hahaz. i'm on my third day already. just 4 more days to go. sigh. too bad i accidentally ate today. sigh. actually, i'm not forcing myself not to eat. like i said, itz bcuz i have no appetite. so no matter how much u tempt me... i wun eat. sigh. so far in these 3 days all i ate was milo, ba zhang, 3/4 cup of grass jelly drink, 1 pau n 1 plate of carrot cake. sigh. i could have missed the carrot cake. itz so unhealthy. hahaz. i shoulden have ate it. i still think its a waste of $$$. then summore i had to force myself to finish it when i'm alrdy full. sigh.

yesterday zhixin, dawn and i went to jq's hse. then her mum offered us cake. then they all ate, excpt me. then they had soup. sigh. then jq kept on saying i'm trying to jian fei. jq, if u r reading this, i'm not eating not bcuz i'm trying to jian fei. hahaz. oh yah. n to all who think i haf anorexia nervosa, please. I AM NOT ANOREXIC. really. dun worry, i know what i'm doing. so plz stop talking abt death in front of me. yup. when i'm going to die, i will eat. i wun play with my life. hahaz. i dun wanna die so soon. haven get married n give birth yet. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. juz kidding. LOL!!!! then at jq hse we play her violin. then zx, as usual, was on the com looking for recipes. then dawn was like saying:"zhixin, u dun kitchen here kitchen there can or not?!" HAHAHAHAHAHA. dawn was trying to "pose" as whoever she sees on the posters in jia qi's room. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. she is so funny. she always do the STUPIDEST things. LOL. then i was... what was i doing? i dun remember doing anything. oh yah. i just sat there n zhuo bo. hahaz. so sian.

then after tt go home liao. then i bath. then do maths. then sleep at 9.15pm. then woke up at 12 plus reaching 1am. then continue the maths. OMG! i just realized. i only slept for about 3hrs?!?!?! omg!! LOL. n to think i din faint while running mass run today. i'm so pro. LOL. today mass run so sian. as usual... but just tt today i decided not to wait for zx n jq. i run first. then wait for them when i finish.they so slow. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

hm. wad else? dun noe wad liao. hahaz.

*i will survive!!!*