fayanne.didnt.sms.me.sobs.

lalalala.haha.uh.sat was so funn.after night life.went to yen and lin's house to stay.actually only i myself staying there.but hn we decided the more the merrier.so came grace zhiwei kenneth daniel and james.whee.fun.kenneth and zhiwei.are.just.plain.L A M E. thankew very much.and daniel is as usual very nice.and james is so fun.hahaha.i think he is so crappy!!esp when playing crazy taxi.he really goes crazy.hahahahahahaha.and at first i was in a bad mood, thn after he played crazy taxi, i started laughing like there was no ytd.hahahahaha.he is one cute guy.anywayys.we watched The Passion of The Christ but shhh.its nc 18.hehx.nvm.yen even younger thn i.hahaha.thn after tt we didnt slp the night.uh.played truth or dare.lalala.yen was tired.so she went to slp first.and kenneth was busy playing some sonic game on his laptop.thn the rest of us stone there watching zhiwei and lin play DDR.thn zhiwei and james play crazy taxi.thn kenneth joined thm.thn daniel was talking to me.thn james joined in the conversation.and he was so serious tt i couldnt help laughing.not used to him not being crappy.hahahahahahahaha.anywayys.i too lazy to type a long long entry.so shall cut everything short.so anyway.uh.after tt.me and james went park.thn lin and daniel came.thn we jogged.correction, they jogged.cuz i was the loser who couldnt run there.and thn after a very long time we went back to the house.kenneth and zhiwei leaving.so dan and james left with thm.thn i went to bath.and lin went to bath.thn we talked.and talked.and she lent me this book abt why christians doubt God.i think lin's a really nice person.really nice.yepps.thn finally morning.walked with her to beautyworld for her tuition.thn i left for karyn's house.thn bought breakfast frm mobile and ate with karyn at the playground in southhaven.thn lalalalala.finally left her house and went to church.thn saw yvonne lindy and joseph there.haha.yvonne looks so young.too young for her age.no one would guess she's married.and lindy grown chio-er.and joseph.uh.more cool i guess?he still has the good man image.haha.thn lalalalalalalala.waited for ros to finish her tuition.found mel finally.went down to kidschurch for a while.hahaha.started to cry.dun noe why also.miss the place so much.it held so much memories to me.oh wells.thn after tt went up.ros was done.so we rushed off for bible study.and i kept falling aslp.and i was sitting right in the front row, right in front of pastor daniel.and he was like:"seriously, is she ok a not? poor girl..."haha.thn lalalalala.cuz as i said, i slept.so i dun noe wad was gg on.thn after tt uh went to heaven for lunch.haha.not literal heaven.but some place.some weird place at the church building.uh.thn ate sar bo fan.haha.so nice.okok.its claypot chicken rice.uh.me cheryl mel and ros shared.karyn left for lunch with her mum.thn came pastor daniel who was like.talking to me.haha.laughing at me slping in bible class cuz my head was like...toddling up and down.thn he asked me who my mum was.and he realized tt my mum was his teacher back thn in sunday school.haha.see?his being of a pastor is creditted to my marvellous mum who taught him well in sunday sch.ok.bisshhh.crapp.uh.thn bla bla bla.went back to church.went down to kidschurch.started crying again.i'm mad.haha.everyone cried watching the passion of the christ excpt for me.but thn.just bcuz i went back to kidschurch, i cried.hahaha.like i always said, i dun cry for things ppl usually would cry for.i cry for the stupidest things.and in kidschurch, i was cry-laughing.hahaha.oh wells.anyway.so lalalalalalalalla.thn after tt we left.and dear dear cheryl was just being so nice not to reveal anything and play along with my stupid lie tt made everything see, like it was her fault.oh my gosh.if u're reading this my dear cheryl, I LOVE YOU ONE THOUSAND ONE MILLION TIMES MORE THAN *ahems*.i think tt's enough.shant complete the sentence.anywayys.haha.and to mel.I LOVE YOU SO MUCHH TOOO!and dun think i dun noe what u did.haha.u asked ur sis to apologize to me right?heh.so sweet of you.and ros.i really appreciate everything about u.i love you so much.MUACKKXX!and karyn also.karyn is just toooooo sweet.so nice and cheerful.i love you karyn!!and the rest of the crescent cell.haha.fayanne.the cute and animated one.hehehe.my crappy partner.hehx.love you LOADS.anywayys.not a time for dedication.why am i writing all these? uh.i also dun noe.uh.where did i stop?oh yes.we left the church.and thn went to heaven again [no, not literal heaven] so james and joel could eat dinner.haha.so funny.ros said tt james was slping when he was standing up.haha.when he was serving in kidschurch.sighh.kidschurch.anywayys.uh.so yaddaayaddaa.thn james and joel left.haha.joel didnt finish his food due to james disgusting topic abt the brain of a squashed dog.thankyou so much, james.i think joel looks like a little boy.so cutee!!anywayys.so after tt mel and her sis left also.thn i stayed with ros so i could teach her and she could complete her work.thn we walked walked walked.and she went to her bus stop.and i went my own way.tried to find the bus stop where i can take 970 home.hmmx.interestingly couldnt find it.so called fay.and she didnt know where was it.wow.and i swear i did walked at least a good distance of about 1km just to look for the bus stop.i took 970 there.but the was no 'opposite' bus stop for me to take the bus back.was so so so tired cuz of the lack of slp.thn finally after abt 40mins, i found the bus stop.waited for half an hour plus for the really slow bus.went up.read the book lin lent me.and fell aslp.haha.was quite unsightly cuz i was so relaxed.but couldnt be bothered.too tired.thn woke up right and pressed the bell immediately.so stupid.cuz i was still half aslp so i didnt forgot where to get of.and i got off at crescent.and tried to walked home frm there in tt dead tired state.haha.couldnt.took half an hour to walk to the next bus stop which was just about 50 metres away.haha.tt slow yah?about 0.00000000000000000000000001km/hour tt sort of speed.anywayys.saw two 51s and one 186 zoom pass me while walking.thn finally reached the next bus stop and took the 51 tt came.thn went home.which was just abt 4-5 stops away.wow.haha.got home.bathed.and thn talked to my mum.went for dinner.came back.bathed again.talked to my sis.talked to my mum.brushed teeth.intended to go and slp.thn did my quiet time since it was 1am and considered the next day alrdy.thn cont talking to my mum.until 3am and went to slp until 4am.replied karyn's sms at 4.21am i think.forgot.thn did abit of maths until 5 plus.thn blahblahblah and went to sch, deprived to sleep.haha.oh wells.uh.gotta go.toodlees.i still dun feel sleepy yet.

