"belle, what do u want for ur bday? pick something lah." because mummy NEVER gave ur presents for our bdays unless we request.and she'll at most give us money to buy it.what was even more shocking was that jiejie used her OWN money and bought korkor an MP3 player.wow.tht's what i call love.i can see things turning for the better.ALOT ALOT better.i'm glad.(: thank You,Jesus.

and and.amanda/mel bday:we had GREAT fun! and miracle happened.cuz we wanted to push amanda into the pool but when she fell, she dragged mel along with her.and mel's hp was like..totally wet.we tried to rescue it (like the E.R style.LOL.) with me as the great surgeon but to no avail.we try all means and methods, wiping with cloth, hand-dryer, shaking out water frm keypad etc etc etc.everything we tried.to no avail.but tdy, mel smsed me.her hp is now perfectly fine.oh well.so anyhow, i'll not rly update much on this here.go to crezalive/i4c's blog to check out the update soon.i'll update the blog as soon as i get the pics frm karyn. (: BE PATIENT.anyhow, IT WAS FUN LIKE SIAO. XD thank You,Jesus.

lastly, street-e: i'm rly happy for the souls saved on the streets.alogether, 20+ people received Christ! AMEN! and i shared the full gospel to 5 muslims, of which, 2 of thm were very interested and found what i said very true and making alot of sense.the only problem is they believe tht they cannot receive Christ as muslims.YET, i have confidence tht when they go home and think about what i said, i know they will be saved.the other 3 were totally against me.oh well.at least i did my job in presenting the gospel to them.its up to them to accpet or not.and thn altogether 6 people received Christ frm my cell grp.i'm so happy.now i know the feeling of evangelism.its feels so good to know that one more soul is added unto God's kingdom.AMEN AMEN AMEN! i wanna share to more people! i wanna be like Jesus! He brought so many to LIFE when he was on earth.everyone He came across He shared.AMEN AMEN! i'm so happy.especially when i heard those girls who sai "yes" when i asked "do u want to receive Jesus into your life?".i am so so happy.to think i thought street-e doesnt work and was so inconfident of me sharing to others.AMEN! thank You,Jesus.

there's just soooooooo many things to thank God for.

i cant resist this cuz its rly funny! i laughed like SIAO to the laptop for almost half an hour thinking of it.JIAYI and AMANDA just MAKES ME LAUGH.HAHAHAHA!


`canoeistLYNETTE(: still You forgive, if only i ask cookie + nuts + i4c* ! says:
POCHAHONTAS.i watched pocahontas! and it gave me courage!

R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
pochahintas jumped off a cliff

¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
YEA

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
which lunatic would do tat

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
does TAT give u COURAGE??

§¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
puts suicidal thots in the youth of nowadays

§¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
hahha

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
TO JUMP OFF A CLIFF?

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
IS THERE EVEN A CLIFF IN S'PORE???

§¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
great courage

§¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
bukit timah hill?

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
ITS NEAR AMANDA'S HSE

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
ARE U CRAZEEEEE

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
even in death u wan to be close to her

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
tsk

§¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
errrrrrrrrr

**parts of this conversation have been edited to keep it short and sweet.sorry for the inconvenience(?!) caused.have a nice day.. (:

i'm living for this cause, i lay down my life into Your hands
ilovemyJesus!!

well, i'm here for one purpose.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA LIM[MELLIMOO] + AMANDA CHOO!!
*throws confetti*

i think both of them are going to get a heart-attack or sth when they see their presents.its BIG.like.BIG BIG.maybe even BIGGER than me.well.i wont say much.though mel's internet is not available at home, i know she still comes online somehow.and i also know amanda reads my blog.so.shhhh!

and since i'm here, i cant resist some blogging! :D
i went to the chi sinseh man today.SIAO one.i paid $20 for a man (who doesnt even looked experienced) to rub my leg up and down and up and down and up and down and up and down.and put alot of smelly ointment and wrap it up.$20 LEHxzx! and then right, he was dressed up so mordernly that he doesnt even look like a shifu or what.HAIYO!shifus must wear those traditional kinda costume.where they were a long skirt outside their pants.and the material is silk.the the collar is high.and the buttons go sideways from the top of the collar to below the right armpit.that is what i call a true-blue shifu.HAI.

looking back over my life, i can see some changes, that You alone have brought
ilovemyJesus!! because He first loved me (:

Blk 92
Nolock Road
#51-651
Singapore 600192
email:@hotmail.com
tel: 67654321

Mrs M Sting
Director of Blood Donations Pte Ltd
Noloack Road
#51-651
Singapore 600192
Under the computer table

26 July 2005

Dear Madam
The pains of Yours Truly
I refer to the bite u gave me 2 seconds ago. I would like to complain that you (and probably YOUR kind) have been giving (and are still giving) me unappreciated mosquito bites which has caused humongous red bumbs on my almost flawless and beautifully tanned skin.I do wish that you would do act upon this matter as quickly as possible.

