i saw a monster approaching.
eyelids fluttering i thought 'it' was you
for going my conscious
i saw that your butt was sticking out
what are you
tell me quick
dun conseal your identiy to the great almighty, me
the above is a poem tt lydia wrote for me. so nice right? stayed over at jq's ytd. supposed to stay today too. but... i feel like gg hm somehow. hahaha. mixed up. wanna stay n go. should i stay or should i go? lalalala. zx singing bside me now. so noisy. no. i mean screaming. she is a retard.......... n she's acting like one. ok. she gg hm liao. hahaha. bye bye zx! argh! she messed up my hair before she left. wow. hahahahahah
Tuesday, September 30, 2003
Saturday, September 27, 2003
boo! wasnt exactly in a good mood just now. sigh. shall summarize everything....
ytd. um. after sch went ps with zx cuz she needed to help her bro buy sth... which she din buy afterall. haha. thn ate there. bla bla bla. zx gg thru puberty now... eat alot recently. haha. thn on our way back... at the mrt station... there was this boy who fell down... hahaha. so funny k. he fell backwards n laid on the floor n waited for his frens to come n pull him up. so funny. i laughed until i got no more breath. haha. thn went hm.
today eng exam. bla bla bla. thn went to eat at redhill with lydia zx jq. thn after eating i went tbp to meet my mum n 2 other kids... whom i hate alot. bla bla. went to 42 SAR BMT passing out parade. hahaha. so cool. went to the army camp again! 2nd time! yay! n then no more... no more next time... cuz my bro will be posted somewhere else. sigh....thn the parade was nice. performances were great bla bla. not in the mood to describe now. haha. thn my bro will be home for one week... n its gg to be living hell... aiyah. y m i saying tt? nvm.
ytd. um. after sch went ps with zx cuz she needed to help her bro buy sth... which she din buy afterall. haha. thn ate there. bla bla bla. zx gg thru puberty now... eat alot recently. haha. thn on our way back... at the mrt station... there was this boy who fell down... hahaha. so funny k. he fell backwards n laid on the floor n waited for his frens to come n pull him up. so funny. i laughed until i got no more breath. haha. thn went hm.
today eng exam. bla bla bla. thn went to eat at redhill with lydia zx jq. thn after eating i went tbp to meet my mum n 2 other kids... whom i hate alot. bla bla. went to 42 SAR BMT passing out parade. hahaha. so cool. went to the army camp again! 2nd time! yay! n then no more... no more next time... cuz my bro will be posted somewhere else. sigh....thn the parade was nice. performances were great bla bla. not in the mood to describe now. haha. thn my bro will be home for one week... n its gg to be living hell... aiyah. y m i saying tt? nvm.
Thursday, September 25, 2003
sigh... feeling so sick now... my temp is 37.8. must be yiling lah! curse me today... hahahaha. today after sch gg hm tt time realized i got no umbrella... n yiling was the only available person... as in... no one sharing her umbrella mah..so i waited for her... thn went hm with her, maxie, xiaomin (aka xiao MEAN), huixian, MaZnAh (haha. see ur name so special...i so nice right?), yangling and... who else? no one. haha. thn xiao MEAN supposed to share umbrella with maxie.. but when we gg hm. maxie found out tt she FORGOT to bring her umbrella. hahaha. so xiao MEAN quickly snatched yiling's umbrella. so MEAN k. supposed to b me n yilng.. in the end pop out the xiao MEAN. n cuz we all dun noe how many ppl sharing only 3 umbrellas, we all got wet. excpt for xiao MEAN. she so MEAN. hahahahahaha. not like me... so selfless... *puke puke* thn took bus to mrt station... where yiling happily cursed me... say tt i will have high fever. haha. lucky not high. can still blog. haha. not tt bad yet. [omg. my "bye bye fever" falling off my forehead. hahaha!] thn at tbp waited for my mum to fetch me since i had NO umbrella. haha. wait. n wait. n wait. called my mum after 5 mins... only to realize she is STILL at home bcuz she FORGOT tt she was SUPPOSED to fetch me. ah nvm. so anw. she came. i went hm. thn my mum wanna go hospital liao. n since i was all wet. i wanted to bath. n my mum was like... "late liao lah... late liao lah... dun bath la" so in the end... i din go. hahaahahahaha. wow. thn i went to bath. n slp... haha. was listening to the jay chou cd... n i kicked the whole discman to the floor. lucky not spoilt. haha. jay chou rocks!!!!!!!!! lalalala. anw... aiyah. nvm. shall end here.
Wednesday, September 24, 2003
boo! haha. okok. finally free enough to um... scribble here. today went sch. after sch went hm. changed. went to eat with my mum..n thn to alexandra hospital. visit my uncle. SUPPOSED to visit my uncle. turned out tt i couldnt go in as i was 'underaged'. WOW. n i went in like... ytd? wad's wrong with the hospital staff?! haha. n i waited for sooooooo long. cuz my mum n uncle n his wife were chatting like nobody;s business... not knowing tt i'm STILL outside there (at the 'recptionist' there) waiting for thm n taking care of my TWO BABY cousins. wow. i must have looked totally dumb. but thn again. hahaha. they were cute. n adorable. n i LOVE them! hahahahahaha. they really very very very very very funny. older one called samuel. younger one called lemuel. samuel so cute. keep imitating other ppl. REALLY VERY CUTE!!! dun noe how to explain. lemual also very cute. but i prefer sam. haha. lemuel very 'nice' to his brother. anything he wanna do... he will point point to his brother first... thn the brother is like ginea pig liddat. haha. for example, lemuel wanna climb the chair n touch the wadever tt is... he will shake his brother... thn point at the thing... thn somehow samuel will understand wad he is saying... thn sam will climb first. thn lemuel see i nv scold samuel... he will climb also. aiyah. dun think u all understand. but they really very cute! hahahahaha. n when my uncle came out for a while to see his sons... sam kept imitating his dad. SO FUNNY K!!!! cuz my uncle was holding the coke light. thn lemuel wanted to drink. so he shook his dad's hand. n the coke spilt on my uncle's hand... where all the needles etc are. so my uncle v angry... n started scolding:"you happy now lah!" thn samuel also... started looking at his bro with an angry expression n scolded him:"you happy now lah!" thn my uncle say:"play play play... i got needles u know" thn samuel said:"play play play... i got needles u know" hahahahahaha. like an echo liddat. SO CUTE!!! thn my uncle told me... at home. samuel climbed up to the double-deck bed mah... so my uncle said:"BU YAO PA SHANG QU!!!! DIE DAO AH!!!" n samuel climbing half way, turned back n looked at my uncle n said:"BU YAO PA SHANG QU!!!! DIE DAO AH!!!" HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. so cute right? of cuz lah. my cousin mah. he really did alot of cute things... so cute. n he so shuai. hahahaha. considered shuai for a baby. lamuel looks shy... n he very guai one. samuel more sociable. hahaha. n he really v cute. cannt write out everything he did. too lazy. hahahaha. thn ltr went home... n listened to grace's cd. she asked me to tell her wad song was in her cd. WOW! n the whole cd featured only blue n jay chou k. n she was like...track 18 is who sing one ah? jay chou or david tao? n the only chinese singer in the entire cd was jay. ahahaha. nvm. hm. my sis wants the com. bye bye!
Tuesday, September 23, 2003
hey ha! i'm blogging again. haha. watched holland v just now. haha. so nice. okok lah. aiyah. wadever-. haha. thn watched abit of the show after holland v. the one abt children one... oh no. i forgot the name of the show. now advertisement. haha. so cute! the children SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO cute!! the things they do, their expressions, the things they say, the way they look.. everything is just sooooooooooooooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm in love with those punks! omg! THEY ARE SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they are so cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute cute!!!!!!!!!
yo! haha. ytd watched sinbad. so nice. hahahaha. aiyah. call me childish. wadever- =p. hahaha. the day before... nv blog. too tired. haha. kk. tt day went tbp after sch with zx n jq. um. lydia supposed to come. but dawn not interested. so they din come lah. thn at popular saw rachel chia. at cold storage saw benjamin. oh yah. at popular sth so maluating happened. we were at the files section lookng at the files.. zx needed one. thn one file dropped in front of e. i din even touch it. thn i picked it up n put it back. thn when i put back, 2 files dropped down instead. fine la... so i put it back. it stayed there for abt 1 sec... i looked at it....n BISH! the whole shelf of files dropped. WOW!!!!!!! hahahaha. so maluating k. n jq helped me pick up the files n put it back while zx hold the rest in place... prevent further files-falling. hahahaha. so malu... hahaha. n i finally got my green pen. at last.
as for today. after sch, i went to hospital to see my uncle... who apparently.. was admitted to the hospital AGAIN. cuz his... um... injured part... sth happened lah. aiyah. haha. he just had an operation a few days ago mah. so met my mum at tbp. ate there. thn went to alexandra hospital. hahaha. thot was sgh. but nvm. no dif. haha. so sian... cuz my uncle was like... just taken his medication n was drowsy... the hospital not fun. haha. sgh better. my 2nd home. aiyah. but now not liao lah. now i so healthy. the last time i went hospital was history. hahahahahahahha. hm... not really in the mood for a long entry. shall end here. yep..
as for today. after sch, i went to hospital to see my uncle... who apparently.. was admitted to the hospital AGAIN. cuz his... um... injured part... sth happened lah. aiyah. haha. he just had an operation a few days ago mah. so met my mum at tbp. ate there. thn went to alexandra hospital. hahaha. thot was sgh. but nvm. no dif. haha. so sian... cuz my uncle was like... just taken his medication n was drowsy... the hospital not fun. haha. sgh better. my 2nd home. aiyah. but now not liao lah. now i so healthy. the last time i went hospital was history. hahahahahahahha. hm... not really in the mood for a long entry. shall end here. yep..
