the One who's come to bring us back to Him
ilovemyJesus!!

this is going to be a looong grandmother's story.and i mean it,literally.heh. :D :D

gee!i feel like little red riding hood.i went to visit my granny myself for the first time!and i feel really accomplished bcs i'm one step closer to my commitment to my family.anw,my eldest aunt and two younger cousins were thr too.in case u wanted to knw,it was matthew (!) and his brother,gideon!

my granny's more affectionate now tht we dun see each other much.she used to stay with me,in our house.but a few yrs ago she moved to stay with my youngest aunt,who stays alone.she didnt use to appreciated hugs and such (eg holding her hands).but tdy when i saw her,she held my hand and i felt like crying.

i've never been really close to my granny since young due to language barrier.she speaks dialect and a lil chi,while i spoke alot of english since my mom speaks to me in english.but she's the one who brought me up, took care of me etc.she carried my bag and brought me to the void deck to wait for my sch bus daily and cooked my meals.well,u dun rly need to talk much while performing such duties,right?so evn though we spent alot of time tgt,we had little communication.

but i truly regret.

if i had been matured when i was young (which, really, makes no sense), i would learn dialect and speak to her and build a clsoe relationship.i would have treasured our moment spent and talk t her as much as i can.

now that i'm older and more sensible (dun argue abt tht bcs i AM sensible, well at least, enough.ha!) i realised tht though granny doesnt show it,she does love me.its just not her style to be affecionate firstly bcs she's chinese,& secondly bcs she was an orphan & didnt rly experience affectionate parents bfore.so there, my loving yet not affectionate granny.

so tdy,i decided tht granny should come stay with me at home,and now she's here!but only for a few days.she's rly old and doesnt get to go out much bcs she has problems walking (her leg has been operated on a few times).i hope she has an enjoyable and memorable time here.for these few days she's gg to be here,i wna commit myself to mainly 3 things. God, granny and school.



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