praise You all the earth and heavens above
ilovemyJesus!!

God is rly grt.though i was sooo last min in makg my decision to go for prom, yet He provided me with the things i needed.i got dress,shoes etc all rdy even though i only comfirmed my decision tdy, the day before prom.

i'm pretty excited actually.heh.i'll show u the dress,shoes and earrings now because u'll NOTNOTNOT have a chance to see me in them at all unless u'll be at swissotel tmr.well.. :D
its good enough imagining!















the color looks strange here.it actually brown.
















pretty shoes! my mum's fav!
















okay.i dont wear dangling earrings but momma bought them.well.. :\

Your love that saved my soul and made me whole
ilovemyJesus!!

dont you YI mission trippers think ZIBING did a great job sharing today? if you do so, shout AMEN! :D i thought it was great! well done, zibing. we know its not easy and we appreciate it!

rachel(disciple) is going to china to visit her dad who works there.let's pray for God to be with her and that she'll remain prayerful in china. :D i'll miss her, rly.though she's quiet,i do love and care for her.i hope she'll be fine.but thn agn, do i have to hope?i know she'll be fine cuz the Lord is with her!

khonkean3 is bonding rly well and i'm glad!yiting is sick and i know tht she'll get well soon.mission trip is in only a few days time.i'm very excited to see souls coming to know God."something in my heart is burning like a fire".yup! tht's exactly how i feel.i tasted God's goodness and i want to bring others to it!in fact,i must emphasize on this: mission trip does NOT happen only in thailand, but even in singapore.where thr is ppl, thr is harvest!amen?

and here is 7/13 of the team:














[L-R] HolySpirit munchung(babanas/mc) serena karyn ME melissa(sMELly/mellimoo) caleb(death boi) brandon(wackwam) HolySpirit
well, HolySpirit is everywhere, isnt He? [;

forever i will give my life and offering, i surrender all
ilovemyJesus!!

some songs sung by youthalive i feel kinda uncomfortable with.its like heavy metal and thr's screaming in the backgrd.well..

tdy's mission mtg was grt!met most of the team members.only xiangxiang wasnt here.but i alrdy knw who she is frm last yr's mission trip.kongsheng is super funny!its like,he got a rly blur and sleepy look.and the way he does things is so comical!i couldnt stop laughing watching him do skits!he's like the winston of last yr's team!i cant further emphasize bcus u have to meet him to rly knw how hilarious this guy is.and thn there's brandon,caleb,jack,manchun. all of thm,including kongsheng are 16 excpt jack,who is 15.mm.things are going well,we're bonding better.i hope we can all be rly open to each other bfore we leave for KHON KAEN!that's in Isaan,northeast of thailand.yup! :D

meanwhile, here are some pics i took during dinner:














introducing, huat the ostrich who is utterly self-obsessed

huat again.look like ostrich/lion/elmo hor?

mellimoo and zibing! my dearestest pretty pretty shepherds!

serena, me and karyn.its a candid shot so we all look kinda funny.heh.

nothing in this world, that can change the love of You, my Jesus
ilovemyJesus!!

its very interesting, God speaks to you through YOU!

mission trip mtg tdy was great, though i heard ps daniel's sermon bfore.well, the more u hear the more grounded u get, right? :D anyhow, met 3 other teammates, jessy, kelly, yiting.found out also that yanting has been reshuffled to another team.mm.i'll be seeing the whole team on mon.alright, i was saying, kelly stays near me.so after mtg, i sent her home (well, almost anyway).& u knw how tough it is to take a looong bus ride with someone u knw for barely 2hrs.i kept thnkg of things to talk abt, thn i decided to share on the one common thing we have tht i was sure of.somewhr along the line, anw.talked abt my past, how i used to be a rly horrid person,& how the understandg of Christ's love changed me.

and through tht, my spirit bcame awaken! not tht it wasnt, but, it felt like anthr breakthrough.i must admit i've been so focused on ministryministryministry tht i seldom stop to admire God's wonders.i want to always look back, reflect and recognise His works.i want to praise Him for all He has done, all His is doing, and all He is going to do!

amen?


i hope you receive the Christ light too! :D

give it all, give it all, give it all to Jesus
ilovemyJesus!!