Monday, September 22, 2003
boo bloggy! just came back frm bballing session with my sis. we gg to watch a movie ltr. she bathing now... sigh. dun noe wad movie. our tastes all so totally diff. i like girly girly movies like legally blond, freaky friday, wad a girl wants etc... she like thos popular n action packed ones... like italian job, once upon a time in mexico, matrix bla bla... she will sure give in to me one. sigh. i feel so guilty. i know she doesnt like my boss's daughter... but tt's the only show i will watch... zhe me ban?!?!?!?!?!
Saturday, September 20, 2003
ugh! nvm! forget it! hahahahahah. not changing. at first found one... too perfect for words...! but it was purple... hahahhahaha! thn found some nice ones... n they were purple again. sigh. thn lydia found one rather nice one... it was PINK... but i din change it. lydia said i should stick to my old one n change it pink. i tried just now. n apparently, pink looks horrible on this skin. hahahaha. sigh.......
listening to jay chou album now... so nice... track 03... love it. lazy to check the title. actually, i love all the sings. happen tt now listening to track 03
just read some stuff. nearly brought tears to my eyes... how cruel can the world ever get? how heartless people can be? people change....
anw. ytd night my mum finally told me. my dad went to jail. but its a dumb reason. his fren owes him money. he went to an underground gambling den to look for him... n the police came. WOW!!!!! gg in there for 1 mth....
heavy breakfast this morning. hahaha. went to redhill market to have breakfast with dawn lydia zx jq. bought this rotten soya bean. yuck!!!! waste my money. thn dawn to gross. mixed my rotten soya bean with chilli, chai tao kuey, zx's soup, vegetable etc. hahahaa.
oh yah. on my way there donated money again. xing tong ah!! but the guy kept begging... n i was.. aiyah dun noe lah. donated $4. sigh...
after eating went to sch by taxi...haha. met rose, clarice, wanqi, germaine, jamie....thn went for oral.
haha. oral me time keeper. helped alot cheat. by telling thm how to read the words. my batch most of thm will pass. hahaha. thn my turn tt time i sneezed on the teacher.... she pretened to laugh... but can see tt she not shuang. hahaha. =p
after tt went jq hse. wanted to wait for zx but jq asled me to hurry up. hahaha. so zx went herself. thn played there. i was desperately trying to kill a fly... but jq n zx say its a moth... wadever lah. hahaha. made a mess in her hse... thn she went for her jap course. zx n i went lib. i amazingly borrowed 2 books. haha. my mum scared... cuz last time borrowed 3 books n overdue until they sent letter to me. zx say my fine is more than $6 tt's y they will send letter... oopx. haha. thn jq smsed us telling us tt the class got no shuai ges n tt she was the only kid arnd. hahahahahaha. heck her lah. after tt me n zx went to eat... mushroom dun noe wad dun noe wad noodles lah. but the noodles i think no mushroom... if i remember rightly. hahaha. so dumb. thn went to buy dragonfruit. din noe zx noe wad is dragonfruit.. cuz very little ppl know.. or maybe ppl noe but they dun tell me tt they noe.. hahahaha. aiyah wadever lah! crap! =p thn went hm... zx so cute u know... we getting down liao thn take her book out n read. wow. haha. n i bought teens finally. hahahahahaha. hm.. must faster read thn lend zx... zx n i are twins.... cuz twins are totally different... n i'm normal n she's mad.. hahaha. jq also my twin. cuz she's weird n i'm normal. i'm NORMAL! hahahahahha. =p bleeeeaaaaahhhhxxxxx!!!
just read some stuff. nearly brought tears to my eyes... how cruel can the world ever get? how heartless people can be? people change....
anw. ytd night my mum finally told me. my dad went to jail. but its a dumb reason. his fren owes him money. he went to an underground gambling den to look for him... n the police came. WOW!!!!! gg in there for 1 mth....
heavy breakfast this morning. hahaha. went to redhill market to have breakfast with dawn lydia zx jq. bought this rotten soya bean. yuck!!!! waste my money. thn dawn to gross. mixed my rotten soya bean with chilli, chai tao kuey, zx's soup, vegetable etc. hahahaa.
oh yah. on my way there donated money again. xing tong ah!! but the guy kept begging... n i was.. aiyah dun noe lah. donated $4. sigh...
after eating went to sch by taxi...haha. met rose, clarice, wanqi, germaine, jamie....thn went for oral.
haha. oral me time keeper. helped alot cheat. by telling thm how to read the words. my batch most of thm will pass. hahaha. thn my turn tt time i sneezed on the teacher.... she pretened to laugh... but can see tt she not shuang. hahaha. =p
after tt went jq hse. wanted to wait for zx but jq asled me to hurry up. hahaha. so zx went herself. thn played there. i was desperately trying to kill a fly... but jq n zx say its a moth... wadever lah. hahaha. made a mess in her hse... thn she went for her jap course. zx n i went lib. i amazingly borrowed 2 books. haha. my mum scared... cuz last time borrowed 3 books n overdue until they sent letter to me. zx say my fine is more than $6 tt's y they will send letter... oopx. haha. thn jq smsed us telling us tt the class got no shuai ges n tt she was the only kid arnd. hahahahahaha. heck her lah. after tt me n zx went to eat... mushroom dun noe wad dun noe wad noodles lah. but the noodles i think no mushroom... if i remember rightly. hahaha. so dumb. thn went to buy dragonfruit. din noe zx noe wad is dragonfruit.. cuz very little ppl know.. or maybe ppl noe but they dun tell me tt they noe.. hahahaha. aiyah wadever lah! crap! =p thn went hm... zx so cute u know... we getting down liao thn take her book out n read. wow. haha. n i bought teens finally. hahahahahaha. hm.. must faster read thn lend zx... zx n i are twins.... cuz twins are totally different... n i'm normal n she's mad.. hahaha. jq also my twin. cuz she's weird n i'm normal. i'm NORMAL! hahahahahha. =p bleeeeaaaaahhhhxxxxx!!!
Friday, September 19, 2003
boo! try to make this entry a snappy one. yep. here's the recap of the day!:
-went sch as usual
-after sch went jurong poing
-watched turn left turn right. spent money again. sigh. so xing tong. so guilty
-got another pair or earrings. haha. zx's fault!!!=p
-sat at mac n pei-ed jq wait for jiajun's to be out of the cinema
-wait until wanna die... wanted to go home
-jj's show ended. jq passed him his b'day present. which apparently cost $17.90. n she gave zx only $6. n me only $7.50. zhong se qing you. =p
-went home
-met sarah on the mrt. asked jq to ask her to come so i can see her up close. cuz i not wearing glasses mah. lalalalla
-she got off at jurong east. thn jq n zx at queenstown. zx gg to lie to her mum.... hahahahaha
oh yah. jq saw her fren clara at jp n she shouted:"clara!" zx n i thot she said "sarah"..n we were like... huh??? jq call tt chio? n to think everyone keeps saying sarah is chio... HAHAHHAA. =p hm. no mood to blog again. bye bye!
-went sch as usual
-after sch went jurong poing
-watched turn left turn right. spent money again. sigh. so xing tong. so guilty
-got another pair or earrings. haha. zx's fault!!!=p
-sat at mac n pei-ed jq wait for jiajun's to be out of the cinema
-wait until wanna die... wanted to go home
-jj's show ended. jq passed him his b'day present. which apparently cost $17.90. n she gave zx only $6. n me only $7.50. zhong se qing you. =p
-went home
-met sarah on the mrt. asked jq to ask her to come so i can see her up close. cuz i not wearing glasses mah. lalalalla
-she got off at jurong east. thn jq n zx at queenstown. zx gg to lie to her mum.... hahahahaha
oh yah. jq saw her fren clara at jp n she shouted:"clara!" zx n i thot she said "sarah"..n we were like... huh??? jq call tt chio? n to think everyone keeps saying sarah is chio... HAHAHHAA. =p hm. no mood to blog again. bye bye!
