You're doing something,a time of Jubilee is coming
ilovemyJesus!!
NARMATHA RECEIVED CHRIST!
I'M ELATED ;D ;D
and very encouaraged to bring more people!
and i really can sense God wrkg in i4C! we're not only growing in numbers,but i spiritual maturity too!more people are experiencing breakthroughs!thank You, Jesus!everytime i think of what God has done,is doing and will do,i cant help smiling to myself and singing to Him!
FLING WIDE THE HEAVENLY GATES
PREPARE THE WAY OF THE RISON KING
Sunday, February 19, 2006
the One who's come to bring us back to Him
ilovemyJesus!!
this is going to be a looong grandmother's story.and i mean it,literally.heh. :D :D
gee!i feel like little red riding hood.i went to visit my granny myself for the first time!and i feel really accomplished bcs i'm one step closer to my commitment to my family.anw,my eldest aunt and two younger cousins were thr too.in case u wanted to knw,it was matthew (!) and his brother,gideon!
my granny's more affectionate now tht we dun see each other much.she used to stay with me,in our house.but a few yrs ago she moved to stay with my youngest aunt,who stays alone.she didnt use to appreciated hugs and such (eg holding her hands).but tdy when i saw her,she held my hand and i felt like crying.
i've never been really close to my granny since young due to language barrier.she speaks dialect and a lil chi,while i spoke alot of english since my mom speaks to me in english.but she's the one who brought me up, took care of me etc.she carried my bag and brought me to the void deck to wait for my sch bus daily and cooked my meals.well,u dun rly need to talk much while performing such duties,right?so evn though we spent alot of time tgt,we had little communication.
but i truly regret.
if i had been matured when i was young (which, really, makes no sense), i would learn dialect and speak to her and build a clsoe relationship.i would have treasured our moment spent and talk t her as much as i can.
now that i'm older and more sensible (dun argue abt tht bcs i AM sensible, well at least, enough.ha!) i realised tht though granny doesnt show it,she does love me.its just not her style to be affecionate firstly bcs she's chinese,& secondly bcs she was an orphan & didnt rly experience affectionate parents bfore.so there, my loving yet not affectionate granny.
so tdy,i decided tht granny should come stay with me at home,and now she's here!but only for a few days.she's rly old and doesnt get to go out much bcs she has problems walking (her leg has been operated on a few times).i hope she has an enjoyable and memorable time here.for these few days she's gg to be here,i wna commit myself to mainly 3 things. God, granny and school.
<3
ilovemyJesus!!
this is going to be a looong grandmother's story.and i mean it,literally.heh. :D :D
gee!i feel like little red riding hood.i went to visit my granny myself for the first time!and i feel really accomplished bcs i'm one step closer to my commitment to my family.anw,my eldest aunt and two younger cousins were thr too.in case u wanted to knw,it was matthew (!) and his brother,gideon!
my granny's more affectionate now tht we dun see each other much.she used to stay with me,in our house.but a few yrs ago she moved to stay with my youngest aunt,who stays alone.she didnt use to appreciated hugs and such (eg holding her hands).but tdy when i saw her,she held my hand and i felt like crying.
i've never been really close to my granny since young due to language barrier.she speaks dialect and a lil chi,while i spoke alot of english since my mom speaks to me in english.but she's the one who brought me up, took care of me etc.she carried my bag and brought me to the void deck to wait for my sch bus daily and cooked my meals.well,u dun rly need to talk much while performing such duties,right?so evn though we spent alot of time tgt,we had little communication.
but i truly regret.
if i had been matured when i was young (which, really, makes no sense), i would learn dialect and speak to her and build a clsoe relationship.i would have treasured our moment spent and talk t her as much as i can.
now that i'm older and more sensible (dun argue abt tht bcs i AM sensible, well at least, enough.ha!) i realised tht though granny doesnt show it,she does love me.its just not her style to be affecionate firstly bcs she's chinese,& secondly bcs she was an orphan & didnt rly experience affectionate parents bfore.so there, my loving yet not affectionate granny.
so tdy,i decided tht granny should come stay with me at home,and now she's here!but only for a few days.she's rly old and doesnt get to go out much bcs she has problems walking (her leg has been operated on a few times).i hope she has an enjoyable and memorable time here.for these few days she's gg to be here,i wna commit myself to mainly 3 things. God, granny and school.
<3
Sunday, February 12, 2006
so i can stand on mountains, You raised me up
ilovemyJesus!!
rmb me telling you how badly i did for my ss paper? (or did i blog abt it evn)
i totally spotted the wrong topics and absolutely couldnt answer the essay qns at all! and since ss was the first paper, and knowing that i would definitely fail it, i decided not to study for geog and waste my time(i take combined humans,ss+geog).technically,anyone in this situation would fail it,right?i thot i would be elated if i could evn get a D7.but u nvr knw how God works.i got an A1 for my combined humans!amazing,huh?
if i were to get back my paper and show it to you,thr's absolutely no way you could give it any grade above D7.i'm serious!thr's like no reason why i should pass it.but u know what?God is just marvellous.you dun knw how He does it,but He does it.question is,do u have the faith to believe in Him?