i'm grumpy for share-a-thought!!! grr! i was sneezy! and they changed me to grumpy cuz they thought i could act well as grumpy and jiayue didnt want to be grumpy.she wanted bashful.oh wells.nvmmmm!!

and yes.i forgot.one very important significant one.haha.i'm gg to lengthen [sarah are u laughing?] my skirt all the way until its over my knees and below.haha.i'm gg to look like the china scholars.yayys! -doinks

cuz i got caught by mrs dorcas lai for short skirt.she asked me to see her the next day with a longer skirt.and i did.and she complainedit was still too short.ahems.my skirt wasnt short at all!!!and according to grace [yew], if i compare mine with hers, hers is so much shorter.mine is like.a teeny weeny bit above my knew.maybe o.5cm.woots*so anywayy.i saw her 3 times all in all.and all three, she wasnt satisfied.so she wants me to bring all my three skirts i have at home to show her.and if she finds thm too short, she's gg to sew it for me.yayys!but thn.i dun trust her skills.so i better do it myself.initially, i wantd to borrow sheri, jiaqi and yiyuan's skirts.but thn.oh wells.dun lie.dun cheat.-lalala- i'm a good person.haha.

anywayys.i was in sch trying on yiyuan's skirt.and it was like.3cm below my knee.hahaha.so funny.and everyone was like laughing at me.thn i tried jan's.and it was abt 4cm below my knee.and they were laughing agan.thn i tried jiaqi's.it was abt 4cm also.thn finally i tried sheri's.the shortest amongst all.andit was 23948723094823982384209842093482394823048230923 metres below my knee! hahahahahaha.so funny.and u know.its like.she fold's her skirt dun noe how many layers.and she sew up the hem of it.she sew alot lorh.about a good 6cm up the hem.and its still so long.imagine the actual length.woah.i think it would be too long even for mr miranda.bwahahaha.oh wells.anywayys.i shall go bath etc etc ad get rdy for cell.yeppx.byee!

yooO.!fevering now. =[ i feel veryuncomfortable.haha.but thn again.its nth new to feel uncomfortable when u're sick.it would be a mirable to feel comfortable when u're having a fever.ytd temp was 38.2.thn dropped to 37.6.now still at 37.6.yawnns*

going for cell grp in abt 3hrs++ time.yawnns* at karyn's house as usual.should i go?

i should.

anywayys.haha.if u havent been with me.let me update u on the recent happenings that affected me alot.ALOTT.uh.number one, my bike got stolen.someone sawed/cut the lock.and left the broken lock there intendedly to let me feel stupid.sighh.ut nevermind. praise the Lord.for God took away everything from Job.but he still had faith.so.praise the Lord! yayys! number two.i'm working at KFC tbp on fridays 5pm-11pm.yepps.but i didnt go to work ytd.was too sick.so i've missed my third week.uh.but thn.might be changing job soon.cuz KFC pays me $3 an hour.Mac $3.20.i might.MIGHT.e working at MacCafe at GWC.yepps.cool right? yes yes! yayys! and thn.number three.my brother is gg to brunei soon.yayys! hahaha.better not let him see this.number four.crezalive is gg to prayer walk the school and reach out to crescentians. yayys! lalalalala.got a list of ppl we need to pray for lerhx.yepps.i think tt's all.kayy.shall go now.yi-pee-yai-yai-yipeeyipee-yai. -lalala-

yooO.this weird SJI canoeist called "chuan chuan" frm SJI added me to frenster.BWAHAHAHA>hilarious.i think his name is w e i r d.and i think he's quite act cute.judging frm his name.erbx.anywayys.

haha.mel and i and ros and karyn and xyf were having so much fun just now.at first the atmosphere was still so tense and everything felt so screwed.but thn after everyone cheered up for some reason.and yepp.we had great fun. g r e a t fun.hehx.

were on the swing thing.the rope at the fitness corner.haha.so fun.we jumped down frm this dun noe wad thing holding on to the rope and swinging here and there shouting "oh-ee-oh-ee-ohhhh~~~~".haha.and mel and i later on sang the "A moment like this" in a very loud and high pitched voice as we jumped down.haha.was inspired by crezawards.cuz they were having rehersal in the hall and it was THAT loud.hahahaha.yifang is so cute and adventurous/and ros was just being so adorable.and mel as usual was the joker.haha.she so cute!!so comical.and karyn was being a very good big sis again.hehx.i think karyn is very nice.really.actually.everyone in crezalive rockks*.yayys!

lalala.was sick just now.terribly horribly sick.down with fever.felt much better after all tt swinging and sweating.yayys!

haha.karyn is a calafornia roll sushi!!hahaha.she's so cutteee!and excited abt it.lalalala.

haha.share-a-tot is gg to be g r e a t. 3G3 is gg to win! yayys!!

grins.grinss.more grinnssss!

mel wrote my frenster testimonial! yayys! and fay too! double yayys! and to quote sheri, *throws confetti*.la-la-la.

so bored.shall go do other things.yeppxx.JESUS LIVES FOREVER!

yooO.!in sch now with meL kaRyn gRace Ros and xYifang.hehe.cell startng soon.long time since i last blogged.yawnnS.

booO.haha.i just did the craziest thing in my entire life.i slept for 28 and a half hours without waking up at all frm wednesday till this morning.*applaud*

haha.tuesday had class gathering.like i said.but thn not at sentosa.cuz it was raining.so we were bored. b o r e d. so we met at harbourfront and took a bus to clementi stadium to see weiyue run for her heats. and minloo was lookng at a certain somebody.haha.

thn found out tt zhenshun and sinyi were at harbourfront.but minloo wanted to stay at the stadium to wait for weiyue.i felt very bad.so i decided to go back to harbourfront to find zhenshun and sinyi.thn sweet fanghui joined me. =D haha.we didnt know how to take a bus there.so funny.and we didnt know where to get off.thn engkeong smsed and askd if we were there.and i replied:"uh.haha.dun noe where to get off.i think we overshotted."thn minloo called.and she was like:"where are u all now?! relax relax" she was like.kept asking us to relax when we werent even scared.haha.we were laughing.thn fanghui and i had a brilliant idea.to press the bell when we see cable cars.haha.thn i saw the cable car line.and we were like shouting:"cable car!cable car!press the bell! press the bell!" haha.and we laughed like nobody's business.thn finally found zhenshuna & sinyi.hahah.sinyi was just being too cute.i love her mans.she is so. c u t e!! oh wells.so we walked arnd harbourfront first.and waited for the rest who were at clementi stadium.