*scratches right thigh as well as left ankle*

i would also suggest that you BUG OFF before i take my OFF spray and spray you like SIAO or light up a mosquito coil.PLEASE STOP BITING ME AND SHOO LAH! Nobody loves you, mosquito! shoo! shoo!

*sings* calamine calamine calamine lotion..oh, no more calamine lotion..

YOURS TRULY<3 br="br">XD
______________________________________________________________________
ms azlin said to practise for english.well, i just did. (:

sch's been fine so far.alot of chances for me to get away with my pile of incomplete hmwrk.glad.and ytd was half-day only.BUT i didnt know.oh well.

yukee (my very caring partner) has nagged at me many times because i havent gotten a proper doctor/physician to "operate" (?) on my sprained ankle.which, btw, is still swollen and painful.well..

a few days ago i had a dream.and i realized thr's no time to lose.i rly need to buck up on my work and study hard.prelims are SO NEAR.i wna do well and i know its not impossible only if i stop lazing and procrastinating.and yes, I NEED MY TABLE BACK! sigh.thr are no available tables around my house.even the mirror table is messed up with textbooks, and MORE textbooks.oh well.go figure.

first things first:
1. clear undone homework
2. study for chem + bio test (thur and fri)
3. stop getting obsessed over a certain someone and coming online everyday to check his/her *ahem* stuffs.
4. stop sleeping in class! (well, can slp during maths d though)
5. get hold of my sis to teach me stuff
6. do NOT lie on the bed in ANY circumstances before 10pm. (oh yes, i also have to include that my sleeping time shall be postponed frm 8pm everyday to 10pm.weiling(leong) sleeps at 12am everyday and she has a strict time-table which she sticks to.no wonder she does so well in exams.she plans..she plans.every single minute, she plans..what to study etc.oh well.i'll be an aspiring-weiling)
7. do not watch tv shows that are uninteresting just because u dun wna do ur hmwrk =/

OMG OMG OMG OMG! i just saw the mosquito! look how fat its grown sucking my blood! its like..almost 2cm big alrdy? it just landed on my right elbow and i was about to hit it when it flew away.i ended up slapping my own arm for nothing and it hurts alright.see how irritating these INHUMAN things can get? uh.well.they arent rly human to start with anyway.oh well.that explains.

8. do NOT start chatting away when thr is time in class.revise work instead.be productive.
9. rmb to bring laptop to class because there is wireless.
10. FORGET NUMBER 9 YOU WANKER.

sry.i'm a lil OFF today because they sprayed OFF in class! AHAHAHAHAHAHA. no pun intended.

OMG.how lame am i today?!

i'm coming back to the heart of worship and its all about You, all about You
ilovemyJesus!!

ok.update on nationals.mm.ONEmei/SHOEyun,berns/HEADy,sitty/tabby,zakTHEPRETTYONE, janeTHESHORTONE(oops!) got into the finals.and the rest, a-man-duh!, jiayi, deviana, charlotte, zheng/narmy, huiqin/pras and of course, not to forget, LYNETTE/sijing did CRESCENT proud and brought us glory by ompleting the race and winning themselves.yup.we all gave our best shot, uh-huh?

WELL DONE CRESCENT CANOEISTS! GLORY TO CRESCENT! YOU GAVE YOUR BEST SHOT, AND U'RE ALL WINNERS BABY!

yup.its not the position that matters.u know what matters most.its your efforts.yea?

and i shall elaborate on MY race paticularly.i felt that it was a pity because chances of us(sijing and i) getting into finals were SO high.i'm not sad that i didnt get it, i'm just..mm.feeling pity? (ke3 xi1 in chinese) miss ang thinks its bad luk that i sprained my leg RIGHT before the competition.actually i sprained it on monday.but i still went for trng and the swell got worse.rested on tue and wed, and competition was on thur.and on thur, right bfor my race, while i was getting up the boat, i slipped down the mud and sprained the already sprained ankle.it was kinda painful.while paddling to the start line(at 500m), i wanted to tell sijing to call out, because it was indeed painful.but i thot of everything..what have i been trng for? so much efforts for this day.how can i just..yea.and i shouldnt let sijing down.so i went for the race.and yea..during the race i stepped on the footrest very hard (as of usual.btw, YES U DO NEED UR FOOT FOR CANOEING,WANKERS!) and after crossing about 250m, it was hurting like siao..as if i fractured a bone.but i pushed on and continued to kick and push the footrest while sreaming lah.at tht time we were still 3rd (top 3 gets into finals).but at the last about 70m or so (which is very very little distance) i stopped kicking the footrest and rested my foot.THEN THE DIRETION WENT HAYWIRE! and BGSS caught up and crossed the finishing line (which was so near YET so far) before us by a few seconds.well, it doesnt rly matter bcause i gave as much as i could, though i cant say its my best.my best would have been given if my ankle was fine.another error on my part would be not slowing down my strokes.at the start of the race, sijing kinda told me tht my strokes were too fast and asked me to slow down.but i was so caught up with winning, since GESS and NJC were not too far off yet, i replied "no,cannot!we must be fast!".during trngs, when she asks me to slow down, i would.but..mm.oh well.error on my part here.and last lesson learnt..MOOD.mood is important.never get urself upset/angry over ANYTHING bfore the ompetition.i was mad at a certain penny ang bfore the competition because she claimed that we didnt give our best just because some didnt qualify.but hey!this is nationals, not SDBA..whr we have more space to dominate.i was SOOO mad tht i didnt wanna compete at all.and i was seriously serious about it because i kept thinking i was going to do it FOR HER.and that thought pisses me.and sijing rubbed off bad-mood frm me.right bfore the rae she becamse very depressed that i didnt wna race.and so..yea.mentally we were kinda unprepared.