its a spiritual attack!mr S.A Tan is at work again.every year during this season,he works O.T to prevent the ruins of his unworthy plan.
despicable!sadistic!he derives joy and pleasure from the pain we feel.
i pray that i do not fall into his trap.i must be grounded in God's Word.many times i have felt depressed and,honestly,i allowed it.we are all able to control our feelings.if we couldnt,would we ever be happy again after being sad?we can let go, move on & feel joy because we chose to.my point is, we can control our emotions!dun be fooled by satan who tells you that you cant.he tempts you to be depressed by causing ur situations to be distressing,but you dun have to let him decide how you will react and feel.stay joyful,because it annoys satan most.really! :D

i come against all satan's plan to foil this mission trip,in JESUS' GREAT & ALMIGHTY NAME.

on a lighter note,i have met 4 of my mission team members,of which,2 are my very own cellmates.the rest didnt attend tdy's meeting.more thn 50% of the grp are 16 yr-olds,taking olvls.& i contribute to the popular population.HEH =\ oh!yanting is rly nice.youth leader of brighton youth,and tcher at st nicholas girls'!i can foresee a gd learning experience :D

be still, always know He is God

if praise is like perfume, i'll lavish mine on You, till every drop is gone
ilovemyJesus!!

God is good, but i must admit i am still a sinful human with emotions.
i hope i dont let emotions get over me, so as to give way to God's voice, so it may surface.i dont say that because it is the natural so-called 'christian-thing-to-do', but even as a non-christian, nobody likes to bear anger right? i pray God takes away this anger i am feeling.i wanna take the step to smile and bear with ________ in love, not rebutting _______ because God is the judge above all.
God help me, i know You will.

i was about to post an pretty humorous post about my mum's visit to the hairdresser, but after what happened, i'm not in the mood to.even if i do, it wont be funny anymore.amazing what satan can do huh?

and now i'm feeling more frustruated than ever, knowing that satan has a hold over my temper.i'm angry that time and time again, i know the things i shouldnt be doing yet still do.like paul in romans 7:
[15]i do not understand what i do.for what i want to do i do not do, but what i hate to do.[16]and if i do what i do not want to do, i agree that the law is good.[17]as it is, it is no longer i myself who do it, but it is sin living in me.[18]i know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature(flesh).for i have the desire to do what is good, but i cannot carry it out.[19]for what i do is not the good i want; no, the evil i do not want to do- this i keep on doing.[20]now if i do what i do not want to do, it is no longer i who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.[21]so i find this law at work:when i want to do good, evil is right there with me.
its very annoying.i always expect people to tell me sorry, because i do apologise most of the time(well i do make efforts).but its very natural that you do not expect of others things just because u expect it of yourself.its legalism.
i'm very troubled now and i really hope to be talking to somebody nice, crying to somebody who understands.
and my comfort, my hope, my peace lies in my Saviour, Jesus.

disclaimer: i'm not a depression-case, please, :D

lastly, social studies was not good.i wish to post about it, but not now.probably another day if i rmb.its not like its tragic or anything, but i just feel its a pity that i cant do any of the essay qns at all.well, its all under control, i trust.my hope is in The Reliable.

is there a way to show the passion in my hear?
can i express how truly great i think You are?
my dearest friend.

His love is warmer than the warmest sunshine, softer than a sigh
ilovemyJesus!!

the pole for hanging clothes dropped onto the microwave oven when i was holding it..
BANGG!!!!
me: jie! check if the microwave is okay!
jie: ok!
jie: (shouting in direction of microwave) MICROWAVE!! ARE YOU OK?!?!
*silence for 2 seconds*
us + mum: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D :D :D

alot of funny things happen at home.and recently, jiejie and i keep talking.i mean, like conversing with one another.which is good, because communication is always good.uh-huh.. :D

mummy came up to me because i complained to her i lost $20 in my pile of textbooks (yes, i was mugging) 2 days ago.apparantly, she just found it in my wallet.which means, i probably kept the money alrdy but forgot to record it in my mind.HMMM.signs of dementia, not gooT.

for a perfect ending to this post, i'll show you what i look like when i _______.(the blank is rly just a blank la, no hidden msg)





















pretty hor? *cackles* i think its very nice, very candid!not like when we purposely smile to look nice in front of cameras.heh! my current fav pic, SO CANDID, I LIKE! :D

i believed Christ deserves all the praise for 16yrs, 1mth, 26days, 18hrs, 19mins and 48secs and will still continue to believe.amen? :D