Thursday, September 18, 2003
yoyoyo! hahaha. missed my blog like mad! couldnt update in penang... n when i came back... fell sick immediately... until wednesday. tt is.. um. fever for 4 days? hahahahahaha. but honestly. it was rather serious. at first my doctor thought i had SARS. hahaha. cuz ppl's fever a one two days liddat only mah. haha. sum more my temp too high. 39.5. hahaha. omg. felt so terrible thn. din move at all.... din walk at all... din even bath k... hahaha. disgusting all u ppl out there. =P. hahaha. n i laid there... thinknig tt i would be dying soon. haha. kk. the only time i walked was on mon when jq came to pass me my work... which i was too sick to do anw. haha. n when maznah they all called me... they wanted to come n visit me. how nice! but din lah... cuz too dangerous for thm... hahaha. hm... feeling much better now. ran out of tears to cry. hahaha. cuz fever tt time cry until no more water. hahaahhaa. lalalllalala
sigh. my father hasnt come home for more thn a week! wow. before i went penang he has been alrdy not arnd... n now... i still haven seen him yet. n my mum n sis REFUSES to tell me wad's gg on!! ugh! i mena... come on lor! we are family arent we? sigh... evn though i dun really treat him like my dad on the outside.. i... i... i dun noe. sigh. now my family is like. broken. small n broken!! esp whn my bro is at NS. n my sis moving out soon. n the whole house is gg to belong to... ME?!?!?! cuz my mum is taking care of tt china girl at her house since i'm so unhappy with her presence. i seriously dun noe wad i have done. n my family mnthly income.. is.. i dun exactly know how much lah... but seems like... apart frm my sis' tuition money.... n the pathetic miserable money frm tt china girl... there is no more money!! arghs! n i spend money like water... well i do feel guilty... but. sigh...
God, i'm desperate for You.......
hm... let's tall abt my penang trip. summarise evrything. first day... we reached at 9am in the morning. n the stupid hotel say 2pm thn can check in. WOW. yuck! so we waited n rotted. haha. n i got slight fever thn. hahaaha. thn checked in. first day went swimming. thn went shopping. n eat. hahaha. we got cheated k. the damn taxi. Rm 58. thn we booked 2. so it was rm 116. WOW. haha. thn the hotel need the deposit mah.... my aunty forgot.... so they took $200 for deposit... n we were broke!! arghs! hahaha. really broke. tt's y no present... hahaha. =P we stay in 5 star beach hotel. so shuang k... tan myself... i look like charcoal now.... my mum dun let me tan anymore... she say the sun make me got fever!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA> ah well... mothers. oh... n i rode on a horse at the beach. cool eh? haha. bleeeeaaaaaahxxxx!!! thn the food ther is so good... lalala. thn 2nd day they went to batam. wow. i fever. nv go. stay in hotel... go beach.... thn go swimming pool... hahaha... beach hotel...so dumb... its for ppl who love the beach n come to penang to for the beach!!! not for ppl like us who come here to eat!! cuz the "mei shi jie", the so called good-food-street, is far frm my hotel. my hotel is like... mu drive long way up the hill one... like mountain top liddat. aiyoh!! thn take taxi here take taxi there so expensive k...anw... the good-food-street is at this... um... Gurney Drive. omg the food... shant talk abt it... ltr i drool on my com. hm. talk more abt penang next time. haha.cuz i lazy to blog liao. hahaha.
hm.. oh yah. before leaving, i went for training... haha. at first thought after training can blog abit thn go... who knoes... went to watch Legally Blond 2 with canoe seniors... um... nihaad, stella ans siti... but siti not canoe one lah. hahaha. the show so nice! n reese witherspoon so guniang n so cute! n best of all, she loves pink! YEAH! i've become more pinkish again. hahaha. okok. thn rush home... rush here n there cuz i would miss my coach... lalala. in the end my uncle took my early coach.. cuz i was too late... n i took the later one... hahaha. lalalala. =p!
today was fun too! hahaha. finally got back to sch... coughing like nuts. lalalala. hm... really no mood to blog... okok.. abit more.... after sch went bugis. me zx lydia maz grace. bought ear stud n got STUCK at my ear.. haha... thn i warned lydia... so hers din get stucj.. but in the end pulled it out lah... n lydia... ouch... so pain... aiyah... u all sure dun understand wad i saying one... like i said.. no mood! arghs! heck!
sigh. my father hasnt come home for more thn a week! wow. before i went penang he has been alrdy not arnd... n now... i still haven seen him yet. n my mum n sis REFUSES to tell me wad's gg on!! ugh! i mena... come on lor! we are family arent we? sigh... evn though i dun really treat him like my dad on the outside.. i... i... i dun noe. sigh. now my family is like. broken. small n broken!! esp whn my bro is at NS. n my sis moving out soon. n the whole house is gg to belong to... ME?!?!?! cuz my mum is taking care of tt china girl at her house since i'm so unhappy with her presence. i seriously dun noe wad i have done. n my family mnthly income.. is.. i dun exactly know how much lah... but seems like... apart frm my sis' tuition money.... n the pathetic miserable money frm tt china girl... there is no more money!! arghs! n i spend money like water... well i do feel guilty... but. sigh...
God, i'm desperate for You.......
hm... let's tall abt my penang trip. summarise evrything. first day... we reached at 9am in the morning. n the stupid hotel say 2pm thn can check in. WOW. yuck! so we waited n rotted. haha. n i got slight fever thn. hahaaha. thn checked in. first day went swimming. thn went shopping. n eat. hahaha. we got cheated k. the damn taxi. Rm 58. thn we booked 2. so it was rm 116. WOW. haha. thn the hotel need the deposit mah.... my aunty forgot.... so they took $200 for deposit... n we were broke!! arghs! hahaha. really broke. tt's y no present... hahaha. =P we stay in 5 star beach hotel. so shuang k... tan myself... i look like charcoal now.... my mum dun let me tan anymore... she say the sun make me got fever!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA> ah well... mothers. oh... n i rode on a horse at the beach. cool eh? haha. bleeeeaaaaaahxxxx!!! thn the food ther is so good... lalala. thn 2nd day they went to batam. wow. i fever. nv go. stay in hotel... go beach.... thn go swimming pool... hahaha... beach hotel...so dumb... its for ppl who love the beach n come to penang to for the beach!!! not for ppl like us who come here to eat!! cuz the "mei shi jie", the so called good-food-street, is far frm my hotel. my hotel is like... mu drive long way up the hill one... like mountain top liddat. aiyoh!! thn take taxi here take taxi there so expensive k...anw... the good-food-street is at this... um... Gurney Drive. omg the food... shant talk abt it... ltr i drool on my com. hm. talk more abt penang next time. haha.cuz i lazy to blog liao. hahaha.
hm.. oh yah. before leaving, i went for training... haha. at first thought after training can blog abit thn go... who knoes... went to watch Legally Blond 2 with canoe seniors... um... nihaad, stella ans siti... but siti not canoe one lah. hahaha. the show so nice! n reese witherspoon so guniang n so cute! n best of all, she loves pink! YEAH! i've become more pinkish again. hahaha. okok. thn rush home... rush here n there cuz i would miss my coach... lalala. in the end my uncle took my early coach.. cuz i was too late... n i took the later one... hahaha. lalalala. =p!
today was fun too! hahaha. finally got back to sch... coughing like nuts. lalalala. hm... really no mood to blog... okok.. abit more.... after sch went bugis. me zx lydia maz grace. bought ear stud n got STUCK at my ear.. haha... thn i warned lydia... so hers din get stucj.. but in the end pulled it out lah... n lydia... ouch... so pain... aiyah... u all sure dun understand wad i saying one... like i said.. no mood! arghs! heck!