ANYWAY, i feel that more important are these lessons learnt thn the outcome of the competition.yup.and i dun wan this to mark the END of my crescent canoeing career.i'm going to make this the START of a new career.yup.i've made up my mind to continue with canoeing.i wna complete the incomplete task. (: all for the glory of crescent canoeing team.and if i get a medal/trophy in the future, i will dedicate it to crescent team.and i MEAN this alright.

and today, i've officially stepped down from canoeing in crescent.CRESCENT CANOEISTS: THANKS SO MUCH DARLINGS FOR MAKING UP HALF OF MY SECONDARY SCH LIFE.U ARE MORE THN JUNIORS, MORE THN TEAMMATES TO ME.U ARE SPECIAL TO ME IN YOUR OWN INDIVIDUAL WAYS AND U'LL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.WE'VE BEEN THROUGH THICK AND THIN, RAIN AND SHINE TOGETHER.I'LL NEVER FORGET OUR TIME TOGETHER, BE IT SAD OR GLAD.YOU ALL TAUGHT ME ALOT OF VALUABLE THINGS IN LIFE, LIKE LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP. (: AND YOU ALSO SHOWED ME WHO I RLY WAS, WHAT I AM CAPABLE OF, WHAT I AM NOT.OF COURSE I WISH I COULD STAY IN THE TEAM AND BE WITH YOU ALL FOREVER, BUT I HAVE TO MOVE ON."TRUE FRIENDS NEVER PART, MAYBE IN DISTANCE, BUT NOT IN HEART."NO MATTER HOW FAR OFF WE ARE FROM IN EACH OTHER IN THE FUTURE, YOU WILL ALL STILL BE LIVING IN MY HEART AND MIND.YUP.TAKE CARE EACH OF YOU AND CONTINUE TO DO CRESCENT PROUD! LASTLY, I WILL NOT FORGET OUR FAMOUS HUGS. *HUGS* I LOVE YOU INFINITE RED M&Ms! <3

today i expected a canoeing nationals championship lunch/dinner of some sort but we didnt.well, i guess everyone's tired so i cant blame them.SMILE(: while i was feeling sad about not doing anything for this signifiant day (esp for me), shoee made my day by offering to lunch with me.thn we walked around and bought 2 pairs of earrings.we exchanged one side of each.heh.I LOVE YOU SHOE.u made my day! *HUGS*

i have many new friends! yay! BGSS and GESS mainly.abit late huh..my last day.LOL.oh well. (:

evermore my heart, my heart will sing.all to You, i live for Your glory
ilovemyJesus!!

AHHHH.tired now.tdy's ompetition went off pretty smoothly.shall post tmr.i'm DEAD BEAT. (:

ALL THE BEST TO CRESCENT [+ BGSS] CANOEISTS TMR FOR THE FINALS BABY!

i once was lost but You found me, and now i'm free
ilovemyJesus!!

tdy is a pretty fine day.though hasymah aka ashma told me to go home straight after sch t rest my foot..hee.i went to qnsway with amanda and peizheng.crapped and ate alot.such things JUST gotta happen with amanda around.

mm.anw, i sprained my ankle.its kinda bad i think.because this time it hurts on the 2nd day though the previous ones didnt rly hurt much on the 2nd day.it only hurt when u press the swollen part or apply too much pressure.but plainly walking now can cause discomfort. )X

the previous SDBA canoeing competition, i sprained my foot just before the compatition.and now, before nationals, i sprained my foot again.and this time its worse.because i sprained it ytd morning and went for trng in the afternoon.yukee says the swell has gotten bigger.

