You are awesome in this place, Mighty God

Love Love Me


L-O-V-E-! (Av is usually very glamorous)


I dont know why we look so small, why my body looks contorted, nor why she looks like she's strangling me. But I like this girl for sure (:


Yup, she is a lady.


Little Miss Polka Dot .'.'.'.'.'.'.


Finally, this IS me - Your Not-so-Average Everyday RockStar, with Love :D
(Forgive me for lying)

You are beautiful beyond description

I solved a 2x2 Rubik cube in less than an hour on the upper deck of Bus 14 at 3.37pm.

so i'll stand with arms high and heart abandoned,
in awe of The One who gave it all.
so ill stand my soul Lord to You surrendered
all i am is Yours

Hi Friend,
My heart beats for you.
I really want for you to share the same faith, hope and love as I do, because I know it will change your life. There are so many things I've not hesitated to give you, and in all sincerity, I wish you'll come to receive this gift from God deposited with me as well. It will never be exhausted nor will it fade away. Neither will you ever lose interest in it because it will never lose its interest in you. I cannot find the courage to present it to you, and I feel so bad depriving you of it. Dear friend, I love you so much, and I want the best for you. Please give me an opportunity to give you God's love.
In Love,
Lynette.

[Casting Crowns - Here I go again]

You are the Everlasting God, Everlasting God
You do not faint, You wont grow weary

Woodstock.
Woodblock.
Wordblock.

Praise & Worship was good today.

I figure I appreciate the laughs today, & crashing Av's place did some cheering definitely.
Spare the inexplicably uncontrolled anxious reactions, I gather today was one of the days I got less than 10 things wrong. To be glad? Yes, definitely.



Thank the good Lord for Auntie Shoes, Cool and Carrot.

Almost there, not there, can never reach there?
I never got my question answered.



TangyMango showed this to me:

"For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God"
-Ephesians 2:8 (of the Bible)

So what can I say, what can I do?
But to offer my life, oh God, completely to You.

Hello People in KomPewTerh Land.
I met Jesus:


Fine, this is Ps Joel Baker and He does look like Jesus alright. He ministers in Aussie and I like him alot :D But he's only here to lecture 2 modules, and then he'll be gone next week. Therefore, I quote John Ho, "Life is a wave." It brings things here, and it brings things away. Gahh.

Anyway, Im seeing amber in my life. (I dont mean I have a boyfriend called amber, hahahaha! Where did that come from anyway?) My feelings? Almost none, thoughts aplenty though. I'll talk about it when Im ready, but this is as far as it'll go on my blog, now public again.

*Adjusts shorts*

Life is a rubik's cube.






.

how can it be You were the One on the cross?

Everybody loves a Californian girl,
nobody loves a pessimistic girl.

spending the money you dont have.
buying the things you dont need,
to impress the people you dont like.

few things are half as true as the quote above i heard in school.
speaking of which, itmingontieynoj.
let's see how you decipher the mess & unravel my thoughts.

well?
give up, that's my best advice.

iyhaowpaestehoigsgfneiel.

Happy CNY?

broken hearts, broken lives,
He will take them all

I received C's text at 2.35am, complaining.. well,
"This is the only time i'll say this. Your english is very good. Mine is not bad, if i say so myself but i just went over to your blog and realised i can't understand half of what u're saying. Now that you know your english is a notch above the rest of us normal folk,pls use more common words pls! Thanks:D "
(I copied word for word)

My reply:
"Haha, I use the thesaurus sometimes. Actually, I intended for it to be private, but, haha, alot of ppl found it anw, evn after shutting it down for some time. Ok, feedback reviewed. Will do away with Thesaurus & use English next time, haha! (:"

Well, Greetings People of the World.
I'm going to address my verbal catharsis of cheeem cheeem words, & the proposition of what seems to be my intelligence.

I don't already have a large vocabulary of words. For that matter, my vocabulary is actually quite limited, and I do use the Thesaurus sometimes. That, for several reasons, of which, I can only recall these now:
1. Cannot find the perfect word to bring across the picture.
2. Trying to hide a story behind what seems so confusing for readers.
3. Using words I alone understand, for the sake of trigger memory when I re-read old entries.
4. Big words help me remember details better
5. Improve English?
Honestly, big words are rarely used in daily speech everywhere. I don't really know why they were created for to begin with, but well... I've justified them for my personal use anyway.
So, my vocabulary bank is not actually inversely proportional to your brain, really. *Smile*

When I starting posting in http://leenette.blogspot.com again after its official closure, I was apprehensive. I'm aware the whole blogging style aint very me - & I saw judgements coming. Precisely why I removed the tagboard, so no one could say anything for the relief of any kind of asphyxiation. Then I would continue to believe this is where I can freely play another person I enjoyed, because "no one reads", no one judges.
(Ain't emo[tional]-ing here, but anyway, I hope you didnt stupidly click on the link)

Oh well, the privacy of the blog was short-lived. I didnt mind people reading as long as I dont know they do. Otherwise, knowing that people do read makes me a tag uncomfortable? But I relent now, and I'm going to start functioning as a normal reader-friendly blog that welcomes every curious soul that drops by. Yea, I'll put up the tagboard again soon, & probably do up the layout... Again ): (Volunteers?)

Gahh, this is such a long blog entry. I dislike long entries, really.

Just for the record, to C:
I dont know whether to feel happy or sad when you say,
"This is the only time i'll say this. Your english is very good."
Whatever it is, being the nice me I usually am anyway,
"Ya lah, your english is good lah, dont need to just 'say so [your]self'."

PS: I didnt touch the thesaurus for this post :D

deeper in love with You

I cease to delude myself- people read these entries.
So much that I'm blanking out now.
Go ahead & justify the heavy euphemism, I'm cool.

A strong Tsunami swept millions of starfishes way up the shore. He walks by the seaside, and noticed a young Boy picking up the starfishes and throwing them back into the sea.
"You know you'll never be able to throw all of them in before they die."

I should hold on tightly to the mote that barely shines sanguinely.
But.

i will wait for You, Almighty God,
in the beauty of Your Holiness

I'm utterly answerable to have blistered The Lover.
Guilty.

Why so spirited regarding acquisitions, and absurdly next-to-comatose apropose critical intendment? I definitely know the root of the perplexities- and its apprehensive succession through each generation.

14We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin.
15I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.
16And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good.
17As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me.
18I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out.
19For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing.
20Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.
21So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me.
22For in my inner being I delight in God's law;
23but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members.
24What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death?
25Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord!
-Paul in Romans 7:14-25

Dear Holy One who is Love,
Forgive me and change my ways. I give You permission to hold me steady, and make me one who honors You in thought & behavior. Your mercies are new, but may I not take them for granted.
I'm sorry, Benevolent Lord.