i m such a total bitch! wad has gotten into me?!?!?! i feel so guilty now.... but i cant say sorry. i still have my bloody pride ok... shucks! wad's wrong with u?!?!?!?! arghs! i actually called my mum a fucking asshole... n now she's like... so angry. n she's venting her anger on everything. arghs! i feel so guilty! i want to say sorry.... but i dare not!! arghs! guily....guilty!!! GUILTY!!! guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty.

sigh. anw. today after sch i sent zx to mrt station. thn ate there. n talk talk awhile. bought my LIME. n zx browsed thru. thn she went hm n i walked back to sch. on my way back, met yiyuan n XiAoMiN at the busstop. n they din let me off. kept holding me back. n yiyuan held n hand n refused to let go. hahahaha. n i was like... "yiyuan, wo zhi dao ni shi heng ai wo de... dan shi, ai qing shi bu neng mian qiang de... fang shou ba...." MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! n she went:"bu yao...bu yao..." hahahahahahahaa. we are LaMeRs!! =P. speaking of which, yiyuan, where's my new lamer label? hahahahahahha.

finally escaped frm the evil woman's clutches. tt eveil woman with evil dimples. she better not smile in front of me. muahahahaha. kidding. thn got back to sch. talked to tiffany n MAZZIE a while. thn left. sat with grace n huiqin. thn huiqin disappear to dun noe where. so went to class with gracie macie. haha. sat the talk talk. oh yah. talked to qiqi. she passed me the rugby ball... telling me she not gg for training... hahaha. n in the end, she turned up... n nihaad was so confused. muahahahaha. thn train train train as usual. but not so usual. cuz i had my menses. n there was a cramp. sigh... pain like siao. n i had to bear with it...n blood tickling down when u're running, is definitely not a comfortable feeling. yuck! n the cramp... now still pain... ahhhhhhh. hahahaha. celebrated stella's bday. got her a banana cake. hahahahahaha. n she went mad. muahahahahahahhaha. after training went hm. intended to go qnsway with huiqin to see the aquasock. budden she had to rush home. hahaha.

oh yah. I'M GG TO CELEBRATE MY BDAY WITH GRACE!! YAY! grace's idea. cool eh? at sentosa this sat!! yay!!!! dun worry. maznah's coming. hahaha. my daughter... celebrating my bday with me! yay! my conversation with mazzie in the com lab today:

me: mazzie. if u go right, n u give grace a present. n u dun give me... dun u find it very weird?!?!
maz: of cuz i'll give u lah... YOU'RE MY MOTHER!!!!!!

i so gan dong k. hahahahahahahahhahahhahaha. hahaha. okok. chills. happy happy. happy happy happy. nth but happiness. plain joy! wahahahahahahahhahahaha!

hm... my sis just got a new hp. nokia 2100. so cool right? not fair..... =(. sigh. nvm. 8250 is just as good.... i guess. muahahahahahah. =)