Lord, renew and restore my ankle.i put my trust in You.i knw i'll be fine by thursday.amen!

with regards to the "snappy"(as some would call it) attitude ytd..i wun say much.i dun wanna explain myself here, because it'll seem like i'm unreasonably demanding and accusing.if ure sincere, if u knw me well enough..u should knw better.i am angry, dissapointed and hurt.

thx to shoee and ONEmei anyhows. XD

oh oh oh! it was funny! i'll tell u wht was funny.i was kinda mad at shoee for "not being thr when i needed her" so when she smsed me in the bus, i was like..very cold twards her.thn after tht she explained to me what she was feeling rly and i was so embarrassed for the misunderstanding and guilty for accusing her.so our smses were like..
me: friends?
shoee: lollipop? (because she bought me a lolly! aww)
me: u might wna move one seat to ur left (which was were i was sitting la!)
while we were both trying to hold out laughter, we looked at each other.and out of the cold silence, our laughter pierced thru.people in the bus must be thinking tht we're psychotic..laughing out loudly so suddenly.

oh well.i confidently say..SHOE's THE ULTIMATE GIRLFRIEND BABY! XD

to You i lift my soul, my God, i trust in You
ilovemyJesus!!

i was kinda angry when as i logged into blogger, intending to vent my anger.but on my com, Enter In [planet shakers] was playing.and it said, "to You i lift my soul, my God, i trust in You."that is my promise to God.i dun wna dissapoint God again.lift my soul to God.like ytd rixiang said, "..to offer Your bodies as living sacrifaces, hoy and pleasing to God.this is your spiritual act of worship."[romans12:1]my life is God's, not mine.

well.what happened was..we needed the microsoft office cd which was at my uncle's houes at admiralty.and i didnt wanna go.i wanted my sis to go.or at least go with me.but my sis was going to meet her friends and she said:"why cant u just go yourself?"though thr was nth wrong saying tht, i was just angry.i rly didnt feel like going out, much less all the way to admiralty which is at the other end of singapore.

but as i logged on to blogger, i heard the song.and i felt so guilty for allowing devil to work in me.besides, even if i get angry, what good can happen? NOTHING.i will STILL have to go anyway.felt so stupid not realizing this earlier.satan is the father of lies, blinder of truth.

another thing that has been bothering me is application to SAJ.when ms ang broke the news about us being wanted by sajc, i was like:"dun evn thnk! i wun take part in DSA." but thn i went home and thought abt it.th reason why i didnt accept njc's offer was because i was afraid i couldnt cope.but sajc, its not as stressful and people there are not exactly the creme of the crope, though it is still a good JC.and i think i'll be able to cope thr well enough.but thn again, i dun rly knw my standards.i mean, if i apply to go thr, it means tht i'm limiting myself ot one jc without evn knowing wht are my real choices.i mean, wht if i take my olvls and realize i CAN make it for njc, tht i'm rly worthy of tht JC.SIGH.

to go or not to go? tmr's the dateline.

You took the fall, and thought of me above all
ilovemyJesus!!

after chinese olvl listening compre tdy, i rushed to sijing's class and got her and both of us scurried to macritchie.the very second we reached, the lil blue alligators were crawling up the platforms alrdy.yes, our boats, that is.which means also tht trng has ended.s sijing and i went to macritchie to waste our bus fare, carry boats and get drenched in the rain.oh well.and i forgot to steal biscuits frm the shed today. )X

LOL.

shoee's funny.the other day she told me about Churros in australia.
"they called them straight donuts.stupid people." HAHAHAHA.it was funny!speaking of which, i had churros TWICE this week.YUM.*smack lips* tdy i had strawberry & banana crispy mini-churro.it wasnt good.)X should have stuck with caramel.oh well.thn after churros, we went to tiongbahru plaza.i wanted to eat bread from BREADTALK [yes.bread!(X] but upon seeing the horribly LOOONG queue.we dropped the idea.we setteled for mac fries instead.i also found out that shoee is very protective of her belongings.so much so tht she didnt put down her bag went she sat down to eat fries.MMM.

heard frm shoee about the grt improvements we made.our T1 500m achieving a 2:52 for 500m, and our T2 750, a 4:22.which is rly rly remarkable.recently i checked the timings frm march's SDBA competition.realized tht some of our rowers are actually better thn national team standard! amazing.

tmr is grace[yeo]'s bday and the day after is zhixin's.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE[YEO] + ZHIXIN! XD

i'm rly happy now.because i've patched up with Jesus.(:

there is nothing like, there is nothing like, Your love, Your love
ilovemyJesus!!

indeed, there is nothing like God's love.without it, u feel so awful.like right now.i feel so horrid.i got to admit i've been too BUSY for God.and BUSY means Being Under Satan's Yoke.i've taken so many steps away from God.i realize that its not God who is missing.its me who have walked away.

in the past, i can be put in a situation where people would splash paint all over our house because we were in debt yet still feel joyful and still be able to praise God.but i think i might have lost the joy.because now, even if you give me $1000000, i'ld still feel this awful, this emptiess and anger in me.

