The first step to recovery is to learn to let go of hurts, even when the person with the knife hasn't bandaged up where he/she has hurt you - and may even be still stabbing you.

Words are truly powerful/lethal.
They can make or break.

Just in the course of one year, there have already be countless things I've said that have affected people so much. I look back in shame, because these wounds are not healing. And they don't look like they would. I feel like the situation has reached a point of no return. To apologize sincerely was what I could do best - but even that didn't restore the relationship. Why is it so hard?

In my heart, there are three people I cannot deal with, simply because I don't know how to. I see their strayed lives, and I think to myself, "Was it I who disappointed and hurt them so bad that led to this?" I understand the wretchedness they feel, and that's precisely why I'm so overwhelmed with guilt. I wish I hadn't said those words then, but yet, wish only I might.

To be burdened whenever I think of them surely is not meaningful. Love and peace have to be restored most definitely, but how?

I'm really sorry,
I am.

Where is this place?!
I see it from my window, but I still can't figure out where this is exactly.

[Edited 6 December 12.23am]
I FOUND IT!!! :D
That shining beam of light is,
THIS!!!
Ain't it cool?