Monday, September 08, 2003
no mood to blog. cuz i'm TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOOTOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOOTOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOOTOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO TOO tired out. for the past few days, i've been waking up early n reaching hm late. sigh. really tired. tmr will be worse. morning canoe training. thn must rush to grab my stuff n go my aunty's hse. sigh... i'm so.... tired!!!! n i cant even blog properly... bcuz everyone's blinking away... in msn. n i just finshed reading all my birthday emails... n now reading my 5th e-card... one more to go. n trying so hard to reply all my smses! arghs!
hm. today was kinda fun. not very smooth-sailing dou. i mean... aiyah... there's some things happening btwn me n zx... n we. yah... lalala... think we'll be fine soon... oh well. but it was partly my fault anw. sigh. morning woke up early. to go swimming with jan. jq. soph. lydia. thn jq late. [as usual] ahahah. nvm. so anw. we reached jurong sports complex. wow. monday 2.30pm thn open. sigh. so we went gym. felt so extra there. hahahahahaha. all adults lorh. we were the youngest. hahaha. so funny. lydia wore my orange shorts. thn play play play. jq came. n still playing. hahaha. thn jan n soph oogling at whooshes... which i dun think are whoosh at all. hahaha. ah well. after tt went to eat. i ate bur bur cha cha. hahaha. ee... not nice one. thn ate watermelon. hahaha. ytd i ate an entire watermelon. so cool right? =cuz my mum cut into cubes... n i eat n eat... lalalala. thn left. soph went hm. the rest went jp. jan pierced her ears. AT LAST! haha. thn jq also. jan also bought 2 rings. one engraved her name... for ena... another engraved ena's name... for herself. they so sweet lorh. hahaha. ah well. thn sat at mos burger. ate. talk. bla bla. helped lydia take out her earing n put earstick... n noe my thumb is bleeding.. haha. lydia... u owe me about... 0.1grams of blood k. hahahahahahaa. after tt went swimming. at 2.30. with cherlynn n soph. haha. on our way there we singing community songs. HAHAAHHAA. not singing but shouting. ah well. thn swim. play. haha. so fun. firstwas the lazy river. hahaha. i got molested a thousand times. we all got. too many ppl. thn ppl with no floats dived... n we sit on our floats mah... so the divers coming up tt time will like... um... hit our butt of wadever lah... got sensation k... HAHAHAHHAHA. n cherlynn said this:"shui mo wo the pi gu??? bu yao mo wo de pi gu!! ahhhH!! bu yao mo wo the pi gu!!!" omg. right now i laughing loudly at the com... n body shaking like mad... hahaha. thn went to slide. we sliding down the blue slide tt time keep screaming stuffs like :"we love crescent!" or "happy birthday lynette" etc. n lydia was screaming sth "idiot". so mean right. hahaha. ah well. thn went to the wave. so fun. really really fun. n we were singing songs. n we held each other's floats n stayed in a circle. was really fun. hahahaha. sang happy birthday cres style, sch song, graduation, wo nan guo. sigh. dun understand y we must sing wo nan guo. my bday leh.. is kai xing... not nan guo. hahaha. thn sing sing sing lah. thn after tt me jan n jq got seperated frm cherlynn soph n lydia. cuz they stayed at the wave pool evn dou there was no more wave. haha. thn jq jan n i went to children's pool awhile thn went to the red slide. thn after tt lydia n cherlynn need to go home liao. so they left. lydia is a chio bu. lydia is a chio bu. if u look at her closely.... she's v chio n cute one lorh. i should bring her to do facial... n help me cut her hair. HHAHAHAHA. ah well. thn jq soph jan n i swim around the pool. lalala. thn liddat lorh. thn jan tanning herself with jq. the 2 bai zhan ji. haha. jq is really really bai. esp at her thighs... like paper liddat... hahahaha. ah well. she doesnt go swimming wad. haha. today jq broke history. first time ever seen in swimming costume. hahahaha. ah well. thn swam. soph finally can thread water. i finally can open my eyes in the water. daddadadada. thn bathed. so many ppl in the toilet k. so we went baby toilet to bath with our costumes still on. hahaha. thn went to adult toilet to dry up n change. jq just wear over. so pro. haha. thn jq n i left cuz we thot jan n soph left. hahaha. but they din lah. thn we went up the bus n jan called. ask me to return her to float money or else she cannt eat. hahahaha. aiyoh... so sad. thn dun noe wad happened lah. thn jq n i went Jurong East Center. nearly died on my way there. was really tired. n i kept telling jq i got fever. she say i dun have. i measured temperature just now. 37.6 hahaha. just nice. haha. thn went jurong there the fun fair. took the rides. the "crazy surf". haha. jq nearly vommitted.. n she was screaming like nobody's business. tt one wasnt scary. thn took the L A M E octopus. ugh. waste of money. not even fun lorh. should have taken the swing one... faster n higher. hahaha. thn jq nearly died. her face all pale n she was like... :"i wanna vomit liao lor!" hahahaha. ah well. thn went hm. hm... quite fun... havent settled th zx thing yet. sigh.
[zhixin] doubt u'll be reading this cuz u dun read ppl's blog... n u're angry with me at the moment. hm... i'm really sorry k. i really am. sorry for everything tt made u angry... sorry.
hahaha. hm... my sis gg to buy me the swatch skin watch... for christmas! YAY!! cuz she found out tt her fren's mum works at a swatch shop. hahahahaha. ah well. sigh... need to slp now. damn tired. my eyelids were half closed n now they are three-quaters closed. BYE
hm. today was kinda fun. not very smooth-sailing dou. i mean... aiyah... there's some things happening btwn me n zx... n we. yah... lalala... think we'll be fine soon... oh well. but it was partly my fault anw. sigh. morning woke up early. to go swimming with jan. jq. soph. lydia. thn jq late. [as usual] ahahah. nvm. so anw. we reached jurong sports complex. wow. monday 2.30pm thn open. sigh. so we went gym. felt so extra there. hahahahahaha. all adults lorh. we were the youngest. hahaha. so funny. lydia wore my orange shorts. thn play play play. jq came. n still playing. hahaha. thn jan n soph oogling at whooshes... which i dun think are whoosh at all. hahaha. ah well. after tt went to eat. i ate bur bur cha cha. hahaha. ee... not nice one. thn ate watermelon. hahaha. ytd i ate an entire watermelon. so cool right? =cuz my mum cut into cubes... n i eat n eat... lalalala. thn left. soph went hm. the rest went jp. jan pierced her ears. AT LAST! haha. thn jq also. jan also bought 2 rings. one engraved her name... for ena... another engraved ena's name... for herself. they so sweet lorh. hahaha. ah well. thn sat at mos burger. ate. talk. bla bla. helped lydia take out her earing n put earstick... n noe my thumb is bleeding.. haha. lydia... u owe me about... 0.1grams of blood k. hahahahahahaa. after tt went swimming. at 2.30. with cherlynn n soph. haha. on our way there we singing community songs. HAHAAHHAA. not singing but shouting. ah well. thn swim. play. haha. so fun. firstwas the lazy river. hahaha. i got molested a thousand times. we all got. too many ppl. thn ppl with no floats dived... n we sit on our floats mah... so the divers coming up tt time will like... um... hit our butt of wadever lah... got sensation k... HAHAHAHHAHA. n cherlynn said this:"shui mo wo the pi gu??? bu yao mo wo de pi gu!! ahhhH!! bu yao mo wo the pi gu!!!" omg. right now i laughing loudly at the com... n body shaking like mad... hahaha. thn went to slide. we sliding down the blue slide tt time keep screaming stuffs like :"we love crescent!" or "happy birthday lynette" etc. n lydia was screaming sth "idiot". so mean right. hahaha. ah well. thn went to the wave. so fun. really really fun. n we were singing songs. n we held each other's floats n stayed in a circle. was really fun. hahahaha. sang happy birthday cres style, sch song, graduation, wo nan guo. sigh. dun understand y we must sing wo nan guo. my bday leh.. is kai xing... not nan guo. hahaha. thn sing sing sing lah. thn after tt me jan n jq got seperated frm cherlynn soph n lydia. cuz they stayed at the wave pool evn dou there was no more wave. haha. thn jq jan n i went to children's pool awhile thn went to the red slide. thn after tt lydia n cherlynn need to go home liao. so they left. lydia is a chio bu. lydia is a chio bu. if u look at her closely.... she's v chio n cute one lorh. i should bring her to do facial... n help me cut her hair. HHAHAHAHA. ah well. thn jq soph jan n i swim around the pool. lalala. thn liddat lorh. thn jan tanning herself with jq. the 2 bai zhan ji. haha. jq is really really bai. esp at her thighs... like paper liddat... hahahaha. ah well. she doesnt go swimming wad. haha. today jq broke history. first time ever seen in swimming costume. hahahaha. ah well. thn swam. soph finally can thread water. i finally can open my eyes in the water. daddadadada. thn bathed. so many ppl in the toilet k. so we went baby toilet to bath with our costumes still on. hahaha. thn went to adult toilet to dry up n change. jq just wear over. so pro. haha. thn jq n i left cuz we thot jan n soph left. hahaha. but they din lah. thn we went up the bus n jan called. ask me to return her to float money or else she cannt eat. hahahaha. aiyoh... so sad. thn dun noe wad happened lah. thn jq n i went Jurong East Center. nearly died on my way there. was really tired. n i kept telling jq i got fever. she say i dun have. i measured temperature just now. 37.6 hahaha. just nice. haha. thn went jurong there the fun fair. took the rides. the "crazy surf". haha. jq nearly vommitted.. n she was screaming like nobody's business. tt one wasnt scary. thn took the L A M E octopus. ugh. waste of money. not even fun lorh. should have taken the swing one... faster n higher. hahaha. thn jq nearly died. her face all pale n she was like... :"i wanna vomit liao lor!" hahahaha. ah well. thn went hm. hm... quite fun... havent settled th zx thing yet. sigh.