God please take this away.i'm sorry i have broken Your heart God.i ask You to forgive me.God i know i dun deserve this.God i'm sorry.Father i pray and ask for Your open arms.God i'm sorry.i'm sorry.

so i look to You, so i look to You, no one else will do, no one else will do
ilovemyJesus!!

FLASHERS are the most traumatizing and horrifying things that ever walked the universe.and i just saw one after trng tdy. =/ i think he/they was/were from chinese high, since they were wearing a yellow singlet.AHHHHHH.sick.i saw the guy in his grey underwear.
OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK
ok.see, tdy it rained.so trng ended earlier because the siren went off and we were not allowed to paddle when thr was thunder and lightning.so.yes.and of course the toilets were crowded like anything.and some smart-alec group of (most probably chinese high) guys went to the back of the toilet WHEN THE BACK OF THE TOILET CAN BE CLAERLY VIEW BY THOSE WALKING IN/OING OUT THE MAIN EXIT/ENTRANCE WHEN THEY TURN LEFT(FOR PEOPLE GOING OUT LAH).and i happened to be enjoying my lovely time with shoee, berns and siti when i JUST had to turn left.and this is it:
me:*turns left by accident* AHHHHHHHHHH!
**berns + shoe + siti turns**
me: FLASHER! YUCK YUCK YUCK YUCK! FLASHERS FLASHERS!*horrified upon seeing a guys butt tightly wrapped by a grey underwear/brief/panty(?!)*
**berns + shoee + siti laughing/screaming but disgusted as well**
**flashers/smart-alecs laughing like some unstoppably psycho HYENAS**
me: FLASHERS! HOW SHAMELESS! FLASHERS!!!!! YUCK YUCK YUCK AHHHHHHH! HOW CAN U ALL FLASH IN FRONT OF AN INNOCENT YOUNG SECONDARY SCH GIRL LIKE ME?! YUCK YUCK YUCK!
berns: DUN FLASH IF U DUN HAVE A HOT BOD! (?!)
**us- left feeling utterly disgusted**
OH MAN.i tell u i'm traumatized.i AM traumatized.i need mental help.
OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK

but well, on the good side of today, since trng ended early, I WENT TO FAREAST TO DO GUESS-WHAT?! (no, not flash of course) I ATE CHURROS! hee.i had the mini-churros, strawberry glazed.YUMS.*lick lips* berns had mini-churros, caramel glazed while shoee had what i ate the other time, caramal filled LARGE churro.MMM.JOY TO THE WORLD. XD XD XD

thn i went home to shuyun.HA.love her loads man.she gave me this 2 cute lil boxes of bubble gum and insisted tht i kept thm.shoee is special to me, unlike other jnrs.she isnt the sort who open expresses love, but through lil acts here and thr, show how much appreciation and loves she feels.though we suan each other now and then, deep down, we cherish each other like caramel filled LARGE churros. (; i love shoee! thx for ur letter AND gum. XD

i think every canoeist is special to me in her own ways.but amanda once said tht if everyone is special, thn it'll all not be special anymore.but tht's not true.i love u all for different things.u are ALL different and speical to me in different ways, all lovable.LOVE<3

and tdy sth embarassaing happend in canoeing.i will not blog about it because it is far too embarrassing, to the extent of me wanting to quit canoeing right now to be spared from the akwardness during trngs.SIGH.total embarrassment.): wish i can explain things but..HAI!

oh wells.tdy's been a FUN FINE day.YUP.berns and i were at our silly faces thing again, freaking people out by acting retard.and counting our MASH fate for fun.LOL.berns' going to grow up to become a photocopy auntie, married to a pokpok-keh, having her wedding at the policestation (?!) and honeymoon in MY kitchen.LOL.oh, they have a SHED for house and JAGUAR for a car.not too bad i think..oh yes.she'll have ten children,but she'll kill all of them.HA.OKAY.all this is not going to be real ANYWAY.pls dun be dumb enough to believe it.we were just having fun. =D okok.this is getting draggy.so.TAAAA!

OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK OH YUCK XD

now that i've found You everything is changing, nothing will be the same now that You've saved me
ilovemyJesus!!

first thing first.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERLYNN! XD
u survived another yr in ur life.AHAHAHA.of course you can survive, since u've got GREAT friends.like me? TEEHEE.

second thing.
i'm kinda happy now cuz i'm chatting with zhiying (to the suakus: hiying is my sec 1 clsmate who migrated to holland) now.she finished her olvls alrdy.took the june paper.and now she has 3mths brk or sth.pretty cool.anywhows, i thought abt sth.zhiying wasnt rly like close to me or wht when she was in spore, yet i kinda miss her and stuff.imagine..think of those tht i'm close to.SIGH.i dun wanna talk abt it.AGAIN.

