.In troubled times its You I seek\
thank You for dieing on the cross of me
thank You for giving me life
thank You for adopting me as your daughter
thank You for being my friend
thank You for the things You provided
thank You for the friends You sent
thank You for preparing "coincidences"
thank You God for everything

I was blind but now can see.
You opened my eyes.

I know where is God now.God is everywhere.God is above me, under me, beside me, around me, ahead of me, behind me and in me.We dont see God with our naked eyes.We see God in our friends.because He speaks through them.We see God in the things we have.because He provided for us.I know where is God.I believe in my knowledge.

Learnt so much in a day.Through a very special person.miricles do happen.I dont believe in coincidence.Its all planned.Its a "conspiracy" with God.I left church right after Rixiang said:"Goodbye and have a great week." and i walked off.all the way to 75 bus stop.decided to take another route home so that my cell grp members wouldnt find me.reached bus stop.didnt regret.usually, i would regret and wish that i hadnt been so rash and that they would come for me.but it was different this time.really felt hurt and upset.Anyway, the bus came.and I got up the bus.reached into my bag for my wallet to find that it wasnt there.so i got off the bus.thn i sat at the bus stop and look for my wallet.found it right under all my stuff.so i had to miss that bus.waited for the nxt bus when a very cheerful lady in red and white striped shirt came and smiled to me.she called my name.i turned over.It was ZiBing.and right away she could tell tt i wasnt feeling well. [obviously,cuz i had been crying until my eyes were sore] Anyway, so she asked me what's wrong and all that.I refused to talk initially.but somehow or another, I was touched in a strange way.then i told her abt my hurts.and she prayed for me right there.at the busstop.and thn, something inside me told me to ask her t stay with me.not exactly what lynette in her right mind would do, but still.she did.yepp.i asked her if she was in a rush and if she could stay awhile to talk to me.Actually, she was kinda in a rush.but still, she stayed and talked to me.She explained the doubts i had and helped me sort out my confused mind.and we sat and talked for a long while until 8.30.she was late for meeting her friend.and because of me, she had to take a taxi.i felt really bad and i apologized to her.and her reply made me tear.she said:"My pleasure.I'm very honoured that you're willing to share your problems with me." felt very loved.its like.youre walking through the valley of Death, and a hand stretched out to you.i had been feeling so unloved and therefore, Zibing really touched me.sometimes, people say that they love you but they dont mean and show it.but i could sense a deep authentic love.for a very very long time, i havent felt so touched.and i know the hand that reached out for me wasnt simply Zibing's hand.it was God's hand.It was God who sent Zibing to me.God loves me.Anyway, I thank Zibing for taking up her time for me.and being so sincere.yepp.and i thank God for revealing himself to me.if you seek Him, you will find Him.

to everyone who called/sms me.thanks.i'm ok now.yepp.

i've really seen God's works throughout the day.so many "coincidences".all planned by God.thank You to You up there!!

anyway.melissa wants me to blog about my experience at her house.got loads to say.hehe.so here goes.on friday, grace and i went over to moomoo's to stayover.was really really fun,intended to study the whole night.but we fell aslp instead.but edwin [mel's bro] kept disturbing us.so the genius me thought of a plan.to fake sleep so he will leave the room.turned out tt mel really bcame sleepy and fell aslp.but before that.haha.we had so much fun taking photo's with serena's phone.and we had weird poses.haha.cant tell u the poses.embarassing for us.but one of it was to pretend to talk on the phone.with our feet being the phone.hoho.we kinda looked like some yoga masters.hee.thn after mel fell aslp.grace serena and i continued to take pictures.hahaha.and being lame.and doing lame stuff.wanted to wake up at 1am to study.aparrantly, nobody excpt for serena heard the alarm.she woke mel up.but mel said tt she didnt want to wake up and so serena didnt wake any of us up.hurr.slept all the way until morning 8.30am.found grace gone when i opened my eyes.woke mel up.and we were like:"where's grace?" and thn grace suddenly comes into the room singing:"wakey wakey, breakfast is ready."hoho.apparantly.thn grace logged on the computer.while mel and i brushed our teeth.thn we studied for a while.and played abit of guitar.thn went down to eat breakfast.hoho.experimented with bread.used strawberry jam, blueberry jam, honey, butter, cheese, peanut butter and.i think tt's all.haha.my personal fav is...*drumroll* PEANUT BUTTER JELLY SANDWICH!!hurr.and the cambell mushroom soup.hee.i never knew peanut butter could go so well with jam.and thn we ate.crapped.laughed.went up to study again.played guitar.and etc etc.hurr.and thn grace left.and mel and i cont doing work and playing guitar.until lunch.and i ate.thn i left.hurr.actually.i intended to type a really detailed entry.but.for one, this blog entry is alrdy very long.for two, i'm really tired now.eyes sore and pain becuz of all tt crying just now.i think i could have flooded 293482394819084290234820 ants.hurr.and my eyelids suddenly feel very heavy.maybe tt's bcuz i eat too much.erbs.-lame-and for three.i guess u would be bored reading so much.so.anw.sorry for the really really really summarized entry.for more info,plz visit mel's blog @ mellimoo.blogspot.com

oh.one point i musnt miss out.hurr. mel and grace snores loudly at night. -shhhh- heee.oh wells.good night.

and last but definitely NOT least,
happie burthday fayanne!!
my dear dear dear times infinity buddy has grown one year older today!!
congrats!!

and also to timothy who's bday was ytd i think.
hee.sorry.abit too late.
but better thn never.hoho.
happie birthday timmy!!