its a miracle.everyone who studied with me can testify tht i have absolutely no detailed knowledge of the topics tested.i even got countries's names wrong and couldnt rmb names of places.some stuff i wrote for ss:
"northern ireland & britain fought for fishing ground"(it was iceland & britain)
"china & india fought over a certain plateau and a certain forest"
i only spent half a page for 3 case studies and 1.5 pages for the conclusion,which was like an expository essay!it went like:
"war or no war depends on an individual's priority-whether they prioritise peace over resources.but an individual decision is influnced by the govt,family etc.how they are educated affects bla bla bla"
TOTALLY OUT OF POINT.
but thankfully,i know God.who sees the effort i put in.like always said, Do Your Best, God Does The Rest.amen?
i attribute my good results to Jesus!really.if not for him,i couldnt have performed. :D
and in the mean time, SAJC, here i come!
ilovemyJesus!!
rmb me telling you how badly i did for my ss paper? (or did i blog abt it evn)
i totally spotted the wrong topics and absolutely couldnt answer the essay qns at all! and since ss was the first paper, and knowing that i would definitely fail it, i decided not to study for geog and waste my time(i take combined humans,ss+geog).technically,anyone in this situation would fail it,right?i thot i would be elated if i could evn get a D7.but u nvr knw how God works.i got an A1 for my combined humans!amazing,huh?
if i were to get back my paper and show it to you,thr's absolutely no way you could give it any grade above D7.i'm serious!thr's like no reason why i should pass it.but u know what?God is just marvellous.you dun knw how He does it,but He does it.question is,do u have the faith to believe in Him?
its a miracle.everyone who studied with me can testify tht i have absolutely no detailed knowledge of the topics tested.i even got countries's names wrong and couldnt rmb names of places.some stuff i wrote for ss:
"northern ireland & britain fought for fishing ground"(it was iceland & britain)
"china & india fought over a certain plateau and a certain forest"
i only spent half a page for 3 case studies and 1.5 pages for the conclusion,which was like an expository essay!it went like:
"war or no war depends on an individual's priority-whether they prioritise peace over resources.but an individual decision is influnced by the govt,family etc.how they are educated affects bla bla bla"
TOTALLY OUT OF POINT.
but thankfully,i know God.who sees the effort i put in.like always said, Do Your Best, God Does The Rest.amen?
i attribute my good results to Jesus!really.if not for him,i couldnt have performed. :D
and in the mean time, SAJC, here i come!
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Who Am I
by Casting Crowns
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
by Casting Crowns
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours
Thursday, February 02, 2006
and i lay down my life for You, You are my God
ilovemyJesus!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYING!
i have a serious need to admit this.
THIS is the boy i'm infactuated with and cant get enough off.
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say hello to HIM! :D :D
he offers me chocolate :D :D
meal time! :D :D
going to bath and shy about it.aww,sooo cute!
he eats the chocolate!!! :D :D
i love him okay. <3
HIS NAME IS MATTHEW EMMANUEL GIBSON
and i love him. :D
disclaimer: he's my cousin and i'm not a paedophile.
and he was born a premature baby and had no anul opening.doctors said tht thr wld be little risk opertating on him to create an anul opening if he's lesion level was low, but he's lesion level was high.so we all prayed and thank God,the operation was a success.however,now,abt every 4 days,his mom has to use this long thing to dig into his anus for waste products bcs he cant excrete on his own yet.and whn his sister changed his diaper,i saw his butt.it was like,red and sore.his brother also told me tht everytime his mom does tht,he cries out loudly in pain.awww.. but we all know, God is in control!amen? :D :D
oh.whn it was his bathing time,his sis stripped him in fornt of me.and he became shy.so whn his sis undid the diaper,he held on to it,one hand holding the front and one at the back, and whined very loudly.thn he pointed to the bathroom, indicating tht he wanted to go inside bcs he didnt want me to see him naked! haha. so cute! thn he toddled into the bathroom, both hands holding the diaper just above the butt. it was reeaaally adorable.
you gotta spend a day with him to really know how lovely he is. :D
thank God for kids.
ilovemyJesus!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYING!
i have a serious need to admit this.
THIS is the boy i'm infactuated with and cant get enough off.
X=
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say hello to HIM! :D :D
he offers me chocolate :D :D
meal time! :D :D
going to bath and shy about it.aww,sooo cute!
he eats the chocolate!!! :D :D
i love him okay. <3
HIS NAME IS MATTHEW EMMANUEL GIBSON
and i love him. :D
disclaimer: he's my cousin and i'm not a paedophile.
and he was born a premature baby and had no anul opening.doctors said tht thr wld be little risk opertating on him to create an anul opening if he's lesion level was low, but he's lesion level was high.so we all prayed and thank God,the operation was a success.however,now,abt every 4 days,his mom has to use this long thing to dig into his anus for waste products bcs he cant excrete on his own yet.and whn his sister changed his diaper,i saw his butt.it was like,red and sore.his brother also told me tht everytime his mom does tht,he cries out loudly in pain.awww.. but we all know, God is in control!amen? :D :D
oh.whn it was his bathing time,his sis stripped him in fornt of me.and he became shy.so whn his sis undid the diaper,he held on to it,one hand holding the front and one at the back, and whined very loudly.thn he pointed to the bathroom, indicating tht he wanted to go inside bcs he didnt want me to see him naked! haha. so cute! thn he toddled into the bathroom, both hands holding the diaper just above the butt. it was reeaaally adorable.
you gotta spend a day with him to really know how lovely he is. :D
thank God for kids.