forwardd

thn they came.and we went to eat sakae sushi the buffet.haha.buffet starts at 5.we were there at 4.56.so we waited outside the entrance for 4mins.tralala.went in.minloo took alot alot alot alot alot of sushi.and the guys were at one table.the girls another.and lame guoneng was like.trying to compete the number of plates the girls table and boys table had.diaooO.and thn minloo was like:"how come i dun feel full ah?" when everyone was complaining and stopping minloo frm taking more sushi.she was like.she just kept taking everything that went pass.after tt.she realized tt she didnt feel full cuz.haha.she was busy taking and she only ate 1 sushi.wow.thn the plate of peas came.and she took it and started eating it.hahahahahahaha.i thought tt was hilarious.hahahahahaha.everyone started laughing at her eat the disgusting plate of peas.hahaha.throughout dinner, i was laughing and laughing.and kept banging the back of my chair, giving chee shiong free massage since his back was behind mine.hahahahaha.so funny.everyone started to try and bang their backs on the chair to see if it was painful.hilarious.so many funny things happend.hahaha.cant name out all.was too fun.and thn they have this no food wastage policy.and no one wanted to eat the dumpling.so i asked zhenshun to throw it on the floor.hahaha.and he did.hilarious.

forwardd.

went to mac.talked there for a while.took pics with guoneng's phone.thn we dispersed.those who needd to go left.and those who stayed, obviously stayed.

thn those who stayed proceedd to great world mac.as usual.haha.like the old cls gathering.uh.it was me, weiyue and zhenshun.thn talked at mac.messaged engkeong.cuz he went for his fren's bday party.so we asked him if he could join us after tt.thn we decided to stay over at tiong bahru park since it was alrdy 11pm++.so asked ek to go over there and wait for us.and we packed up and took our own sweet time to walk there.haha.and weiyue was talking for 20948320984290840923840923428 hours to her fren on the phone.poor engkeong.had to wait for so long.haha.the whole day he very kelian lorh.haha.so sad.

so we reached tb park.sat inside the playground train.which was gravity defying.hahaha.since it was like.slanted.time flew so fast.one moment it was only 1am++.thn we walked to engkeong's sch there the hawker to wash up cuz i was close to depression cuz i felt so dirty.didnt bath for the whole day kay.some more playground got sand.so anyway.we walked there.thn after tt walked to 7eleven.and on the way there.engkeong and i were like.dun noe lah.he was like bullying me.keep acting blur and made me sound stupid to zhenshun and weiyue.haha.oh yah.and he bluffed me.he told me tt he was gg to go inside and steal a packet of twisties.and i believed him.and i was trying to stop him.thn i pulled him out.thn he was like struggling.and saying:"really.i'm really gg in.let me open my bag first."and i was like:"cannot!cannot!"thn he was like:"but i alrdy steal liao."and he took out a pack of twisties frm his bag.wow.apparantly, he had it in his bag all the while.diaooO.thn we walked back to the park.and it was 3am?!?!?!?!!? so fast.so i was like:"eh eh! 3 am liao. faster talk faster talk.no time no time." so we sat in tt pathetic place for the whole night talking.and for the first time in my life i bother to see how the sky colour changes when the sun rises.thn zhenshun left in the morning at abt 7.30.cuz he needd to go to sch at 8.weirdly, his sch was just bside the park.haha.[Gan Eng Seng Sec] haha.thn engkeong weiyue and i hung around at the corner again.and thn engkeong suddenly said sth which i thot was funny but didnt dare to laugh.cuz i was wearing sch pe shirt with fbt shorts. thn he said:"lynette."and i was like."yah?"and he said."wear your skirt." i seriously felt like laughing.but i didnt.hahahaha.so anyway.i wore my skirt.thn ek was forcing me to tell him sth.hahaha.but i didnt.waited for weiyue to be done talking on the phone with her fren.thn we left for tbp.went there to see engkeong eat breakfast at mac.i didnt want to go in at first cuz i havent bathed.haha.thn zhenshun sms and told us he was in sch alrdy.haha.weiyue and i were looking at this little girl at the table beside us.she was so cute.and engkeong labelled us "guai" just becuz we were quiet.haha.weiyue needd to go home and bath and go back to sch, also at GESS, for physics.haha.so funny.thn we sent weiyue to the bus stop.waited for her to go up the bus.haha.cuz i think engkeong didnt want to miss even one second of her.hahaha.anyways.so i was making fun of engkeong the whole time.thn we left.thn we walked to nearby his house.couldnt walk all the way to his house cuz he said "it would be the end of his life if his parents or neighbours saw him with me".haha.and while walking.we were like.discussing abt the thing he wanted to know which i wouldnt tell him.i told him it would be very shocking for him.hahaha.and his was like:"orh.i know liao.but i dun want to say.later u say i bhb" and i was like:"for goodness sake.i dun like u, if tt's what u're thinking."hahaha.and we were talking and talking.haha.and finally i was like:"okok.fine.if u say so.if u keep thinking tt i like u thn i like u lorh." and he was like:"lynette, ni bu hui paiseh de meh? ni bu paiseh wo dou paiseh" hahaha.[translate:lynette, dun u feel embarrassed?even if u not embarrased, i also embarrassed] hahaha.and after tt we were crapping alot and making up alot of rubbish until we both were confused.hahaha.i think he very nice lorh.tt's why very easy to bully.but thn right.after bullying.will feel guilty.hahaha.dun noe larhx.he this sort of guy not like guy one.shy shy de.hahaha.dun noe larhx.very different frm normal guys.and his eyes big big.look like girl.hahaha.oh wells.

so anyway.i reached hm at 8++ in the morning.bathd until 8.30.and went to slp.until this morning 1++.hahaha.tt's 28 and a half hours. pro.sigh.wasted one whole wednesday.and today is thursday.haha.keep thinkng its wednesday.oh wells.

i'm so gg to cry!
i accidentally bent my cactus's leaf or whatever.the plant itself.and it broke.and water was like flowing out.do u think it will die?i think it will...

haha.suddenly rmb sth to blog abt.tt happend last thursday when we went to bodyworlds.BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA.sarah was just being too cute.haha.we went arnd looking at ppl's c*cks and measured the longest and thickest.the footballer has the biggest one.there's another one with testis that looked like durian seeds.erbs.i'm sick.oh wells.