[zhixin] doubt u'll be reading this cuz u dun read ppl's blog... n u're angry with me at the moment. hm... i'm really sorry k. i really am. sorry for everything tt made u angry... sorry.
hahaha. hm... my sis gg to buy me the swatch skin watch... for christmas! YAY!! cuz she found out tt her fren's mum works at a swatch shop. hahahahaha. ah well. sigh... need to slp now. damn tired. my eyelids were half closed n now they are three-quaters closed. BYE
Sunday, September 07, 2003
hahaha. today also very fun. early in the morning went to singapore expo hall one... my cousin's church celebrating their 25th bla bla lah. jamie's church also. hahahaha. after tt went with my cousin n aunty to paya labar airforce open house! so cool!!!! so so so so cool! so many ppl k!! u wun believ it lorh! really... i think at least 10 000 ppl. hahahahahaha. but really alot of ppl. hahahaha. so crowded n hot. nearly died of suffocation. oh yah! i shot with the rifle! so cool! n so heavy...! n quite dirty.. but nvm! really cool! i'm glad i din kill anyone! MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! lalalalalala. so fun so fun!!! yay! i wanna go again next yr! lalalalalalalalalalallala. tt place is really cool k... n i saw all their airforce stuff.... wanted to get into the plane or wadever tt is lah... but must wait v long... pity. hahahahahhaha. really cool n fun!!! arghs! shouldnt have left so early. hahahahaha. after tt went to tbp to collect ytd's photos. hahahaha. cool.
hm... gg to penang on tuesday. hahaha. so excited yet not excited. sigh.... nvm...
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH! tmr is my bday! yay!
hm... gg to penang on tuesday. hahaha. so excited yet not excited. sigh.... nvm...
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH! tmr is my bday! yay!
hahaha. great. i wrote an entire chunk of wad happened ytd n today. n was abt to publish it... n poof! i clicked on the wrong switch. wow! n i shut the com off!!! yucks! arghhhhhhhh!!!!
nvm.shorten everything. check out jan n jq's blog for more detailed entry.
haha. went sentosa to celebrate my bday n grace. met grace jq n maz at tbp mac. jq stuffed half a mooncake tt maz's mum made for me into my mouth...thn i cannt talk... cannt bite.. n my saliva like gg to drip out liddat. haha. n the best thing tt happedn was... cherlynn called at tt time. hahaha. thn after tt at mac..i got a yellow balloon. jq got a white balloon. maznah got a hot pink one.. the staff SPECIALY gave her one k. she too attractive liao. haha. jq n i at outram there using the ballon stic to fence. was jumping n running the whole day. hahaha. thn met cherlynn. the blind girl. asking me where i m on the phone when i'm right infront of her. thn run jump jump run. lala. bla bla bla. went harbour front. met sophia, the refugee. hahaha. sit there so kelian.. all alone. hahaha. thn we jump n touch the mrt sign board. bla bla bla. waited for jan who was apparently late for half an hour... lah lah. thn made our way to sentosa. got lost. asked around. finally got there. met the guidees. haha. ms chan wished my happy birthday. reached there... walk walk walk... finally saw bright orange... zhxin in her guides tee. haahahaha. thn jump in the sea. lalala. so fun. n as usual, salty. hahaha. everyone was in sports bra n shorts except for maz n soph. muslim mah... but they nv strip look very obscene liao. esp maz. shh.... hahahahaha. maz n grace so mushy in the pool. my hair all stand. hahahaha. thn zx n i pretend to be les too. hahaha. so fun. played for very very very very very very very long in the sea. thn jq had to go. so faster come up... n cut cake. the melted cake. hahaha. really melted n gross. n cannt light matches.. wind too strong. so sad!! thn one quater of the cake was eaten. the rest? on my face. hahaha. zx lor. smash... n spread it across... so gross right> tt's zhixin...n the rest smashed also. wow. grace also kena... everyone kena i think. but i'm certain i kena-ed the MOST!!!! lalala. scan in the pics next time. haha. so fun. thn washed up. yuck! in the toilet... i wearing my socks n shoe tt time... this angmoh stripped in front of me k. RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! n she was totally naked... of cuz i tried to look away... but... its difficult since she was rather fat... n was RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!!! hahahahaha. yuck. i saw live porn. YUCK! gross... must go for brain wash!! yuck... there goes my squeaky clean mind... lalalalallalala.
after tt went for dinner at harbour front. sophia, grace n maz went hm. thn ena banana came. hahahahaha. thn ate at "Pasta Mania". i tole the man it was my bday... n he gave me 3 puddings on the house!! YAY!! WOOOOOHOOOO! had a great time there. n i went mad n started taking pictures of everything n anything. lalalalallala.
thn ate. left. bai zhan ji (jan), banana (ena) and tomato (cherlynn) went hm. hm... chicken, banana n tomato. 3 course meal. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. lalalala. thn me zhixin lydia yiyuan walked arnd harbour front. sat at mr bean n ate. hahaha. the chair so cute. i took pic of it. i took pic of everything lah! hahahaha. waste film. lalala. i just realized tt i love photography... hahahahahha.lalala. thn yiyuan went hm. me zx lydia went tbp. hahaha. walk walk walk walk walk walk. thn lydia went to pierce her ears. hahaha. she keep saying pain... i first time pierce also... very scared... pierce one side... thn run out of the shop.... n ran all arnd tbp... n eat... thn go back n pierce the other side... but 2nd time nv liao... 3rd time also nv liao. hahahahaha. thn 9pm. zx need to go home liao. so we went home. hahahaha. so fun... this entry is so much shorter thn the one i typed just now!! arghs!!
nvm.shorten everything. check out jan n jq's blog for more detailed entry.
haha. went sentosa to celebrate my bday n grace. met grace jq n maz at tbp mac. jq stuffed half a mooncake tt maz's mum made for me into my mouth...thn i cannt talk... cannt bite.. n my saliva like gg to drip out liddat. haha. n the best thing tt happedn was... cherlynn called at tt time. hahaha. thn after tt at mac..i got a yellow balloon. jq got a white balloon. maznah got a hot pink one.. the staff SPECIALY gave her one k. she too attractive liao. haha. jq n i at outram there using the ballon stic to fence. was jumping n running the whole day. hahaha. thn met cherlynn. the blind girl. asking me where i m on the phone when i'm right infront of her. thn run jump jump run. lala. bla bla bla. went harbour front. met sophia, the refugee. hahaha. sit there so kelian.. all alone. hahaha. thn we jump n touch the mrt sign board. bla bla bla. waited for jan who was apparently late for half an hour... lah lah. thn made our way to sentosa. got lost. asked around. finally got there. met the guidees. haha. ms chan wished my happy birthday. reached there... walk walk walk... finally saw bright orange... zhxin in her guides tee. haahahaha. thn jump in the sea. lalala. so fun. n as usual, salty. hahaha. everyone was in sports bra n shorts except for maz n soph. muslim mah... but they nv strip look very obscene liao. esp maz. shh.... hahahahaha. maz n grace so mushy in the pool. my hair all stand. hahahaha. thn zx n i pretend to be les too. hahaha. so fun. played for very very very very very very very long in the sea. thn jq had to go. so faster come up... n cut cake. the melted cake. hahaha. really melted n gross. n cannt light matches.. wind too strong. so sad!! thn one quater of the cake was eaten. the rest? on my face. hahaha. zx lor. smash... n spread it across... so gross right> tt's zhixin...n the rest smashed also. wow. grace also kena... everyone kena i think. but i'm certain i kena-ed the MOST!!!! lalala. scan in the pics next time. haha. so fun. thn washed up. yuck! in the toilet... i wearing my socks n shoe tt time... this angmoh stripped in front of me k. RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! n she was totally naked... of cuz i tried to look away... but... its difficult since she was rather fat... n was RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!!! hahahahaha. yuck. i saw live porn. YUCK! gross... must go for brain wash!! yuck... there goes my squeaky clean mind... lalalalallalala.
after tt went for dinner at harbour front. sophia, grace n maz went hm. thn ena banana came. hahahahaha. thn ate at "Pasta Mania". i tole the man it was my bday... n he gave me 3 puddings on the house!! YAY!! WOOOOOHOOOO! had a great time there. n i went mad n started taking pictures of everything n anything. lalalalallala.
thn ate. left. bai zhan ji (jan), banana (ena) and tomato (cherlynn) went hm. hm... chicken, banana n tomato. 3 course meal. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. lalalala. thn me zhixin lydia yiyuan walked arnd harbour front. sat at mr bean n ate. hahaha. the chair so cute. i took pic of it. i took pic of everything lah! hahahaha. waste film. lalala. i just realized tt i love photography... hahahahahha.lalala. thn yiyuan went hm. me zx lydia went tbp. hahaha. walk walk walk walk walk walk. thn lydia went to pierce her ears. hahaha. she keep saying pain... i first time pierce also... very scared... pierce one side... thn run out of the shop.... n ran all arnd tbp... n eat... thn go back n pierce the other side... but 2nd time nv liao... 3rd time also nv liao. hahahahaha. thn 9pm. zx need to go home liao. so we went home. hahahaha. so fun... this entry is so much shorter thn the one i typed just now!! arghs!!