third thing.
tdy's been pretty..________.LOL.sry, cheryl.i ripped u off.anw, tdy is _________ because ps daniel is away and we have NO bible study! *SULKS* and i wanted to help out at cafe BUT tdy thr's alot of people doing cafe duty alrdy.SOOOOO.sigh sigh sigh.

had some kinda talk thing with my brother.mm.wun post abt it here because i dun rly knw wht to say. (X

OH WELLS.i need to get back on doing my stuff.i have less thn 2 wks. )X

lastly: countdown to nationals: 1o DAYS

open up the heavens let Your glory fall
ilovemyJesus!!

and i love the people i see.
just read a tag on dreey's blog.frm cheryl
it says "5mths more to december"
of course i cnt wait for dec to come so i can go fro mission trip.
BUT.
5 mths to december..i wish it passes slowly.so little time.and each of them mean so much to me.i'm giving special attention to my canoeists.afterall, we've been through thick and thin together.
5MTHS TO DEC
olvls dun bthr me much.its the friends i treasure so much.
my teammates, my coach.
i'm rly vry sad.everday whn i'm happy, i cnt be fully happy.
bcause such thoughts keep flooding in, welling my eyes up with tears.
i nvr felt SOOOOOO strongly for anyone else bfore apart frm JESUS.
i'm vry sad. )X

tdy is a bad day.i burnt my skirt while ironing it.and i burnt my shirt evn worse after i ironed my skirt.and i dropped the iron on a bag of plastic bags/u can guess thr rest.

I LOVE YOU!

shout out to God with a voice of triumph
ilovemyJesus!!

mm.went to sch late because my sis overslept.LOL.before holidays she depended on me.after holidays i depend on her.ANYHOWS.rushed to sch for fear of missing chem.bus came fast, but it broke down when it was near APSN Tanglin Special Sch.ran t sch frm thr.saw ALICE[new security guard] sitting by the gate, observing me enticingly.
me:(thinking)i dun thnk she's going to do anything right?nvm, i'll just run in.
*running in but suddenly*
alice: HOI! stop stop stop..
me: *continue running*
alice: (chasing after me for 2 metres, i stopped) i need your name and class
me: (in a very very face pace) i'm late for chemistry in the lab and i cant go for chem if i dun go back to class first bcause i need to put down my bag and take my test tube and they're gg t lock up the classroom so i need to go. *tries to run off*
alice: *grapping my hand* I NEED, YOUR NAME AND CLASS.
me: alright.*embarrassed*
tragic huh.

chemistry was quite funny.did titration with the purple solution agn.potassium permanganate i think.shucks.tht doesnt evn look like a chemistry term.SIGH.thn anw, i spilled it on my shirt.AND IT LEAVES UGLY STAINS.but smart me..guess what?i used to solution we were supposed to titrate it with and rubbed it on my shirt with a tissue.and because the end product of the two chemicals reacting is a colourless and harmless salt, THERE WAS NO MORE STAIN! smart eh? to think i see so many crescentians with those ugly stains.HA.i'm the smartest. (:
thn gwen spilled the purple solution on the table and i conveniently just splashed the other reacting solution on the table and used it to wipe sherilyn's shirt since her shirt got some too.LOL XD

trng tdy was pretty ok.but thr were some "moodiness".people here and thr, jnrs + snrs + snrest snrs crying.SIGH.i wish i could do something for the team.i love my lil nincompoops so much i dun like to see them cry.rly rly.i rly wish thr was sth i cld do t make thm feel better.DEAR CUTE CANOEING MONCHICHIS! DONT BE SAD ANYMORE OK? IF THR'S ANYTHING BIG JIE JIE HERE CAN DO FOR YOU TELL ME OK? I'LD BE MORE THAN GLAD TO.I LOVE YOU ALL A ZILLIONBILLIONMILLION RED M&MS.

bernice said sth which i went home to think abt and felt rly sad.at 8.37pm, i tried to sleep because i was sooooo tired.YET, i couldnt.it was just bothering."no more".it just kept ringing in my head, reminding me tht as nationals near, canoeing sec 4 farewell party is nearing.tht isnt good.i love my smelly things alot and i cnt bear to part with them."no more".we may still keep in contact, but things would be different.i'm rly vry vry vry vry sad.i msged bernice and her reply made me cry evn evn evn more.thn i cldnt take it and i went t my mummy and told her how sad i was.and mummy was quite nice.tried to make me feel better, but to no avail.i love mummy.i think the education system is cruel.in pri sch, whn u are almost emotionless, they give u 6 whole yrs to be with ur friends.and when u part after 6 yrs,it doesnt hurt so much since ure still young and immature.thn in sec sch, when u have more feelings, they only give u 4 yrs to be with ur friends.and in JC, the time whr u understand LOVE and develop the MOST feelings, they give u a MERE 2 yrs.i think its very very saddenning.WHY? why must like that?! )X i'm very very sad now.