and as i was saying.why was sarah cute?bcuz she doesnt know how to take mrt.so it was her first time.and with me!! i'm so honoured.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.she doesnt know how to purchase ticket.so i helped her.thn after tt.go up.she tried to tap her card at the thing with the red "X".haha.thn i told her cnnt.so she went to the one with the green tick.thn.she tried to put her card into the mrt card hole.u know.the old one.haha.thn i told her she was supposed to put it on top.so she did.and before she walked pass the thing.she asked me:"can i take the card?"hahaha.so i said yes.she f i n a l l y got thru the thing.and she asked:"now can throw away the card ready ah?"wow.hahahahaha.so cute!!!and the rest i too lazy to continue.and ms wong is so chio!! and she got good figure.oh man.

anyways.today went back to sch.lalalalalala.stupid lessons.thn carried my books home.WALKED home.cuz i realized my ezlink card no money.wow.heavy like nutss.somemore it rained.and my dad didnt want to fetch me.cuz he claimed he was sick.with what? sorethroat.wow.so sick he cant walk.sorethroatt.

tmr gg for class gathering at sentosa!wheeepeeeee!gg to stay over at siloso beach.i think it's quite scary.dun noe larhx.dun want to blog lerhx.byee

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forget it.

competition over.
didnt go for bb study today.
trn on tuesday.i nt gg.have ex-cls gathrng.
staying over-night at sentosa.siloso beach.
i want to go trng!!!
whatever-
had sth tough times with amanda.
we're okay now.
thx to pastor daniel.
learnt a very important lesson frm him
it is more courageous to forgive thn to bear hatred.
u would be more respected when u apologize.
a christian's life is very interesting.our world is upside down
cuz we are different.
we do things the different way.
yepp.
ms ang treated whole team mac.
that woman is richer thn the filthy rich okay.somemore everyday change shoes.all branded.
anyway.mr josef owes me supper.
haha.was supposed to meet him ytd night.bwahahahha
crapp-
bernice rocks*
haha.
jumped into the sea today.
some guy frm some weird sch dropped his fren's hp.his fren was a girl and was wearng a skirt.couldnt jump into the water.and the guy COWARDLY didnt want to go in.and he was acting cool.he thinks he's cool.he is just another piece of shit.in the end i jumped in to look fer the hp.shitty guy.i didnt want to jump.i didnt bring change of clothes.the only reason i did it was to show tt jerk how loser,cowardly and sissy he was.i ended up with more thn 2394823094820398492038402843902 slits under my feet.and a few small cuts on my legs.shit him.
i think my leg is gg to rot.alot of sand and mud got in thru the slits.it hurts like bananas.yuckk.
cell grp on sat was as usual.sorry to everyone.and thx.
and esp to mel.sorry.i know i said hurtful stuffs.they way i put it is very hurtful.but its really what we felt.u wanted me to tell u what's wrong.but when i did, it sounded hurtful to u.sighh-
kids frm pkc are kkkkkeeeeeewwwwwttttt.haha
went in ta visit aunty gladys and aunty yvonne.hehx.they still rmb me despite me leaving for 6yrs alrdy.kewl.i must have been too cute ta forget.aunty yvonne told me tt ruben and clement playing for the live band on sunday.way cool.they are playing in the band!woah.
went hm.died on the way home.but resurrected in the end.woke up this morning just in time to bath and go sch.was nearly late.
bernice was just being too cute.
anyway.dun want to blog in details.cuz this entry is alrdy very long.sheri is gg to be very tired reading ths.haha.she's alrdy complainng abt my grandmother-tale entries.oh wells.

few days ago.there was this report abt two man fighting until there was alot of blood.it was at my block.exactly my block.there were blood stains frm the 14th storey to the 1st storey.according to the downstairs man,one of thm slashed the other one with a knife a few times.he tried to run when the police came.but was caught anyway.and that poor guys who was slashed stays in my block.i happen to walk by tt stairs yesterday.not knowing tt there had been a fight.there blood was there.it was so scary.though its dried up and dark red now.it was so scary.i screamed and ran to the coffeeshop where the coffee aunty calmed me down.and gave me a cup of hot milo.i had cold sweat.literally cold sweat.there was alot of blood.it reminded me of what happened at home last yr.it was the same thing.i took so hard to forget the whole incident.how i was traumatized.how i opened the door thinking that everything was alright.thinking that the silence meant peace.and suffered frm breakdown and screamed my lungs out for an entire night until i literally had no voice.how i did not allow anyone to come near me and pushed my mum away in the morning when she came back.how my sis there shouted at me to get hold of myself.i dun want to write anymore

i just woke up.went to slp after the previous entry.and.i dreamt agn.about the competition.and i sweated alot.okayy.not THAT much.but i sweated anw.i dreamt agn tt i didnt win.the competition is making me nutss.no one is expecting anything at all.not evn mr josef and ms ang.not even coach.but i dun want to lose.i'm alrdy feeling so scared bcuz i lost in a dream.imagine.on that day.my hands are alrdy feeling weak.and i'm becoming paranoid.now as i type, i keep telling myself not to type so hard for in case i injure my fingers [?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!] and in class when i write, i try not to hold the pen too tight.and plus i'm sick.my tonsils [or however u spell it] is annoying. and my cough irritates me.and i have a very very very very slight fever-37.6.and my left elbow.the injury has been hurting since saturday.what if after the competition my scar tear?or i fracture my bone again?i will be seen as selfish if i dun take part in the competition.i'm so indecisive.both options arent satisfying enough.

i'm crazy!no one says that i must win.no one at all.coach says he'll be happy if i just reach the ending point and complete the race.i'm not given any pressure at all.yet i feel so stressd.

nononononono.no.i must stay calm and cool.its just a competition.why kick up such a big fuss?

competition is in 2 days.i dun want to let anything affect me.i need to settle everything on my side before the competition.i need to be done with what i can do.and just what i,on my side,can do.thn i can go for competition.but bsides that.i dun noe.u know.ytd night.i dreamt about the competition.i dreamt tt i lost.and everyone was laughing at me.cuz they expected me to lose.and they were waiting for this chance to laugh at me.no one would comfort me.no one at all.everyone else is at the other side of the bridge.i dun want.i dun want to go for competition.right frm the start i alrdy told mr josef and ms ang i didnt want to go for competition.i'm not ready.and i dun want to lose.and i dun want the world to laugh at me.i dun want.i dun want.i dun want to be all alone.its so scary.and the dream felt so real.i'm afraid tt's what's gg to happen on tt day.u know what happend at the end of the dream?i died.i committed suicide.of cuz in real life i wun commit suicide bcuz even if i cant handle anymore stress, i'm too much of a coward to take my own life.but it was so scary i woke up this morning at 4plus crying.i dun want to go for competition.but that is selfish behaviour.and ms and mr josef would be angry.and coach would be disappointed.and we might change coach soon, i want to do my best for him before he leaves.i'm so torn.i'm so torn.