Friday, September 05, 2003
things to do:
-buy camera film
-link wanxian
-take medicine
-take sleeping pills so i can get to slp with all this excitement...
-but before tt. set alarm clock
-buy candles (actually wanted to buy lantern. but too childish. muahaha)
-stop coughing
-kill everyone who doesn't give me a present
-remember to bury the bodies
aiyah. so sian now. crapping everywhere. no mood to tag. no mood to do anything at all!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh........ mybest fren is SOOOOOOOOO [going] to my party. arghs! nvm. ltr she read liao evn angrier. aiyah. i said stupid things! bcuz i was angry! shouldnt have. i know i badly want her to come... n i said :"dun bother" wad the hell is wrong with me? y m i so "love face"? (ai mian zi) arghs!
laaadumdeeeedum. hum hum hum. lalalala. nth nth nth nth. ugh! sigh.
ytd din go sch. was sick.
today. after sch went d&t room to do my work. thn took a taxi with the 2 big beauties. hahaha. okok. zx n jq. haha. took taxi to zx's hse. played tennis again. me, the great, the tennis expert. MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH. after tt um. went 7eleven to buy food. thn went back to her hse. omg. i love her hse the security guard. he can recognize me liao. WAHAHAH...!! WOOOOOOHOOOOO! haha. frm now on, every single thing makes me H A P P Y. bcuz. itz 3 more days to my bday! yay!thn went up to her hse n do nth. hahaha. as usual... i was dancing n singing.... MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
today grace bday. haha. me n the 2 beauties. okok. zx n jq. got her a BLUE sportsbra. hahaha. i wanted to get her a G-string to make fun of her. but... the 2 beauties weren't keen on it. bad joke. hahaha.
yay! tmr going to buy a blackforest strawberry cake frm bengawan solo. mazzie pay. cool eh? i love my daughter.
hm. just a reminder to everyone who is gg. must bring $$$ for the cable car ride... n extra set of clothes... n FOOD! bcuz there will b no food. muahahaha. okok. tt's it. bye!
-buy camera film
-link wanxian
-take medicine
-take sleeping pills so i can get to slp with all this excitement...
-but before tt. set alarm clock
-buy candles (actually wanted to buy lantern. but too childish. muahaha)
-stop coughing
-kill everyone who doesn't give me a present
-remember to bury the bodies
aiyah. so sian now. crapping everywhere. no mood to tag. no mood to do anything at all!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh........ my
laaadumdeeeedum. hum hum hum. lalalala. nth nth nth nth. ugh! sigh.
ytd din go sch. was sick.
today. after sch went d&t room to do my work. thn took a taxi with the 2 big beauties. hahaha. okok. zx n jq. haha. took taxi to zx's hse. played tennis again. me, the great, the tennis expert. MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH. after tt um. went 7eleven to buy food. thn went back to her hse. omg. i love her hse the security guard. he can recognize me liao. WAHAHAH...!! WOOOOOOHOOOOO! haha. frm now on, every single thing makes me H A P P Y. bcuz. itz 3 more days to my bday! yay!thn went up to her hse n do nth. hahaha. as usual... i was dancing n singing.... MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
today grace bday. haha. me n the 2 beauties. okok. zx n jq. got her a BLUE sportsbra. hahaha. i wanted to get her a G-string to make fun of her. but... the 2 beauties weren't keen on it. bad joke. hahaha.
yay! tmr going to buy a blackforest strawberry cake frm bengawan solo. mazzie pay. cool eh? i love my daughter.
hm. just a reminder to everyone who is gg. must bring $$$ for the cable car ride... n extra set of clothes... n FOOD! bcuz there will b no food. muahahaha. okok. tt's it. bye!
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
hey ha bloggie! keke. today was fun. kept singing in sch. taking my pencil case as a microphone... hahaha. n jq took zx's pencil case, pretended tt it was a hp.. n called woodbridge. zhen you zhi! muahahahahaha.
after sch went town to buy gracie macie's presnt. hehehehehehe. budden we end up buying our own stuff... n left with v little money to buy her presnt. so we bought sth rather cheap... not very cheap lah... reasonable lah... n we gg to add somemore things... hahahahahaha. oh well. i spoil all the surprise. muahahahahahaha
thn ate at pizzahut. hahaha. xing tong... money fly away. so guilty. i spent abt $400-$500++ this mth n august leh. so scary. i really feel so guilty... n my rich aunty is not in singapore. so she wun give me ang pao for my bday this yr. sigh. i so.... nvm... just have to hide my bankbook frm my mum n think of a way to get back the money. hahahaha. maz smsed me at pizza hut. disturb my lunch. but nvm. happy to see her sms. hahaha. she so ke lian. her poor eye. hope she'll be ok tmr. take care, mazzie! mama xing tong for u k.... thn after tt went home. ah... home... sweety tweety home. ah lalalalalallalalalalalalla.
so suay today. yiling broke my shoe. i broke my comb... sigh... everything destroyed. my bag tt time torn by zx. my mum promised to get me a dueter bag... but i can forget abt it liao. spending nearly $500? no way will she give it to me liao. thn my sch uniform... let lydia n zx create a hole liao.. hahahaha. n i broke... my... pimple. sigh... tt big big pimple. so sad. i wanna cry liao. its a pimple gone wrong...!! nvm. hahaha.
hm... just uploaded chocolate's pics in my photo album. hahaha. chocolate is my dog lah. but its chocolate n my sis. hahahahaha. i miss chocolate.... sob sob sob
after sch went town to buy gracie macie's presnt. hehehehehehe. budden we end up buying our own stuff... n left with v little money to buy her presnt. so we bought sth rather cheap... not very cheap lah... reasonable lah... n we gg to add somemore things... hahahahahaha. oh well. i spoil all the surprise. muahahahahahaha
thn ate at pizzahut. hahaha. xing tong... money fly away. so guilty. i spent abt $400-$500++ this mth n august leh. so scary. i really feel so guilty... n my rich aunty is not in singapore. so she wun give me ang pao for my bday this yr. sigh. i so.... nvm... just have to hide my bankbook frm my mum n think of a way to get back the money. hahahaha. maz smsed me at pizza hut. disturb my lunch. but nvm. happy to see her sms. hahaha. she so ke lian. her poor eye. hope she'll be ok tmr. take care, mazzie! mama xing tong for u k.... thn after tt went home. ah... home... sweety tweety home. ah lalalalalallalalalalalalla.
so suay today. yiling broke my shoe. i broke my comb... sigh... everything destroyed. my bag tt time torn by zx. my mum promised to get me a dueter bag... but i can forget abt it liao. spending nearly $500? no way will she give it to me liao. thn my sch uniform... let lydia n zx create a hole liao.. hahahaha. n i broke... my... pimple. sigh... tt big big pimple. so sad. i wanna cry liao. its a pimple gone wrong...!! nvm. hahaha.
hm... just uploaded chocolate's pics in my photo album. hahaha. chocolate is my dog lah. but its chocolate n my sis. hahahahaha. i miss chocolate.... sob sob sob
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
i m such a total bitch! wad has gotten into me?!?!?! i feel so guilty now.... but i cant say sorry. i still have my bloody pride ok... shucks! wad's wrong with u?!?!?!?! arghs! i actually called my mum a fucking asshole... n now she's like... so angry. n she's venting her anger on everything. arghs! i feel so guilty! i want to say sorry.... but i dare not!! arghs! guily....guilty!!! GUILTY!!! guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty.
sigh. anw. today after sch i sent zx to mrt station. thn ate there. n talk talk awhile. bought my LIME. n zx browsed thru. thn she went hm n i walked back to sch. on my way back, met yiyuan n XiAoMiN at the busstop. n they din let me off. kept holding me back. n yiyuan held n hand n refused to let go. hahahaha. n i was like... "yiyuan, wo zhi dao ni shi heng ai wo de... dan shi, ai qing shi bu neng mian qiang de... fang shou ba...." MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! n she went:"bu yao...bu yao..." hahahahahahahaa. we are LaMeRs!! =P. speaking of which, yiyuan, where's my new lamer label? hahahahahahha.
