crown You with a thousand crowns
ilovemyJesus!!

just hung up the phone with lovely lejing. thank You, God, for lejing really. she makes me feel like superwoman in my depressed moments. i know this sounds amazing (?!) but tdy, i felt suicidal.

i know its politcally incorrect to type such depressing posts and be so honest. but honesty is the first step to solutions, isnt it?

anyhow, i was encouraged by things she said, and enlightened especially by this, "if you honour God, God will honour you". powerful, isnt it? life is not difficult to live, there's just one simple rule to success: honour God. the rest will fall into place neatly.

thanks lejing, if youre reading this ;D

on a lighter note, BM training officially starts today. i can strip fast but cannot swim fast. xueyuan can swim fast but cannot strip fast. opposites attracts, that's why we're such good friends. did i mention that i love xueyuan? well, know you know.

xueyuan and i were greeted by a bodiless hand pointing at us the moment we stepped into the toilet to get changed for training. totally freaked out, though is was just a toy. its the shock luh, since it looked so real.

while we were leaving holland v at 9.30pm,
me: *yadah yadah yada*
xy: ohmygosh.
*both stop walking*
xy: (in one breath) when we walk up the stairs we quickly run okay cause i just saw a rat
*xy immediately runs off leaving me stunned*
me: (surpressed scream within) xy!
*runs up the stairs unglamly*

xy, dont do this next time. i dont register things in my head fast. and i dont like rats.