two more days to competition.i'm not rdy.i cant go for competion!i can't!i'll screw up!and everyone's gg to laugh.i am not rdy!i am not ready!

and i havent got over what i just saw when i came back frm sch jst now.i dun think i'll get over it ever.its so.frightening.but isnt that what i've always wanted?i dun noe.i dun want to announce it to the whole world.no.i dun even want to tell anyone.no.i dun know about it.i didnt see it.its not happening.i'm dreaming.i am not afraid.i'm dreaming.there's nothing.

yooO.in com lab now.gg for canoe meeting in 2mins time.and wanxian is there.waiting for me to get lost.and complaining tt her fingers are white.hahaha.and soph and sheri getting so excited abt their photos.

smsed janessa just now.though we didnt sms for very long.what she said was really really useful.and i really needed it.thx jan.i've had the wrong impression of her.i dun want to judge anymore.

[jan:though u only said what you thot u should have said, it meant alot to me.its gg to be the turning point of my life.u've been a really great friend and i'm seriously thankful for you.thx for forgiving me.thx for helping me see what i couldnt see.and though i dun think u know, u've been a motivation.yea. by replying my sms, you encouraged and motivated me greatly. and ur words helped me realize so many things.sooooo many things.not just between our frenship.though u might not know, u really did alot for me.thx for listening to me. thx for being sensitive towards me.i'm not sucking up to you.i sincerely thank you.u've really been a great friend and i guess i'll never ever forget you. thanks!]

must have courage.God has alrdy granted it to us.the rest is up to us.yepps.having pride is a sin.a great big sin.yepps.

yooO.i am feeling much better now.thx to ros.i love her l o a d s man.temperature has gone lower after i used "Byebye fever".hahahahaha.

kayy.recap frm friday onwards:

friday
sch was fine.i was walking arnd the sch all day kicking my extra extra extra LARGE shoes here and there.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.so funny.nearly hit shobah and she darted like some matrix character.haha.so cute.and vania.haha.nearly hit her too.she was so cutee!!she looked at the shoe and wondered where it came frm.hahaha.while i laughed my monkeys off. and i kicked the ceiling board until its out of place.sarah is afraid of my flying shoes.hahaha.tried to write a story titled:.it ended up talking abt mass orgy.yuckk.haha.and miss soon is just being too cute.hahaha.really.but i think she thinks i lame.to quote cherlynn,"i think she thinks we're lame.so lynette, shut up." haha.miss soon is so cute and chio and intelligent and witty and smart and tactful.tian arhx.so perfect.and to people who think she looks like a filipino maid, she does NOT.haha.and she looks like serene.sharon's sis.after sch went ta look for fayanne cuz i told her i'll be gg to her class after sch.wow.apparently she forgot and left.walked around the sch for about 3029482093482309842309842984230948230984 hours.found ros and enjia.carrying chairs. ?!?!?!?!? . two of the world's smallest sized people carrying so many chairs at a time tt when they move, u can only see the chairs moving.apparantly,her class was supposd to move their chairs to the hall but everyone else left.haha.so helped thm.and after tt went to com lab with ros.and ah-hah!there was yifang.she told me tt mel and fay went to junction eight.wow.went up to enjia's class.borrowed her class to make a phone call only to realize there was a counsellor in the clsroom.haha.but she didnt book me anyway.haha.called fay.no answer.smsed her.and she was like:"i'm really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really sorry."haha.so she asked me to go over.yepp.so i went to j8.went to Life Bookstore.thn walked arnd.went to buy ingredients for their baking.gg to fay's hosue to bake one day.yayys!thn walked and played for a very long time in the supermarket until yifang *POOF* suddenly appeared.thn yadayadaa. forwardddd- yifang left. forwardddd again. thn we finally bought our stuffs.bought orange juice frm Mrs Fields.this man bought guava juice and realized tt orange juice was nicer.
man:[in chinese]this drink is too diluted.can i change it to orange juice?
lady:i'm sorry u cant.u drank it alrdy
man: hahaha.thn change half of it.just give me half
diaooooO.thn yadayadaa.bought a pair of red socks.haha.i think its so funkyy.
waited fer the bus with fay.bus came.mel and i walked to mrt.my train came.i left.fell aslp in the train until mel smsed.haha.so funny.her sms woke me up when i was at tiongbahru.just nice.or else i would have overshotted.she was talking abt this riiculous indian man tt she knocked into.hahaha.smsed all the way until i reached hm.speaking of which.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.when i reached hm.i kicked my super large shoes and it flew pass my mum and nearly got her.my mum was in shock for abt 10 seconds.hilarious.anw anw anw.after tt went swimming.swam frm 6.45 to abt 8.thn walked at tiongbahru park.the place is so cool after upgrading.really.and its like.alot of children playing.and a few couples down there.and i took my own sweet time walking there.finally reached hm at ten plus.haha.