finally escaped frm the evil woman's clutches. tt eveil woman with evil dimples. she better not smile in front of me. muahahahaha. kidding. thn got back to sch. talked to tiffany n MAZZIE a while. thn left. sat with grace n huiqin. thn huiqin disappear to dun noe where. so went to class with gracie macie. haha. sat the talk talk. oh yah. talked to qiqi. she passed me the rugby ball... telling me she not gg for training... hahaha. n in the end, she turned up... n nihaad was so confused. muahahahaha. thn train train train as usual. but not so usual. cuz i had my menses. n there was a cramp. sigh... pain like siao. n i had to bear with it...n blood tickling down when u're running, is definitely not a comfortable feeling. yuck! n the cramp... now still pain... ahhhhhhh. hahahaha. celebrated stella's bday. got her a banana cake. hahahahahaha. n she went mad. muahahahahahahhaha. after training went hm. intended to go qnsway with huiqin to see the aquasock. budden she had to rush home. hahaha.
oh yah. I'M GG TO CELEBRATE MY BDAY WITH GRACE!! YAY! grace's idea. cool eh? at sentosa this sat!! yay!!!! dun worry. maznah's coming. hahaha. my daughter... celebrating my bday with me! yay! my conversation with mazzie in the com lab today:
me: mazzie. if u go right, n u give grace a present. n u dun give me... dun u find it very weird?!?!
maz: of cuz i'll give u lah... YOU'RE MY MOTHER!!!!!!
i so gan dong k. hahahahahahahahhahahhahaha. hahaha. okok. chills. happy happy. happy happy happy. nth but happiness. plain joy! wahahahahahahahhahahaha!
hm... my sis just got a new hp. nokia 2100. so cool right? not fair..... =(. sigh. nvm. 8250 is just as good.... i guess. muahahahahahah. =)
sigh. anw. today after sch i sent zx to mrt station. thn ate there. n talk talk awhile. bought my LIME. n zx browsed thru. thn she went hm n i walked back to sch. on my way back, met yiyuan n XiAoMiN at the busstop. n they din let me off. kept holding me back. n yiyuan held n hand n refused to let go. hahahaha. n i was like... "yiyuan, wo zhi dao ni shi heng ai wo de... dan shi, ai qing shi bu neng mian qiang de... fang shou ba...." MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! n she went:"bu yao...bu yao..." hahahahahahahaa. we are LaMeRs!! =P. speaking of which, yiyuan, where's my new lamer label? hahahahahahha.
finally escaped frm the evil woman's clutches. tt eveil woman with evil dimples. she better not smile in front of me. muahahahaha. kidding. thn got back to sch. talked to tiffany n MAZZIE a while. thn left. sat with grace n huiqin. thn huiqin disappear to dun noe where. so went to class with gracie macie. haha. sat the talk talk. oh yah. talked to qiqi. she passed me the rugby ball... telling me she not gg for training... hahaha. n in the end, she turned up... n nihaad was so confused. muahahahaha. thn train train train as usual. but not so usual. cuz i had my menses. n there was a cramp. sigh... pain like siao. n i had to bear with it...n blood tickling down when u're running, is definitely not a comfortable feeling. yuck! n the cramp... now still pain... ahhhhhhh. hahahaha. celebrated stella's bday. got her a banana cake. hahahahahaha. n she went mad. muahahahahahahhaha. after training went hm. intended to go qnsway with huiqin to see the aquasock. budden she had to rush home. hahaha.
oh yah. I'M GG TO CELEBRATE MY BDAY WITH GRACE!! YAY! grace's idea. cool eh? at sentosa this sat!! yay!!!! dun worry. maznah's coming. hahaha. my daughter... celebrating my bday with me! yay! my conversation with mazzie in the com lab today:
me: mazzie. if u go right, n u give grace a present. n u dun give me... dun u find it very weird?!?!
maz: of cuz i'll give u lah... YOU'RE MY MOTHER!!!!!!
i so gan dong k. hahahahahahahahhahahhahaha. hahaha. okok. chills. happy happy. happy happy happy. nth but happiness. plain joy! wahahahahahahahhahahaha!
hm... my sis just got a new hp. nokia 2100. so cool right? not fair..... =(. sigh. nvm. 8250 is just as good.... i guess. muahahahahahah. =)
ok. she doesnt suck. i just dislike her.... n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her n her . FULLSTOP!
Monday, September 01, 2003
Letter From the Devil :
This can really make you think. It actually made me mad while I was reading it,but I had to send it because of the P.S. This is deep... and I wasn't going to forward or share it, but that last line... you'll see.
A LETTER TO YOU FROM SATAN
I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores. You awoke without kneeling to pray.As a matter of fact, you didn't even bless your meals, or pray before going to bed last night.You are so unthankful, I like that about you. I cannot tell you how glad I am that you have not changed your way of living, Fool, you are mine. Remember, you and I have been going steady for years, and I still don't love you yet.As a matter of fact, I hate you, because I hate God. I am only using you to get even with God.He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long as possible to pay him back. You see, Fool, GOD LOVES YOU and HE has great plans in store for you. But you have yielded your life to me, and I'm going to make your life a living hell. That way, we'll be together twice. This will really hurt God!Thanks to you, I'm really showing Him who's boss in your life with all of the good times we've had.We have been watching dirty movies, cursing people out,stealing, lying, being hypocritical, fornicating, overeating, telling dirty jokes, gossiping, being judgmental, back stabbing people, disrespecting adults, and those in leadership positions, no respect for the Church,bad attitudes. SURELY you don't want to give all this up.Come on, Fool, let's burn together forever. I've got some hot plans for us. This is just a letter of appreciation from me to you. I'd like to say "THANKS" for letting me use you for most of your foolish life. You are so gullible, I laugh at you. When you are tempted to sin, you give in HA HA HA, you make me sick. Sin is beginning to take it's toll on your life. You look 20 years older, and now, I need new blood. So go ahead and teach some children how to sin. All you have to do is smoke, get drunk or drink while under-aged, cheat, gamble, gossip, fornicate, and live being as selfish as possible.Do all of this in the presence of children and they will do it too. Kids are like that. Well, Fool, I have to let you go for now. I'll be back in a couple of seconds to tempt you again. If you were smart, you would run somewhere, confess your sins, and live for God with what little bit of life that you have left. It's not my nature to warn anyone, but to be your age and still sinning, it's becoming a bit ridiculous. Don't get me wrong, I still hate you. IT'S JUST THAT YOU'D MAKE A BETTER FOOL FOR CHRIST.
P.S. If you really love me, you won't share this letter with anyone.
This can really make you think. It actually made me mad while I was reading it,but I had to send it because of the P.S. This is deep... and I wasn't going to forward or share it, but that last line... you'll see.
A LETTER TO YOU FROM SATAN
I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores. You awoke without kneeling to pray.As a matter of fact, you didn't even bless your meals, or pray before going to bed last night.You are so unthankful, I like that about you. I cannot tell you how glad I am that you have not changed your way of living, Fool, you are mine. Remember, you and I have been going steady for years, and I still don't love you yet.As a matter of fact, I hate you, because I hate God. I am only using you to get even with God.He kicked me out of heaven, and I'm going to use you as long as possible to pay him back. You see, Fool, GOD LOVES YOU and HE has great plans in store for you. But you have yielded your life to me, and I'm going to make your life a living hell. That way, we'll be together twice. This will really hurt God!Thanks to you, I'm really showing Him who's boss in your life with all of the good times we've had.We have been watching dirty movies, cursing people out,stealing, lying, being hypocritical, fornicating, overeating, telling dirty jokes, gossiping, being judgmental, back stabbing people, disrespecting adults, and those in leadership positions, no respect for the Church,bad attitudes. SURELY you don't want to give all this up.Come on, Fool, let's burn together forever. I've got some hot plans for us. This is just a letter of appreciation from me to you. I'd like to say "THANKS" for letting me use you for most of your foolish life. You are so gullible, I laugh at you. When you are tempted to sin, you give in HA HA HA, you make me sick. Sin is beginning to take it's toll on your life. You look 20 years older, and now, I need new blood. So go ahead and teach some children how to sin. All you have to do is smoke, get drunk or drink while under-aged, cheat, gamble, gossip, fornicate, and live being as selfish as possible.Do all of this in the presence of children and they will do it too. Kids are like that. Well, Fool, I have to let you go for now. I'll be back in a couple of seconds to tempt you again. If you were smart, you would run somewhere, confess your sins, and live for God with what little bit of life that you have left. It's not my nature to warn anyone, but to be your age and still sinning, it's becoming a bit ridiculous. Don't get me wrong, I still hate you. IT'S JUST THAT YOU'D MAKE A BETTER FOOL FOR CHRIST.
