Tuesday, May 29, 2007

removed our transgressions, You gave Your life

She's right, I looked at the Brown Converse Sneakers I bought today, and I do regret. But I tell myself, they're just Sneakers.

Finally met up with Zee/Lyd/JQ. JQ, that girl. There's no better way to say it, I really enjoyed hanging out with her after sooo long. Simple as that :D Missed G though. (Please break camp soon cause I want to see you Nuthead!)

Thank God for friends like them. They're the ones I'll play Monopoly with when I'm 80. Love you all so much!
XOXO


PS: Mom got me jet-lag pills cause I'm sleeping very late \:
nothing compares to the greatness of You, Lord

Hahahaha, utterly frenzied by hilarity when I saw this on Grace(Wong)'s blog:




If you know me well enough, I should have told you about why I dont take my greens. When I was young, I chewed on something hard in my veggies. I spat it out only to find a tortise. (!?) I know its very unbelievable, and as of today, I havent found someone who actually believes me. Its sad. But I promise, its true.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

my Hope is in the Name of The Lord, where my help comes from

BYE BYE SMU D: :D D: :D
Schizophrenic feelings about the end of H3 Game Theory in SMU. I'll never set foot into that Lecture Theatre, or any of the Group Study Rooms anymore. Away with the vexatious cadence of scholarly life. Yet away with only lessons of lesser worth. Gah, I dont know what to say.

Let Go, and Let God
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Foe-Toes :D (read: photos)

Random Friday Shoppppping (XOXO Zee&Lyd)









CNY Class Celebration





X-country Day



Founder's Day


Tuesday, May 22, 2007

i'm not moved by what I feel, I know Jesus Christ is real

I ponned school for the first time in JC.
Nothing to be proud of, and I regret alot.

I can honestly bear comparison with Nellie's sentiments when she blogged about school losing its appeal, and her losing all kinds of motivation to go to school. For me, school's now akin to a deadful, enervating routine. I did use to enjoy (and to quote Nellie exactly, enjoy>like) school previously, I remember.

The shuddersome feelings spirals, spurred by immense pressure to catch up and cope with. For now, I'm not even wishing for a peripeteia. I'ld be content with just having time to rest and taking things slow.

All this with distinct sense of Deja Vu,
Slow down please.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

and sings my soul, my Savior God to thee

my throat doesnt feel well, and my stomach's abit queasy.
and i hope you tag.

Friday, May 11, 2007

You didnt manage to celebrate your 18th birthday.

but please God, please.
Keep her happy where she is,
and if You would be merciful,
forgive her, embrace her
embrace her in Your arms,
Keep her happy.

becuase she knew not what she did.
if it has to be, let the burden be on me.

To one of the dearest friends in my life,
Yeow Min Loo

I love you.
Forgive me for not sharing Christ with you.
Forgive me for missing the last primary school outing at Great World.
Forgive me for not organising anything and always waiting for you to do so.
Forgive me for never having enough time for old friends.
Forgive me for not even knowing about your depression in Sec4.

I love you.
All that I have left are the memories
All that I have left are your Hello Gutti Gutti
All that I have left are our neoprints
All that I have left are the silly primary school letters.

I love you.
You were a sweet girl.
You were cheerful and bubbly.
You were honest and frank.
You were outspoken and daring.
You were animated and adorable.
You were generous anf forgiving.


In loving memory (9 May 2007)

Thursday, May 03, 2007

worship You, my God, until the very end

I've been meaning to embark on a challenge to take and post 100 Photographs of "Hearts" in 100 days, (1 photo 1 post 1 day). I never got the time to do so, I keep waiting until I know I will have enough time. Yet, I'm afraid life's so quick the time will never come ):

I've said this to many people, and blogged about this before.
But I am still afraid- of growing up, of time passing, of becoming old. And the worse part is, I cant control time.
Its scary ):

They say "Live for the moment".
& God promised that we'll have "life" and "have it to the fullest".
I cant feel it yet.

Slow down, we're going too fast.
Slow down, you're going too fast.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

my God watches over me,
i feel like royalty


Havent blogged for so long! I'm currently Appearing Offline, but MSN has a new function where you can Appear Offline but still chat with people you want to. Except they'll know youre appearing offline. Cool? Indeed.

Headed to Danielle's House/Restaurant/Arcade/Hotel intending to Play Mahjong AND Study, but we only managed to accomplish the former. We should have seen it coming. Anyhow, food was great. Danielle's dad is a great cook, think cooking's one of his hobbies. 2/3 of the time we were there he was in the kitchen, and it was like. dish after dish after dish. And all that extra chocolate/ice-cream/coleslaw in between, aww I feel fat now. But it doesnt bother me so much anymore :D

I had such a busy weekend, didnt study at all! What more I lack alot of sleep, result of Bryan-addiction. ): This is bad. Friday was Food Hunt which I painstakingly overslept and was late by 2.5hours. Was at Esther's place Sat morning, after chilling at Lot 1 library waiting for Xueyuan, late afternoon headed for ToaPayoh with XY, studied (barely) and then set off for Johnny's place which took us 2hours because we got lost. And Sunday was Kidschurch day, then Esther's again. Gosh. I am so lagging in schoolwork. ):

Help!

On another note, photo post soon! :D