saturday
morning went fer trng with a slight fever frm friday night.haha.there was this weird 4 guys and a girl around twenty five in the train behind me.they were speaking in some weird language which sounded like thai but wasnt thai.sounded like philipino or whatever the language is called.the language spoken by philipines.but i wasnt sure if it was.they are a bunch of weird ppl.they were like:
guy A: eufhslfhsughsjkfsjdhfs
everyone: AHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAHAA
guy B: asldarfhaesfhsdlfhoiahfjkasdhfjkashfdkjashdksajd
everyone: AHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
everytime someone says sth they all laugh.its was so weird.tt i couldnt help laughing.anws.msged ros and grace until trng started.thn trn trn trn.haha.saw my competitor.tian ahx.she was so scary.she kayaked until she was alrdy making weird noises.like u know.when u exert alot of strength u go:"arh.grrrah!"tt sort?yea.she's very very determined.and she looks at me when i kayak.and she analyses my weak points and strong points.she is scary.i'm starting to feel stressed.though the teachers and coach dun expect us to win anything.i just feel pressured.even if i lose, i dun wanna lose too badly.anyway.evryone did 4 rounds.and i did 6.bwehehehe.cuz i'm a pro.and erffa happily said she would be coming but turn out attending her sis's wedding dun noe what instead.so cute lorh she.took note of some pointers jiaolian told me.and observed the sji guys.ah hah.found out what was wrong with my paddling.tried the new way.haha.was much better.alot of schs trained on tt day.so the river was pretty crowded.and very very hot.became so much darker within 3 hours.forward everything- oh yah.calista wasnt very happy.yepps.can tell tt she really tried very hard.both she and adel.sigh.they really tried very very hard.after trng went ta eat with zakkiyya and amanda.zakkiyya was complaining how she didnt want ta go fer tuition.haha.cute girl lah she.took trn.talkd abt teachers.abt how ms chan doesnt dare to look at a students face when she talks to thm cuz she's too short.hahaha.yaddayadda.took a bus frm clementi to manda's house.there was this weird old woman sitting in front of us who keppt shaking her head and kinda sighed like something is wrong whenever someone gets up the bus.she's like.haha.like she's disappointed with the people who get up the bus.hahaha.anyways.finally reached amanda's hosue.met sec three melissa.haha.she lookd abit shockd to see me.thn saw fayanne.she waiting fer ros.thn saw karyn.thn ros came.manda and i went ta bath at her house.thn went down one storey to karyn's house.only fay there.karyn was bathing.ros was bathing at the swimming pool toilet i think.thn lalalalalalaa.karyn went downstairs to fetch grace and mel.thn after tt amanda came down.thn cell started.thn wanping came.and she talked to us abt reaching to crscent.which i think was really necessary.yea.and cleared the misunderstandng abt protestants and catholics.haha.so funny.protestant is just the movement.not the denomination.so we are not called protestants.bcuz the forgotten what luther guy protested against catholics cuz they were doing things tt were not frm the bible.as in.for example.if a guy does sth wrong.thn he has to go to the church.and like for example.say "hail mary" seven times and he will be forgiven.its was like tt everywhere.and bibles were given to only the priests.so anw.the luther guy read the bible and found out tt the bible didnt say tt if u say "hail mary" seven times u will be forgiven.so he protested.sth like tt larhx.anyway.so cell was over.raining.so we ran to church.an the ridiculous melissa kept laughing on the way there.hahaha.she was laughing so loudly.so cutee.reached church.had communion.thn pastor mark started to talk.hahaha.he's so cutee.really.everytime he's the speaker,everyone will laugh.he is just too cute.thn felt really cold until my hair was literally standing and pulled my skin, forming dots on my skin.it looked read gross.thn mel touched my forehead and realized i had a fever.grace lent me her sweater which was ultra small since she was so skinny.and mel convered my legs with her pe shirt. thanks so much to mel and grace.and fay for the panadol.thx u three.love u guys loads.and ros.and karyn.and yifang.and everyone else who cared for me.thx!thn after tt gave daniel the weird pink clay specs.hahahaha.he was like.so touched.cuz alot of ppl gave him things.thn went for dinner with grace yen karyn fay ros mel yifang joseph daniel noel rachel and geewee.erbs.geewee is 17.haha.i thot she was 14.erbs.ros and i didnt eat.we walked arnd the balcony with ros.sat by the edge.hahahahaha.everyone thot we were gg to jump down.hahaha.no larhx.but they asked us to come back cuz they thot it was dangerous.hahahaha.and joseph was like:"by the orders of the adonai sheperd.u all come up now."hahahahaha.so cute.so i hoppd and jumpd around like a retard while ros stood there lost deep in her thots.yea.talked for a while.haha.i realized tt we are quite similar.as in.her experiences and feelings..were like mine.haha.oh wells.after tt crapped alot.really alot.and noel is so joker lorh.he thinks i need mental help.and i think he needs mental help.haha.he's so different frm audrey.i dun even think they're siblings.but they are.oh wells.tt if i were to write everything out here.this entry would be tentimes longer thn it is now.haha.though its alrdy very long.haha.summarised alot rdy kay.so after tt.forwarddddd.we left.yepps.and sigh.i did somthing bad again.daniel asked karyn to pass the post card to kimberley.but thn i passed it to kim instead.and cuz before tt they were saying tt if dan give the postcard to her.she might think tt dan likes her.since shes so naive and immature.so when i passd it to her, i said:"frm daniel.but he doesnt like u" and she was like:"who's daniel?" and i was like:"the guy u gave the wristband to.but he doesnt like u" its like.i kept emphasizing on the "but he doesnt like u" part. and she was like:"i didnt say he like me what" and i was like:"for in case"can tell tt she was abit pissed.sigh.i made kimberley pissed.and i think daniel is gg to be very angry.cuz everytime i do sth wrong he always says its okayy.though i know its NOT okayy.i do things without gg thru my brains first.sigh.everyone has a limit.i think he's really gg to be angry this time.and kimberley.and.oh wells.anw.so after dinner went hm.haha.saw this three weird friends at the station.haha.the man had straight shoulder length hair and was abt 30.he thinks he's vaness.its gross.and a women also around 30.quite fleshy.wearing a spaghetti strap too small for her.with a bombastic hairstyle.like she just came out of an explosion.or she belonged to the jungle.with long tights tt looked like tiger's skin.and another woman who thot she was queen cleopatra.with straight hair and short straight fringe and a necklace on her head which looked like the weird thing queen cleopatra wears.and she was wearing this gold tube, a bright brown long skirt and a yellow shawl.hahahaha.anyway.reached hm.bathed and thn put the Byebye fever and went ta slp.

sunday.today
morning woke up.hahaha.so funny.when i peeled off the byebye fever.my pimples were stuck on it.it lookd gross.but it was so hilarious.drank alot alot of water and ate ice-scream for my sorethroat.haha.and grapes.yess!grapes.recently have addiction to grapes.hahaha.thn went to buy socks for my brother with my mum.bought a few for myself.woots.the sock selling lady was just too cute.hahaha.she was so funny.she kept asking my mum to come agn.cuz its like.two days ago my mum went.thn ytd she went with me agn.thn we went this morning agn.and its like.two days ago she asked mum to come agn the next day.and my mum really went with me the next day and she was like:"come agn tmr!" so this morning we went.hahaha.and she was like:"come agn tonight lorh.bring ur frens.ur daughter's frens.anyone.everyone."hahahaha.and she was so cute.really.she was abt 20+.very very cute and sociable.its like.my mum was talking abt children.and she said:"if i give brith to children,my children sure very guai one".and she had this "opps" look right after she said tt.hahaha.and she stuck out her tongue.hahaha.anyway.so after tt my mum left for church.while i went to tiongbahru park again.haha.sat there for a while.playing snake 2 on my hp.BWAHAHAHAHAHA.so retarded.thn went home.yepps.

haha.wearing the grey army tee with fbt shorts now.mum says i look like a female army recruit.hehx.maybe i should wear this everyday.