P.S. If you really love me, you won't share this letter with anyone.
hey bloggie! hahaha. reached hm late ytd. cudden blog. this was wad happened ytd:
morning went dragged my mum to church. hahaha. my mama v cute one leh... i drag her to the toilet to brush her teeth n wash up... thn i go to the room to choose my clothes... after tt. i dun noe wad to wear mah... so ask my mum. cldnt find her in the toilet. n wow... i found her on the sofa, sleeping. hahahahahhaa. okok. so anw. went church. good things always happen to me. cant stand it. mrs neo walked pass me in church. she din see me. n she sat DIRECTLY RIGHT BEHIND ME! AHAHAHAHAHHAA. so cool u know.. u know y? cuz i can hear her sing... imagine her singing. wow. hahahahahahaha. it was really v v funny. hahaha. n she sings loud. loud, and clear. hahahahahaha. thn in church half the time was smsing lydia, who was just sitting on the 2nd level with gracie macie. thn after church, my mum went hm. lydia, grace n i went to eat. ate duck noodle. thn ate bur bur cha cha. thn ate grace's meesiam and chendol. hahaha. *keke*. after tt went home. went home n wrote a poem. v lousy poem. haha. cuz this poem write until v serious... normally my poems are crap one... hahaha. so v lousy lah. nvm. y m i telling u this? wahahahahahaha. after tt bathed. changed again. n left for my aunty's hse. gg there to help her make lanterns. so tt her daughter can enter some lantern making competition. ah ha ah ha. she said she would pay me... n i made 3 plastic lanterns. at the end of the day? she paid me... yes she did... SHE PAID ME MY B'DAY PRESENT! wow! she only gave me my bday present. i did so much for nth in return!!! nvm. haha. thn i left her hse, which is at admiralty (so far...), at 10.15 liddat. reached home at like wad? 11++ reaching 12. hahaha. n i took the last train. so lucky. so tired... n lydia had to call my hp when i was slping in the train... hahhahaha. so funny. cuz my hp vibrate... thn my whole body vibrate also. the woman bside looked irritated. hahahahahahahaha..... nvm
today was fun!! sweated ALOT! actually.,... supposed to go to the fun fair at jurong there with my aunty...! i forgot! hrmph! so angry... if go with thm... i can go for free leh!!! they will pay lor... HRMPH! lydia fault lah! n zhixin also! ugh! anyway....morning, early early in the morning, 8am... lydia, zx, zx's bro (kaiqin) and i went jogging. hahaha. me very pro u know. can jog n sms grace at the same time. wahahahahaha. after tt, went to zx's hse to play tennis. only me n kaiqin play. hahaha. zx abit lah. she was the "ball-girl" ah ha ah ha. like some ah-mas... pulling the trolly n picking balls everywhere. HAHAHAHAHHAA> nvm. thn after tt we all went up to her hse. watched tv. zx baked cookies. hahaha. which she threw away almost half cuz she said there were not good. honestly, i think its VERY nice. no kidding! thn set off to queensway. hahaha. looked at AQUASOCK!!! i want to buy! i need it anw. sigh... nvm. thn walked arnd. n another rnd... n another rnd... n many many rounds... thn zx n kaiqin left for her dun noe who's hse. ah ha ah ha. thn lydia n i walked arnd. saw my daughter mazzie. n her mum n sis. thn grace came. 90% of the reason must b bcuz we told her maz was here. sigh. nvm. thn we walked alot of rounds again. n left for holland v. went there cuz lydia wanted to see the WINDMILL?!?!?!?! hahahahahahaha. so walked arnd. and many many rounds again. thn walked arnd. grace said to anyhow take a bus to some unknown place. ah ha ah ha. cool eh. we walkedto the bus stop. on our way there, we saw SWINGS! yay! so we sit n play for v long. hahahaha. brought back alot of memories of cheryl n i. nvm. learn to let go. hahahahahahaha. but anw. she was the one who taught me how to swing high lah... hahaha. so now can swing v high. nvm nvm. anyway. after a long long time, grace wanted to go home. so we took a taxi to redhill mrt... dropped grace.... thn lydia n i went delta swimming complex to swim. but lydia's main reason was to tan herself. hahaha. did alot of sick n stupid things in the pool. hahaha. had a great time... thn after tt walked to tbp. haha. walking half way... crossing the road... got car... we nv see. nearly lost our lives!!! hahahahaha. i still can laugh. lucky i pulled lydia away in time. see... i'm the hero! hahaha. lydia lah! so not alert... nv look left look right! hahahahahaha. nvm. thn went to eat at KFC. gained back all the fats we burned today! sigh. waste of time man. hahahahahaha. thn after tt pei lydia wait for her bus. thn went home. n here i am. hahaha. my ultra-extremely summarised version of my day. evn though still v long. tried to cut down liao. hahaha
morning went dragged my mum to church. hahaha. my mama v cute one leh... i drag her to the toilet to brush her teeth n wash up... thn i go to the room to choose my clothes... after tt. i dun noe wad to wear mah... so ask my mum. cldnt find her in the toilet. n wow... i found her on the sofa, sleeping. hahahahahhaa. okok. so anw. went church. good things always happen to me. cant stand it. mrs neo walked pass me in church. she din see me. n she sat DIRECTLY RIGHT BEHIND ME! AHAHAHAHAHHAA. so cool u know.. u know y? cuz i can hear her sing... imagine her singing. wow. hahahahahahaha. it was really v v funny. hahaha. n she sings loud. loud, and clear. hahahahahaha. thn in church half the time was smsing lydia, who was just sitting on the 2nd level with gracie macie. thn after church, my mum went hm. lydia, grace n i went to eat. ate duck noodle. thn ate bur bur cha cha. thn ate grace's meesiam and chendol. hahaha. *keke*. after tt went home. went home n wrote a poem. v lousy poem. haha. cuz this poem write until v serious... normally my poems are crap one... hahaha. so v lousy lah. nvm. y m i telling u this? wahahahahahaha. after tt bathed. changed again. n left for my aunty's hse. gg there to help her make lanterns. so tt her daughter can enter some lantern making competition. ah ha ah ha. she said she would pay me... n i made 3 plastic lanterns. at the end of the day? she paid me... yes she did... SHE PAID ME MY B'DAY PRESENT! wow! she only gave me my bday present. i did so much for nth in return!!! nvm. haha. thn i left her hse, which is at admiralty (so far...), at 10.15 liddat. reached home at like wad? 11++ reaching 12. hahaha. n i took the last train. so lucky. so tired... n lydia had to call my hp when i was slping in the train... hahhahaha. so funny. cuz my hp vibrate... thn my whole body vibrate also. the woman bside looked irritated. hahahahahahahaha..... nvm
today was fun!! sweated ALOT! actually.,... supposed to go to the fun fair at jurong there with my aunty...! i forgot! hrmph! so angry... if go with thm... i can go for free leh!!! they will pay lor... HRMPH! lydia fault lah! n zhixin also! ugh! anyway....morning, early early in the morning, 8am... lydia, zx, zx's bro (kaiqin) and i went jogging. hahaha. me very pro u know. can jog n sms grace at the same time. wahahahahaha. after tt, went to zx's hse to play tennis. only me n kaiqin play. hahaha. zx abit lah. she was the "ball-girl" ah ha ah ha. like some ah-mas... pulling the trolly n picking balls everywhere. HAHAHAHAHHAA> nvm. thn after tt we all went up to her hse. watched tv. zx baked cookies. hahaha. which she threw away almost half cuz she said there were not good. honestly, i think its VERY nice. no kidding! thn set off to queensway. hahaha. looked at AQUASOCK!!! i want to buy! i need it anw. sigh... nvm. thn walked arnd. n another rnd... n another rnd... n many many rounds... thn zx n kaiqin left for her dun noe who's hse. ah ha ah ha. thn lydia n i walked arnd. saw my daughter mazzie. n her mum n sis. thn grace came. 90% of the reason must b bcuz we told her maz was here. sigh. nvm. thn we walked alot of rounds again. n left for holland v. went there cuz lydia wanted to see the WINDMILL?!?!?!?! hahahahahahaha. so walked arnd. and many many rounds again. thn walked arnd. grace said to anyhow take a bus to some unknown place. ah ha ah ha. cool eh. we walkedto the bus stop. on our way there, we saw SWINGS! yay! so we sit n play for v long. hahahaha. brought back alot of memories of cheryl n i. nvm. learn to let go. hahahahahahaha. but anw. she was the one who taught me how to swing high lah... hahaha. so now can swing v high. nvm nvm. anyway. after a long long time, grace wanted to go home. so we took a taxi to redhill mrt... dropped grace.... thn lydia n i went delta swimming complex to swim. but lydia's main reason was to tan herself. hahaha. did alot of sick n stupid things in the pool. hahaha. had a great time... thn after tt walked to tbp. haha. walking half way... crossing the road... got car... we nv see. nearly lost our lives!!! hahahahaha. i still can laugh. lucky i pulled lydia away in time. see... i'm the hero! hahaha. lydia lah! so not alert... nv look left look right! hahahahahaha. nvm. thn went to eat at KFC. gained back all the fats we burned today! sigh. waste of time man. hahahahahaha. thn after tt pei lydia wait for her bus. thn went home. n here i am. hahaha. my ultra-extremely summarised version of my day. evn though still v long. tried to cut down liao. hahaha