i love you all and i love you all.my canoeists, my classmates, my sch friends.i love you all.not forgetting my church mates, whom i'll nvr miss so much since i'll see thm till eternity.

in the future, i may not even knw whr YOU [you as in my friend, you] are.as small as singapore is, even my mum dunno whr her pri sch bestie is now.i dno wht is going to happen in the future.and i love the people around so much i dun wna imagine.can we still remain close? possibility is soooooo low.even zhixin and lijing, they tried to remain besties.but its still crescentians zhixin faces everyday, while its NJ-ians lijing face everyday.i'll miss YOU.i'll miss YOU alot even if we dun talk to each other.you'll nvr be forgotten, i promise.I LOVE YOU!

i'm very very sad.i knw this sounds cliched.but i rly am very very sad.
)X

nations will roar, mountains will tremble at the sound of Your name
ilovemyJesus!!

THANK YOU FOOFOO AND YEWYEW FOR THE PLANET SHAKERS/HILLSONGS CD!
-smiles-
i'm a happy kid and I CAN ONLY IMAGINE

glutton. )X

OH.almost forgot.
THANK YOU JESUS aka GOD FOR HELPING ME THROUGH YESTERDAY'S ORAL! everything went smoothly and i tao[3] tao[3] bu[4] jue[2] until the teacher cut me off and i left.HA.best oral yet.though thr was still some complains that i was TOO LOUD, giving away the question.HA.oh wells.HEY BUDDY UP THR! I THANK YOU ANYWAY! I THINK URE THE BEST! XD

its plain to see that when i'm praising Him, i cant contain it, just cant hold it

i can only imagine, what my eyes will see, when Your face is before me
ilovemyJesus!!

I CAN ONLY IMAGINE - MERCY ME
I can only imagine what it will be like, when I walk by Your side...
I can only imagine, what my eyes will see, when Your Face is before me!
I can only imagine. I can only imagine.
Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!

I can only imagine, when that day comes, when I find myself standing in the Son!
I can only imagine, when all I will do, is forever, forever worship You!
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!

Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?

Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!

Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?

Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!

I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!! Only imagine!!!
I can only imagine.

I can only imagine, when all I do is forever, forever worship You!
I can only imagine..

please come online and ask me to send you the song or go buy the cd or sth [dun dwl illegally though] because its a rly nice song.*smiles.
mm.i love this song.

anyway, didnt rly do much in sch tdy.only the 2 bio and 1 lit was useful.OH.did i tell you that satan is evil and God is GREAT? [duh!] i didnt do anything for the long weekend when i intended to do emaths and english june hol work.and ytd[mon],i intended to lie on te bed for a while at 8pm, which is btw my usual slping time.so yes, i fell aslp.and i disappointed God alot for not doing wht i was supposed to do.the sin of slothfulness and procrastination.but God always gives chances.i woke up at 2am [which is very unlikely of me] without an alarm.God 'woke' me up so that i had time to complete my dued hmwrk.HOWEVER, i went back to slp and ignored my responsibilities.not because i was tired, but just for the sake of being lazy.the next thing i knw, it was 6.30am and my sis was trying t wake me up.usually i dun wake up so late or i'll have no mood t go to sch.so i told my sis i dun wanna go t sch.and she left la.BUT THEN.i heard God telling me, "GET UP YOU SLOTH!".and thn i realized.God wants me to go to sch bcause thr is a NEED to.[referring to Ps Jeremy's sermon "LOSE YOUR LUNCH" during soul revolution conference].and God is rly awesome.cuz in my bed.hai.easier to show u the conversation:
God: GET UP YOU SLOTH!
me: but its too late to go to sch alrdy.too late for my timing.
God: GET UP!
me: but i havent done my homewrk.i will get in trouble.
God: GET UP!
(so i thought i'll check my time-table first)
(realized tht the subjects i had hmwrk for had no lessons tdy)
God: i provided a way out for you time and again.
me: thank you, God.
me: (calling out to my sis)eh!i will go to sch la! *smiles*
see how devil always tempts us to do the wrong things and how God always gives us chances and opportunities to repent and correct our ways? amen to Jesus!

and i see the need for sch.tdy, charmaine and i shared with chihui and lace.i'm glad.i rly admire charmaine.she's one of the God's heroes i'm pretty inspired by, daring to "talk the walk and walk the talk".i'm rly glad for the opened door.

God i pray that You'll work in the lives of people around me.and Lord i pray for courage to share my faith.Lord i dun wanna be those christians who stop other christians frm sharing for fear of rejection or embarrassment.Lord i wanna be the ones who get stopped, i wanna be Your hands and feet.let Your words fill my mouth, let Your will be done through me.thank You for Your blessings.Lord, prepare the hearts of others that as we work on the outside and speak Your words, You'll work on the inside of them.stir it up in their hearts Lord.dwell among CRESCENT, Lord.Lord be in partnership with me.amen.