ouch.left hand hurts.shaminah's hole puncher kiapped my hand.causing it to be cut.the blood forms an "L" shape on my hand.haha.so cool.but so disgusting.

sch was fun as usual.haha.mrs chia is scarier now.she used to be very very VERY nice.but now.we have to be cautious even when she smiles.anyway.haha.i slpt in chem class and woke up with a stiff neck.so stupid.i never ever had a stiff neck bcuz of slping in class before.it still hurts abit now.i didnt know stiff necks lasted THIS long.

after sch went for trng.was a last min decision.cuz i thot i couldnt make it since classes ended at 3.apparantly, they left at three thrity.so i went.and tian ah.i nearly died during trng.didnt want to go.but was advised by my dear sakina who was not so dear afterall.haha.cuz of the cut shaminah's hole puncher made, my left palm hurted like nuts and kept bleeing.it couldnt stop.what more with seawater.ouchh.and i had trng on tuesday,went swimming the next day,so obviously, i had a terrible muscle cramp.my shoulders hurt now.i wanna go fer massage.but thn.haha.cant.sensitive shoulders.anw.plus since it was a last min decision to go fer trng,i didnt bring my shoes.and ouch,stepped on the road, the grass, the sand [the sand is not that fine okayy] and most of all.the yucky low tide b l a c k water.yikes!all these.WITHOUT SHOES!double yikes!after trng cleaned up and went hm.supposed to meet sis fer lunch.but was too tired.so tired thn when a woman and her son asked me where was Indus Road, i directed thm to Zion Road.bwahahaha.i think they should be still figuring their way now.erbx.

sheri didnt come to sch today.

[sheri: i know u're not really really sick.or else u would have came back in the afternoon.seriously, take care ok? u gotta think abt it YOURSELF.dun let what others say or advise you affect u.cuz u know urself best.the others dont even know a single shit.she isnt even THAT experienced in life anyway.and she hasnt heard both sides of the story.so she has no right to advise or encourage u to make a certain decision.only you can advise and make decisions for yourself.]

i seriously have sooooooooo much to write.sigh.anyway.i wont be coming online for a dead long time.yea.i'm gg to be very very busy and even as i'm writing this, i'm thinkng abt all my homework and stuffs i need to do.for example, repair daniel's clay glasses which broke again.hehx.yea.and i reach hm at abt 7-8 everyday.so i only have abt 4hours to do my stuffs.minus away time needed for bathing,eating,watching tv.sigh.going online SHOULD BE a MUST.but thn.sigh.i dun noe.maybe i shouldnt watch tv.hahaha.oh wells.nvm.but anyway.i just wun be coming online for a long long long loooooooooonnnnnnnnggggggg time.yea?yepps.okiedokie.so tired now.shall go repair the clay glasses, do my homework, wash my trng stuffs and slp.yeppx.byee.

yooO.i'm back.finished bathng..i dun think i want to slp.oh wells.shall update u on monday and tuesday.

monday
sch was as usual.went to the rooftop in the morning alone.wondered if i pretended to commit suicide, the person who stole the phones in class would admit.oh wells.wanxian says the person who took the phone as no heart and probably wont.bah.after tt went up to 2S3.i miss out clsrm.anyways.talkd fer a while with mel grace fay liz and xyf.lala.after tt went with fay to serve her suspension.her suspension is just like normal detention u know.i see not difference.haha.pathetically pulled our money tgt.wow.just enough to buy a packet of clay.God bless us.haha.used the clay to make clay glasses for daniel.BWHAHAHAAHHAHAHA.and a extremely large and heavy cross.BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.fay and i are r i d i c u l o u s. honest.haha.and the security guard.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.damn slow.fay took his table for suspension.and he went to his spot.look arnd.stared at the emty spot fer abt 2983429304820934829482094 hours.thn finally turn to look at fay. and say:"who gave u the permission to take my table?"HAHAHAHA.and he said he labelled his table [security desk] so we wun take it.bwahahaha.and he borrowd my yearbook.to search for lace's pic.watch out, lace.hahaha.he's serious abt u.bwahahah.and thn fay and i dirtied his table.he made us clean it.haha.oh wells.anws.we took 29012834918302981983109 years to finish the clay stuffs.and we really put it alot ALOT of effort.yea.after tt went ta look fer mel an yifang at band.they havent end.went up to the hall ta look fer ros and karyn.haha.ros standing right in front of me and she didnt know.wow.haha.and karyn was so glad to see me manx.see, i'm so lovable.*wide grin* haha.karyn so cute.fay and i observed the dance.woah.dance ppl can dance so well!! du-uh. i want to join dance!! bwahaha.saw mingee and xiaomin dance too.hehx.and karyn shakin her butt.haha.and ros too.so cute.funny.fay mel yifang enjia and i laughed.haha.i like enjia.really.her name's so cool.mine's.hers enjia.hehx.coolll.and their coach.is sissy.i think he's gay too.hahahaha.really.he keeps pulling his pants higher and higher.hahaha.oh wells.and the pingpong coach is damn pervertic.looked at the dance girls in thier tights and smiled when he was supposed to trn with the pingpongees.yuck!revolting guy.haha.thn they all ended.went ta see fay and my beautiful wonderful revolting [erbs] creation.hahaha.i brought the glasses home.which broke. in the end.on my way hm.and fay brought the cross.she was quite sad tt the cross wasnt perfect.it had cracks all over. chill ok? its just a cross.dun be so affected by it yea? yepp.thn i went fer dinner with my mum.ate.bought this large box for the specticles.hahaha.its too large.but.nvm.thn went hm.hecked all my hw.repaired the glasses.painted it pink.with green lenses.hahahahha.tian ah.it lookd r i d i c u l o u s. haha.oh wells.he's nt gg to wear it anyway.hahaha.used macaroni alphabets to write his name on the glasses.hahahaha.spastic.oh wells.after tt went to bath and slp.cuz i was so tired.hahahaha.

tuesday
sch was as usual.trng was okay.hahaha.fun.had competition.not the real one.hahahaha.thn did double with erffa also.hahaha.we slacked like shit and were still the fastest.tt just goes to show how pro we are. yea, erffa? hehx. hahaha.kept laughing at erffa's old bung image.bwahahaha.i'm mean.oh wells. i'm mean.thn adel was rather sad tt she wasnt doing very well. yea. wanted to ask her to chill.but its like. for one, i a junior. for two, i'ld feel so extra. for three, i'm nt tt close ta her.oh wells. dun think she reads my blog.so shant say anything to comfort her here.haha.must train hard. i feel so slackish.though.i must admit.[not being bhb here]tt i think.i'm the most hardworking sec three in canoe.gulps* no offence to the rest.haha.oh wells.oh yah.in the morning led workout for sec ones.interestingly, i couldnt continue but forced myself and could in the end. woah. the power of determination.couldnt bear to look weak in frnt of my juniors yea. one, it may motivate thm. two, dun wanna feel inferior. three, uh. hahah.there is no three. oh wells. sigh. i'm really nt prepared for competition next week.i dun wanna lose.but i know i cant win.puh-leeze? under 19.all the JC people.i can go eat shit lorhx.but i seriously dun wanna lose even if its an expected loss.and even if its natural to lose.i just dun want to lose yea? sigh.and jiamin is sick.i have ta replace her.oh man.participating in another extra event.plus maggie quitted.sigh.i seriously wonder if i should absent myself tt day.but tt would be selfish behavior? isnt it? sigh...

oh yeah.before i go.hahaha.kiku drew sth very interesting today.haha. what do u get when u add gaupohteck and mdm kwan? a snow man.u know why? cuz gaupohteck has a enormous belly on the top. and kwan had an enormous butt on the bottom. tt just gives u two large circles.bwahahaha.i find it so hilarious.

and chihui and i were learning canto.hah! [imitates mrs neo]

oh man! that reminds me! i havent paid mrs neo the $9 for out class some shit science mag.oh mans.it was due.like.2 days ago?!?!

tian ahhhhh!! my teeth are all dropping. my mum bought this canadian pizza ytd.no one ate it.so she kept the last 2 pieces in the fridge.and just now, cuz i was hungry, she toasted it for me.and i ate the pizza.honestly, i dun know if i'm eating pizza, or rocks. gosh. i threw it away. and my teeth and gums still hurt.

and now.she makes some wierd cambell soup which has ?!?!?!?!POTATOES?!?!?!?

i should eat out more often.

haha.reached hm at fifteen minutes ago at 2030++.haha.went swimming today.yayys!with cherlynn,sophie[sophia] and wantan[wanqi].so cool.[to wantan: ok larhx. u may be a little larger in size. but u seriously look okayy in ur swimsuit. even cherlynn thinks so kayys]

brr.my sis complaining tt the stupid fa cai mao is so short.hahaha.

anyways.swimming was so.sososososososo. so [ X 2193892183912839183190839102891283091 times] fun. yea mee-an.bwahahaha.

brb. my sis needs to get sth below the com.

okiedokiee.haha.and this guy came and asked whether we could be friends. he asked how old we were. wantan was like :"wo men 100 sui." haha. and cherlynn and wantan were like:"wo men married lerh. you hai zi lerh" and i shouted:"WO SHI MAMA!" haha.thn after tt i said:"no larh.wo men 17 sui" bwahahaha.turned out tt cherlynn knows one of the guys in tt bunch.and she was sorta avoiding thm.

sch was fine too.haha.cnnt rmb what happnd though.i just know alot.ALOT.happend.haha.had 2148192304810394819384298409284 much fun during geog.and ms siow aka ms monotonous was laughing at us.haha.PE.yucks.i hadta do my journal.yucks.i wrote sooooooo much in my journal okay.and i put it in ms ang's pigeon hole.and wow.its gone.and i have to miss pe and re-write.yucks!

yukefong is cute.hahaha.gwen is cute.but yuke fong is still cuter.nonono.kong hoon is the cutest. [=

diaox.

anyways.back to after swimming.haha.this blog entry so disorganized.jump here jump there one.anyways.i was saying.after swimming we showered and ate there.pathetic canteen.yucks.really pathetic.and their chilli sauce.is like.so diluted.like chilli water instead of chilli sauce.and thn i added so much.yucks.ate a few mouth and nearly died.so wasted.

oh yah.our journey there.hahaha.interestingly, we took 302.and the bus completed one FULL round.and we still havent reached.so we got off and took a taxi instead.wow.haha.taxi driver doesnt know where is choa chu kang swimming complex. [hmmmm]

cck swimming complex is just as pathetic.yucks.the wave sucks.okayy.it doesnt.it just isnt as good as the jurong one.should have gone there.wouldnt have gotten lost.

haha.sophie and i went endless times on the slide. about 39048239482932402834720752374820472985729408530 times.hahaha.and i carried this cute lil' girl down.oh mee-an.she's so cute!!!!and so pretty.and she has dimples! oh mee-an.

i think i should improvise the spelling of my oh mee-an.it should be spelt as "aw-mian" instead.sounds more like this.haha.oh wells.

supposed to do my shit english thing.the new one.haha.oh wells.

oh yah.while cycling hm.saw zhiyong agn.[was tt his name?i think so.forgot] anws. its so sway.everytime i dun cycle i dun see him when i walk pass his sch.but when i do, ta-da.he must appear.its so malu-ating.oh mee-ans.

i meant. aw-mian.

die.i'm so full of crap.

chem.did not too badly.rather pleased with my results. bio.sigh. maths, i passes.but i'm not satisfied.i should be getting higher marks. A maths.AH-EE-YURH!i COULD have gotten abt 2892304928433290842098420934 more marks okayy. all careless.like i wrote a division sign as a plus sign cuz the two dots look like a vertical line. oh meeans. and 2 i wrote as 3. du-uh. another qns. 3 as 2. wow. i could have gottn more. MUCH more. chinese.yikes.dun wanna talk abt it. so far only failed bio.i knew it.i've never liked bio. i'm a physics person.tt's y i wanted so badly to go to 3G1. i want physics!!

oh wells.shall go bath and slp. so tired.i slept on the train.and speaking of which.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA>something so hilarious happend on the train today. cuz cherlynn wantan and sophie set off frm sch first.i hadta go home and get my stuff.so i was in a rush.so when i reached tiong bahru mrt station, the train arrived.i rushed down and ran in when it was "door closing..titititititi" so my foot kena stuck in the.u know.the gap inbetwn the train and station.yea.there.and i fell flat on my face IN the train.and cuz my foot was there.and i didnt want it to get clamped in between the doors, i sorta bent it backwards.so i was in a oh-my-gosh-so-akward position.so embarrassing okayy.and there were a few sec sch.lower sec, judging frm the length of their tiny pants.i mean shorts.anw.i was saying. there were a few lower sec chinese boys laughing at me. diaox.i ran to the other end of the carriage.hahahaha.

okok. my eyelids are feeling so heavy.i'm gg to bath and slp.ciao!