You rescued me when i was lost, embraced me like no one else
ilovemyJesus!!

mel's thrid song:
You rescued me when i was lost
embraced me like no one else
when all semmed dark and hopeless
You were the light that shone in my path

now i want to give You praises
for all You've done for me
Lord let Your glory fall

You were the One who first loved me
You were the One who died for me
Your boundless love, so mighty yet tender
who can compare to You?

there is nobody else, nobody else, nobody else
that can love me like You do
there is nobody else, nobody else, nobody else
who compares to You

SWEET XD

mel just has a thing for music.yup.she's the next mich joy.anyway.today is liying's party! YAY! so fun.at first i was contemplationg not to go since it would be mostly nissi 3 people and i'ld feel so out.and bsides, rebecca seems to be drifting and i feel quite distant frm her and liying alrdy.so..
but mel msged me last night telling me she was going.so i went.and i have NO regrets!man!the party was FUN like anything! XD
silvestre and i just have problems with each other.everytime we come near i get hurt.at first was the carpet story, thn the pau story.i think i shall name today's story the rock story.u see.i was walking outside church with sil and thn rebecca came.so he walked in front.and in my attempt to walk faster to tell him something, i kicked a VERY VERY huge and heavy black rock which i dunnoe why it was thr, and OUCH.my toenail hurt for the rest of the day. )X
okay.so alot of people attended her party.her dog is cute!mel was kinda not her usual self.weiwei has a kinder bueno which she didnt share.she gave haribo instead.LOL.mm.food was great!played alot of guitar and sang alot of worship songs.had alot alot alot alot of fun! and rebecca/nic aka victor/rachel's mum spoke to me abt NS and convinced me that NS isnt as attractive as they package it afterall.mm.expectations and requirements are high, and some other stuff which i think i shouldnt type here.well, i'll think twice abt the army now. (:

anyway.i'm kinda sleepy now.so.TA!

mellimoo: I LOVE YOU! though u cant read this since ur internet access is unavailable.well.I STILL LOVE YOU LAH. XD

and sings my soul, my Saviour God to thee, how great Thou art, how great Thou art
ilovemyJesus!!

by the orders of my secret daughter, i am here to update.
well.sch has re-opened.
which is good.i guess.
we're plannin t have stdy sessions on weds.
we = bern, ONEmei, SHOEyun, zakk, siti etc.
sweet.

yesterday was youth day.not rly very fun since JT wasnt thr.*SOBS* JT, if ure reading this, dun get too ego.went out with grace and zhixin after that.LOL.had a great time.hadnt been like that WITH THEM for ages.thn we took silly neoprints which btw, the machine sucked alot.they made us rush t design all 10 pics.in the end, we could only choose 4!? and its like.sigh.sigh sigh.but still.they were pretty nice.simple pleasures in life.

thn went out with my sis and her jc friend [eleen] and her pri sch friend[huishan;legendary tracker + sister of engkeong].went henderson cc t play bball.i WATCH they play.cuz i cnt BAN MEN NONG FU[make hammer infront of the hammer-making class].u know..

tdy is JT's wedding!i must say his bride slimmed down alot since the last time i saw her.was quite horrified when i saw calista and her hair.oh well.the latest trend is t be weird so..yea.adel and the rest's grown prettier.i had a hard time choosing my clothes.i was at first looking in my dad's wardrobe, looking for sth which looked like audrey/adelene's polka dot shirt [which i think is uber nice] but t no avail.turned up in a plain white top and denim skirt with sneakers in the end.OH.my class people were all pretty too! special mention for the hockers who were not only SUPER pretty, but SUPER cute too.HAHA.alee the tai tai.and not to forget my fellow teammates.mm.looking good as well.though i must say shuyun looked exceptionally pretty! love her t bits.OH.SHE DIDNT GET LOST THIS TIME! XD a pity i didnt rly talk much with my teammates tdy.mm.
pity.

thn headed to mel's house whr i spent a great deal of time slacking.thn we headed for cell and church.sigh.i'm gg miss cell for a long long time.bcuz of canoeing and stuff.yea.the month of july and august.WAHLAU.oh well.

i would like to end this by telling..[in random alphabetical order]
[amanda;adelene;audrey.xie;bernice;charmaine;
cherlynn;cheryl;chihui;cynthia;
fayanne;grace.yeo;grace.yew;gwen;jiaqi;karyn;
liying;lydia;mellimoo;michelle.bay;
natania;rachel.teo;rebecca.ken;rosaline;
sarah.kwok;sherilyn;shuyun;siti;steff;sufan;
vivian;wanmei;weiwei;yifang;yiyuan;yixin;
yukee;yuxiu;zakkiyya;zibing;zhixin.teo]
I LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT